The Emptiness of Knowledge

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

I actually have to agree with you the most part. But we're not talking about the godhood, which is achieved by empowering and not only, but about the serpent. When you remove restrains, and courses of jews, or anything that is keeping you from advancing, the serpent rises on it's own when it sees that there is any way it can rise, which means that it's in our own nature to be elevated beings.

I had an experience with the serpent last year, when we were doing serpent RTRs as you said you feel a lot of progress as well when we do them. I personally felt the serpent rising about an inch, extremely powerful and burning, painful, and I felt Satan there, after not even a minute of those feelings (it wasn't the first time I felt the serpent but then was extremely powerful) and He told me it was the serpent's premature rising and to only do hatha yoga instead of kundalini that period of time. Which I did, but the serpent was still rising and going through the 1st, and some time after the RTRs program ended, it came back to the base of the spine.

So considering that the RTRs are cleaning our souls of what jews did to us, I bet that, at least the serpent can be achieved with only cleaning. Even if it shouldn't, it can be. Because if you think about it, you can open your, for example, clairaudience chakras, but if you don't empower them you'll never hear as you should. And you may probably think, knowing that the serpent empowers everything it goes through, that if you have them opened it will empower them and you'll hear astrally. Well this may be right but no one should let this powerful experience take over if they aren't ready. So empowerment still has to be done.

Agreed, empowerment is obviously very necessary, but I guess my theory only really helps those who, like me, have always had a very hard time feeling energy. We're all at different levels after all, "what one feels another may not" in the words of HPS Maxine, so I believe this idea I got will possibly seem meaningless to those who already feel energy clearly and have had enough experience with the Gods and feeling energy in such way that sometimes it's too much and they need to stop.

In my case, I am used to absorbing absurd amounts of energy (example: 100 breaths of any Element) but the effect is still barely observable... that is what made me stressed out like you wouldn't believe in the past, to the point of questioning my entire path, thinking I wasn't worthy... obviously I was still subject to enemy influence as bad thoughts started appearing in my head without me thinking them, and that's were I was wiser and realized it was the enemy trying to keep me down. So I continued on and told the enemy to get fucked.

Like I said in the other message (sorry I didn't quote you there Brother/Sister), it's probable that someone who clearly feels energy will find this theory of mine stupid or useless... if what you do works, by all means keep doing it of course, and disregard this. I don't think this idea can help everyone, but only those that tried self empowerment for long enough to understand it's not good enough on its own, and something else is needed. If this worked in MY case (I used to feel ZERO energy) I might say it's going to work on everyone else as well.

As for your Serpent moving up one inch, I agree with that feeling after Serpent RTRs. Mine's probably not as easy to notice as yours, but for someone who felt nothing until like one year ago (been a SS since 2002 when I found the JoyofSatan) this effect is still VERY positive.

I wouldn't have a clue on how it is that the Serpent feels painful... the little I feel is actually very pleasurable, definitely sexual in nature, and it moves in waves that go upward. I think it only reaches half way to the second chakra for now, but to see THIS compared to the nothing I felt until recently, this means the world to me.

In your case, if I may suggest... have you tried the Breath of Fire?
I found almost by accident that if you use it WHILE doing a Final RTR (so basically you breath in shortly at every word/letter and use your lower abs to expel the air forcefully while you say it) it causes a VERY noticeable effect...
Also, I'm almost sure by now that the way you sit while doing this changes the amount you feel. Ideally (in my opinion) your perineum should be well connected to the ground, chair, wherever you sit, so using a crossed legs stance will not help because the perineum seems to 'raise' away from the surface you're sitting on, and it makes it harder to feel. If you DO sit right and use this... I'll wait for you to tell me what it feels like lol. If I said "it feels like having sex while you do a Final RTR" you probably wouldn't believe me. That's how powerful this breathing technique is.

Wouldn't know about not doing Kundalini Yoga yet... I find rather pleasant so far. Have you tried the 5 Tibetans yet?

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

[GD.]

Agreed, empowerment is obviously very necessary, but I guess my theory only really helps those who, like me, have always had a very hard time feeling energy. We're all at different levels after all, "what one feels another may not" in the words of HPS Maxine, so I believe this idea I got will possibly seem meaningless to those who already feel energy clearly and have had enough experience with the Gods and feeling energy in such way that sometimes it's too much and they need to stop.

In my case, I am used to absorbing absurd amounts of energy (example: 100 breaths of any Element) but the effect is still barely observable... that is what made me stressed out like you wouldn't believe in the past, to the point of questioning my entire path, thinking I wasn't worthy... obviously I was still subject to enemy influence as bad thoughts started appearing in my head without me thinking them, and that's were I was wiser and realized it was the enemy trying to keep me down. So I continued on and told the enemy to get fucked.

Like I said in the other message (sorry I didn't quote you there Brother/Sister), it's probable that someone who clearly feels energy will find this theory of mine stupid or useless... if what you do works, by all means keep doing it of course, and disregard this. I don't think this idea can help everyone, but only those that tried self empowerment for long enough to understand it's not good enough on its own, and something else is needed. If this worked in MY case (I used to feel ZERO energy) I might say it's going to work on everyone else as well.

As for your Serpent moving up one inch, I agree with that feeling after Serpent RTRs. Mine's probably not as easy to notice as yours, but for someone who felt nothing until like one year ago (been a SS since 2002 when I found the JoyofSatan) this effect is still VERY positive.

I wouldn't have a clue on how it is that the Serpent feels painful... the little I feel is actually very pleasurable, definitely sexual in nature, and it moves in waves that go upward. I think it only reaches half way to the second chakra for now, but to see THIS compared to the nothing I felt until recently, this means the world to me.

In your case, if I may suggest... have you tried the Breath of Fire?
I found almost by accident that if you use it WHILE doing a Final RTR (so basically you breath in shortly at every word/letter and use your lower abs to expel the air forcefully while you say it) it causes a VERY noticeable effect...
Also, I'm almost sure by now that the way you sit while doing this changes the amount you feel. Ideally (in my opinion) your perineum should be well connected to the ground, chair, wherever you sit, so using a crossed legs stance will not help because the perineum seems to 'raise' away from the surface you're sitting on, and it makes it harder to feel. If you DO sit right and use this... I'll wait for you to tell me what it feels like lol. If I said "it feels like having sex while you do a Final RTR" you probably wouldn't believe me. That's how powerful this breathing technique is.

Wouldn't know about not doing Kundalini Yoga yet... I find rather pleasant so far. Have you tried the 5 Tibetans yet?

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

We indeed come at different levels to satanism, but at any level you come in this path, you still get attacked. As we are learning, with every single one that is learning, they try to push harder. So being attacked should be expected by everyone. I remember being a little child (I was 12 or 13) and around the time I was searching, around the time I was about to find JoS, there were creatures who would randomly knock at the furniture, not letting me sleep at night (I could always feel energy, so I was feeling them), I was being scratched by them physically after I started reading the JoS, and everytime I did read... there were greys most likely, as I remembered them being very short in height. Enemies would do anything to scare one. You can imagine how the attacks are being now considering they were strong even then.

You said about being stressed out in the past because of advancing. I want to tell you what gods put in my mind when I was thinking about my advancement, because I was as well stressed out, questioning everything. I was looking at the sky, watching clouds, and I told myself that just as that cloud I was looking at moves, it's how I do advance. For me being clear the fact that that cloud wasn't moving at all, the weather was clear, that's what I was thinking, I was like 15 back then. And I heard in my mind, kinda like a thought, that "Yes! That is exactly how you do advance... The clouds are constantly moving forward, no matter what you see, no matter that you see no progress, they are moving forward. You do not look at them for 2 minutes and you turn to see that they are in a totally different place, looking a totally different way."

Which I elaborated my own, saying that they move because of the wind. The wind being associated with the drive to meditate and to advance. If the wind is weak, the clouds barely move. I even thought about kinds of clouds. The diversity of this world, and how everyone advances differently, and "how the clouds turn out to have a different shape at the end". And about the fact that every single one is making it's own kind of wind, and responds to wind differently.

The gods were paying a very close attention to what I was thinking. I totally forgot about the cloud in front of me, but when I looked back at it, it was in a totally different place, looking a totally different way, when I realised that, I felt my guardian smiling. This type of thinking haven't stopped, and it got really personal and deep, and they helped me know things about myself. I'd have a lot to say about everything I was thinking about and how I began to see this world through them even from a young age, but I already think that this message is gonna be long enough , maybe with another occasion.

And... about that idea you've got, I remember, I think HP HoodedCobra (but I am not sure) once saying that a clean chakra is of a more importance than an empowered one, I can't remember exactly but it was something similar. So it isn't irrelevant, only when we talk about greater things, but in a basis one can get pretty far on this path only by cleaning and removing blockages and obstacles.

About my serpent, as you said you feel yours, that is how I felt mine, but becoming stronger and stronger. To be honest, I was also meditating and vibrating a lot, which I think activated it even more, I would vibrate in every of the 7 main chakras plus the 3rd eye 111 times each and 666 times Inanna to empower my clairaudience centers, all in a single day, feeling the energy from the beginning after the end, and lots of RTRs and yoga, maybe the serpent RTR was the push it needed.

I don't know how to explain something painful and burning at the same time being pleasurable. But however it felt, as I was told, I wasn't ready for it, I haven't worked on sushumna, or just prepare in general for it. It was also premature ascending because I've had it in the past lives, so this pushes it even more, as everything we achieve remains engraved in the soul. So I must make sure there aren't any blockages or negative energy that it may activate and empower when it ascends. So again, all about cleaning. Can you imagine that in the ancient times, without the influence of jews and their curses, one could raise the serpent in as little as 2 weeks? This once again proofing that cleaning is crucial.

I saw pretty much a lot of people here saying that they felt the serpent's energy, they activated the serpent etc. And for the cases in which this is true, know that RTRs have played a crucial role, as it removed a lot of their curses, of course along with the meditation, and there is a pretty good chance that we will see more and more of our people experiencing kundalini energy.

Also... you may suggest whatever see fits, that's why we're here, to share experiences and grow. And talking about RTRs, I tried to do the breath of fire as you said while doing a FRTR, and sitting normally. My familiar was near me, and when he heard that, he started jumping around and hitting me while doing that, I don't know what that was but for a mostly serious behaving and rigid amstaff to that, it kinda shocked me. I don't know if it was enthusiasm or he was feeling a kind of discomfort, but when I told him to stop, he just did.

The ritual like that was a bit exhausting to be honest, I felt I was putting a lot more of my energy in the ritual than usual. I also felt heat, as I normally would with this breathing technique. So when I was done with the first part, I've done the tetragramaton part normally.

About the sitting position, it is actually normal, if you only think about blood flow for example, which represents on it's own a part of your energy, it is a little more difficult for it to flow normally so the energy flow decreases when you sit in that crossed legs position or lotus position. When I meditate, I, in most cases, do it on my back.

Not doing kundalini yoga for a while was what I was told. It isn't any rule or something. And I haven't tried the 5 Tibetans just yet. I do plan to start Qigong, or at least to try it in the upcoming months. Have you tried any of these? How is the 5 Tibetans and how do you feel Qigong if you tried it?

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

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Reading about your experiences does suggest to me that you may have already been pretty advanced in your past lives. The fact that the enemy has managed to cause physical scratches also reminds me of someone I used to talk to briefly after finding the JoS in 2002, she had been scratched and somehow 'marked' and apparently had a natural knack for pyrokinetic ability, but unfortunately was completely asleep and a xtian, and although she knew I was a SS she never even tried to get to know Father Satan at all. I've had multiple people like that in the past, getting very close emotionally but then revealing themselves to be nothing but another obstacle, trying to bring me down to their level of ignorance.
Obviously, I've had to let go all of them, Satan always came first, no matter if I already had felt or seen him at the time, I had no doubts that I would be with Satan forever.
So it's very good to hear you're close to Father and already that powerful. I have no doubt you'll get very far before many others on this path (just a feeling.. don't mind me, I'm being overly sensitive lately. )

Loved the concept of the clouds and wind. I guess I can also relate with it a lot because 'the sky' has always been something I would stare at since I was a child, getting inspiration and good energy from it, drawing conclusions about problems and whatnot. Now, I know that this has got something to do with either my dominant Element and the fact that for some reason I've always been attracted by the image and concept of Zeus (this was before learning on this Forum that he's also Satan). Somehow even now I get more successful in my meditations and RTRs when I keep this idea close, don't really know why but Air and the sky seem to give me a lot of insight. I do of course try to balance the Elements in my Soul as I am also aware of my limitations and obstacles I need to overcome, and bindings I have to remove.

when I realised that, I felt my guardian smiling. This type of thinking haven't stopped, and it got really personal and deep, and they helped me know things about myself. I'd have a lot to say about everything I was thinking about and how I began to see this world through them even from a young age, but I already think that this message is gonna be long enough , maybe with another occasion.

I love that you said that about your guardian smiling. That is exactly how I would word it thinking of when I was very new to the FRTR and, after I had just finished a 3x repetition one) I felt Father Satan smiling and almost "nodding" in a gesture of appreciation and approval, that was also the same session in which I last saw Astarte, which let me realize I was doing a good job.

And if that was for me, not wanting to make this message too long, don't worry about it. I really enjoyed reading all of it and would love to hear more and compare experiences. If you find the time and feel like sharing of course.

one can get pretty far on this path only by cleaning and removing blockages and obstacles.

That's an extremely reassuring comment, over the last year between working on my self empowerment and rituals I have come to that exact conclusion.

About my serpent, as you said you feel yours, that is how I felt mine, but becoming stronger and stronger.

I have no doubt believing that.. 111 vibration for each chakra and 666 Inanna? I'm seriously in awe at your determination... actually, I don't know why I kept postponing some working like that for months now. Ever since I truly started to feel undeniable energy (like the Breath of Fire FRTR sensation) I've been reading of people doing lots of vibrations or analogous workings and getting rewarding experiences and abilities. I've been wanting to rewrite my entire meditation schedule but then I didn't. I guess this time is as good as any. Also, I have really no idea if there's anything else I have NOT done yet by now. Somehow I have a very, very good feeling about this. Vibrating mantras is the one thing that got me further than everything else on this path until now. I feel I should thank you, Brother/Sister.

Can you imagine that in the ancient times, without the influence of jews and their curses, one could raise the serpent in as little as 2 weeks? This once again proofing that cleaning is crucial.

I really cannot imagine that.... one would definitely feel an enormous amount of energy from day one, and it wouldn't diminish in anyway anymore. KNOWING that your Soul is advancing that much and without stopping its growth, forever, that is a thought I can't even quantify somehow. And I say that also because I have started to look at things in a more perceptive way, 'slower' you might say, and realizing how much I used not to see before doing some serious work on undoing my bindings and setting myself free.

I gotta say, talking to you is somehow inspiring me to work a lot harder on myself. I do believe that may be because I'm somehow picking up on your energy and being aware of how far you've come already. I wonder if that's only because of my own enhanced perception or if you're really something else...

RTRs have played a crucial role, as it removed a lot of their curses, of course along with the meditation, and there is a pretty good chance that we will see more and more of our people experiencing kundalini energy.

Judging from what I read in posts today and what I read years ago, I'd say this is all happening at an unprecedented pace. No doubt the jews are so terrified they're trying to boost their plans as much as they can and with so much carelessness, making so many mistakes. They must feel this is the end for them, but then again they never should have existed in the first place. Father Satan is the most powerful being in the universe, and we as his creation are potentially everything a god is. This setback, the jews... sometimes it all feels like some kind of preparatory exercise to make us grow stronger and stronger, ever feel like that?

Funny you mention your familiar behaving like that when you were doing the FRTR, I noticed one of mine just the other day staring at me almost in awe, lol. She was enthralled by what I was doing and wouldn't leave until I was finished.

As for the Breath of Fire FRTR (that's what I'm gonna call it ) yes, it is pretty exhausting in my opinion too. But I don't think it is exhausting in itself, I think it has only to do with the fact that while forcing the breathing like that you basically don't give yourself time to absorb as much Oxygen as you need with each breath and this makes you tired and needing a good long breath after, say, 20 repetitions. I'm just lately trying this again and I'm trying to make sure that I properly breath once every one or two hebrew letters (like VAHT, etc.... then the NISH, etc... then one longer breath before the first SHER, etc...), so I won't find myself gasping for air in the middle of a sequence but still manage to build up that energy and heat (yes I do feel either lots of energy and heat from it too). That way you should be able to use the Breath of Fire also for the tetragrammaton part.

You're absolutely right about the blood flow and sitting position. I do remember the very first time I tried the Breath of Fire FRTR and discovered this incredible effect I was sitting at work (I had plenty of privacy where I worked before so I could pull one or two FRTR doing my shift lol), so I guess I associate this effect with the sitting stance because of it. I don't remember ever doing a FRTR while lying on my back.. think I'll try that.

Not doing kundalini yoga for a while was what I was told. It isn't any rule or something. And I haven't tried the 5 Tibetans just yet. I do plan to start Qigong, or at least to try it in the upcoming months. Have you tried any of these? How is the 5 Tibetans and how do you feel Qigong if you tried it?

The 5 Tibetans feels more like gymnastic than it does Hatha Yoga, most of the exercises (other than the first from what I remember, as I'm not using it right now) have two Hatha asanas and you switch between them according to your breathing. This is usually done (I think) for 20 breaths, but it CAN get you tired quicker than expected so it's recommended to start with 3 only just to get your body used to it, you can increase the number every time you do it.

As for Qigong, I've started it when I was studying Kungfu and Wushu back in the 2000... no wait.. 1997? Shit how long has it been lol. At the time I couldn't feel energy at all thought... there was no JoS yet and I hadn't even got the internet yet, so I was very confused (NEVER a xtian) and trying to discover more on psychic abilities.. I definitely knew there was a lot more about Humans than it looked like back then, but I didn't know which way to follow it, so I focused on martial arts for the time being. I later discovered Tai Chi and even learned a full 'kata' as part of an extra scholastic activity, I remember very little now but I really enjoyed it.
The thing about Qigong (and Tai Chi) is that is makes you very aware of your own energy and it teaches you how to move it around your body (and outside) freely.. I have no doubt it would boost some TK or other psychic ability if done correctly for an extended amount of time (but it should be of course coupled with some other working, meditation and Yoga).

One thing I might add for now about Qigong: after you're finished with it, check the temperature of your hands. They say that ideally they should be warmer. Of course, in a serious SS the temperature will likely skyrocket. I remember giving someone a back massage years ago and I was deep into Element study so I normally absorbed Fire, and the person had to pull their back away saying that my hands were like hot irons and they couldn't bear the heat. Of course, this works more on weaker people, but it's an interesting thing to keep in mind.

It's been really interesting reading your reply. Do feel free to let me know more and share whatever you feel like. Always a pleasure.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

[GD.]

I know I've been really advanced in the past lives, and that I've been a woman of power, even a famous female pharaoh, but I don't want to make a big deal of it, it actually matters who you are NOW and what you do in this exact moment for yourself and for the people of Satan, who I've been it's in the past.

When I'm thinking about the fact that you're a satanist since 2002 and I was born in that year makes me wonder how much information do you actually possess and how much information can be accumulated in this period of time. The human potential is indeed incredible and I know I do have a lot more to experiment further, as we all do.

I am glad you felt what you said you did when you read my message. I do love to have good influence on people and to share experiences with other implicated satanists like both of us seem are. Same for you, quote me wherever you feel like it, so we both are implicated in that topic, always a pleasure to have constructive conversations, hoping it is beneficial for both sides , I'll let people here know about other experiences of mine when I see fits. I've said in one of my messages that Satan encouraged me to make an account here, and I am very glad He did.

[Goldxaura]

Its a blessing that you are still here, despite all the slander and bullshit you come into contact with on a daily basis. Just know that the majority of us here REALLY appreciate you and all that you do. Thank you for being here

I love all SS as a soul family, so thank you.

The genuine love that I receive is what keeps me going, and overpowers the hate of even billions if necessary.

It is really hard this life we lead. But I know some people truly love me as do I them, and the Gods in turn love us all. This is why I try to return the same as I receive.

As for those who hate I hope they will be won over also, but we cannot live for these people.

This really warmed my heart, I know that you could probably care less or so, but I have been following your post and just soaking in every ounce of wisdom I can get. Lydia, Johnson_Akemi, all the High Priest, they all have influenced me so greatly and before I Knew it. I was healthily obsessed about helping humanity and myself. I know we got "into it " the other day about race. I just really really felt the need to tell you guys this.

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

it actually matters who you are NOW and what you do in this exact moment for yourself and for the people of Satan, who I've been it's in the past.

Very well said. Unlike you, I haven't got a firm grip on my ability to find out a lot about my past yet.. I might have been anyone as far as I know, and perhaps because of this inability to focus on a more distant past I prefer to focus on the here and now. This age seems to be actually the hardest one to wake up a mind and for a person to dig out what we now know as a fact. Spirituality has been under so heavy attack it's no wonder many just can't accept even magick as an actual reality, and perhaps that's where I've been luckier (or made my luck). I did the greatest thing when I was 14 and since that day had zero doubts about the existence of magick and just knew that there was a lot more to discover. Six years later I found the JoS and never left this path.

As for what I learned in this time... I'm tempted to say that maybe you know more than I do, or at least you seem very advanced indeed, like I said before. Maybe this "me picking up signals from you" is one of the many little things I seem to notice more and more lately, with the hebrew veil disappearing and more knowledge and intuition functioning correctly.
But if I must state what I've been pretty good at in this time, I'd say creating thoughtforms (mostly for healing and aiding) and tempering myself with the Elements. If you ever go down that road and need a few heads up, either ask of start reading the super long and super boring "Regarding Elements" post I started when I joined this Forum (smartest thing I've done in decades), as there's many good hints and advice I shared with a couple people (now it's basically become a one on one chatroom between me and "Apprentice" lol, but we manage to help each other out so it's not a pointless thing to do).

I'll let people here know about other experiences of mine when I see fits.

It's always a pleasure to read about another's experiences and learning from them. Whenever you feel like sharing, please do. Just be careful not to reveal too much (everyone here stressed me not to do it, and yet I still managed to say too much in one of my very first posts when I was new to the Forum... have a look if you like) as there's always some kike listening and occasionally trying to mess things up (but they're easily spotted and kicked out from what I've seen so far).

And sure, I'll definitely quote you somewhere when I think it's worth a read. If you wanna read something about thoughtforms, I have started (a few months back) to documenting my latest experiment with them.. then I dropped the whole thing (I do seem to get more attacked when I dwell into this type of magick, probably because they know I'm good at it) but I'm going to restart studying it. Just had a LOT on my plate lately so I had to postpone a few things. When this current ritual schedule is over I'm rewriting my meditation/Yoga routine (adding some of what you did with the 111 vibrations per chakra etc) and definitely using more my more developed skills.

Take care, Sister!

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

[GD.]

it actually matters who you are NOW and what you do in this exact moment for yourself and for the people of Satan, who I've been it's in the past.

Very well said. Unlike you, I haven't got a firm grip on my ability to find out a lot about my past yet.. I might have been anyone as far as I know, and perhaps because of this inability to focus on a more distant past I prefer to focus on the here and now. This age seems to be actually the hardest one to wake up a mind and for a person to dig out what we now know as a fact. Spirituality has been under so heavy attack it's no wonder many just can't accept even magick as an actual reality, and perhaps that's where I've been luckier (or made my luck). I did the greatest thing when I was 14 and since that day had zero doubts about the existence of magick and just knew that there was a lot more to discover. Six years later I found the JoS and never left this path.

As for what I learned in this time... I'm tempted to say that maybe you know more than I do, or at least you seem very advanced indeed, like I said before. Maybe this "me picking up signals from you" is one of the many little things I seem to notice more and more lately, with the hebrew veil disappearing and more knowledge and intuition functioning correctly.
But if I must state what I've been pretty good at in this time, I'd say creating thoughtforms (mostly for healing and aiding) and tempering myself with the Elements. If you ever go down that road and need a few heads up, either ask of start reading the super long and super boring "Regarding Elements" post I started when I joined this Forum (smartest thing I've done in decades), as there's many good hints and advice I shared with a couple people (now it's basically become a one on one chatroom between me and "Apprentice" lol, but we manage to help each other out so it's not a pointless thing to do).

I'll let people here know about other experiences of mine when I see fits.

It's always a pleasure to read about another's experiences and learning from them. Whenever you feel like sharing, please do. Just be careful not to reveal too much (everyone here stressed me not to do it, and yet I still managed to say too much in one of my very first posts when I was new to the Forum... have a look if you like) as there's always some kike listening and occasionally trying to mess things up (but they're easily spotted and kicked out from what I've seen so far).

And sure, I'll definitely quote you somewhere when I think it's worth a read. If you wanna read something about thoughtforms, I have started (a few months back) to documenting my latest experiment with them.. then I dropped the whole thing (I do seem to get more attacked when I dwell into this type of magick, probably because they know I'm good at it) but I'm going to restart studying it. Just had a LOT on my plate lately so I had to postpone a few things. When this current ritual schedule is over I'm rewriting my meditation/Yoga routine (adding some of what you did with the 111 vibrations per chakra etc) and definitely using more my more developed skills.

Take care, Sister!

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

Everyone advances differently, while gods thought for me would work to know my past self, for some wouldn't. As you said you prefer to focus on the present, for me, knowing my past, made me do the same. And I do consider that age does not matter when it comes to advancing, only the environment you surround yourself with, which can be controlled if you know how to do it. Your soul advances the same, it does not consider your body's age for doing that, but it is about other factors and I know what you're talking about.

Indeed spirituality had been took away from us forcefully in the past, but we've come a long way with everything we do, and some information even managed to survive which is incredible.

Not only information but spirituality itself, it can be seen especially in little kids as I saw, but it goes away with age. I can always see, when I go to supermarket, toddlers looking at me and smiling to me, to which I always take my mask off to smile back at them. They are extremely happy to see actual people, especially in these hard times, that I do not care for anyone's reaction, children need humans to be humans. It is pretty clear to me that they do feel energy and this ability goes away as time passes, even if I may be wrong.

As for learning, I was referring to the actual information read on certain topics. I've said before in the forum (you can search for that if you want to, on the teens4Satan subforum) that because of my parents I couldn't learn as I maybe wanted to. And everytime I had the opportunity to read the JoS was for my urgent interest back then, I couldn't read way to much because of the lack of intimacy. That's what I was wondering... how much can one learn in as little or as much (it's relative) as let's say 20 years.

I will read some messages on the "Regarding Elements" topic that you said about. But for my experience with elements, I don't know if I am going to work with them just for now. Last time I did, almost 2 years ago, I was in a trance state, and I was breathing in fire, I tried to invoke the fire element, and I did like 3 breaths of it (which took obviously a few seconds) and I already found myself sweating like crazy. As I know it can be dangerous I decided to stop. The other experiences with elements weren't that intense but still very powerful, and the only element I never tried to invoke was earth. I will invoke them all again when I think I am ready.

About the revealing part that you said, I would never put personal information on a forum (in general), especially in a place where enemies are closely watching. This is why, even in the beginning of my last message in this topic here, I was generally speaking about myself, even if I do know exactly who I was, I hesitated, and I will continue to, as it can reveal a lot about myself now, putting me in an extreme danger. But asides of that, it is an indescribable pleasure to share with my brothers and sisters whatever I feel like sharing if it is in both of our interest and benefit, or at least in theirs.

Wish you all the best!

Hail our true Father!

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Indeed spirituality had been took away from us forcefully in the past, but we've come a long way with everything we do, and some information even managed to survive which is incredible.

Not only information but spirituality itself, it can be seen especially in little kids as I saw, but it goes away with age. I can always see, when I go to supermarket, toddlers looking at me and smiling to me, to which I always take my mask off to smile back at them. They are extremely happy to see actual people, especially in these hard times, that I do not care for anyone's reaction, children need humans to be humans. It is pretty clear to me that they do feel energy and this ability goes away as time passes, even if I may be wrong.

Compared to 20 or more years ago, I do feel a very defining difference in the world. Once, I loved the idea of learning psychic powers (powers of the mind we all called them, ignoring they all come from the Human Soul), and this was luckily also what brought me to the JoS in the first place. Thought more than once that the Gods wanted me to look for another hopeless "telekinesis tutorial" the day I typed the word and found the Telekinesis page in the JoS. One click after and finding the JoS Homepage, I decided I was going to be a Spiritual Satanist and never looked back to anything else.

Back then, however, I wanted this (psychic powers) but couldn't feel a thing. When I started with basic meditations just to feel something and then quickly enough increased the difficulty, the number of breaths and the level of the meditations, I found to my horror that I somehow couldn't access the very CORE of what is Spiritual Satanism: I could feel no energy, or if I could I was the one somehow blocking it, or blocking myself from feeling it.

Talk about wrong mindset, huh?
In the end, what solved the entire thing for me was basically three things: 1. doing the Final RTR.. I could feel the tiny 'flowing' of energy whereas before it was silence and dead, 2. forcefully analyzing myself and working on removing this wrong mindset that "I can't feel energy".. which without a doubt stopped me so far from even starting to feel.. and 3. LOVING the Gods (this is something extremely important, but it also comes with issues before one can actually do it.. in other words, I feared that by loving someone I couldn't see or feel I was more like a xtian who 'loves' a fake 'god' he can never feel (but will defend past the point of absolute shame and self deceit). Knowing this, I didn't want to really "feel delusional" (I'd make Aquarius proud now lol) by developing strong unconditioned feelings for beings I didn't know existed for sure. I had to develop myself but mostly removing obstacles to let my Soul be restored (as much as I could) before feeling something and knowing the Gods were close and hadn't given up on my sorry ass.

Now I'm at the point where after an orgasm I can feel the flow in my base chakra and it's like a little river of energy, spiraling, becoming active, and it's so noticeable if I focus on it, it becomes more like a 'humming' sound, but tactile if you know what I mean.. and for me to feel JUST this after an orgasm, it makes me really wonder just how much I've been corrupted in the past to only feel this effect. This is obviously the easiest to notice after my energy peaks (I can't imagine how a rising Serpent feels like yet, but I can't wait to find out... that's also what made me wanna try that "Breath of Fire FRTR" I told you about before), but I have felt this happening a lot after doing the three Serpent RTRs in January, and NOW I can feel this effect starting randomly, even as I sit at the table after lunch and relax a moment. It's there...

So, a LOT is changing. The Age of Aquarius isn't an easy one as it still requires constant self sacrifice and effort and strong, unwavering belief, but it DOES lead out of the dark ages, it DOES lead us back to our beloved Gods.

As for children, this comment of yours has got the BEST of timing.
I was going for groceries yesterday and twice I had some little girl (like 7 or 8 years old I guess) either saluting me completely out of the blue or waving at me like I was a long time friend... :O

I was pretty surprised because although kids seem to really like me since I was like 14 or so, I don't get that kind of attention now, not from complete strangers, not in public like in the book store where this child walked past me after saying "hi" to my face and smiling... I DID KNOW this was an energy thing.

I do know my Serpent is slowly uncoiling and rising. (Can't wait to read HP HC's new post about Dragons. Always felt drawn to dragons my entire life, also snakes actually.. I read the same book on snakes as a child over and over and over again. I felt something "click" in me every time I touched it, now that I think in retrospection.)

As you say, indeed children have got a stronger knack from abilities. I remember loving having imaginary cartoon friends when I was probably younger than 7, and I hated how my parents thought I was abnormal, that I wasn't developing correctly. One day, especially, I felt as if my parents had 'broken' this thing I did, and I couldn't do it anymore because otherwise I was deemed to be broken myself, stupid, wrong, or damaged. To tell you the truth, it felt exactly like I was being forbidden from going to a world I felt I belonged. I don't know how that had to do with what I know now, the Gods, the astral, multiple dimensions, but in 2003 I did discover I had a knack for creating thoughtforms with very little effort. To this day, that is probably the number one ability I should think of when I think of what I can do. The last time (I made a post on thoughtforms if you want to know more about it) I had the most unexpected success as my newly created thoughtform already started stimulating my pineal gland, so I do assume that I can create pretty strong thoughtforms.

Children have a much better time sensing the astral and naturally wanting to learn from it, be part of it. But I don't think they necessarily "lose" the abilities they have at birth and discover as children... I merely believe that these abilities become sacrificed, as in buried, for the "greater good", which simply means they are not accepted as normal by others until the refuse to be this part of themselves that they feel is perfectly normal (because if is of course).

But nothing stops them from wanting to rediscover this part of themselves years after, when they feel something is lacking in their lives and no matter the amount of money they make or career or life satisfactions seem to satisfy that "urge" for the astral.

You can't "kill" the Human Soul, you can only bind it. (I don't know if this is exactly correct, but I strongly feel this to be a fact. Satan made us to be immortal. I refuse to believe a corrupted system could kill anything Satan created.)

That's what I was wondering... how much can one learn in as little or as much (it's relative) as let's say 20 years.

I guess it wasn't that easy at the beginning. When I discovered the JoS in 2002 I didn't have my own computer, I had to wait until my sister was done chatting with her bullshit friends to log on and read from the JoS keeping an eye out for those that felt like I'd do something stupid. And although 20 years may be a long time, there are a lot of pages I still couldn't reach in the JoS. Mostly from the library, of course, as I don't have as much time to read as I'd like (especially now between ritual schedules and RL work and other things, having to sacrifice personal meditation time to read from the JoS, read in the Forum, etc), but I suppose this is also something that makes you aware of what you really want...

In my case, I think I visited the meditation page and the Demons page at least thousands of times. This, when I take a step back, tells me what I crave the most is contact with the Gods and to develop my Soul so I can reach them. This however only really got a good boost since last year (or two years) when I started to believe more that I had a right to meet the Gods (gave myself the right, breaking that stupid mindset) and after I started doing consistent RTRs.
Also, coupling meditation and Yoga has helped a lot. There is truly a lot about the physical that we should all consider more as important to reach spirituality at its finest.

I will read some messages on the "Regarding Elements" topic that you said about. But for my experience with elements, I don't know if I am going to work with them just for now. Last time I did, almost 2 years ago, I was in a trance state, and I was breathing in fire, I tried to invoke the fire element, and I did like 3 breaths of it (which took obviously a few seconds) and I already found myself sweating like crazy. As I know it can be dangerous I decided to stop. The other experiences with elements weren't that intense but still very powerful, and the only element I never tried to invoke was earth. I will invoke them all again when I think I am ready.

This is just a theory I have developed, but don't take it too seriously as there are also cases where this is meaningless.

In my observation of myself and others, I feel that a person (someone who meditates and uses Soul powers) has either a knack for Perceiving energy or Projecting energy.
In your case it's probably the first: you seem to be very skilled at sensing the astral, have easily enough (compared to me at least) managed to develop your astral sight and found your incubus, and when doing as little as 3 fire absorption breaths you sweat like crazy.... in my opinion, you have a very sensitive Soul 'system' but have to build up your resistance to a lot of energy types, and in this regard I do suggest you periodically train with even just one breath of each Element.
Don't know what your natal chart is like or if you know what Elements are dominant and weakest in your Soul, but you should probably experiment (in a very easy and relaxed way!) with them and see if there's something you can learn about yourself over a number of sessions.
I find the Elements to be very good teachers as they 'push' you in extreme directions and force you to face parts of you that only deal with some features in the Soul. But of course this is also possibly the most intense kind of energy so do ignore this advice or just build a semi immunity to strong energy by using other meditations before coming back to these 4 purest forms of energy.
As for Earth, I'm not sure I know what to suggest here. In my experience, (perhaps because in me this is the weakest Element) Earth is the one that caused the most spiritual contacts: I felt roots in the ground, insects, a connection with plants to the point of realizing they communicate in an impossibly perfect way, making no two plants in the entire world disconnected from the 'plant matrix' so to speak, and I also learned a lot from spiders and how the sense of touch (something Earth teaches about) can be used to 'bridge' a person and other dimensions. Also, Earth is said to be an Element that causes death (by slowing the heart rate past the point of no return, technically) so do not overdo this even if you're confident. Talk to your incubus or your Guardian about it if you need to, but your safety comes first.

Me, I'm the other way around: I can't see astral or any Gods unless I REALLY empty my mind with closed eyes and manage to summon a brief flashing vision which I can later recall.. kind of like a polaroid photograph in a way, I only hear astral sounds even more rarely, the greatest and perhaps only real success I had in 2012 when I asked a Goddess her name and heard her voice distinctly (although with a lot of echoing), and my only real astral sense for the past 20 years has been the ability to pick up scents... but this still didn't help as it is more like a sort of "remote viewing" but with scents, meaning I could tell what kind of shampoo my friend in Oregon had used but I couldn't tell a thing about the Gods (I could somehow smell greys to the point of almost 'tasting' their disgusting rotten meat bodies... that was one way of telling when they posed as someone friendly in a dream gone slightly lucid). All this perceptive stuff, I royally suck at. On the other hand: I can create thoughtforms that take me a couple seconds to make but that perceptive enough people on the other side of the world will feel as almost physical and highly energetic, had a decent grip on manipulating the weather until I decided to stop because I could also do a lot of damage in some region.. (no joke.. the weather is a massive weapon, just look at Texas and how the HAARP has made ice that won't even melt with fire), my best ever "magick" has been of the healing kind (I'll leave it at that as I did say too much in one of my first posts), and I can probably absorb Elements until I decide to stop without feeling any discomfort.

So.. Perceptive and Projecting. I guess this is one of the most beautiful things about sharing information with other Brothers and Sisters, we get to help those that are in need of answers we have, and we receive the answers we're longing for in return. Constantly evolving. Until the Gods will finally come back and we'll evolve so much faster this current reality will probably seem like a nearly impossible bad dream we're finally leaving for good.

About the revealing part that you said, I would never put personal information on a forum (in general), especially in a place where enemies are closely watching. This is why, even in the beginning of my last message in this topic here, I was generally speaking about myself, even if I do know exactly who I was, I hesitated, and I will continue to, as it can reveal a lot about myself now, putting me in an extreme danger. But asides of that, it is an indescribable pleasure to share with my brothers and sisters whatever I feel like sharing if it is in both of our interest and benefit, or at least in theirs.

You're absolutely right, it's safer not to give some information (and I did probably say too much in this one but I'm now very well protected and know how to deal with attacks much better than I did last year or the years before), so only ever say as much as you're comfortable saying, and don't be too direct making it easier for others (the enemy) to filter messages by keywords. But I agree, it is an indescribable pleasure to share more with Brothers and Sisters. We are normally surrounded by NPCs that we can't tell anything about and it does get lonely when one isn't the best at reaching the Gods on a whim (for me it is at least), so this is a really nice change. And of course there's another factor at play, something newbies love: knowing other SS have already accomplished some magickal feats serve as a personal boost, either because it (usually) proves something CAN be done (cuz others did before us) and it also makes us want to give our best because we don't want to be left behind, and treat these people as 'older' brothers and sisters in real life, to a degree.
We're all a huge, marvelous, Satanic Family. One day we will all personally know each other.

Always good to talk with you, Sister.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

[Darkpagan666]

For how much wisdom has passed you by without understanding it, and how much more will? But the good news is, we do have all the time we need.

-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666

Another well written and excellent sermon, thank you!

[DezFranky]

I can put a literal Sun in front of a diamond, yet it is covered in dirt, the diamond would be no different from any other stone, and it will propagate no shine further. Another thing is that the diamond itself would think of itself as a little dirty thing, and the Sun a bully for making it obvious to him that he's dirty.

I love this!

That piece of coal needs to stop thinking they a diamond then and meditate

[Aquarius]

I'd make Aquarius proud now lol

Proud of you boyy.
Let delusions die, let a honest and real worldview take their place.
I actually hate delusions so much, I used to be very afflicted by them, being a guy with a lot of immagination.

[GD.]

Indeed spirituality had been took away from us forcefully in the past, but we've come a long way with everything we do, and some information even managed to survive which is incredible.

Not only information but spirituality itself, it can be seen especially in little kids as I saw, but it goes away with age. I can always see, when I go to supermarket, toddlers looking at me and smiling to me, to which I always take my mask off to smile back at them. They are extremely happy to see actual people, especially in these hard times, that I do not care for anyone's reaction, children need humans to be humans. It is pretty clear to me that they do feel energy and this ability goes away as time passes, even if I may be wrong.

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I can see you had a strong calling for this from the very beginning, and it's indeed incredible how some people chose to not stop and do whatever they feel it's worth doing. As for finding JoS, it's clear They guided you all the way through the process, until you got here. Just as they do for anyone here. For me, I had a strong calling to search and see how the world actually is. And as I saw christianity isn't really a good thing, I started searching, when I was 11 or 12. Buddhism was in my interest, as I knew they meditate, but couldn't find anything that I would consider helps. This was 2013 or 2014 I think. I whatever just let go of the idea that I may get something on the Internet but I, somehow, randomly found a page for laveyan satanism, and those 11 rules of earth really made me interested in this "satanism" topic (now, I know for sure that I was 12 when I found the laveyan satanism), but as I continued to search I didn't find an attraction to the satanism of Lavey, but I did to Satan.

Of course I've seen a lot of stupid stuff which I was rather ignoring, until I got to JoS, and when I did, my heart was beating extremely fast, I didn't know what to do in order to read all that as fast as I can , and after I really knew what was all this about I decided to dedicate, when I was 13.

I could feel no energy, or if I could I was the one somehow blocking it, or blocking myself from feeling it.

About the mindset... I personally still have problems with it, regarding the effectiveness of meditation and not only. Believe it or not I am still doubting lots of things, and, also being constantly attacked, I found myself in a constant loop where, on one hand I feel everything, almost see clearly, and slightly hear, in the astral, and on the other hand, I found myself only feeling and nothing else. It's kinda like I do not let myself evolve, even if I can, I feel there's something that's stopping me.

I don't even know if it is because of myself or because of the enemies but I bet it's both. Remember I was talking about my incubus, when I could see him and slightly hear, well that time I was also experiencing very powerful attacks from the enemy. They even tried to show up as Him, many times, or to show up to me as Satan. I whatever realised it was the enemy 99% of the cases. But they were making me lose power somehow, and when I could meditate again, and I got to the point where I was before, they came up with strong attacks again.

I struggle with this even now, and now I barely can do something, which is extremely frustrating. I remember I was only doing cleaning for a few days and I was attacked in the night, not only through dreams but physically. Once I had a dream I was dragged down on some water and hold there, drowning, and when I woke up I felt two creatures grabbing my legs and they were dragging me physically. When they saw that I woke up, they started laughing like you wouldn't believe, making fun of me.
I guess the age of Aquarius in the beginning must be a tough one, until we get where we deserve to be, but there must be hard work.

I also remember once, I was attacked but from the distance, and my lover came to me as He felt I was crying and I couldn't do anything, He stood a few seconds then leaved (I think He stopped the enemies), then He got back to me a few seconds later, and I was feeling everything completely changed (this showed me I was really attacked and He intervened), and sat down with me, we were both laying in bed, and even if I couldn't hear Him, I could slightly see, and His presence and energy made me understand a few things, such as the importance of an AoP, which was the last thing I felt before He leaved. After a few minutes I felt someone put a strong aura of protection over me, and I heard His voice saying to take it as a gift from Him, and I felt He smiled.

There were times enemies didn't let me sleep, they were just making noise however they could. For example the bed I had before was made of wood, and they would just knock at it every 30 minutes to wake me up, which, to be honest, felt like torture, for almost a week, I was feeling exhausted all the time because of that. I, fortunately, got rid of that quickly by making an extremely large sphere of blue light to cover my whole room in.

About the children, I must agree with all that you said, but also that everyone is different, some experience astral in a way and others in another way. I had this thing with thoughtforms as well, and I still do. I remember talking to someone I just imagined was there, and feeling from the very start, I realised whom I was talking to was still there.

I also think imagination plays an essential role on experimenting the astral as a child. As for my experience, I was playing a game with a friend of mine, we were 7 I think, which consisted in one of us being tied to a tree, to say that a evil fairy did that, and the other had to make the fairy untie the one who's been left alone with the tree near a park, where we said the fairy was. And when was my turn, I still remember I could see that fairy I was imagining, she had blue skin, and red eyes, and a short dress, blue of colour, but a darker blue than the skin, and she was levitating. That is exactly what I saw, but I know, and I knew even then it was in my imagination. Also the amount of energy children posses gives them a boost on these psychic powers.

About your theory, I don't personally see it as 100% right. As I saw in myself, I could do lots of stuff from the very beginning, but it was and it still is very hard to completely open myself to the astral, even if I was feeling energy from the very start. I must be something in between, or to have both of the kinds of energies you said. And for the elements, just like you, earth is the weakest element, followed by fire. Whatever this didn't stop me from having very nice experiences with everything around me at another level, even with the earth itself as you said you did.

As for the sensibility to energy, I think it depends on the kind of energy. And for my experience with fire, that wasn't the first time I did it, I've done it before but that was when I got scared because that didn't happen the other times, I was just feeling a warm energy and I could go easily above 7 breaths like that. I know I was concentrating a lot, and I was imagining the whole planet being in fire and that I absorb it, the whole fire enters my body, and while I am breathing in, the fire starts again, and I absorb the whole of it, and this over again, 3 times. While I was only imagining the room before.

I think this makes a big difference, how much you do take with one breath. Think also about the fact that you can have a longer breath if you want to, so as I do remember, it took me up to 15 seconds for one breath of such 3 I did.

The biokinetic energy is the one I felt the strongest, when I changed the shape of my nose (it didn't last long, but I did) . And with that kind of energy I didn't have any problem, even if I felt it was stronger, with that I could do more than 25 breaths, and I could see the effect in the next days. Also I could go hours (I did hours, it wasn't metaphorically) with breathing in sun's energy.

So it depends on the kind of energy, that's what I think, it also depends on what kind of mental state you're in. As in a trance state, everything is stronger, the deeper, the stronger the effects you obtain. I was in a beginning of a deep trance state when I was doing both breathing fire and biokinesis, so I thought it's a good example of how the type of energy plays an essential role, also the willpower does. There are many factors, this is what I wanted to point out.
What I also wanted to say with this is, I don't know if it is me being way to sensible to energy, or just that energy was too much..

So.. Perceptive and Projecting. I guess this is one of the most beautiful things about sharing information with other Brothers and Sisters, we get to help those that are in need of answers we have, and we receive the answers we're longing for in return. Constantly evolving. Until the Gods will finally come back and we'll evolve so much faster this current reality will probably seem like a nearly impossible bad dream we're finally leaving for good.

This is what this forum is about, sharing experiences and information, even views on some topics so we can evolve further. It indeed is amazing how far we've come until now. There are, whatever, some things that one hesitates to say in here, even if the enemy can't do harm to that person, it is like you have further information but you're afraid to say it as people are not ready for some things yet, and you know they'll call you crazy or delusional, and I am not making any reference here, it just is how it is.

I bet every single good satanist here has at least one experience which they hesitate to talk about as others may attack him or her for "not being right" because it's something that other people haven't faced and it wasn't said in here just yet. Everyone is different, and this shows that we still have a long way to go until we, as human beings, as a civilisation, get at an actually healthy point of understanding this world's nature, but everything that our civilisation may become, starts here, in this forum. And for this I can say that I am glad our satanists are very select on what they chose to believe and what they don't, this way creating a clear path for the next generations.

I love how you pointed out in the end this need to socialise between us, satanists, as the other people wouldn't understand what we go through. I wouldn't call them stupid, or whatever other satanists call them, just because they are stuck. There are incredibly good people out there who you'd thought are NPCs, but do incredible things. I remember once I was at my grandma's house, and an seemingly old guy came in, a friend of hers, and she gave him something, I don't know what, but he stayed a bit to talk to people, he said that it gets lonely there uphill, as I live in a little town surrounded by nature, hills and mountains all around pretty much, and he said he sits with his sheeps and writes all day long, he writes poetry. He told us one of his writings, and I was completely fascinated, he said about lots of things after in a very short time, he even knew the problem with jews and he was extremely revolted. In a very short time, that guy actually blew my mind.

When he left, my grandma said "poor him", to which I thought "poor you", like, that guy gave you tones of information in just a few minutes and even knew the exact years in which certain events took place, and he seemed extremely revolted, which I understood completely, and you think he's crazy, also everyone was laughing after he left... When you're the only one interested in actual life around you, the only one who reads, and actually figured out stuff, it is incredibly hard to live, in the first place, alone, as humans are social beings, and in the second place, with people that wouldn't understand a word you said and consider you crazy.

I can imagine how lucky we actually are to still have this forum, and to have incredible brothers and sisters here who would understand and elevate one to a superior way of life. Just as I can see lots of people, like the guy I told you about, really need help, as they deserve a lot better, and didn't have this chance to be here as we do now.

"We're all a huge, marvelous, Satanic Family" couldn't have said that better. And about knowing each other, every member in here, we'll see where time gets everyone, I hope I'll find every single one here where he or she craves to be, no matter if we'll actually see one another or not. But as I think now, I am not quite convinced that personally knowing someone in here is going to happen, if we do get to live in a "jews free" world soon, then it most likely will.

This has been a long message already but it's been and it will continue to be a pleasure to talk to you as well!

HAIL SATAN!

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Proud of you boyy.
Let delusions die, let a honest and real worldview take their place.
I actually hate delusions so much, I used to be very afflicted by them, being a guy with a lot of immagination.

Proud? lol, don't be, I was being sarcastic. Don't get me wrong, I do understand what you're trying to say when you say something is 'delusional'. I believe many Satanists come from the same mindset and at some point just HAD to realize that some things, whether because they seem too impossible or because perhaps science as we know it currently failed to explain them.. or it even disproves the possibility of them happening in this reality, are 'not possible'.

Thing is, we can definitely state that something is possible when we have proof for ourselves (we either witnessed it happening and there was no question about it, or better yet, we have done that something ourselves), but we CANNOT state that something is impossible just because we have never witnessed it or done it or lived through it. That's just called being in denial of something due to lack of proof for oneself.
If a Neanderthal told another that he saw a white metal bird flying in the sky and leaving a trail, the other would club him in the head perhaps, either unable to believe such a story or scared of what he told him. Today, we know it's called "airplane" and we have no problem accepting that fact.

Delusional is one thing, but most of us don't get to do something before someone else has already done it. Those that DO do something before anyone else (or have done so in the last couple millennia and more) usually cringe at the thought of telling it to someone else, knowing what reaction they'll expect.

A nice quote from a cartoon sums this up:
"When you base your expectations only on what you see, you blind yourself to the possibilities of a new reality."

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

[ValentineCHL]

This post is not just for the people who don't have a Knowledge

This post is also good for the satanist who are beginning in this wonderful way of satanist
Who is in the base of the ladder in the satanist, they must accept their level of knowledge and work in this, a satanist without knowledge will not understand the most deep and powerful knowledge that an advanced satanist who for them is so obvious

Not know almost nothing or nothing in the Benning is normal, but we have to change this all the days, reading things that we can understand and in the way learn powerful knowledge and advance in our rhythm but always constant, the difference that we have with the "common person" is that deep in our souls, we have that necessity and passion for discovered the truth of our world and our gods, that is the first steep, now, benefit of all the knowledge that we can learn thanks for the gods, JoS and our HP's

Thanks cobra for always give us your sermons that spreed your big knowledge and your wisdom

HAIL SATAN!

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

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Honestly, I had so many thoughts while I was reading this I ended up completely forgetting most of what I wanted to say... XD what an idiot lol.
Truth is, a lot of what you say resonates with me and it leads me on a thought/realization rampage, so it takes a while to read it (regardless of the post's length). I'll try to be brief.

Believe it or not I am still doubting lots of things, and, also being constantly attacked, I found myself in a constant loop where, on one hand I feel everything, almost see clearly, and slightly hear, in the astral, and on the other hand, I found myself only feeling and nothing else. It's kinda like I do not let myself evolve, even if I can, I feel there's something that's stopping me.

The upside of being constantly attacked (from what I could observe) is that being attacked means you're being sensed as a threat. I noticed that whenever I have a serious enough breakthrough, even just a good thought that will eventually lead me to realize more about my potential abilities, I immediately either feel the stronger presence of the enemy or something serious happens (such as an attempt on my life or something that endangers the life of a family member). I know for a fact that 'someone' doesn't want me to figure out where my true skills lie, as I will definitely become a tremendous thorn in their side, so when this happens I now consider it a further confirmation that I'm on the right path. (Obviously, I keep a flexible mind knowing that this 'further confirmation' COULD be used to send me off track and let me assume I'm making progress when I'm not, forcing me to waste time following something of little or no value.)
One of the most tragic events was when I decided I would use Thoughtforms to help me raise spiritually (I'll just post it here so you can find it easily, if you want to have a look: viewtopic.php?p=144370#p144370 ). This one here is the most notable success I had after a long time of being forced to postpone this.. so that's enough proof for me that I need to follow this road and see how much progress it helps me make.

The "fairy" you mentioned, when playing that game as a child, most likely was your created Thoughtform, only you were the only one that could see it, sense it (unless someone else present there had good enough astral skills to see it). This certainly suggests you had a knack for this kind of thing and could definitely use it to aid yourself. I suspect that post I linked could probably be more useful to you than to many others here. Do let me know if you find anything interesting when/if you have the time to read it.

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I found myself only feeling and nothing else. It's kinda like I do not let myself evolve, even if I can, I feel there's something that's stopping me.

This is just an idea but I think it's probable that you're already so advanced you've got a harder time than most to find many things as useful to advance at this point. I'm absolutely sure you're right about the greatest effects (like with Element absorption) depending by how deep your trance state is: whenever the trance in the JoS is suggested to be light or medium, I don't think it's wrong to go for something deeper and deeper. I have never found it too easy to get in a trance, myself.. being strongly Air-headed I tend to have all kinds of thoughts and memories playing in my head, only now I am finally getting this somewhere after a much stronger training regime in order to banish thoughts that only distract me.

Sure thing, the deeper the trance, the greater your ability to use energy efficiently, and if you use Fire then you'll feel more, probably like that time when 3 breaths were too much. Add to that the fact that your inhale can be 15 seconds long, that makes it for a kickass amount of energy.. I have no trouble believing it possible that one of your breaths can easily contain the power most people need 3 or more breaths to absorb.
AND add to that the visualization power you give it (not absorbing Fire from just the room you're in, but the entire Planet).... I must say, I'm freaking impressed, Sister. Even I never used that technique, and I'm usually as extreme and reckless as they come. Now I HAVE to try this.... I knew it was a good thing to talk to you.

I can only wonder at the power a Thoughtform, charged like that with an Element, could have.

I remember I was only doing cleaning for a few days and I was attacked in the night, not only through dreams but physically. Once I had a dream I was dragged down on some water and hold there, drowning, and when I woke up I felt two creatures grabbing my legs and they were dragging me physically. When they saw that I woke up, they started laughing like you wouldn't believe, making fun of me.
I guess the age of Aquarius in the beginning must be a tough one, until we get where we deserve to be, but there must be hard work.

I only heard once of that kind of harassment from someone who was either powerful spiritually (gifted in Fire skills mostly and I suspect had a risen kundalini without knowing about that or realizing what it was) but also a damn xtian... she periodically received physical injury from unseen entities, especially during sleep, but no matter how much I would suggest she asked for Satan's help... xtian will be xtian. Dumb as fuck and refusing to listen to anything their church doesn't say. Had to abandon her to her own devices in the end, it was starting to depress me and there was nothing I could do to help anyway.

Aura of Protection is definitely the thing here, glad you know that. You can do a lot of cleaning but unless you protect what you have cleaned it's like having a bunch of people with muddy shoes enter your home right after you're done mopping the floors. Pointless and a waste of time. AoP keeps them out. In my case, I learned how to take particular pleasure in making that AoP also something that will harm them the moment they try to invade my space. To this day I don't know if that's what worked, but when I first realized I could use Thoughtforms and clean other people's aura with mine, I used to spin my sixth chakra at the speed of light and projected it all around me, burning everything that wasn't supposed to be there. This proved to power me up like crazy (according to others who felt it) and my Thoughtforms were perceived as physical a lot of the time.
(I suppose this is one of those things that people won't easily talk about, fearing they'll be perceived as too impossible or something.. and it's not even the most advanced I've done. It is, however, the one I have complete control over.. the most incredible I've done was one lucky shot and I never managed to repeat that.)

I, fortunately, got rid of that quickly by making an extremely large sphere of blue light to cover my whole room in.

If it worked, that's great, but just as a curiosity... have you ever tried white energy (intense and bright)? I always felt that white is the perfect color for cleansing and banishing as White includes all the colors' spectrum and, in my opinion, has more effect for keeping something at bay. Of course, if blue worked then and keeps working now, by all means do continue using that. Blue is also the color of Satan and many Demons from what I understand, no doubt it's powerful. Actually, I should try that more and see if I feel more with it now.

just like you, earth is the weakest element, followed by fire. Whatever this didn't stop me from having very nice experiences with everything around me at another level, even with the earth itself as you said you did.

I'm not really sure anymore about how much the dominant or lacking Elements in the chart define us. Even knowing I'm Air there are still times I display opposite behavior and thinking, for too many years I thought my main imbalance was in Fire and Water.. turns out they're even instead, which I suppose either proves 1. how little I know myself or 2. that there's no such thing as a person who perfectly reflects his/her Elemental chart. On the other hand, there are certainly Gods how have a main Element that makes one recall their abilities and other with an Element that isn't really seen anywhere in their office... for example: Haures kills enemies of the mage by Fire, but her Element is Air, others have Fire as an Element but teach communication with animals and hydromancy. Until not too long ago I firmly believed that it was the Elements that shape us and perhaps our destiny... now I think it's a croc of shit and we forge ourselves no matter what Elements govern us, that we shouldn't submit to limitations of any kind, but follow what we feel is the rightest thing for us, and if there are multiple abilities and passions then we follow them all and eventually figure out what we prefer learning later in time.

and I was imagining the whole planet being in fire and that I absorb it, the whole fire enters my body, and while I am breathing in, the fire starts again, and I absorb the whole of it, and this over again, 3 times. While I was only imagining the room before.

This "whole Planet" thing is tickling my interest. I haven't tried it for absorbing Elements or any energy yet, but it's what I started doing while doing the affirmations during rituals: I'd visualize Earth as a ball sized orb between my hands and that I'm speaking the affirmations so that my voice reaches the "orb" much like the Sun rays hit the Earth's surface, cleansing it of kike's curses and destroying everything jewish. I feel there's a major effect in this kind of visualization and it certain feels more satisfactory. Maybe just because it's an easier way to visualize the entire Planet, but it seems to work better for me.

I think this makes a big difference, how much you do take with one breath.

Certainly right, there. Just make sure you don't over oxygenate yourself as Air can be dangerous as well.. I don't really think it's a mistake to work with countering Elements over a period, just to make sure you're keeping a balance. If you use Fire one week, do at least a few days of Water the next and so on. But use your intuition and personal feeling on this, mine is simply a logical suggestion but it doesn't mean it's correct. Always do what you feel is the best for you before you listen to others (unless it's the Gods as they sure know us better than we know ourselves).

The biokinetic energy is the one I felt the strongest....

Ahhhh... shit, that's a word I haven't heard in a while. I suppose Biokinesis is one of those things one should be careful about revealing too much of due to many finding it 'impossible' or the all-famous delusional. I'm pretty sure there's been a few people here in the past who have boasted having absurd biokinetic abilities and were laughed at by all those that read about it. In some cases, of course, this is legit. They boast too much (like saying they're immortal or whatever), but this unfortunately creates bad precedents, and later people that come here mentioning Biokinesis can be frowned upon, I guess...
Not my case, though, rest assured. As a matter of fact, that one skill/power/ability that I won't mention again is as rooted in this ability as it is considered unbelievable by most (no matter how much we may do other crazy shit or talking to our Ancient Gods).

To give you a little hint on what got me started believing I had this ability, I found that I was able to diagnose whatever shit other people had simply looking at them and feeling them. I knew if a woman was pregnant before she found out, but I could also tell by the scent.. when a life is growing inside a woman her biology changes and her scent does too, and for a nose like mine it's not difficult to spot them. Obviously, this tends to spook people, so I always kept the information I gathered for myself.
I guess you could say this was the only type of 'perception' I had for the years I "couldn't feel a thing". Biology is an open book, you can just look at them and the body speaks. Needless to say, perhaps, this is also a very impeding factor.. I'd see how much weakness there was in people around me and I wouldn't want to be around anyone, not to mention those that had something that now I know to be a jewish lineage, that's just plain disgusting.

the shape of my nose

That's just screaming 'advanced'. Knowing how everything is energy I don't find it hard to believe that one bit, my best experience with BK instead had to do with 'restoration'. I am also aware that part of me still can't accept that I can change matter (bodies and biology) as I wish, creating a change that is, but I have no problems believing that anything can be restored to a previous version of itself... (I almost hope you can't read between the lines because that 'one thing' in my case was a pretty unbelievable one, although it was also the reason I have lost every possible doubt in magick).

What I also wanted to say with this is, I don't know if it is me being way to sensible to energy, or just that energy was too much..

From what I've been observing with my best sessions, the energy is always strong. There never really is a time where I absorb shitty amounts of energy, but I know for a fact that when I am 'in the zone' I can feel that energy like it's much more, so I assume this has to do with one's perception... the more you're able/open to feel, the more the same energy seems intense.

And for this I can say that I am glad our satanists are very select on what they chose to believe and what they don't, this way creating a clear path for the next generations.

Do consider the fact that we're only really beginning to enter the Age of Aquarius, exiting the dark ages and leaving behind all this bullshit we've been force fed for so long... this means that while many, naturally, still choose to believe something over something else and probably many still deem some things to be 'impossible', there will be so many displays of magick in the future, as we remove the enemy from out existence for good, that the amount of things we may consider impossible will become thinner and thinner... the more we learn and learn how to do, unhindered and free to be what we were always meant to be, the more the word 'miracle' will seem pointless and daily.

Personally, having seen and done something that I believed impossible before, I have only very few doubts on some things that I haven't seen (just read about really) but that I feel might 'defy physics' just a little too much. On the other hand, I do tend to force myself inside my comfort zone too much sometimes, as it's easier to focus on what I know for sure.
One (or two) of these skills, just to give you an example, are a couple of the 8 Siddhi of Raja Yoga (basically the type of Yoga that develops the most ultimate supernatural powers): if you've ever heard of them they're called Anima and Mahima, respectfully the abilities to shrink in size and the ability to become gigantic.
These, obviously, collapse at full force against modern physics, and there's many theories that state that not only none of them could be possible, but that if used they could have irreversible effects that would end life on the Planet..... or something lol. Yeah, it's very confusing... there ARE also those that state this would be scientifically possible (some spoke about a difference in pre-existing intermolecular spaces that are naturally filled with "void", so that void could be manipulated...), but whatever the theories, in the end I do remind myself that "all is energy" and energy can transform.
It doesn't really matter that I see a rock and I think it's impossible for it to change its shape or size. Like I told Aquarius in another reply (quoted a cartoon character): "When you base your expectations only on what you see, you blind yourself to the possibilities of a new reality".

I love how you pointed out in the end this need to socialise between us, satanists, as the other people wouldn't understand what we go through. I wouldn't call them stupid, or whatever other satanists call them, just because they are stuck.
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He told us one of his writings, and I was completely fascinated, he said about lots of things after in a very short time, he even knew the problem with jews and he was extremely revolted. In a very short time, that guy actually blew my mind.

This reminds me very much of my late grandfather.. he was not that poetic but felt the same about the jews and had this 'loneliness' about some other time when thing were different, "going to be better" (before the jews ruined it once again).
And yes, many are stuck. SOME are simply choosing to be idiotic.. like all those that advocate whatever takes away their own rights to be free and live just because they are too scared of facing fear and tell it to go screw itself. Fear is always the same tools the jews used against the masses, and as long as these people let them use it, they will indirectly be part of the problem, supporting lies and all the abuse Gentiles have seen for so long.

I can imagine how lucky we actually are to still have this forum, and to have incredible brothers and sisters here who would understand and elevate one to a superior way of life.

Absolutely right. It would be very hard now not to think about many here as part of my real Family. Hadn't I this Forum I would probably just end up re-reading the JoS a number of time, doing rituals on my own daily and moving somewhere with animals spending every bit of money on them, as far away from people as possible.

"We're all a huge, marvelous, Satanic Family" couldn't have said that better. And about knowing each other, every member in here, we'll see where time gets everyone, I hope I'll find every single one here where he or she craves to be, no matter if we'll actually see one another or not. But as I think now, I am not quite convinced that personally knowing someone in here is going to happen

In the last year I have met quite a few people who came forward and spoke against vaccines, but unfortunately no one to truly understand that Satan is our Father. I sometimes daydreamed about that lol. Experimenting with energy and whatnot.. that would be just awesome. Any chance you live in the land of kangaroos?

Talk soon, Sister!

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

[Aquarius]

Proud? lol, don't be, I was being sarcastic.

I know

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Talking to you motivates me even more to do what I have to do, and considering that, I see that our conversation is really in both of our benefit, and I hope in the benefit of others who read this (:

The upside of being constantly attacked (from what I could observe) is that being attacked means you're being sensed as a threat

I like being optimistic as well, but as they attack you for almost nothing, it's really bothering, and frustrating. I decided to work a lot more on my AoP than I did before.
And for the thoughtform, you really gave me a great idea. I will make in the next days one to take energy from the sun all day (or to just charge itself constantly), and at the end of each day, to give it to me, for empowering the chakras. Do I have to protect it as well? As enemies may destroy it or get its energy.

As for the elements, most of my planets are in the air sign, so you're not the only "air-headed" here but when it comes to trance state, there are also things that are suggested to be done in a trance state, but you can do them without it. There is a lot of diversity and lots of different ways to do certain things. I know when I was 14, I had a classmate, and really good friend of mine, who knew I am a satanist and I asked him if he lets me try to telepathically communicate with him, just for fun, he said yes, and we stood face to face, physically, I've done it in an awake state, but just as described on the JoS, the exact same steps, but without trance. I've done it, he was really surprised, I was as well but I laughed, he dedicated to Satan after some time, and everything has been just fine.

What I wanted to say with this is the fact that, it really does depend if the trance state is needed or not for some things, just like you can create thoughtforms, you can do it without a trance or with one, while on the other hand, if you want to astrally project, you have to do it in a trance state, you cannot be awake.

And you were asking me about the astral projection, when I've done it, I got out completely, but all I remember is that I saw everything green, I don't know why. I know it took me some time, between 5 and 10 minutes, and I was taking my time to carefully get out, I started with my hands. I know I didn't have my eyes opened but I saw everything I was doing, and after I got out I saw my body, and everything that light was touching was green, furniture, floor, walls, my body, and the source being the windows. Everything was extremely slow, I've said 5-10 minutes because that's how I felt it, but I bet it was a lot more, maybe 30 minutes. So if you want to completely get out, take your time.

So going back to trance, sure, the deeper, the greater effects you feel, but everyone has to get at that point where trance isn't necessary anymore for most of the stuff.

I only heard once of that kind of harassment from someone who was either powerful spiritually (gifted in Fire skills mostly and I suspect had a risen kundalini without knowing about that or realizing what it was) but also a damn xtian... she periodically received physical injury from unseen entities, especially during sleep, but no matter how much I would suggest she asked for Satan's help... xtian will be xtian. Dumb as fuck and refusing to listen to anything their church doesn't say. Had to abandon her to her own devices in the end, it was starting to depress me and there was nothing I could do to help anyway.

I don't know what to say about this. First of all, that enemies would have no interest in physically attacking someone like you describe this person is, they would just waste their time and energy. I don't know if you saw or not one of those attacks being made, or is just she told you that happend.

Second of all, there are a lot of people who are not satanists and can have powers, but be sure that that person doesn't have the kundalini, it is impossible to obtain it without Satan's protection and guidance, as it empowers everything it goes through. Also her being that close-minded may show you she has blockages on her soul, it cannot rise if there are blockages.

And about these people that have powers, my grandmother was using a pendulum to know specific information she needed. And when I was like 3 or 4 was the first time I used the pendulum, and I loved it. She would let me ask whatever I wanted, I know I was spending a lot of time with it. She told me to be careful not to break it as it was made from some kind of expensive crystal she bought, it looked like glass for me but whatever . She is christian and still, she knew how to use it and had really accurate answers.

If it worked, that's great, but just as a curiosity... have you ever tried white energy (intense and bright)? I always felt that white is the perfect color for cleansing and banishing as White includes all the colors' spectrum and, in my opinion, has more effect for keeping something at bay. Of course, if blue worked then and keeps working now, by all means do continue using that. Blue is also the color of Satan and many Demons from what I understand, no doubt it's powerful.

Pure white it indeed is good for all that you said, and I use it for different purposes, like cleaning myself, my aura and my wings, but I chose to use blue for my room as I read that blue if often used by the gods, and they have their places covered in an electrical blue energy. And because I also saw that enemies aren't used to it and it can be dangerous for them to have contact with it.

I suppose Biokinesis is one of those things one should be careful about revealing too much of due to many finding it 'impossible' or the all-famous delusional

Now... I am a very strict person, and I do not say something if I don't know at least 95% that it is true, and I also take full responsibility for what I say, either here or anywhere else. I am here, on this forum, because I want to, and because Satan wants me to, for a purpose or another. So whatever I say, if something will be took for "not being real" or if it will be seen as a delusional idea, or however one wants to name it, as I said, I take full responsibility for it, but I want to be with my brothers and sisters here, no matter what.

And for taking full responsibility, I always, trust me, always, have some arguments with me for a proof, as a result of that "I don't say something unless I know it is at least 95% true", but when it comes to personal experiences, one may not know for sure, whatever arguments I have, because, first of all, they do not know me and I do not know them personally and second of all, bringing evidence, other than explaining or putting some links or whatever can be done online, means exposing yourself.

And also for taking full responsibility, if I ever say something by mistake or that shouldn't had been said, I would apologise, and correct myself, as I am also very open to new information or new points of view, and I really want to build a good relationship with all satanists in here.

But in this case, I personally see nothing exaggerated, or hard to believe or whatever, nor a very advanced thing, people must know how to manipulate matter around them, even their bodies. I think it should be normal to human kind.

From what I've been observing with my best sessions, the energy is always strong. There never really is a time where I absorb shitty amounts of energy, but I know for a fact that when I am 'in the zone' I can feel that energy like it's much more, so I assume this has to do with one's perception... the more you're able/open to feel, the more the same energy seems intense.

I see energy as being different depending on where you are, the concentration of some specific substances in the air, the humidity of it, and even the temperature. This happens because energy around us, is actually the energy the molecules have, as they move, they produce energy on both 3rd and 4th dimension, and the energy is of lots of types in a single molecule, I would refer to 2 of them as the energy that the actual molecule posses and the energy that keeps molecules together and/or attracts them to each other. So you may breath in energy from the air inside and it will be different from the energy you take from the air outside for example, but, it is still matter's energy you absorb, all this as far as I know. Here are a lot of things to say and I do not have too much information about this just yet, but I would like it if anyone does have further details about how the energy of the 4th dimension related to quantum physics does work on a deeper level.

One (or two) of these skills, just to give you an example, are a couple of the 8 Siddhi of Raja Yoga (basically the type of Yoga that develops the most ultimate supernatural powers): if you've ever heard of them they're called Anima and Mahima, respectfully the abilities to shrink in size and the ability to become gigantic.
These, obviously, collapse at full force against modern physics, and there's many theories that state that not only none of them could be possible, but that if used they could have irreversible effects that would end life on the Planet..... or something lol. Yeah, it's very confusing... there ARE also those that state this would be scientifically possible (some spoke about a difference in pre-existing intermolecular spaces that are naturally filled with "void", so that void could be manipulated...), but whatever the theories, in the end I do remind myself that "all is energy" and energy can transform.
It doesn't really matter that I see a rock and I think it's impossible for it to change its shape or size. Like I told Aquarius in another reply (quoted a cartoon character): "When you base your expectations only on what you see, you blind yourself to the possibilities of a new reality".

I haven't heard about that kind of yoga, I searched for it both on the forum and Internet but I couldn't find something relevant, only a sermon from 19 Jan 2019 which wasn't actually saying about the yoga itself, by Mageson, and the only things on the Internet were stupid, do you have any link or something from where I can read about it?

And for the changing shape, we know how to use our powers for good, or at least, we should know how to. Almost everything you do, can be reversed, that's what I think. Humans should have the power to change their surroundings, but are very restrained now. Just as they should have the power to change their own lives and bodies. It should be something normal to human beings. What about alchemy?

And yes, many are stuck. SOME are simply choosing to be idiotic.. like all those that advocate whatever takes away their own rights to be free and live just because they are too scared of facing fear and tell it to go screw itself. Fear is always the same tools the jews used against the masses, and as long as these people let them use it, they will indirectly be part of the problem, supporting lies and all the abuse Gentiles have seen for so long.

Just as in my example I said that my grandma, after that old man leaved, said "poor him" and everyone there started laughing. Just as you said, some simply choose to be idiotic, completely ignoring actual facts because it is a lot more comfortable for them.

In the last year I have met quite a few people who came forward and spoke against vaccines, but unfortunately no one to truly understand that Satan is our Father. I sometimes daydreamed about that lol. Experimenting with energy and whatnot.. that would be just awesome. Any chance you live in the land of kangaroos?

People are waking up, that's for sure just as I saw in my mother. I am European and I haven't leaved my country yet, at all. English is not my natal language, but I am trying to get used to it, I hope I'm doing well until now, I am not very confident in my English skills tho, still. So idk what you do mean by the land of kangaroos, but I'll just think it's Australia lol, I think I do not fully understand metaphors in English just yet, if this is the case.

Take good care, Brother! Hail Satan!

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Talking to you motivates me even more to do what I have to do, and considering that, I see that our conversation is really in both of our benefit, and I hope in the benefit of others who read this (:

Had enough proof in the past that sometimes it is the Gods who "speak through us", in a way, perhaps suggesting keywords that we wouldn't normally feel inclined to use but that they know the other will be receptive to and come to personal growth thanks to that. I know for certain that others have been 'used' in order for me to realize some things and boost my progress. I'm not even surprised anymore. Your allegories and examples are proving to be of great value to me, and I do feel renewed motivation when I speak to someone who is more expert or experienced than me. To know you feel motivated too only adds to the benefits.

(I'll try to keep this shorter this time, need to finish today's rituals and then I need to meditate more, lately I feel I haven't done half what I could have, but I also feel the time is right and there's favorable astrological odds somehow..)

And for the thoughtform, you really gave me a great idea. I will make in the next days one to take energy from the sun all day (or to just charge itself constantly), and at the end of each day, to give it to me, for empowering the chakras. Do I have to protect it as well? As enemies may destroy it or get its energy.

That's interesting.. for some reason when I read that I visualized a 'shield' shaped thoughtform that would act kinda like a solar panel of sorts, absorbing the energy, storing it in 'battery' and then passing it on to you. Knowing how you're good with perception, I can only imagine what you'll feel from this. Try not to take ALL the energy at once though, it might be too much (the Sun IS a magnificent force and can overwhelm some people).. I guess it would be easier if you kinda.. "spread" it like a jam lol... I'm thinking about something like layers of energy, giving you like 10%.. then another 10% on top, and so on and on, so you can check how much you're getting and it won't feel like a sunburn or something. Again, I assume you're going to feel this easily so you'll know how much is good for you.. in my case I think I would blast myself with it trying to feel something. I like the thoughtform idea you had.

As for protecting it... I honestly never even thought of that. Whenever I think of my own thoughtforms I think of them as "untouchable" by the enemy so they're almost like a pet that I will defend by killing anything that gets close to it. Well, technically, since you're using the Sun in this working, you COULD program it to burn enemies that try to interfere. Try making it in a way that it does what you want it to do (absorb Sun energy, give you Sun energy) but also that part of that Sun energy creates a constant shield that burns anything that tries to interact with it.

Personally, I have almost only used very immediate thoughtforms (very short lived then) so I didn't have to worry about all that comes with longer life spans, cleaning, recharging, reprogramming, etc. You could create one for every single day, or one only that lasts several days or more. It's up to you and how much you want to work with it. For something born from an idea you just had, I suggest trying with one day only, taking note of the effects you feel, keep an eye on the side effects (like too much heat perhaps), and rest a day or two after that (not using thoughtforms). Then repeat when you feel ready again. This way also you don't have to worry about other entities mingling with your creation. You can always make longer life span ones after an initial trial period. That's how I would go about it, at least.

As for the elements, most of my planets are in the air sign, so you're not the only "air-headed" here but when it comes to trance state, there are also things that are suggested to be done in a trance state, but you can do them without it.

Before I forget to mention it.. (air-headed lol) if you've been wondering a little about what Air Element can be used for, I'll just add one thing to the list: Telekinesis. This isn't really ONLY coming from Air, of course, you can learn TK if you're Water dominant, Fire, or Earth or anything, but I have learned to trust Air more because of a particular feature Air displays.

Air is, apparently, the best Element to create electricity. Contrarily to Earth, that creates stillness in matter, Air excites molecules and rubs them together, creating electrical charge. The charge divides in two opposite polarities (positive and negative) and that difference can give birth to electromagnetism in matter (any matter, not just metal).
When I tried Telekinesis before figuring this out with a Brother's help I wasn't really successful and even if I 'felt' there was some strong electromagnetism involved I couldn't do it. Then I applied this concept and the results started to be too noticeable to ignore (I also learned that if you don't properly connect your male and female chakras through the heart, the effect is probably impossible to observe, but it will immediately be visible when you fix this by connecting the hearth chakra with the up and down in your Soul).
Just thought I'd mention that if you're interested in Telekinesis. I ended up just calling it 'polarity manipulation' as it seemed more appropriate at the time.. still TK, just explained in more detail in my opinion.

What I wanted to say with this is the fact that, it really does depend if the trance state is needed or not for some things, just like you can create thoughtforms, you can do it without a trance or with one, while on the other hand, if you want to astrally project, you have to do it in a trance state, you cannot be awake.

Makes perfect sense to me. Astral projection is probably the best example for abilities that NEED a trance lol.. can't pull one while wide awake (unless you can, I guess.. I'm not that advanced yet). Stuff like thoughtforms comes to me much more naturally and I don't ever remember going in a trance for that.. just focusing hard enough on it and getting it done. I suppose everyone finds different abilities easier or harder depending on what they're used to, past lives experiences, etc.

everything that light was touching was green, furniture, floor, walls, my body, and the source being the windows. Everything was extremely slow, I've said 5-10 minutes because that's how I felt it, but I bet it was a lot more, maybe 30 minutes. So if you want to completely get out, take your time.

Green? Mmm... really don't know about that. Thinking about it right now, I can only assume that the green color is not "because the light is green" but because that's probably how your astral eyes see light, and compared to your physical eyes' vision it's more green, or picks up the green better, so that's how you perceive sight during an astral projection. Could very well be wrong of course..
And yeah, taking my time.. even if this is actually still a problem because I think I'm lacking determination here. You're laying down and getting your body to relax.. you're only one step away from sleep but gotta keep trying to exit the body (doing whatever technique of your choice). I find the moment I "forget to focus" on this, I fall asleep and it all goes to shit. Some books suggest the absolutely best time for trying to pull an AP is the moment you wake up.. they suggested to train yourself to wake up without moving at all, not even opening the eyes, and using one of the various techniques that can trigger an exit. Don't know about that, I tend to just be pissed about annoying dreams I just had when I wake up, not really thinking "oh shit, I better try astral projection now! Here we go!" ...I'm more like "fuck these dreams.." and "I should sleep less" lol

there are a lot of people who are not satanists and can have powers, but be sure that that person doesn't have the kundalini, it is impossible to obtain it without Satan's protection and guidance, as it empowers everything it goes through. Also her being that close-minded may show you she has blockages on her soul, it cannot rise if there are blockages.

In that case (and cases where a non-Satanist has powers) I thought that she had probably been a Satanist in another life, but that perhaps she had been harassed since early childhood because the enemy goes after those that are gifted in order to scare them away from developing powers and understanding them, or trying to get these people afraid of themselves, making them think they're a danger to themselves and to others, who knows. Don't really know for sure, and yeah she only told me this stuff. There is the possibility of attention seeking, but because she could really feel well my thoughtforms (I used to call them "astral clone" back in 2003 when I had just discovered this skill) I considered her rather gifted so I believed that story.

She would let me ask whatever I wanted, I know I was spending a lot of time with it. She told me to be careful not to break it as it was made from some kind of expensive crystal she bought, it looked like glass for me but whatever . She is christian and still, she knew how to use it and had really accurate answers.

I've had many ups and downs with pendulums.. nothing too fancy, a thread and a golden ring with a blue quartz (grandma's gift), but even if I had very clear answers (and I normally double, or triple checked getting the same results every time) the answers weren't always very reliable I guess. Last time I used it, last year, to ask about my Guardian Demon, I was told that I have three of them... :/ asked in this Forum, got told that even two is very rare, three is more like an impossibility.. so I wouldn't really know. There are a couple Demons that I feel closer than everyone else, and there are new ones that somehow introduced themselves to me in their own ways, with numbers, sigils, visions... I learned to recognize a pattern made with various signs that validate each other over and over until I accept the answer. When I do, they suddenly stop.

Of course, if the pendulum is the way you seem to get the most answers and help out of, do keep it up. Some say it's an advanced skill and that it takes a lot to read it correctly... I don't necessarily agree, but you're pretty good from what I can tell so there won't be problems.

Now... I am a very strict person, and I do not say something if I don't know at least 95% that it is true, and I also take full responsibility for what I say, either here or anywhere else. I am here, on this forum, because I want to, and because Satan wants me to, for a purpose or another. So whatever I say, if something will be took for "not being real" or if it will be seen as a delusional idea, or however one wants to name it, as I said, I take full responsibility for it, but I want to be with my brothers and sisters here, no matter what.

I believe you. Didn't mean that I thought you weren't being honest, I hope I didn't answer in a way that suggested that. Quite the opposite. I can feel you're advanced. I was just surprised you mentioned Biokinesis because it's an all time favorite ability of mine and don't know many people that even know about it. From what I saw, many people have difficulty believing it's even real... I don't know why.

But in this case, I personally see nothing exaggerated, or hard to believe or whatever, nor a very advanced thing, people must know how to manipulate matter around them, even their bodies. I think it should be normal to human kind.

Exactly, I agree 1000%. It should be a normal thing.
Can't remember where exactly it is written in the JoS (or how many times so far I've been quoting HPS Maxine saying that), but she clearly stated that "absolutely everything is possible". To me, everything means "everything". It doesn't mean "everything BUT this and this and this". It means "if you can visualize it happening, it can happen". Biokinesis is part of that everything in EVERY way, and if someone else doesn't believe in it, to me it simply means they won't be using it anytime soon. "Whether you think you can or you can't, either way you're right."

Just had a thought... could it be that you believe that, that we should be able to manipulate all matter including our bodies, because you're advanced enough that you realize that without anything holding you back? That you naturally sense what is obviously possible and accept it as such?

I see energy as being different depending on where you are
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Here are a lot of things to say and I do not have too much information about this just yet, but I would like it if anyone does have further details about how the energy of the 4th dimension related to quantum physics does work on a deeper level.

This is a very fascinating subject, I would love to know more about this too, if anyone want to weigh in.

I haven't heard about that kind of yoga, I searched for it both on the forum and Internet but I couldn't find something relevant, only a sermon from 19 Jan 2019 which wasn't actually saying about the yoga itself, by Mageson, and the only things on the Internet were stupid, do you have any link or something from where I can read about it?

Not too surprised that it's hard to find. The first book I found that information in is an old book (in Italian) that I'm pretty sure hasn't been printed in too many copies. My mother got it in one of those abandoned little bookstores nobody knows (the kind of place I could LIVE in lol XD) and I managed to keep it in one peace since I found it when I was 14 and secretly reading. Or 13... not sure. Wasn't a Satanist yet, hadn't even done my greatest display of power but I felt a lot of potential truth in those descriptions about Yoga Siddhis.

The other source.. let's see if I can find it for you...
https://www.amazon.com.au/s?k=raja+yoga ... nb_sb_noss

This is the generic search. I've been downloading ebooks like a bitch lately (got a membership on Amazon Kindle cuz it was much cheaper than usual for a time), the one I got is in Italian, it's called "Raja Yoga: Sviluppo dei poteri occulti dell'uomo" by Yogi Ramacharaka (means: development of mankind's occult powers). Haven't really had the time to read it much yet...

And for the changing shape, we know how to use our powers for good, or at least, we should know how to. Almost everything you do, can be reversed, that's what I think. Humans should have the power to change their surroundings, but are very restrained now. Just as they should have the power to change their own lives and bodies. It should be something normal to human beings. What about alchemy?

I remember some people (some in this Forum, some in one of those teens forums where everyone is a life coach and life expert and knows absolutely everything about everything... pfahahah, right ) saying that some things like "transformation" aren't possible and if they were they'd be incredibly painful as everything in your body has to change completely, blah blah blah... pretty much makes you want to give up on everything. I don't know for SURE about transformation (I mean the kind were a person becomes an animal) simply because I haven't done it... so I can't know for sure, but something like changing only one's size (not necessarily mass) I don't find particularly impossible, actually.. perhaps because I can understand the science behind it, I don't think it would be impossible at all, so either Anima (shrinking) and Mahima (growing) are possible in my book.

The other six (just for your amusement ) are basically Laghima (becoming super light/levitation), Garima (becoming super heavy), Prapti (this is usually intended either as teleportation and astral projection, it has to do with moving oneself through long distances in an instant), Prakamya (the "immediate manifestation of a desire", the book's example mentioned reviving dead animals and changing the weather within moments), Isitva (this is usually referred to as "Lordship", meaning the user can control the mind of anyone else) and Vasitva (control of all the physical universe, this I interprete as "learning all the -kinesises"... pyro, cryo, whatever lets you control the matter around you).
(Something I have realized some times ago.. about Isitva: in my opinion this power isn't exactly to "control minds" like others are remote controlled cars or something... but it's more about one's ability to energetically surpass everyone to the point that they feel the person as something like a god and will befriend him/her. An example is when a usually feral, venomous or anyway dangerous animal befriends someone like they are their best companion in the world. There was a video about an Hindi young girl who lived always surrounded my Royal Cobras, one of India's most notoriously dangerous snakes... yet they slept with her, cuddled, ate together as she fed them.. lol it was so damn cute to watch. This is what I perceive as "Lordship". It's probably more a "(positive) side effect of being godlike" rather than a power in the exact meaning of the word. Not for nothing "Siddhi" means "gift", not "power".)

If you want to look them up, however, there is some interesting mythology portraiting Hindu Gods and heroes... just be careful, some stories I remember were kind of sexy.. XD these Hindi lol

Just as in my example I said that my grandma, after that old man leaved, said "poor him" and everyone there started laughing. Just as you said, some simply choose to be idiotic, completely ignoring actual facts because it is a lot more comfortable for them.

HP HoodedCobra sometime ago did write about people that we CANNOT wake up. That we shouldn't even try to wake up. It's not our responsibility, it's theirs. Nobody MADE me dedicate to Satan, I came to Satan because I felt he was the one I'd been searching for. And you and everyone else here who dedicated to Father Satan felt probably the same.
These people, they are simply lost. Wandering aimlessly, not realizing what their purpose is and failing to see whenever someone else takes pity on them and tries to lead them by the hand towards they truth. And all they do is free themselves of your hand, maybe even bite it and go back to the sheep flock. How can anyone help someone like that? The answer is: you can't. So we shouldn't worry about those. It's not like we can do a thing for them, and if they won't choose to open their eyes, it's certainly not up to us to end up depressed or something in order to try and save their pitiful, weak souls... sometimes I think about how many of us there will be left when we finally rid this world of the jews and the enemy in all its facets, the moment when we can finally start rebuilding and progress as we move toward the next Golden Age. It's a scary thought that many that live and breath today will just choose death and worse in their conviction that they're going to be "saved" by a fake dummy that doesn't exist.

I am European and I haven't leaved my country yet, at all. English is not my natal language, but I am trying to get used to it, I hope I'm doing well until now, I am not very confident in my English skills tho, still. So idk what you do mean by the land of kangaroos, but I'll just think it's Australia lol, I think I do not fully understand metaphors in English just yet, if this is the case.

Yeah, it's Australia lol, but I am originally from Europe.. Italy (hence why I buy books in Italian lol). And your English is so good I thought you were from UK or the US, nothing wrong with it as far as I can tell.

Take care, Sister!

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

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Thank you so much for the idea of that thoughtform, but I thought I'll do a thoughtform which stays in the corner of my room, just so if it gets too much energy, I do not have contact with it at all, but I gradually get the energy from it, and leave some to empower it so it can take more and more energy. I will also try to work only with amounts of energy I can handle, so I bet there isn't gonna be any problem.

You also gave me the idea of making one of a short life first, as I have never made any thoughtform consciously, it would be a good idea to start slow.

As for elements in the chart, I bet they have nothing to do with the actual power of elements in the soul, but rather they represent the personality or mental traits one has. For example, I have most of my planets in air signs, but I am not really good at using air. I tried telekinesis a few years ago, but I've done it with my aura, expanding it, not with the air, because it was hard to use it, or I didn't know how to. While on the other hand, fire is one of my weakest elements, but I can easily heat up something, and pirokinesis came naturally for me. Now saying about mentality and personality I have, it matches exactly the order of elements' dominance in my chart.

Green? Mmm... really don't know about that. Thinking about it right now, I can only assume that the green color is not "because the light is green" but because that's probably how your astral eyes see light, and compared to your physical eyes' vision it's more green, or picks up the green better, so that's how you perceive sight during an astral projection. Could very well be wrong of course..
And yeah, taking my time.. even if this is actually still a problem because I think I'm lacking determination here. You're laying down and getting your body to relax.. you're only one step away from sleep but gotta keep trying to exit the body (doing whatever technique of your choice). I find the moment I "forget to focus" on this, I fall asleep and it all goes to shit. Some books suggest the absolutely best time for trying to pull an AP is the moment you wake up.. they suggested to train yourself to wake up without moving at all, not even opening the eyes, and using one of the various techniques that can trigger an exit. Don't know about that, I tend to just be pissed about annoying dreams I just had when I wake up, not really thinking "oh shit, I better try astral projection now! Here we go!" ...I'm more like "fuck these dreams.." and "I should sleep less" lol

I think it was green because the energy was green, and I actually saw energy, but I, however, may be wrong as well.

And taking your time is crucial for most things, I see it like you should do whatever you want to do, let's say telepathy, but take as much time as you feel you need to do it until you finally succeed. After that, continuous repetition is needed for you to decrease the time spent on a skill like such. This may not be about determination, but rather patience, as this is one of the most important things one needs in this path, and it applies to most, if not all, of the workings and skills to develop.

And for those techniques, I think you should do whatever works for you unless it's unhealthy, or does harm you or anyone else or harms the environment and nature. I know you know about it but I am referring to drugs or making yourself swoon (or faint, I just searched the Internet for this word, as I didn't know it) just to do what you could've done in a trance state or stupid stuff in general. Such tricks as entering a trance as soon as you wake up are just fine if it works for one (I would personally fall asleep again lol), but if you find something similar that works for you, then do it, why not? But I still think that patience is the key.

In that case (and cases where a non-Satanist has powers) I thought that she had probably been a Satanist in another life, but that perhaps she had been harassed since early childhood because the enemy goes after those that are gifted in order to scare them away from developing powers and understanding them, or trying to get these people afraid of themselves, making them think they're a danger to themselves and to others, who knows. Don't really know for sure, and yeah she only told me this stuff. There is the possibility of attention seeking, but because she could really feel well my thoughtforms (I used to call them "astral clone" back in 2003 when I had just discovered this skill) I considered her rather gifted so I believed that story.

Here... she told you she felt your thoughtforms, but, did you know that for sure? I generally test people in this kind of situations, by, for example, telling one I sent energy to them, even if I didn't, and asking them if they can feel it. Then you can know for sure. I think being skeptical helped me a lot this lifetime

I've had many ups and downs with pendulums.. nothing too fancy, a thread and a golden ring with a blue quartz (grandma's gift), but even if I had very clear answers (and I normally double, or triple checked getting the same results every time) the answers weren't always very reliable I guess. Last time I used it, last year, to ask about my Guardian Demon, I was told that I have three of them... :/ asked in this Forum, got told that even two is very rare, three is more like an impossibility.. so I wouldn't really know. There are a couple Demons that I feel closer than everyone else, and there are new ones that somehow introduced themselves to me in their own ways, with numbers, sigils, visions... I learned to recognize a pattern made with various signs that validate each other over and over until I accept the answer. When I do, they suddenly stop.

Of course, if the pendulum is the way you seem to get the most answers and help out of, do keep it up. Some say it's an advanced skill and that it takes a lot to read it correctly... I don't necessarily agree, but you're pretty good from what I can tell so there won't be problems.

Just like any other skill, it of course takes practice, even if you can be gifted, perfecting it is recommended in my opinion. And for your guardian demons, if you don't know who they are yet, you will know in time. It seems really nice to have more, I think it means you can also adapt to different kind of personalities, as it would have no logic to have more gds with the same traits, but this is just how I personally see things, you know better . When I asked about mine, I thought it is Rofocal, because, before my dedication, I had a vision while looking at His sigil, I am not gonna talk about it, but I later found out He wasn't my guardian. First I asked Him if He is, in a trance state, and I felt He isn't, then I asked who is my guardian demon and I saw straight lines transforming into spirals, 3 times in a row. When I found out who my guardian is, after asking demons I felt close to through pendulum, the spirals appeared to be in His sigil. In my case I don't know about other guardians if any, but whatever, time will show me as I advance I guess

I believe you. Didn't mean that I thought you weren't being honest, I hope I didn't answer in a way that suggested that. Quite the opposite. I can feel you're advanced. I was just surprised you mentioned Biokinesis because it's an all time favorite ability of mine and don't know many people that even know about it. From what I saw, many people have difficulty believing it's even real... I don't know why.

I actually answered in a way that suggested that others may think that, so don't worry, I can feel you're very opened to new information, always, and I personally must take some time to apreciate this, honestly. I assume you also filter the information, which is even better. And for biokinesis, I will continue to sustain my point of view, some things should be normal to human kind, including this, of course, not exaggerating, but being realistic, still.

Can't remember where exactly it is written in the JoS (or how many times so far I've been quoting HPS Maxine saying that), but she clearly stated that "absolutely everything is possible". To me, everything means "everything". It doesn't mean "everything BUT this and this and this". It means "if you can visualize it happening, it can happen". Biokinesis is part of that everything in EVERY way, and if someone else doesn't believe in it, to me it simply means they won't be using it anytime soon. "Whether you think you can or you can't, either way you're right."

Just had a thought... could it be that you believe that, that we should be able to manipulate all matter including our bodies, because you're advanced enough that you realize that without anything holding you back? That you naturally sense what is obviously possible and accept it as such?

Of course, as I said above, being realistic and not exaggerating should be present. But with power comes wisdom, at least in this path of ours, so even if it may be possible, one would not grow a tail or make "elf ears" or whatever mutilation of the human body just because they "feel like it" or think that "it looks nice". Everything, at least in our lives if not in the whole world, should be balanced, and at that point where one can, for real, change whatever one wants at their body, they will know how to discern the actual beneficial change to a law of the nature breaking.
For the questions... you tell me...

And about the Raja yoga, I'll see how I can get one of those without any money, maybe I'll find a free pdf or something. But for the transformation part, I said it above as well, without breaking the laws of nature, I think is the reason why most people see changing your body as impossible, they think this breaks the laws of nature and is something they aren't familiar with just yet.

Hindu mythology isn't something I was interested in, never was. But I think I will look up for some stories from there as well, as I have enough space for new information, always, and it isn't a bad idea, whenever, to have additional info on some topics.

HP HoodedCobra sometime ago did write about people that we CANNOT wake up. That we shouldn't even try to wake up. It's not our responsibility, it's theirs.
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It's a scary thought that many that live and breath today will just choose death and worse in their conviction that they're going to be "saved" by a fake dummy that doesn't exist.

I know that, this is why Satan gave us free will, to use it. I do not feel any responsibility for what these people do, but it doesn't feel good to know that people that maybe love you, choose decay, instead of accepting the actual truth, or at least searching for it.

Yeah, it's Australia lol, but I am originally from Europe.. Italy (hence why I buy books in Italian lol). And your English is so good I thought you were from UK or the US, nothing wrong with it as far as I can tell.

Thank you, even though I know I should work on my tenses a bit and there are a few words I still don't know But being here is an experience from which I can learn, just as everyone does. Writing messages here maybe helps me exercise my English writing skills as well, aside of helping other people, getting helped and mutual support and inspiration, which are the main ground for being here.

Take good care, Brother! Hail Satan!

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Thank you so much for the idea of that thoughtform, but I thought I'll do a thoughtform which stays in the corner of my room
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You also gave me the idea of making one of a short life first, as I have never made any thoughtform consciously, it would be a good idea to start slow.

Glad you sound eager to do this, I feel thoughtforms can be a really great help for some people. And yes, do start slow and take notes on how the thoughtform affects you immediately and in the days or weeks to come so you'll know what to expect in the future when you do this again for longer periods of time.

As for elements in the chart, I bet they have nothing to do with the actual power of elements in the soul, but rather they represent the personality or mental traits one has. For example, I have most of my planets in air signs, but I am not really good at using air. I tried telekinesis a few years ago, but I've done it with my aura, expanding it, not with the air, because it was hard to use it, or I didn't know how to. While on the other hand, fire is one of my weakest elements, but I can easily heat up something, and pirokinesis came naturally for me. Now saying about mentality and personality I have, it matches exactly the order of elements' dominance in my chart.

To tell you the truth, this matter has been something I've been debating with myself about for quite some time now, the question of whether or not the natal chart Elements "determine" what the person's skills and features will be. For very long I believed that Elements rules everything, but I have to admit they do seem stronger when one simply focuses on them. I've felt Earth dominant when I mingled with Earth, as much as to question the entire natal chart because of it, and before that I often used Fire Element (not necessarily pyrokinesis) and thought I was a natural with it, having no side effects, no problems, but increasing my temperature so much others found it painful to be touched by me.
So in the end, I just assumed that the Elements don't really mean that much, that they are merely guidelines as to what we should do to increase our Soul balance (like absorbing an Element that's the one we lack the most), but that we shouldn't lose any sleep over things like "omg, what abilities should I develop now that I don't consider myself Air dominant anymore" or something like that. It makes no sense and can be very counter productive, especially if your dominant Element suggests you "should" learn skills you really don't feel that attracted to and want to master the opposite, like a Water dominant person that feel fascinated with Fire and wants to learn pyro.. makes no sense to follow the dominant Element if your head's not in the game, right?
Also, I used to believe that our Guardian Demons would have an Element that's the same as our dominant... again, another guideline. I found the first two Goddesses that contacted me were of my same Element, but later other two came to me and both have the opposite Element. What does that mean, that I'm getting it all wrong? No. It only means that I should think less about Elements and more about opening myself to these kind ones that came to me on their own, so I can learn more about them and from them (like the subjects they can teach about and how to develop similar skills as theirs).

PS. if you want to share more on how you learned pyrokinesis I'm all ears, it's been something I postponed for long enough (basically because I was always afraid of accidentally hurting someone, but not I think that's just stupid thinking.. possibly something I was "instructed" with by the enemy, like other fears and obsessions I know to have come from somewhere else in order to condition me).

After that, continuous repetition is needed for you to decrease the time spent on a skill like such. This may not be about determination, but rather patience, as this is one of the most important things one needs in this path, and it applies to most, if not all, of the workings and skills to develop.

Absolutely correct. Determination may be the initial thing, but repetition and working on oneself is eventually what leads to success. I've seen this in multiple fields of life, magick and not magick, if you put yourself completely in it until it's done, you learn it and then you do it. "Until it's done" is the key thing here.

And for those techniques, I think you should do whatever works for you unless it's unhealthy, or does harm you or anyone else or harms the environment and nature.

No worries there... actually, like I said above, my problem is actually quite the opposite. I tend not to do some things that I want to do simply because I fear accidentally hurting someone, like I have chosen for the longest time not to ever train myself in pyrokinesis. I guess there are many jews in teens forums about 'esoterism' telling all kinds of horror stories and bad events that encourage one to never even try, stating it's all too dangerous or shit like that, basically using fear once again as a weapon to control others and keep people weak.
This is also were we have to remember Satan's words: "Delight in what you create, and delight in what you DESTROY." There can be no sympathy for an enemy unless one wants to submit and let them go, and we don't do that with those that wish to enslave and destroy us.

I am referring to drugs or making yourself swoon (or faint, I just searched the Internet for this word, as I didn't know it) just to do what you could've done in a trance state or stupid stuff in general.

I told myself for three decades that I would never ever do drugs and kept that promise to myself for all the years in which it would have been easy to get drugs from just about anyone in school and so on, but I only did it once (and once only) a few years back, when I was really desperate because I couldn't feel any energy, had like one vision every 5 years or so, and basically felt completely incompetent in Spiritual Satanism, which is something that made me hate myself for my ineptitude. After that day, however, I realized no one should rely on drugs to do anything, and that the mind has already all the power it needs to get anywhere it wants to go, so that was the only day I ever took anything. I have successfully reached trance states after that, just by focusing enough and basically emptying my mind enough so that I could shift into another frequency/dimension and that was enough to meet Gods I have met before and also new ones I was unfamiliar with, but it all helped in making me understand myself and that I can get shit done if I really put myself to it and don't give up.

And for your guardian demons, if you don't know who they are yet, you will know in time. It seems really nice to have more, I think it means you can also adapt to different kind of personalities, as it would have no logic to have more gds with the same traits, but this is just how I personally see things
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then I asked who is my guardian demon and I saw straight lines transforming into spirals, 3 times in a row. When I found out who my guardian is, after asking demons I felt close to through pendulum, the spirals appeared to be in His sigil. In my case I don't know about other guardians if any, but whatever, time will show me as I advance I guess

Let's say that I know, but I am not that sure about it because I've only had very brief visions and I haven't even heard her voice yet. The only one I've ever spoke with was Haures, meaning I asked her name and she answered so I know what her voice sounded like. The one that I either suspect is my Guardian and I was 'confirmed' (it's a long story) by someone else that it was her, I have been one year collecting clues and hints and let's just say I had the strongest conviction and feeling that it was her before someone else (two people, actually, not just one now that I think about it) told me that she had contacted them in order to get to me (which makes even sense because I am so freaking stubborn and astrally blind it would have probably taken me much more to accept her identity as my Guardian, so I can understand why she did what she did in telling them about me).
Then, obviously, I had every possible doubt, I second guessed everything I was told, everything I saw by myself, and tried to look for any reason for which I should have had another Guardian (but I really found none.. she's amazing and we actually have very similar skills, or rather, my skills resemble her Office). Lately, also, I have met another Goddess and was surprised because I never tried to summon her of anything, but as I felt a "detachment" from my Guardian in favor of this new Goddess, I felt that I missed my Guardian, so I realized it really must have been her. Right now, I feel that to even "wonder" whether or not another Demon is my Guardian, that I am betraying her and that I should stick with her because I haven't even begun to understand how much I can learn under her.
I've also had more hints to consider signs from her and for what I can tell there's no reason to doubt anymore.

As for the way you found your Guardian, that's really beautiful. It actually reminds me of one of the confirmation that my Guardian was the right one when I clearly saw in my mind part of her sigil when I didn't know or remember what it looked like and knew there was more to it.

I assume you also filter the information, which is even better.

I guess filtering is something we have no choice but doing... first, because we occasionally have the "mega vampire lord who can turn himself into a wolf" and shit, so we all in the Forum know that these people are seriously delusional and come here trying to compensate for their lack of success in other aspects of their lives... obviously not your case, but we've had them and I bet there's been many before I joined this Forum last year.. and secondly, I don't know everything, so I won't deny the possibility of something (that I can't disprove) being true, but I'll also be careful about things that sound like the other example (mega vampire lord morons). Sometimes, to give you an example, it's the "oh, I can also teleport but I'm not coming there because you might hit me" or something that stupid.. I actually had to deal with very intelligent people (not necessarily SMART or WISE, just intelligent) who tried for the longest time to convince me that they were what they said they were, it didn't matter how many times they'd trick themselves and expose their own lies for the lies they were. They live in a dream world and the only reasonable thing to do is staying away from them, especially if you've really got some skills, because they will prey on that and make you believe they are the only ones that can understand you and then try to "absorb" you and get you to worship them or something.... in my case it was a really deviated narcissist, and this was before I'd even know what narcissism was, so it was VERY hard to spot the bullshit. Took me on a ride for like one whole year and the only positive thing about all that is that now I wouldn't fall for it again, so it prepared me for future encounters with narcissistic psychopaths.

about the Raja yoga, I'll see how I can get one of those without any money, maybe I'll find a free pdf or something.

Haven't checked but I think you might be lucky in finding some free pdf, there's usually a lot of free stuff laying around on the web that people never even look for (once I found a complete free pdf book on medical and hallucinogenic plants and when I checked the price it was sold for it said over 300 bucks! XD ). I wouldn't be able to recommend much however, as the only decent one I got is that old paper version I mentioned before, it's in Italian, and there's like 8 pages on Raja Yoga and Siddhis in the 120something pages of the book. Besides, they don't really tell you anything useful in how to develop Siddhis or anything useful, all that is explained clearly enough in the JoS website. The only thing lacking in the JoS are the various examples of what the lesser known Siddhis are about (like the shrinking and growing ones).

I just googled something for you and there's this book

https://www.amazon.com.au/Light-Yoga-Su ... 6617&psc=1

I got a paperback version I bought years ago BECAUSE I was interested in those 8 Siddhis but there was only like one page mentioning them and their VERY very brief description in the entire book.

https://pdfroom.com/books/light-on-the- ... p/download

Scratch that, here it is. Just hit the yellow download button and you should get it. The description of the Siddhis is on page 181 lol just checked.

They do change some names, that's why I couldn't find them immediately. They changed "Anima" (minuteness/shrinking power) to "Atima" for some absurd reason.

So far this one seems the best book among those I found (beside the paper Italian one I got), but the other pdf ones I browsed advocate celibacy and sexual abstinence, one was even mentioning "Lord Je(w)sus Christ"... I was like, WTF are these crazy Hindi talking about?? XD Must be some heavily christianized version, no Hindu in their right mind would advocate sexual abstinence when they've got entire temples adorned with statues giving a quick tutorial of the Kamasutra positions. There's clearly xtian church filth in there.

Instead, the one that I linked above states this: "Sexual energy is the most basic expression of the life force. It is immensely powerful, and it is essential to control and channel it. In no way should we despise it."
Almost sounds like the JoS, doesn't it?

Anyway, I don't know how much this book can help.. and yes, I heavily filter when I read stuff like this (and anything that doesn't come from the JoS), but there are the occasionally allegories and nicely worded concepts that, with the help and inspiration of our Gods, can aid one in finding some sneaky answers sometimes.

But for the transformation part, I said it above as well, without breaking the laws of nature, I think is the reason why most people see changing your body as impossible, they think this breaks the laws of nature and is something they aren't familiar with just yet.

I really appreciate the way you're thinking, very open and logical. I can only assume that many people have never seen something 'previously impossible' happen before their eyes, so they simply keep believing it impossible. As for breaking the laws of nature, I am now firmly believing that what is the "law of nature" to one could be completely different to another, meaning that those people that believe something like physical transformation is just not possible are not ready to accept it in any way, and "physical matter" will be something stuck in reality, unchangeable and absolute until they manage to free themselves from those mental/Soul bonds.

From what I have seen and learned, physical matter is probably as absolute as the shape of water. Like Bruce Lee said, if you put water in a cup, it becomes the cup, if you put water in a teapot, it becomes the teapot, if you put water if your mouth, it becomes your pee... ok, he didn't say the last one, but you get the gist.

If the universe, as Nikola Tesla put it, is made entirely of sounds and waves and vibrations, then changing your vibration changes you, and you can become whatever you make your vibration change into... hence, transformation, biokinesis, size changing, all kinds of change become suddenly very possible.
This, at least, is how I came to think of 'matter'. Matter is only what those who live in the lowest dimension perceive, while those that have moved or can move more freely in higher dimensions understand that nothing is definitive and absolute.

Hindu mythology isn't something I was interested in, never was. But I think I will look up for some stories from there as well

I've always liked Egyptian and Greek mythology, but on the other hand it is really hard to find many books on India's myth. Probably because more than others it will tell people about Kundalini and the Soul and how Yoga makes you stronger and so on. In the last year alone, I learned that Zeus, Poseidon and Bacchus are all aspects of Satan, and before that I always thought they were three very different Gods of Olympus. Not to mention allegories... probably everything in mythology is a symbol we can decipher and learn from, like it's been coded so that the jews wouldn't be able to undo too much of our real history.
If you read some Hindi myths, they'll probably sound absurd... I know I read some and they sounded much crazier than anything Egyptian or Greek, but it didn't stop me from listening to the hints and getting inspired to learn more about my Soul by meditating.

I know that, this is why Satan gave us free will, to use it. I do not feel any responsibility for what these people do, but it doesn't feel good to know that people that maybe love you, choose decay, instead of accepting the actual truth, or at least searching for it.

A lot of the time I ask myself how it's possible that I, with no help whatsoever, found Satan so easily, the year the JoS website was born, while so many others, especially much more advantaged and rich people, never seem to become aware of things literally right in from of them. So I know that if they didn't see when they had the chance, but chose to waste their lives in stupid things, meaningless games and whatnot, that I can do absolutely nothing for them. They only thing is to move on and keep climbing the mountain towards greatness and godhood, and maybe when we start to shine too bright they will look up and start to emulate, wanting to become like we have become. Stopping our climb to tell them to get their shit together and lift their face off the mud is just wasting precious time in which we could be higher on our climb. There's no shame in understanding these people are dead weight. If they don't want to move, they shouldn't even be helped getting up on their feet.
I know that now, but I've been trying to help them for so long, and where did that get me...

Writing messages here maybe helps me exercise my English writing skills as well, aside of helping other people, getting helped and mutual support and inspiration, which are the main ground for being here.

Sounds to me like you'll do most of the helping. Your English is much better than when I was your age and getting grumpy because I spoke with Americans and had to look up one words every five.. and your past tenses seem fine to me, this is why I thought you might be from the UK or Australian.

Take care, Sister!

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

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To tell you the truth, this matter has been something I've been debating with myself about for quite some time now, the question of whether or not the natal chart Elements "determine" what the person's skills and features will be.
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.. possibly something I was "instructed" with by the enemy, like other fears and obsessions I know to have come from somewhere else in order to condition me).

Elements can be, just like any other such things, extremely beautiful to work with. But I really do think that one should focus a lot more on what xe can't do than on what xe can, but also being conscious and confident in what abilities they already posses. One should not put a single etiquette on themselves saying that "they are air" or whatever element, but rather try to control all of them. When I said I have an air dominance I was referring to what personality and mental traits air comes with, as I have most of my planets in air sign, but I have to be conscious about what I can and/or have to do in order to be balanced, as life is about balance, achieving the supreme balance in any and all areas of life, as it is our duty right now.

I really think that elements in the chart only describe you, they do not define your powers. As for pirokinesis, because you asked me, remember I told you about that good friend of mine I tried telepathy on? Well, I was with the same guy, and we were making childish jokes, and I remember I said that I can make his magnetic keys stop working only by using my mind, and he made fun of that but he let me try it, holding them hanging, ironically looking at me. I know I was concentrating on them for half a minute or so and he suddenly said that he feels heat (I think this was the first time I tried something like this with him) and he was shocked. I thought he was kidding but I grabbed his keys and were extremely hot, this happened in the middle of the winter, it was extremely cold where we were.

And what I wanted to say with this is that I think I've only done that by willpower. Then I got home and I started to "move" flames of burning candles, or weaken the flame or toughen it. But all this, only by willpower. And I think that controlling any element is only done by willpower.

Absolutely correct. Determination may be the initial thing, but repetition and working on oneself is eventually what leads to success. I've seen this in multiple fields of life, magick and not magick, if you put yourself completely in it until it's done, you learn it and then you do it. "Until it's done" is the key thing here.

For this I recently saw a quote online which said "do not stop when you do it correctly, stop when you can't get it wrong anymore" this is another very important thing and I though I should say it in here.

When I was going to a shotokan karate class, for performance, they told us there that, if I remember correctly, for the average person it takes up to 20 000 repetitions of something done correctly in order to have a reflex. It's past years now and I still have the same reflexes, as I did train both there and home for more than half my childhood. They were also randomly hitting us to test our reflexes to immediately tense our muscles just so we do not feel pain, especially the abdominals. So determination, patience and constant repetition should do the job for developing skills.

No worries there... actually, like I said above, my problem is actually quite the opposite. I tend not to do some things that I want to do simply because I fear accidentally hurting someone, like I have chosen for the longest time not to ever train myself in pyrokinesis.
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There can be no sympathy for an enemy unless one wants to submit and let them go, and we don't do that with those that wish to enslave and destroy us.

I said before in the forum, and I think you were the one I quoted if I remember correctly, in this topic, that one cannot advance without outside intervention as well, so, if you feel like it, do not be afraid to experiment, but with the things outside yourself without doing harm to anybody, not you nor the ones you love. Try to, for example, burn a candle or a piece of paper, or heat up a glass of water. Power materialises as you guide it, you won't do harm to anyone if you try one of the examples I gave you or if you are creative and try something else similar, letting aside the discouragements of the enemy right here. I personally tried to handle fear and control it, as it is one of the two major weapons enemies were and are still using on me. For fear it worked, I got rid of it, but for the other one, I still have a bit of work to get done.

I told myself for three decades that I would never ever do drugs and kept that promise to myself for all the years in which it would have been easy to get drugs from just about anyone in school and so on, but I only did it once
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all helped in making me understand myself and that I can get shit done if I really put myself to it and don't give up.

This is really amazing, honestly. This should be an great example of how determination makes you start and how patience keeps you going.

I guess filtering is something we have no choice but doing...
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Took me on a ride for like one whole year and the only positive thing about all that is that now I wouldn't fall for it again, so it prepared me for future encounters with narcissistic psychopaths.

It's totally understandable, and I think I've never seen someone like that just yet, I was afraid to talk about my experiences here as I thought mine would seem exaggerated and I will be called in a way or another and just end up disappointed (this was before I could explain them) but I bet some really do live in their own "manufactured" fairytale out there, and counting every mind-scattering and brain-washing jewish programs' provenance of almost every movie or music clip or social media photo from "approved" profiles, there isn't any wonder why this happens to some people.

Haven't checked but I think you might be lucky in finding some free pdf
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with the help and inspiration of our Gods, can aid one in finding some sneaky answers sometimes.

Books online in an pdf format, for free, are really a common thing, which I love. I once really wanted to read a book (not really expensive), called "the art of seduction", and it really took me a while, it was in my natal language, but I managed to finally find it and I read like half of it (I stopped as I was being disappointed with the fact that it was teaching teenage girls to behave and dress like sluts in order to attract "lovers") but, not being a common book, I am really glad I found it whatsoever, I now know how to search like this for books I want lol.

Thank you for searching for that book for me, I tried to download it from the link but I couldn't, I actually couldn't download any book from there as I tried with other books as well, but I could see the whole pdf in the same site, and I saved the page to read it from there .

I saw websites with the "sexual abstinence" and "obligatory vegan diet" and such stupid things trying to search for something relevant about Raja Yoga. I'll read this book and try to form an opinion for myself on this as well, thank you very much, I really appreciate this.

I can only assume that many people have never seen something 'previously impossible' happen before their eyes, so they simply keep believing it impossible.
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Matter is only what those who live in the lowest dimension perceive, while those that have moved or can move more freely in higher dimensions understand that nothing is definitive and absolute.

Indeed everything is relative, and as you said, while for some "the laws of nature" mean something for some mean a totally different thing, but I think this is at a level of species, and the individuals of any species are being indeed different from one another, this does not mean that the laws of nature are different from a one to another in the same species, but rather from specie to specie. Just like deers cannot eat raw meat, while a wolf can, as changing this would be a totally law of nature breaking.

Just as a hatchling bird cannot know from the very start it can fly, and grows up in a cage, they will not know, at all, that they actually have this incredible ability, they can't even imagine it, but it is in them, deep down. For that bird it may seem a law of the nature breaking to fly, but this does not necessarily mean it is, they were grown believing flight isn't possible, and this applies for all species, but in different areas. Including humans, there are a lot of things that may seem unnatural but which are, just because we were "growing up in a cage" until now, and there are a lot of "inimaginabile" things we can do, it does not mean that these things aren't actually natural to human kind.

About the matter, it is indeed made entirely of waves and vibrations, but in different dimensions, some can't even be explained by nowadays science, while regarding some, we know too little just yet, and this, of course, isn't the human kind's fault, but it is our duty to get back at what we already knew in the ancient times. Referring to the waves and vibrations I may say that even the psychical is, in itself, only vibration, in the 3rd dimension, but it is so basic and we are so familiarised with it that we do not see it, but for this I may be wrong. Nikola Tesla also said that the day science begins to study non-physical phenomena, it will make more progress in one decade than in all the previous centuries of its existence, and I couldn't agree more, but if only there wasn't the jewish influence on science all this time...

There's no shame in understanding these people are dead weight. If they don't want to move, they shouldn't even be helped getting up on their feet.

Yes, they should do it on their own and willingly, one may only intervene when they see potential, just so they avoid time and energy wasting, this is why we probably should focus more on our own

..Also, thank you for letting me know about my english , I maybe needed it

Take good care, Brother! Hail Satan!