Taylor Swift said:
The thing is the guy I dated was a terrorist, he told me that he was a Christian and lied about so many other stuff. And I can't file a lawsuit because it won't do anything. The police are looking for them too. They have a business of human trafficking too. He was coming to visit me this June and the police later found out that he was planning to sell me to a prostitution center in Saudi Arabia. My childhood has been miserable, I have through so much trauma and then I started loving a man who lied about everything. Not gonna lie, I not mentally stable now. I pretend to believe that he wasn't a bad guy. I don't know but I am still in love with that guy even though I know it's wrong. I thought of him as my future husband that's why I send him my nudes. We met online and became friends, I started to like him and we started dating. Later, he told me that he don't love me, and if I want him to love me, I need to send nudes and videos in order to make him happy. He told me that's what his culture is like. He even introduced me to his friend who taught me how to take nudes... since she was a girl I believed her and thought maybe that's normal but I was stupid. Interpol is trying to catch their gang, but they aren't taking a big step because they don't know who their boss is? And connection is way too big. Honestly, I am in a big mess. They blackmailed many girls but I was lucky enough not to get blackmailed. But that doesn't mean I am happy. I am sick of myself. I am heartbroken and depressed. I trusted a man and longed for his love only to find out that it was just a pretend. I just can't get over the emotional trauma he cause me, he hurt me... he ruined my life... but I still can't hate him. I want to hate him but I can't. Because of all this, I nearly got raped by someone... because he thought that's how sluts should be treated. I remember calling the name of "God" thousands of times, telling him to save me but he didn't. I feel betrayed. The only good thing is that only some member from my family know about this. If my dad knew about it, he would have forcefully made me get married to someone. I always fear darkness and I studied in a hostel, so I got bullied there, and once I was locked in a dark toilet for all night. Also, you see how people make stories about ghosts and demons in order to scare you, It literally scared me. They used to do bad things and told me that it's the demon. I have been hurt for my entire life so far. All I believe in now is Satan. Not gonna lie, I still get scared not of Satan but of the demons, like I have always watched so many horror movies and they look scary. But I am trying to overcome my fear and believe in them with my soul and heart. I am scared of getting my trust broken again. I am sorry, I am mess.
No you're not a mess. And if you are, I think everyone can say that.
You are going to be a Perfect Creation, because nothing in you has ever been or will ever be like that man.
You can't blame yourself for a monster to wear the skin of a man.
You're talking about a terrorist, are you really feeling remotely "less" than that son of bitch? Neither a cell of your body could be remotely less than him.
What was your mistake, exactly? To trust someone thinking he was human?
That is not your mistake, that was his. Can you blame yourself if a "man" punches you in the face just because he wants to?
Your only "problem" is that you're a good woman. But that's not your problem, that's your gift.
Are you going to murder yourself when you should at least think that he's the one who must be scared to death knowing what's coming?
Are you going to murder yourself and do the Truest and Greatest mistake, to die when you must live because you simply must live.
You have so much joy to live for, such Greatness awaits you.
Just live for the Joy that belongs to you, that is your Right.
And then, once you're strong, destroy him as you want to, no mercy.
He did not take away anything from you, if not what you're allowing him to take now: your pointless shame. He's the one who must be ashamed of himself! He's the one who must think to murder himself!
Now look. Those are photos, and magic is magic. A Demon can just erase them from anywhere and everywhere.
They know how bad this is. When you feel ready, your Guardian will listen to you. They always listen and hear, because They are always lovers, not like the deaf-dead god you called upon who created the evil you've met.
It is the real monster, the one who fools many.
But you're here, so you're not blind. You're here because you're not alone.
You're so scared that you won't get love.
Now follow me: What you're going to get is endlessly beyond love, and beyond anything you dream of. A blessing.
Satan is beyond.
Just advance, so live, because death won't give anything if not further pain. You don't deserve that, you deserve this life, this life is yours, this life wants you to thrive.
Life is just a name you give to Satan when you know Him.
Just live, and heal yourself. Become the Goddess you were meant to be.
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