A common misconception that many humans have, is that the more ignorance for a person, the more 'happy' they are. In this sense, this is like calling a painter without eyes or eyes that cannot discern color, as a happy painter. Their concerns about their art would be less.
The more one sees, understands, or comprehends about painting, the more one may find mistakes, want to do corrections, will be able to imagine better things, and utilize better methods.
If one could also only see one color, they would assume that that's all there is to life. This is how many human beings think. For example, to many, pleasure is a thing that they understand only on the lower spheres of mind.
If one then becomes able to see more colors, only seeing let's say red, will then start looking null to them. At first, they might even think that seeing more colors is some sort of illness. Eventually the beauty will be understood as the mind expands.
The more the mind grows, the situation is similar. In fact, a lot of knowledge and awakening, like a birth, can come at first with pain. It's a shattering pain to understand many things in this world and life.
You feel like you are carrying burden at this level. If anything, this burden can be crashing, because you understand a lot of things others don't.
The untrained mind brought to training, the obese body exercising towards health, the dull mind being sharpened by reading - all of these react and one feels the resistance at first. One might even feel upset over this, or even sad.
However, as one advances, they understand that these pains of labor are only a part of nature. If anything, they also represent a very beautiful part of nature, which simply because our culture is retarded and created by very low level humans, we cannot comprehend more of life.
A common lie, is that "happiness" is the sole aim of existence. The lie second to it, is that happiness is just an emotional state of just feeling what we broadly refer to as "happy". When people chase this, they find out that this was untrue, no matter how much they achieve in life. Millionaires and billionaires have had everything that was claimed to make them the happiest people, or give them the lasting happiness, others had partners, others have fell in love with ignorance thing this was the key.
By definition, these physical humans that are only engrossed on the lower dreams, cannot experience any lasting true happiness. The first level of our development is in the Samsara and there we only see shadows of happiness here and there.
They could have everything this planet could offer a thousand times, yet because of the cyclical aspect of the lower consciousness, they might be happy to an extent, but not experience true, in-depth wellbeing.
In a sense, women undergo of this pain when they do the most beautiful thing on this earth, which is to give rise to new life. The pain goes away as the life grows. Then it is forgotten and a thing of the past. The only thing that remains is one's beautiful child.
The same is the situation with consciousness. As much as our consciousness grows, our past self and past ignorance is broken. Oftentimes, it shouts and complaints in the worst way, because our present smaller ego is maimed with it.
In the Ancient Greeks there was a myth of the black and white horse. Respectively, these horses represent the logic and the emotions. These two forces are never at ease with one another. To illustrate an example:
You want to go to the gym. Part of you always doesn't want to go, it wants you to be lazy and to sit down. Then, if you satisfy the entropic end of the mind and sit your ass down, your logical mind starts to complain: "but if I sit down i'll lose my gym day and never have the body that I want!". Then, if you get up to go to the gym, the other part of the mind strikes again "maybe it's not that important to go anyway".
No matter what decision you make, one part of you will be disappointed. The part you want to always disappoint is this part of the soul that wants you to remain an eternal worthless slob.
After this part of the mind is tamed properly, then it will start giving you incentives to do the things that you want, not the other way around. But to bring this to that level, you need to whip it and bring it into place. In the myths, this is the taming of a very wild horse. It can only take you to places after you tame it. The more you deny taming it, the less places you will be able to go.
Those who ignore this battle get nowhere in existence, and the entropic and negative forces of nature overtake them, causing depression and all sorts of inner destruction.
Those who are true lovers of truth and power, will take this pain and complaints from the inferior part of the mind, and decide that this pain is more worthwhile than a lifetime of ignorance.
In fact, for the true Satanic soul, it would be an impossibility to be blissfully ignorant or be content with utterly failing.
The moral outlook that leads a person to Satanism in the first place, is more about love of knowledge and power, and truth, rather than love of convenient ignorance.
Strangely, the Satanist always starts as a camel: the heavy burden of ignorance, suddenly starts hurting the back of the asleep. Then, it becomes back breaking. A Spiritual Satanist has to be a strong camel first and foremost...But why?
Because the first power here is this: To endure.
Progressively, despite the pain, you realize all this effort is slowly turning you into something. In the beginning you don't really see it, but it becomes clearer with time...You start to see glimpses of the lion that is going to be. In the beginning this is only little flashes, here, there, almost too little to believe you will even get there. As you hold the burden, these visions are only appearing little. The burden increases, but the visions don't seem to increase in the beginning.
Because of the burden kept, and how you have carried it for long, you develop power. The more this happens, you grow stronger and stronger...Eventually you see more of the lion everyday. It is the result of what was previously hated, the first pleasant fruit of overcoming.
At this level, obstacles are starting to be conquered. Opposition starts to look easier to move above. You start to win against what used to burden you, when this path is taken seriously. Slowly but assuredly, the stronger aspect of the soul and of the human spirit, comes to your rescue.
The battle against yourself start earning you victories. The camel that loved it's burden, now is also becoming a lion that starts to love it's strength. But how would the lion ever arrive if it were not for the burdened camel?
It says while coming: "I am here to help you with your burdens". It never would appear to you if you had no burdens. For this reason, those who have no burdens at all, and always seek the most convenient routes, are never lions: Because they were never camels.
Then, the question arises: But I have learned to endure, and I have learned to overcome and to fight. What more is there to learn, if anything?
And here arises the secret of this path: a very obvious, but well kept secret in this path. This is when you finally turn into a child, fresh and new, and born anew. Nietzsche had a glimpse of this.
What was I or have ever been here for so long, but a camel? And how many camels have there been, and how many lions?
And how much joy inside all of it, that one is finally advancing?
In the Gita of the Hindus, it's related that those who advance far in meditation, will open the "Well of Life" and also the Pineal Gland and the 3rd eye. The levels of bliss bestowed upon an individual, will never be experienced by normal human beings.
They are undeserving, so the Great Goddess will lock the door for these individuals. They will be condemned to only experience the lowest joys in life, and even these, will not sit with them. Their life will be a painting without all the detail that it could be.
They will endure, and like a bacterium that feasts on enduring, they will transmute these that others called a "hardship" into gold. To others this will appear like a mystery. The suffering of overcoming the self has become a way of life, and with it, power will increase.
The event of awakening "The Great Goddess", is extolled with the greatest and most beautiful words, such as drinking the divine milk and honey, or being blessed by the divine cows and bathed in "butter" [the secretion of the gland]. Further words are added on how all pains will go away, how every part of the soul will heal.
The serenity and peace that this path will bring to a human, is beyond compare to anything one has experienced before. The joy of settling one's mind, gaining control of it, and cleaning it out of dross, is the sweetest taste of the universe, and it will make a person appreciative of being a human being.
More and more one goes into this path, you will be seeing the difference between your own clean soul and that unclean of others who are ignoring everything in "Blissful ignorance".
In the higher levels of this path, the righteous are rewarded with extreme bliss and understanding. This bliss is also physical, mental, and spiritual, at the same time.
You will become a child, a lion, and a camel in this path: It is all according to the master plan of awakening the human soul and bringing it to perfection.
You will suffer, you will die, you will be in bliss, and resurrect. You will above all, have a soul that is alive.
When this light is awakened within, no external darkness will scare you or put you down, and everything you are going to see as another part of an unfolding script of a darkness that is going to be defeated.
Wars will feel weightless, and life will look most innocent. The pleasure of the righteous is the gift of the revelation of this path.
Satan reveals Himself in the Seventh Heaven.
The vigor and innocence of childhood, the power of a lion, and the enduring power of the camel, all have now been mastered:
The creation of creations is complete, the purpose of purposes has been achieved: Man is walking towards the Godhead.
-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666