AskSatanOperator
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So, about a year ago, I did the initiation ritual for spiritual satanism. Then, after a few weeks, I found a random succubus spell from some random site. The succubus spell included writing into a paper what I wanted in a succubus and also writing to ain sof, which is basically yhwh. So I asked for a succubus from yhwh and it didn't come. Now I remembered that I did that ritual and I'm wondering if my initiation to satan was somehow broken by that spell. I was oblivious to the fact that ain sof meant yhwh up until I made a google search recently. I have done a lot of ss meditations since then (I still do)and they all felt empowering.