[HPS] Lydia wrote: ↑Tue Nov 14, 2023 6:54 amThere are workings to improve intelligence. Mercury square, Yellow energy with an affirmation, and so on.
That can definitely happen. It wasn't the case for me with my GD, so it isn't always an indicator. But it can be.
This is true. Ereshkigal isn't even listed, only one mention of her as the wife of Nergal, but she has been very helpful to me.View of Innocence wrote: ↑Fri Nov 10, 2023 4:02 pmI was born with past lives memories but something that stands out to me is how close I feel to some demons in the "more demons" section. I suspect their role is greater in many things than people might assume.
That's wonderful
You'll find your GD when the time is right, you might need to put in more effort though
There are massive transformative steps before the rising of the kundalini, so a Guardian can change before the rising, as an example.
I'm glad I could help clear things up for you (and everyone else)
Yes, this is what many people said when I was new too.AsraArdwulfLeberecht wrote: ↑Sat Nov 11, 2023 8:35 amThank you HPS Lydia, this topic cleared out confusions rising from multiple articles about Guardian Demons written by several members. I clearly remember one made by an infiltrator saying your GD is the gender you're attracted to. It always seemed off for some reason.
Sounds like a Neptune transit. I'm glad you got out of it. I wasn't very advanced when I found my first GD, and knowing him helped me advance more.Lightningsnake wrote: ↑Sun Nov 12, 2023 12:48 amThen I went into a stupid dream world. I lost my sense of reality.
I remember members saying this ("the Gods are too busy"). And during that time, I wasn't able to have much contact with the Gods, or find out who my newer GD was. So maybe they were busy for a while, but they are definitely here for us!AskSatanOperator wrote: ↑Sun Nov 12, 2023 7:48 pmEarly forum life
Was not that great either.. like what you said, HPS Lydia, that your guardian could be the sex that you are attracted to.. there were other people and comments that I still see nowadays, that say 'the Gods are too busy' and to not bother them or to try and fix things on your own.
If your Guardian Demon is supposed to be your friend, then your friend will and should listen to your issues. If I had a best friend with some troubles, I'd like to hear about it too. They care.
Yes, this is what I have been trying to do all these years, to get members closer to the Gods
It varies... that particular time, it was a large creepy entity trying to exert a menacing feeling to make me scared or something. Sometimes they make us feel unworthy, or like despair comes over us. But it leaves quickly if you figure it out and shake off the feeling. Red energy helps immediately. Calling out to Satan makes them go away. But I always fight them too, like visualizing holding a spear or something thrust into them. That helps a lot, for us to fight them. Mental strength or something, this is needed.Retrospect wrote: ↑Mon Nov 13, 2023 8:31 amWhat is this experience like exactly, getting harassed by enemy entities? sounds terrifying, can they touch you physically? or can you see them if your not open psychically yet? i get the whole seeing enemy numbers or other bad things happen. haven't experienced what you describe yet though.
Thank you.
I was able to get out of it after a year of deep cleaning.
I have been doing the deep cleaning ever since.