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Messed up my life - how can I

Poet 666

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Hello Satanic brothers, sisters, friends. I messed up my life in this path.

How can I overcome this obstacle when I’m with someone that Is not our in side? I fucked real bad. Can’t even do shit. No meditations, no rtrs, just nothing when I’m with her. She’s a Catholic & I’m a satanist by heart in all my life. Never turning my back on Satan & his demons ever.

It’s just I’m having so much problems since I went out with this person. She’s controlling my life and dominating me. In astrology, she’s Venus in Scorpio. How can I deal with tho situation?? I want to be free from this.
 
Ouch, sorry to hear. You should cut contact with her and make it so that it would be very hard if not impossible for you two to meet in your daily life.

On top of that: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html

Once you have her out of your life you should consider removing karma that can attract another same sort of person: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Words-of-Power.html

Lastly, when these are done, you could use magick to attract the most suitable partner. But this is so far away that you should really just focus on the above first.

Also the sermon below by HC 666 can be helpful:
Freeing your Soul from enemy influences / Psychic
Vampires.

I wanted to write on about some notes. There are people who are posting about being terrorized by
others, either at school or whatever. Or people getting abused in home. Except of the obvious, that you
should do your aura of protection, I wanted to mention something that I personally found quite handy.
Before and since we have came to Satanism, we had met with people etc, many had jewish 'friends'
because they didn't even know about them back then. Or close ties to assholes and destructive persons,
psychic vampires etc.

I found out that by sealing your chakras against these persons, not only this will increase your powers
but all these psychic vampire bullies [like family persons] who leech on our souls and later come back
with our soul power to attack us, or discourage us or whatever, will be easily dealt with this method. An
infamous psychic tactic of bullies is simple. They drain the fuck out of their victim, then later they
pretend to be rambo and the actually strong person, is nothing but a host to another parasitic soul. You
should never allow it, neither you work your ass off meditating for fools to come and drain you and use
your energy against you. This can be the case sometimes with family members. Who have really
ingrained in your mind that you're weaker or something, or have worked overtime to make you their
slave. This is a little meditation that nevertheless, will help your mental and spiritual part to the
extremes. Because it will help your soul break free from all these influences of Satan's enemies.
Influences from Satan's enemies are nothing but horrible. You don't need them in anyway.

****The meditation is quite simple:

Inhale blue Satanic energy into your chakras:

Vibrate Ansuz x9 or Ur x9 times in the chakra you feel is linked in someway to an enemy, or if you feel
your chakras getting drained out of nowhere. Which is quite a disturbing feeling.

Affirmation: " The energy of the ___[rune you chose]___ is now freeing my ____ chakra from all
connections and influences of the enemies of Satan, eternally and completely, NOW"


You can keep the "NOW" away, but personally I believe its a good word to specify to your mind that you
want it now, in the present. I know you get the idea, if you feel that you need to specifically fix
something, get down there and fix it.

Feel the chakra vibrating and engulf it in blue Satanic fire. Imagine all links on the chakra getting burned
and your chakra becoming bright as a blue Sun, or whitegold. You can do this for all your chakras, so that
would be 9x7. You can do far more than x9 vibrations, this is up to you and how much energy you feel is
needed for this to work. This will help cut off from bad links from past lives, present incarnation, people
you could have linked 'involuntarily' like when you was drunk or when you had sex with somebody and
just this.

Another way to do this, is this: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Fighting_Back.html

Though because sometimes we do not know who the offending asshole is, its cool to do the above, your
ordinary Aura cleaning and Aura of protection. When your aura of protection grows extremely powerful,
it will help you maintain your energies high and powerful, on its own. It will deny links with all these sick
faint hearted vampires who seem to have loved most of us since a young age. This method described
above is on the point and will destroy the bad links whatever they may be, to whomever they may be.
Aura of protection, in the long run, will really, really help you in your spiritual freedom aside many other
things. But some things are better to be done manually, like in the way described above.

My personal experience with this is that this meditation felt very freeing. I felt an instant relief from bad
thoughts, self hate and some other crazy stuff that for years, I thought were my own. Probably these
were from damned souls or other and I was sucking them up as in the past, I had a tendency to share
the pain and be very empathic with others. I also noted a nice rise in how much I felt my energies. My
energies for once felt not dilluted. There were times I would meditate and feel energy loss, from sources
I didn't even know why or how. So if anyone tries that, please let me know. If more people find that
helpful, we will post this on other groups to benefit others.
 
Poet 666 said:
Hello Satanic brothers, sisters, friends. I messed up my life in this path.

How can I overcome this obstacle when I’m with someone that Is not our in side? I fucked real bad. Can’t even do shit. No meditations, no rtrs, just nothing when I’m with her. She’s a Catholic & I’m a satanist by heart in all my life. Never turning my back on Satan & his demons ever.

It’s just I’m having so much problems since I went out with this person. She’s controlling my life and dominating me. In astrology, she’s Venus in Scorpio. How can I deal with tho situation?? I want to be free from this.

If everything else is fine, do you live together? If not do your meditation at home. Talk to her, explain your problem, tell her you can´t be fully happy, if she does strangel your life (don´t say anything about satanism). Venus Scorpio want to fully satisfy their partner, so she should listen. Does she go to church or prey?
 
This is psychological, she can't control you and you can detach from her. She might have made it seem that she has control over you, because she might be taking advantage of mental weakness, but really she does not.

What's keeping you from being honest with her and saying to her that you are not happy in the relationship and want her out of your life? You don't have to provide further details just say you are not compatible and you can explain why without mentioning religion. If you lack the comunication ability to do so, just say the truth that you are not happy and need to move on with your life. Simple as that. It's not like she's going to kill you for that. You might feel like its embarrassing or something but just get it done.

Does she own the house, the food you eat, does she threaten you physically in some way? If no, and you are an independent person that does not need her to survive, the answer is simple, gather your courage, talk to her and tell her that you are done with it. Simple.
Sometimes we tend to complicate things specially when we have a tendency to not stand up for ourselves.

I've been through that sort of thing in the past, and if you are not physically dependant on her, it's only psychological and the best way to overcome it is facing your own fear of standing up for yourself, after you take down that wall in your mind, life will be much easier for you in the future.

If you are dependant on her, get a job and move out.

You can work your way through this with magick, sure but eventually life will bring you back to this wall in your mind again. And you will have to break free from it one way or another. Magick might also take some time considering your current spiritual level.

Don't make it more complicated than it really is, you are in control of your own life, not someone else. Never let anyone convince you that they are in control of you. Never.

When you are done with this, start meditating as soon as you possibly can, so that you can heal and elevate.

Good luck.
 
Poet 666 said:

Give her a book about the Annunakis & myths of Greece and India. Make her interested in mysticism and paganism, such as making her watch Ramakrishna (he was a devout devotee of Ma Kaali, a form of Mother Lilith). Do anything that will make her mind stop thinking about Jebbus.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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