Doesn't take a HP or HPS to answer this... if you read JoyofSatan and past sermons in its entirety, you'd be aware that doing meditations will bring out emotions, no you don't need to see a doctor for this just work on void meditation and use your anger to do the final RTR. Most questions have been answered before doesn't hurt to ask, I'm only trying to help, allot of information can be found at Satanslibrary.org and Satanisgod.org

HAIL ALL GODS OF HELL HAIL SATAN FOREVER

I suggest you study the JoS library and reread the website again to refresh the memory.

I do so every now and then.

astrally flame said:

my body feel so sore in the morning when i woke up.

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It's a common thing for the enemy to spiritual attack while you're asleep, so make sure you've got a strong AoP