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If You Have Trouble Finding Your Guardian Demon
By Caitlin/Silvercrab, Satanic Gay Community Member

The mistake most new people make is attempting to find their Guardian through a pendulum or Ouija
board. If you have absolutely no past experience or practice with these items, they probably won‟t work
for you. Using a Ouija board or pendulum takes SKILL and PRACTICE. When you‟re new, you must
be in a trance and completely disconnect yourself from the board or you will end up talking to yourself,
which is a very common occurrence. There is also a chance a negative entity might interfere with
communication or fool you into believing they‟re a Demon and give you false information. So as you
can see, a lot can go wrong here if you aren‟t already skilled in these areas.

So, how do you find your Guardian? There are many reliable ways, such as Astral Projection, Astral
Merging, using a black mirror, or invoking the Demon. But all these are advanced methods which most
people are unable to do until they are at least on the intermediate level. So for beginners, here are a few
things you can do to narrow down the list.

Go look through ALL the Demons listed on joyofsatan.com, even the “High Ranking Gods and
Crowned Princes of Hell” section because hey, you never know. Also, don‟t forget the section
underneath the S - Z Demons titled “More Gods”. Not everyone‟s Guardian Demon is going to be one
of the 72 Goetic Demons, but that doesn‟t mean your Guardian is any less special. Pazuzu, for example,
is not one of the 72 Goetic Demons, but he is very powerful and is a great protector. Write down the
names of the Demons who interest you, the ones you really like. Once you have a complete list of
Demons who attract you, apply these tips:

*Your Guardian Demon will usually have the same element(s) as you. When I say that, I‟m not referring
to your astrological sign, I‟m referring to the element you love the most. You do not need experience
with invoking the elements to figure out which one is your favorite. To read information on each one,
see the section “Advanced Meditations”, in the Joy of Satan website.

*Kudos to Reverend Mageson and High Priest Jake Carlson for figuring this one out. The sex of your
Guardian is usually dependant on your own sexuality. Meaning, the straight man has a female Guardian,
the homosexual man has a male Guardian. Even the most evenly split of bisexuals have a preference. If
you‟re a bisexual woman who likes other women just a little bit more than men, chances are you‟ll have
a female Guardian. I believe this pattern has to do with what you‟re most comfortable with.

Now that you‟ve narrowed down your list (but please remember that the above tips are not set in stone
and might not apply to everyone) ask yourself these questions:

“Am I truly comfortable with the idea of _____________ being my Guardian Demon?” When I was
new, there were several Demons I thought looked very cool and kick ass, but when I thought about it
after a few days, I realized the idea just didn‟t feel quite right.

“Do I love absolutely everything about ______________?” This is self-explanatory. There may be a
Demon that you really like and respect, but if you embrace the idea of him/her as your Guardian and you
feel a consistent longing to keep looking at other Demons, then he/she probably isn‟t the one. When you
find your true Guardian, you should feel a strong bond, an unquestioning love. Most people have been
with their Guardian in many other lifetimes, which is where that feeling comes from.

And finally, “Is there any reason to believe ______________ would not suit me as a Guardian?” Don‟t
just take the information listed about the Demon into account. You‟re probably not going to have
everything in common with your Guardian. For example, someone with Bifrons as their Guardian might
be very interested in necromancy and astrology, but not in learning the magical properties of herbs and
stones. Use your intuition with this question.
By now you should have narrowed down your list to only one or two Demons. Now comes the part
where you figure out if He/She is really your Guardian:

Get yourself into a deep trance.

Vibrate the name of the Demon 30 - 40 times. (Ex: Amon. A-A-A-A-M-M-M-M-O-O-O-O-N-N-N-N).

After a while, you should feel his/her energy. Connect with the Demon as best you can.
Ask _____________ if he/she is your Guardian. You will probably not see or hear anything if you are
not psychically open, but you should FEEL their response.. Interpreting energy like this might be
difficult at first, and if you don‟t understand the response, then tell them you don‟t understand and ask
for a stronger signal. If you receive a very warm, positive signal then you‟ve probably found your
Guardian. If not, go back over your list and try again.

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Kurapica said:

I urgently need help. I have big problems (I can't give details). And I need to know if it is possible through meditation to die for a short time (In case it is not possible through meditation then by another method) .Or in the worst case permanently.If there is such a thing please show me or send me privately to my protonmail address [email protected] .Please help me as soon as possible

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Aquarius said:

Kurapica said:

I urgently need help. I have big problems (I can't give details). And I need to know if it is possible through meditation to die for a short time (In case it is not possible through meditation then by another method) .Or in the worst case permanently.If there is such a thing please show me or send me privately to my protonmail address [email protected] .Please help me as soon as possible

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How fucked in the mind can you be to want to die?

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Kurapica said:

As I said before, I have big and serious problems that I can't talk about. And just like I said to die for a while then come back
like something close to death and I need this as a last resort. A piece of advice from me, Don't judge until you know the situation of the judged man.

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Gear88 said:

Kurapica said:

As I said before, I have big and serious problems that I can't talk about. And just like I said to die for a while then come back
like something close to death and I need this as a last resort. A piece of advice from me, Don't judge until you know the situation of the judged man.

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We aren't a death cult. We aren't a judeo-bolshevik polytheistic anti-religion. We are a Spiritual Satanic and National Socialist organization. We'd rather see you alive and well rather than dead or dying.

We are not worshiping death or grim reaper or any spooky crap like that.

We aren't a pinko-red spectrum rainbow political organization. We are black spectrum political opposition. We represent people who wish to live and improve their lives and lives of others through mental, physical, spiritual, and technological means.

Like George Lincoln Rockwell said "The philosophy of National Socialism is the application of science to inanimate and animate things. Particularly to man's own breeding".

You sound like you come to this organization knowing nothing nor studying it in depth. The only way you can even achieve this close to death crap you harp about is either and at the risk of being banned for promoting drugs either you take some sort of hallucinogenic substance. Which we advice not to do drugs and combine it with spirituality.

Or somehow you achieve a moderate level of mental control some people feel much better silencing the mind or you develop yourself spiritually advanced and sublimate the dross ego and achieve the true ego.

Not ego death like with drugs but ego sublimation.

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Kurapica said:

As I said before, I have big and serious problems that I can't talk about. And just like I said to die for a while then come back
like something close to death and I need this as a last resort. A piece of advice from me, Don't judge until you know the situation of the judged man.

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