AskSatanOperator
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Over a year ago i made a standard ritual asking for the identity of my guardian demon. This demon attempted to relay what they could to me while I am (still am) in my "neutered" state.
Yet when I ask to confirm my findings (according to the signs received) they do not seem to care to confirm or deny my hypothesis afterwards, so why did you (the demon) even bother?
Does my guardian even care about me? Or was this done out of being ordered to do so (not because they wanted to)?
You have to understand that I have taken this path extremely seriously for years now and I have been frustrated beyond belief for several months already. I do not wish to lash out but it keeps happening, I don't want to feel this way, this negativity is eating away at my meditation efficiency. I do not want these doubts. Please help.
Yet when I ask to confirm my findings (according to the signs received) they do not seem to care to confirm or deny my hypothesis afterwards, so why did you (the demon) even bother?
Does my guardian even care about me? Or was this done out of being ordered to do so (not because they wanted to)?
You have to understand that I have taken this path extremely seriously for years now and I have been frustrated beyond belief for several months already. I do not wish to lash out but it keeps happening, I don't want to feel this way, this negativity is eating away at my meditation efficiency. I do not want these doubts. Please help.