AskSatanOperator
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Here's the backstory to my question.
Hello, thanks for opening the forum for questions! Growing up I was bullied and teased most often by Christians. People of other religions hardly ever would insult me or try to harm me. I was teased as a kid because I would make high grades in class and often times sit alone, read books, and watch historical documentaries. Other kids would call me a nerd because I would want to talk about history, science, and spirituality rather than video games and tv shows. And I would tell my Christian parents what was happening and they would say to pray for my enemies and let God fight my battles. That made me feel even worst. Also, I was forced to go to church and I could see how phony, manipulative, and herd-like the people were in the church. They would instill fear into us as kids that still lingers inside of me to this day. Fast forward to adulthood and the same behavior by Christian adults is exhibited towards me at times. This part here is why I am really asking this question a few years ago I worked at a retail store where I was the top employee in my department and the other workers would spread rumors about me, gang stalk me, try to intimidate me, and I even had one guy claim "I was looking into his soul" and was trying to fight me. Some of those hurtful things still play in my head from time to time and this happened 3.5 years ago. I eventually ended up leaving that job because I had a case of vertigo and couldn't do much because my head and the room around me were "spinning" making me extremely dizzy.
Questions
How can I overcome years of bullying and shaming from Christians? And by overcome I mean to have the thoughts no longer play in my head and feel the shame, guilt, stress, pain, and heartache I felt initially when those things happened to me.
How can I protect myself from them in the future?
How can I get over my fear of the supernatural that was instilled in me as a child?
Have any of you guys experienced any of this as well? Is religious bullying a common thing?
Thank you forum! :^)
Hello, thanks for opening the forum for questions! Growing up I was bullied and teased most often by Christians. People of other religions hardly ever would insult me or try to harm me. I was teased as a kid because I would make high grades in class and often times sit alone, read books, and watch historical documentaries. Other kids would call me a nerd because I would want to talk about history, science, and spirituality rather than video games and tv shows. And I would tell my Christian parents what was happening and they would say to pray for my enemies and let God fight my battles. That made me feel even worst. Also, I was forced to go to church and I could see how phony, manipulative, and herd-like the people were in the church. They would instill fear into us as kids that still lingers inside of me to this day. Fast forward to adulthood and the same behavior by Christian adults is exhibited towards me at times. This part here is why I am really asking this question a few years ago I worked at a retail store where I was the top employee in my department and the other workers would spread rumors about me, gang stalk me, try to intimidate me, and I even had one guy claim "I was looking into his soul" and was trying to fight me. Some of those hurtful things still play in my head from time to time and this happened 3.5 years ago. I eventually ended up leaving that job because I had a case of vertigo and couldn't do much because my head and the room around me were "spinning" making me extremely dizzy.
Questions
How can I overcome years of bullying and shaming from Christians? And by overcome I mean to have the thoughts no longer play in my head and feel the shame, guilt, stress, pain, and heartache I felt initially when those things happened to me.
How can I protect myself from them in the future?
How can I get over my fear of the supernatural that was instilled in me as a child?
Have any of you guys experienced any of this as well? Is religious bullying a common thing?
Thank you forum! :^)
