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Im leaving this forum and a confession

Endsieg_Enjoyer

Endsieg_Enjoyer

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Yes I will be leaving here along with my other account goblock, please dont act too suprised I did leave plenty of hints after all(runes, kali/lilith, reverting to my old speaking patterns on goblock, O9A, accelerationism, even commenting that the runes deciphering is easy), no I am not nitrate I think its obvious to everyone here who that is. I honestly did want to be caught for some reason and for you guys to figure it out but unfortunetly I have to leave sooner rather than later. Basically I lost the point of being here a while ago I wasted a lot of time on the forums and felt like shit afterwards, I felt the same as when I did nothing all day but play video games and watch youtube realizing I had done nothing productive. I thought that trolling would make me wanna stay and I would have fun but it only made things worse and I became addicted to this forum even more and started missing meditations. Needless to say my demoness was not very happy with this and with my wasting time trolling in general so she told me to leave the forums, I do whatever she says because you should never make your demon partner angry and you should seek to make them happy many dont realize they have feelings and wants for you as well, but they sure exist and it is best that you follow them. Also I doubt the gods were very pleased with me missing meditations just so I could type incoherent sentences.

As for goblock this account is an amalgimation of my frustration with jos after what I have read in other places, childlike qualities, need to question, fantasies/visualization, and dark side of enjoying creating and watching chaos which I think comes from scorpio south node but I might be wrong. This all came together into a servitor/thoughtform which embodied the personality of goblock. His original intention was to ask questions like an innocent child so I could get answers but things got out of hand quickly and I do admit that I went too far on multiple occasions. The reason Sunday and the previous day were such a mess is basically because I had to "accelerate" goblocks 3 month character development into only like two days so I could say everything and ask everything I wanted to before I left. Yes the intention of goblock was to stay for 3 months or more but my demoness stepped in and basically stopped that stupid idea, this was of course best for me and for you. Like I said I enjoyed it while it lasted, I must admit blitz I enjoyed our little battle of wits that we had though I was handicapped by having to act like an immature 13 year old perhaps next time we will be on more equal footing. I feel both accomplished and ashamed to have lost your patience in my opinion you should be a high priest you definitely are worthy of the title. As for HPHC I was a little too harsh to you I will admit(only he knows what I speak of most of the posts I made about this were not approved fortunetly) but who wouldn't be after what I have read and yes I am beginning to realize a lot of what I have read other places is baseless slander.

I am not leaving spiritual satanism nor am I insane enough to join O9A(I was just interested in there theology at the time), I will focus on my own advancement for a long while as I already know what I need to do. My original purpose here was to help people and ask questions about advancement and I have done so to the best of my ability but it is no longer needed, I didn't come to infiltrate or anything like that but things got a bit out of hand. Yes I do have serious concerns with this organization that I tried to address on goblock but I will postpone these for now and just progress in the way I believe is best. As always thanks to Blitzkrieg, VOE, Naked Pluto, goldenxchild and RED DAWN you helped me more than you know even when not addressing me, also Aquarius I hope you escape the script I am with you on this. I don't know when i'll be back or if I will come back(nor do I think many want me back after this) but rest assured I am doing much better things than wasting my time trolling a forum full of mostly good people. I don't expect forgiveness or anything like that nor does it matter anyways, I might stay a bit longer to reply if people have serious questions but otherwise im out this bitch have a good Yule.

AVE SATANAS!
 
You need serious help, you're not right in the head. You call yourself a Satanist after all the shit you've done? You think you've accomplished some noble mission with, whatever this shit was? What the fuck.

Also whats with infiltrators writing an essay when they are outed about how they are so smart and trying to justify their actions?
 
Endsieg_Enjoyer said:
I am not leaving spiritual satanism nor am I insane enough to join O9A(I was just interested in there theology at the time), I will focus on my own advancement for a long while as I already know what I need to do.
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You can't "join" o9a because they are not centralized organization. They have only small underground cells called nextions, "old guards"- David Myatt/Anton Long and other old members, and outer representative.

"Joining" o9a is waste of time because it is falling down soon. If you have checked their homepage, you know that their outer representative leaved because she understanded that o9a is wast of time. Also, David Myatt and "old guards" are already the elderly and becoming extinct soon. Furthermore, accelerationist NatSoc organizations such as Atom Waffen Division descendants American Futurist and National Socialist Resistance Front have been banned o9a in their ranks.

O9a is going to extinct soon :lol: :lol: :lol:
 
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Maybe just stop being a troll. This drama is unnecessary. Is your GD telling you to leave here forever, or is She perhaps trying to help you self-correct? If you're being self-destructive via trolling, wasting your time, etc., the person you're hurting the most is yourself but I'm sure you know that. Instead of wallowing in self-pity and shame, this is a chance for you to make a correction to your behavior. Trolls have little self-worth and are mad at themselves which is why they troll, but I've reviewed some of your previous posts and I don't believe you're "just a troll". If you think you're trolling and you feel guilty about it, adjust course and meditate on why you're here. Seriously, why are you here? Clearly you want to advance so your intentions are good. It seems you're having difficulty applying the teachings and beating yourself up for it to some extent. You don't have to chastise yourself. I doubt your GD demands your subservience to Her, either.

Suggestions:

1) Begin the 40 day meditation program beginning this upcoming new moon and commit to doing it. This will boost your self-esteem and confidence in yourself that you CAN make the changes you desire, that you aren't helpless.

2) If you know you're wasting your time online, find something else to do that doesn't involve electronics. The more time you spend outside, interacting with the Natural world, the better. Leave your phone at home.

3) Find a sit spot. https://nature-mentor.com/sit-spot/
 
Endsieg_Enjoyer said:
Yes I will be leaving here along with my other account goblock, please dont act too suprised I did leave plenty of hints after all(runes, kali/lilith, reverting to my old speaking patterns on goblock, O9A, accelerationism, even commenting that the runes deciphering is easy), no I am not nitrate I think its obvious to everyone here who that is. I honestly did want to be caught for some reason and for you guys to figure it out but unfortunetly I have to leave sooner rather than later. Basically I lost the point of being here a while ago I wasted a lot of time on the forums and felt like shit afterwards, I felt the same as when I did nothing all day but play video games and watch youtube realizing I had done nothing productive. I thought that trolling would make me wanna stay and I would have fun but it only made things worse and I became addicted to this forum even more and started missing meditations. Needless to say my demoness was not very happy with this and with my wasting time trolling in general so she told me to leave the forums, I do whatever she says because you should never make your demon partner angry and you should seek to make them happy many dont realize they have feelings and wants for you as well, but they sure exist and it is best that you follow them. Also I doubt the gods were very pleased with me missing meditations just so I could type incoherent sentences.

As for goblock this account is an amalgimation of my frustration with jos after what I have read in other places, childlike qualities, need to question, fantasies/visualization, and dark side of enjoying creating and watching chaos which I think comes from scorpio south node but I might be wrong. This all came together into a servitor/thoughtform which embodied the personality of goblock. His original intention was to ask questions like an innocent child so I could get answers but things got out of hand quickly and I do admit that I went too far on multiple occasions. The reason Sunday and the previous day were such a mess is basically because I had to "accelerate" goblocks 3 month character development into only like two days so I could say everything and ask everything I wanted to before I left. Yes the intention of goblock was to stay for 3 months or more but my demoness stepped in and basically stopped that stupid idea, this was of course best for me and for you. Like I said I enjoyed it while it lasted, I must admit blitz I enjoyed our little battle of wits that we had though I was handicapped by having to act like an immature 13 year old perhaps next time we will be on more equal footing. I feel both accomplished and ashamed to have lost your patience in my opinion you should be a high priest you definitely are worthy of the title. As for HPHC I was a little too harsh to you I will admit(only he knows what I speak of most of the posts I made about this were not approved fortunetly) but who wouldn't be after what I have read and yes I am beginning to realize a lot of what I have read other places is baseless slander.

I am not leaving spiritual satanism nor am I insane enough to join O9A(I was just interested in there theology at the time), I will focus on my own advancement for a long while as I already know what I need to do. My original purpose here was to help people and ask questions about advancement and I have done so to the best of my ability but it is no longer needed, I didn't come to infiltrate or anything like that but things got a bit out of hand. Yes I do have serious concerns with this organization that I tried to address on goblock but I will postpone these for now and just progress in the way I believe is best. As always thanks to Blitzkrieg, VOE, Naked Pluto, goldenxchild and RED DAWN you helped me more than you know even when not addressing me, also Aquarius I hope you escape the script I am with you on this. I don't know when i'll be back or if I will come back(nor do I think many want me back after this) but rest assured I am doing much better things than wasting my time trolling a forum full of mostly good people. I don't expect forgiveness or anything like that nor does it matter anyways, I might stay a bit longer to reply if people have serious questions but otherwise im out this bitch have a good Yule.

AVE SATANAS!
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Didn't know this was all the times your account.

Even though you said something about thoughtforms, don't you think it is dumb as fuck to believe that some energy and immaterial entity created the Goblock account? :lol: :lol: :lol:

Also, note clearly that everyone is now aware of the Endsieg account and you can never return back to it.

Anyways, although you need serious help as, after all the things you did you still have the blasphemous attitude to consider yourself a Satanist, I can say that you can fuck off easily as to my concern something like this isn't.

You are just an individual who thought that uneducated and slanderous behavior is accepted.

I can only say: it was an unhonnour of wasting time with your topics.

Moving on to learning Spiritual Satanism.

Imma take the trash 🗑 out of the forum now :lol: .

The rest... is just pure childish nonsense.

Doesn't surprise me... after all... who the fuck names his account based on a Minecraft mod or something like this. And even has a profile pic of the related game I talked about previously.

Good job proving that you are a troll and, no matter how many uninformed and unppinant opinions you posted, you showed that the JoS is open to opinions and listens to people, both good ones, the ones that are learning and still learning and even trolls.

Ciao
 

You seemed to me like a kike from the beginning, on both of these accounts.


Whether you are a jew, or you are human but you spend every moment of your life pretending and acting like a jew in every possible way, it means no difference to us. Some worthless shabbos retard does not have the value that a human would have, and is not any better than a genetic jew.
 
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No its not my GD who told me its my demoness partner and she doesnt demand subservience but is very dominant. I dont know if I am leaving here forever it really depends, as I said in the post I was here originally to help people and learn some things from the more advanced members but now this is uneccessary. On your suggestions I do much more than the 40 day meditation program every day its just this trolling stuff started getting in the way the others though arent bad and I will implement them. Thank you for understanding you seem to be the only one who actually realizes my situation without calling me insanse or something as I really am not perhaps I worded my original post wrongly.
 
Powerofjustice said:
You need serious help, you're not right in the head. You call yourself a Satanist after all the shit you've done? You think you've accomplished some noble mission with, whatever this shit was? What the fuck.

Also whats with infiltrators writing an essay when they are outed about how they are so smart and trying to justify their actions?
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I never said I accomplished anything, I only asked the questions that I wanted to ask. Their is no justification I know it was a waste of time I just explained exactly what I was doing. If I was really an infiltrator wouldn't I stay on this account and continue trolling? No I am leaving for a reason and no I am not insane or something you got the wrong impression, im just moving on to advance thats all.
 
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Here comes the classic "I knew you were an infiltrator from the beginning" response. I knew you didn't like me after our little argument we had which I did enjoy I must admit but no im not a jew if I was why would I ruin this accounts credibility instead of staying to troll? I am just leaving to advance seems you are letting your hubris toward me cloud your judgement but no matter.
 
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It is not fair if your genuine questions are taken with immediate hostility, due to the deeds of those before you. However, your current method of communicating also damaged trust, again preventing you from getting the answers which you desire.

You seem to recognize this, so I hope you can take steps and mature from whatever is causing this behavior. In the case of an urge to create chaos, this can come from martian or plutonian energies. An ideal manifestation of this would be making an impassioned speech to everyone, giving a healthy form of reaction that you may desire others to have. Sometimes this is not immediately possible, but there is always a better way.

Controversial elements of JoS are often attacked by our enemy. Although I do recognize that you were civil in our discussions, it was the lack of trust which made me believe my time was being wasted. These sorts of questions of yours are probably best discussed over email, since they are sensitive.

Given that you have a demoness partner, and what I assume is a decent relationship with the Gods, you should definitely ask them for guidance on these questions as well, especially if they are genuine and serious concerns.

I don't hold any hard feelings towards any SS who are trying to advance, so I hope that is the case with you and anything else.
 
I'm just gonna ask.

What type of troll are you?

A) Stupid troll: A person who purposefully or willfully acts stupid and pisses people off. I don't think so in this case fully.

B) Educational Troll: A person who learns an organization and aggrandizes their trolling legitimately or Herman Rosenblatt's their existence. In other words, "It was real because it was in my mind". I'm not saying tech sites like Techpowerup or OverclockersNetwork or Hard forums are trolls people do discuss technology a lot and some people learn the ins and outs of technology without ever delving it or buying or if they try it out opine a bit.

For example: OLED monitors are coming in big time but many people are still on the fence about it.

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C) Your a troll but you genuinely discover our information to either be:

1. Truthful or I hate Colbert; but truthy or truthworthy enough and it follows on with your weltenschang(Worldview).
2. You inasmuch did SOMETHING or LEARNED SOMETHING and then you applied it and went, "Holy shit, it worked".
3. You inasmuch learned information on certain entities in the realm of the World. And when you applied logic and study you discovered we are either so correct it falls in line and is scary correct or it might be incorrect to a degree logic is susceptible to noise. But even with the noise it made such an impression and everything fell in line even you were surprised how much emphasis we put out that it actually transmigrated through and materialized that.

If C) Your a troll who realizes we are correct and it kinda freaks you out. Or your red pilling yourself and realizing you are going through stages of redpill, woke, wake, awakened. And realizing everyone else is a asleep. And it bothers you, your the only one with a genuine alternative view.

Again avoid telling people but do realize we all have that in us. We wish to awaken everyone unfortunately people have their heads so far up their asses it's scary walking around going "Just Me?!".

Look, I don't claim to be a big baller person in JoS. I mean like FancyMancy and SouthernWhiteGentileman and other people before, currently, and after this World isn't a nice place to a degree. Society is teetering in between chaos and order, creation and destruction. Even Fancy and SWG have their doubts. Some have their doubts, some dive and move, some expand like crazy.

The World lacks a certain finesse that caters to us.

But one thing I do know is from reading your posts of both accounts seeing both of these paradigms of yours.

It seems to me like either:

1. Meditation does work or has worked or you do inasmuch experience something. But it never WOW'd you.

For example you look at an attractive women and yeah she is attractive but your not wow'd by her. But the other girl wows you whether below, at, or above attractiveness.

2. You lost the magic/magick and somehow your realizing reality is changing or something is going on that you need a break.

I'm not saying stop meditating but some people are not meant for this path. Or if they are perhaps a few gentles meditations to improve their soul maybe a bit of intermediate soul work. And then carry on the mountain side walking along with society until one day or another lifetime they find their way to to the top.

I don't think your trolling, I don't think your a bad person who wants to doom and gloom us. Your certainly not OWP.

But you need help.

How about this take a break from the forums. Do some contemplative meditations or simple meditations like clean/protect/spinning/mindfulness/void keep a simple schedule and return next year take this entire month of break. Try grounding exercises and working with brown energy(shiny, happy brown even black energy as long as shiny and mirror-like a scrying mirror as Lydia put it, "Shiny black"). And as Stormblood said, "Overgroundedness is preferable to over charged".

Although your saying your advanced to a degree and have interactions with higher up entities.

If so try and recreate your schedule. I agree with others seek help or guidance or resolve your negatives.
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This is why we need more data on NS/SS and as well as having more lead|grounded|concrete|Saturnian emphasis on reality. If organizations like NRM and others have a cohesive minutia of data from NS enough to restart it. We need to emphasize more datum on our political philosophy.

I think too many people get disenfranchised by lack of study and educative material.

It's a shame the World is so kosher supervised if we had a mass force like educative material and research and development.

I mean I'm one to talk as my head is so far in the clouds I'm on cloud 9. But I do emphasis and agree with Cobra/Others people need to pump up the concrete reality.
 
A human with questions would just ask the questions. But a jew is only able to act like a jew.

What reason would a human have to try as hard as possible to act like a jew, just to ask a few questions? How would that help the questions to be answered? When the questions could have just been asked while acting like a human, and this would have been much easier anyway.


In the past couple years, the RTRs have been disintegrating their minds. They have been increasingly unable to control themselves, and they instinctually are forced to do strange things which accomplish nothing other than exposing themselves. The number of failed infiltrators who have been exposing themselves has enormously increased in the past few months, and almost all of them have accomplished nothing. They are programmed to failure.
 
Sucks to see you go. I thought you had potential to do good here. Especially if you sort through whatever it is you need to sort through.

I know you don't have a very positive reception which isn't surprising whenever someone violates the sacred, and it's a shame to see you do that to yourself if you didn't have outright hostile intentions from beginning. However, that being said, it's never too late to come back and learn from the JoS. And I'm sure you know if you are an honest Gentile that Satan is always here for all of us.

I truly hope you will come to see this place as the special community of the Gods that it is, and that it doesn't deserve to be trolled.
 
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Yes I definitely will seek guidance from the gods on these issues, and to some extent I already have. I might send you an email about these things at some point in the future but for now I would like to just step away from here and focus on advancing. By the way I was completely honest with you about the runes, I will be studying them and experimenting in my free time. For anyone wondering the runes in goblocks signature were meant to say final victory(endsieg) reverse algiz being a rune of ending and death, with tiwaz being the rune of victory.
 
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With goblock it was a mix of A and C. Yes I realize much of what JOS states is true thats why I will remain a SS(with the appropriate modifications of course), I have experienced success with the occult, magick and meditation. It hasn't ever exactly "Wow'd" me so to speak the moments that did wow me were from asking the gods for something and then it happening, so I believe that I do need to experience more miracles that I myself have created. I doubt it will only be a month break nor do I know if I'll comeback, but after 3 months or so we'll see. My problem isn't lack of meditation I do this daily I explained why I was leaving in my original post, no offense to you but I have read of your situation as well and I think you should also follow your own advice as it seems it would benefit you as well.
 
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Yes I definitely will seek guidance from the gods on these issues, and to some extent I already have. I might send you an email about these things at some point in the future but for now I would like to just step away from here and focus on advancing. By the way I was completely honest with you about the runes, I will be studying them and experimenting in my free time. For anyone wondering the runes in goblocks signature were meant to say final victory(endsieg) reverse algiz being a rune of ending and death, with tiwaz being the rune of victory.
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It is totally implausible if you, @Endsieg_Enjoyer will ever learn something from the JoS community.

Should I ever trust you after I saw your replies to Frank the Troll where you called him, "way too smart to stay in the JoS community" basically supporting hiw unfounded claims that the Joy of Satan Ministries isn't an organization for knowledge?

The awer is a total no.

Now you are saying that you are going to learn more about the Gods and being a successful SS, thing which isn't bad, but it doesn't at all apply to the case.

You either choose and continue to the path of trolling, which is only your decision, and please stop the thoughtform thingy as it only makes you feel x2 times mentally ill than ever, or you continue with the path of the SS and do not fucking troll at all.

Even the fact that you decided to nefaripusly return to the forums with the two accounts of yours says a lot.

Basically what is your problem with us?

What are your problems here?

Do you suffer from distorted perception of reality?

Is anything that makes you wonder why you are so hated here?

Well, for the hated question, the answer is that you receive a lot of hate, even for me.who genuinely tries to help people and ask questions where the case applicable. You, on the other hand choose to play both sides and show your bipolarity on the forums. On an account you state that you do not sustain the troll Frank Woden but on the other, you state that he iss to smartey to stay in the JoS.

Not gonna lie but this clearly shows the memetically assault you have puerile tried and it result on your failure.

The rest of the questions you shall answer them.
 
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With goblock it was a mix of A and C. Yes I realize much of what JOS states is true thats why I will remain a SS(with the appropriate modifications of course), I have experienced success with the occult, magick and meditation. It hasn't ever exactly "Wow'd" me so to speak the moments that did wow me were from asking the gods for something and then it happening, so I believe that I do need to experience more miracles that I myself have created. I doubt it will only be a month break nor do I know if I'll comeback, but after 3 months or so we'll see. My problem isn't lack of meditation I do this daily I explained why I was leaving in my original post, no offense to you but I have read of your situation as well and I think you should also follow your own advice as it seems it would benefit you as well.
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You say that your account was mix of A and C.

Based on Gear88's post, A means: stupid troll: A person who purposefully or willfuly acts stupid and pisses people off.

And C means: 1. Truthful or I hate Colbert; but truthy or truthworthy enough and it follows on with your weltenschang(Worldview).
2. You inasmuch did SOMETHING or LEARNED SOMETHING and then you applied it and went, "Holy shit, it worked".
3. You inasmuch learned information on certain entities in the realm of the World. And when you applied logic and study you discovered we are either so correct it falls in line and is scary correct or it might be incorrect to a degree logic is susceptible to noise. But even with the noise it made such an impression and everything fell in line even you were surprised how much emphasis we put out that it actually transmigrated through and materialized that.

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Well, let me tell you more Endsieg Enjoyer that tou are achieving magic and success from who, from your local rabbi?

I do not know if intercourse with sirens which you ask in the Occult Citations topic by our HP Hioded Cobra, counts as your bodily shaking magical or occult success you claim you achieve abd achieved.

Basically, what would you even want to modify into being an SS? This path with its original cobtent by the way helps me a lot, still evolving and doing meditations daily.

When I do not have work to do, I do meditations.

When in weekends and don't having playtime with friends either by computer games like HommIII or other computer games, or offline, physically, going into discos or clubs and enjoying a good party, I do the meditations.

The beginner meditations, that is true, but either way, I do the meditations, plus on the weekends I add a bonus to myself of doing 2 RTRs on the smae day / per weekend day.

Just imagine the fact that I quadruplify the power of the RTRs by doing this in the weekends.

You on the other hand, if you have talked with the Gods which sure answer, not everytime, but at least after 2 or 3 days depending on the work they have to do to save the world, you would have been way smarter in order toto avoid trolling and evolving yourself.

You would have known that thoughtforms that you create with power based on your chakras are totally and irrevocably acceptable not the same as bipolar disorder or specific pleasure to be lile Agent Smith and create tens of goddamn muppet accounts and do both trolling and, fucking oy bey shiet... asking good questiond at the same time.

You are having a total mental, social and spiritual imbalance. Maybe this is from what you have asked in a topic by our HP about the Occult citations, or maybe that you are bingewatching YouTube and play a lot of the mainstream kill-fuck-use_drugs-steal-betray video games that you are probably having on your phone.

You can do some xian deprogramming if you are interested in self-development and continue only with a good attitude towards the JoS and you will be accepted, just like the principle: respect abd you will be respected, help and you will be helped.

That is of course if that is your purpose, as for now your statements from both of your accounts seem like a delusional LSD trip with some other illegal drugs overdosing.

That is the reality.

Also, Gear88 gave you a very good advice about starting meditations and you should not interfere with his life. I do not know about any of his other posts, maybe he did some past mistakes on this path, everyone but absolutely everyone does it, but Gear88 posts have a goddamn amount of knowledge and I do not know where he gets the information from, but I am interested, and also has a super good memory due to, I astrologically think some very high aspects of Pluto and that either his ascendant or native zodiac sign is Scorpio, both have a huge influence of memorizing large quantities and aspects kf information, such as at haf of the overall information typed in an 100+ pages book or a 2 hours long movie.

So, either way, anything else that you state doesn't at all make gou entitled to interfere with ayone else's lives and you should focus only on your evolution.

After all, it is not our fault nor the Joy of Satan Ministries' one if you are the one who is not evolving.

Useful tips are on the forums and on the main page and the only one who can apply them is you, and the only thing you shall work your mind on is to having a straight attitude and either choose the path of constant abyssal regrets and failure which is imminent and in a looping modus operandi, or, choose the path of Spiritual Satanism and evolvd, thus the principles of morality, immortality, evolution and understanding several truths that were hidden by you are going to be revealed, and in the looping modus operandi of the things learned in the path of Spiritual Satanism you will yourself be more than advantaged here. I want to make this post as a short enlightening guide to you, but, if you eant acceptance again in the Joy of Satan forums, you need to repair your attitude. We are a community of Spiritual Satanists that tries abd has tried a lot to inform people of the nefarious things the jews do to humanity. Although some oy veyy individuals would call what we do antisemitism, isn't it antisemitism on the jews' account when they all make us and treat us as goyim in their books and in their lives, but no one gives a damn fuck about it? Becaue that is the principle of unfairity and total jewish ass-kissing principle of the jews that apies in here. If you everare get angry with a Black or an Asian, you are free to do it and perhaps face some judicial consequences depending on the case, such as stealing from him, stalking him, etc., but no antisemitism accusation or allegations to you. However the things turn putrid when you just need to say to a jew kr at least a jewish minority that the HoloHoax wasn't true at all or something like this, and bam, oy veyyy ma friend, you are an antisemitic goy that needs to shut his gay looking boy mouth and do not tell us anything. Muh Holhoax :lol:

Basically, you get my point here.

Hope my long and tedious reply helped you clarify some things in the path since, I repeat it, the only one who can apply those teachings presented in my reply and the teachings presented by other members on the JoS or from the Guardians or the High Priests abd High Priestesses of Joy of Satan, or from the main Joy of Satan website, is you.
 
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Oh ok...so you have two personalities that are expressed in two different profiles? Hay man good luck with going elsewhere.
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No not exactly, I created this personality very specifically which is kinda like how you create a thoughtform or servitor. I described this in a bad way which makes people think I have multi personality disorder and I am insane which isn't true I just put on a persona like any good troll would, thanks anyways though.
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Ok. You do you.
 
BlueLake666 said:
...G88...
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Without revealing much Astrochart wise.

Cancarian, opposite Capricorn. Friend of mines is the opposite Capricorn, opposite Cancer.

Pluto in Scorpio person like most JoS members 60-70% are 1983-1994/1995 like Lydia mentioned a while back.

And Mercury in bad placement Leo 8th house Occult house.

Like my friend said, "I delve too deep into details. I'm looking at the artwork all the way in front. I(friend) have the opposite unless I receive a general statement of everything I'm so far back I miss the details of the artwork but know the big picture. If both of us can combine together to be one person we'd be scary as fuck Middle ground not too far to miss details, not too close to be consumed by overdetails. And maintain a middle ground with the big picture and details."

My memory is very precious to me and I almost act robotic and remember all stuff for example anything I fancy I remember real well. For example the Creighton Wankel engine from Creighton Motors has more HP per liter than any vehicle ever made. 320HP top Liter bike, downscaled to 700cc to have 220HP.

If the World was better and Creighton had more money he'd make a killing in all ranges of CC from 50cc scooters to 125cc to 350cc(Kawasaki really fucked up here doing the 300cc Ninja instead of going 250 to 350. As a matter of fact 350cc were the OG 1910s-1920s speedster bikes putting out high output power ranges of 60-80 MPH which was huge in the raceway tracks.

My specialty is study and contemplate. I mostly talk out my ass because I heavily use my intuition and self-Uranian retrograde like Hitler's flashes of superstition. I feel stuff and think, "How does that make me feel?"

My friend is a blank slate but I can't fault him cause he is pure Saturn Capricorn. While my Ascendant is Saggitarius and I constantly search for new information.

Like certain astro websites el-cheapo HTML 1/2 websites. My scorpio status is a investigator deep into the occult, humanity, and learning and process all that it is to be Human. In fact my number 1 thing is I study everything and build up databanks and databases on what things are. I shall spend my entire life researching the Human Condition.

So I repeat everything like a parrot but I understand what I'm doing. Memory and rote might not be "smart" or "intellectual" but people like my Aquarius North Node and Leo South Node properties. I'm very peopleish person. Although I'm an introvert and communicate with few people. But I always studied WW2, occult etc.etc.

IF anything I feel like shit as I cannot study forbidden stuff like Eugenics or deeper Occult and other things forbidden by man in today's time. I can't go on Google and go "What is the NS economy and why is it better than capitalism?"

I envelop myself into my studies and remember stuff like that. For example I recall a Vietnam era U.S. soldiers called Underground Rats. And he went around stabbing vietkong in the head with his knife because he ran out of ammo and the vietkong weren't able to train their AKs on him.

I recall insignificant information and use it. Sorta like the first episode of Better Call Saul. I want to watch the whole series a few episodes per period of time. Family member of mine is watching the show Lost(I know, I know has kosher bullshit) but they want to understand it better sorta like X-files even if I explained the show you still have to watch it.

Anyways rambling aside. Think of me as a person who is an Academician but unfortunately I go so high and so advanced I dig a hole in the ground and then go, "How the hell do I get out of here?". My friend says I need more basic and intermediate stuff.

Plus like Wayman Stewart's astro blog from a few years ago and other sites as well. I'm kind of a person tripping balls on hallucinogenic substances all the time. My reality is very blurred from reality itself. If I were a better person I'd engage in a rigorous exercise routine and improve my personal World so I stop day dreaming and actually materialize a better reality.

Unfortunately exercise is tough, I need assistance(even if all my like I avoided burdening people with my problems). And like my friend said, "Exercise isn't nice, it's tough, it's hardship, it's not going to get you laid, your not gonna be happy doing it. Every time you do it your so pissed off and hating it. The perturbed nature of balancing a weight or moving your body is going to stop you from thinking this negative to focus on your body. After your done exercising pleasant muscular and chemical feelings occur, your not gonna be horny and wanting to smash a person. But you do contemplate and relax."

Funny my friend did some meditation some mindfulness he did it for exactly 5 minutes and all 3 times. He came out saying, "Void or mindfulness or whatever you call breath/sensation awareness. I felt odd, better, and everything melted it was like reality failed to penetrate my senses and burden me with negativity."

Unfortunately my friend who is very dear to me has issues with establishing new habits as he is in his own habit. Capricorn isn't an easy sign. For me I'm living in air and doing whatever the fuck.

I ramble too much. It's why I wish I can go back to school and reeducate myself from the ground up on my own terms. For example I SERIOUSLY need HUGE language arts assistance as I barely if ever can coherently type a paragraph or sentence, commas anyone.

Anyways I don't want to say more on my astro chart as the mods/HP/joSG get annoyed at that. I do wish the World was better and I can research stuff.

TLDR I live in the air and can remember stuff but AM A tripping person and hallucinogenically blur the lines of reality. I need to exercise vigorously in my life to stabilize myself and like Stormblood said, "Overgroundedness is better than overcharged".

I think my friend has exercised his body so much that he is a perfect tabula rasa for meditation. I envy him but respect him. I think if he got involved with meditation and yogic activities physical-spiritual he'd be a beast.

But both of us have huge problems in our lives. I believe our past lives are dangerously wearing the crown too much and overestimating stuff and getting too involved with the occult to a dangerous degree. Like Wayman's article on my aspect, "Unconscious black magick". Luckily he is respectful he does state about 80% of the people on joS forums are talking out their ass but respects us and wishes us the best especially considering a lot of you guys like Black Metal and he is a HUGE Black metal fan. He always researches his stuff listens it daily.

But both of us can drink from the dark fountain a bit too much and have a very bleak, dark, plutonic nuclear strike evisceration mindset especially for myself who has a dark mind. But people love it that is the funny part especially my obsession with guns, warfare, and WW2 and the occult.

Anyways I spend an exorbitant amount of time thinking. I'm not the Zen meditator but the Greecian-Roman thinker. If I can somehow accomplish a simple thing as controlling my mind and trance I'd probably be happy especially if things happen like AP and whatnot. As FancyMancy(think?) said, "Learn everything, question everything".

Fancy and a few others probably have huge issues with thinking or being in the mind too much like me. I'll end it here but I value my mind and my inner world over the World. And yes I can go hungry and avoid stuff for hours on end. Even a few times ever since leaving high school many, many years ago I have avoided times of eating, drinking, and helping my body. I can be very self-hateful and ignore myself such as not eating an entire day.

I act like a machine a robot. In fact if I can get away with killing people without consequence; you'll see a blood bath.

I know I'm not a robot. But life made me this way or I became this way. Or maybe past life issues. I wish I can prove the JoS I wish I can be a master meditator but I play the role of the fool and his foolish ways into advancing. Probably why some people prefer our political stuff rather than our metaphysical stuff. Not that I hate metaphysics just wish I can be professionally trained in it.

Perhaps in my past life or current life I entombed something into my soul and it fucked me over and continues to do so. Some sort of self-sabotage or some sort of negative mindset.
 
Endsieg_Enjoyer said:
Ol argedco luciftias said:
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Here comes the classic "I knew you were an infiltrator from the beginning" response. I knew you didn't like me after our little argument we had which I did enjoy I must admit but no im not a jew if I was why would I ruin this accounts credibility instead of staying to troll? I am just leaving to advance seems you are letting your hubris toward me cloud your judgement but no matter.
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I do seriously believe you could merely mention the topics and they would be addressed instead of this nonsense which is just agitation and caused problems to other Satanists for no absolute reason besides your own nonsense.

There is nothing advanced about this behavior, only hostility, stupidity and disrespect.

You just created a series of excuses in your head to justify things that need resolving in your own head, that hardly resemble realistic outside problems. Real men mention their problems and address them in these ways.

As I have told you before even in communication, you have a lot of things to solve inside your own self. I do not think in the end anyone mistreated you as you did them, including creating the delusional idea that this was the case.

Regardless, the JoS proves itself legitimate even to you, which I think is enough of a stress test, but a needless one.
 
Gear88 said:
BlueLake666 said:
...G88...
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Without revealing much Astrochart wise.

Cancarian, opposite Capricorn. Friend of mines is the opposite Capricorn, opposite Cancer.

Pluto in Scorpio person like most JoS members 60-70% are 1983-1994/1995 like Lydia mentioned a while back.

And Mercury in bad placement Leo 8th house Occult house.

Like my friend said, "I delve too deep into details. I'm looking at the artwork all the way in front. I(friend) have the opposite unless I receive a general statement of everything I'm so far back I miss the details of the artwork but know the big picture. If both of us can combine together to be one person we'd be scary as fuck Middle ground not too far to miss details, not too close to be consumed by overdetails. And maintain a middle ground with the big picture and details."

My memory is very precious to me and I almost act robotic and remember all stuff for example anything I fancy I remember real well. For example the Creighton Wankel engine from Creighton Motors has more HP per liter than any vehicle ever made. 320HP top Liter bike, downscaled to 700cc to have 220HP.

If the World was better and Creighton had more money he'd make a killing in all ranges of CC from 50cc scooters to 125cc to 350cc(Kawasaki really fucked up here doing the 300cc Ninja instead of going 250 to 350. As a matter of fact 350cc were the OG 1910s-1920s speedster bikes putting out high output power ranges of 60-80 MPH which was huge in the raceway tracks.

My specialty is study and contemplate. I mostly talk out my ass because I heavily use my intuition and self-Uranian retrograde like Hitler's flashes of superstition. I feel stuff and think, "How does that make me feel?"

My friend is a blank slate but I can't fault him cause he is pure Saturn Capricorn. While my Ascendant is Saggitarius and I constantly search for new information.

Like certain astro websites el-cheapo HTML 1/2 websites. My scorpio status is a investigator deep into the occult, humanity, and learning and process all that it is to be Human. In fact my number 1 thing is I study everything and build up databanks and databases on what things are. I shall spend my entire life researching the Human Condition.

So I repeat everything like a parrot but I understand what I'm doing. Memory and rote might not be "smart" or "intellectual" but people like my Aquarius North Node and Leo South Node properties. I'm very peopleish person. Although I'm an introvert and communicate with few people. But I always studied WW2, occult etc.etc.

IF anything I feel like shit as I cannot study forbidden stuff like Eugenics or deeper Occult and other things forbidden by man in today's time. I can't go on Google and go "What is the NS economy and why is it better than capitalism?"

I envelop myself into my studies and remember stuff like that. For example I recall a Vietnam era U.S. soldiers called Underground Rats. And he went around stabbing vietkong in the head with his knife because he ran out of ammo and the vietkong weren't able to train their AKs on him.

I recall insignificant information and use it. Sorta like the first episode of Better Call Saul. I want to watch the whole series a few episodes per period of time. Family member of mine is watching the show Lost(I know, I know has kosher bullshit) but they want to understand it better sorta like X-files even if I explained the show you still have to watch it.

Anyways rambling aside. Think of me as a person who is an Academician but unfortunately I go so high and so advanced I dig a hole in the ground and then go, "How the hell do I get out of here?". My friend says I need more basic and intermediate stuff.

Plus like Wayman Stewart's astro blog from a few years ago and other sites as well. I'm kind of a person tripping balls on hallucinogenic substances all the time. My reality is very blurred from reality itself. If I were a better person I'd engage in a rigorous exercise routine and improve my personal World so I stop day dreaming and actually materialize a better reality.

Unfortunately exercise is tough, I need assistance(even if all my like I avoided burdening people with my problems). And like my friend said, "Exercise isn't nice, it's tough, it's hardship, it's not going to get you laid, your not gonna be happy doing it. Every time you do it your so pissed off and hating it. The perturbed nature of balancing a weight or moving your body is going to stop you from thinking this negative to focus on your body. After your done exercising pleasant muscular and chemical feelings occur, your not gonna be horny and wanting to smash a person. But you do contemplate and relax."

Funny my friend did some meditation some mindfulness he did it for exactly 5 minutes and all 3 times. He came out saying, "Void or mindfulness or whatever you call breath/sensation awareness. I felt odd, better, and everything melted it was like reality failed to penetrate my senses and burden me with negativity."

Unfortunately my friend who is very dear to me has issues with establishing new habits as he is in his own habit. Capricorn isn't an easy sign. For me I'm living in air and doing whatever the fuck.

I ramble too much. It's why I wish I can go back to school and reeducate myself from the ground up on my own terms. For example I SERIOUSLY need HUGE language arts assistance as I barely if ever can coherently type a paragraph or sentence, commas anyone.

Anyways I don't want to say more on my astro chart as the mods/HP/joSG get annoyed at that. I do wish the World was better and I can research stuff.

TLDR I live in the air and can remember stuff but AM A tripping person and hallucinogenically blur the lines of reality. I need to exercise vigorously in my life to stabilize myself and like Stormblood said, "Overgroundedness is better than overcharged".

I think my friend has exercised his body so much that he is a perfect tabula rasa for meditation. I envy him but respect him. I think if he got involved with meditation and yogic activities physical-spiritual he'd be a beast.

But both of us have huge problems in our lives. I believe our past lives are dangerously wearing the crown too much and overestimating stuff and getting too involved with the occult to a dangerous degree. Like Wayman's article on my aspect, "Unconscious black magick". Luckily he is respectful he does state about 80% of the people on joS forums are talking out their ass but respects us and wishes us the best especially considering a lot of you guys like Black Metal and he is a HUGE Black metal fan. He always researches his stuff listens it daily.

But both of us can drink from the dark fountain a bit too much and have a very bleak, dark, plutonic nuclear strike evisceration mindset especially for myself who has a dark mind. But people love it that is the funny part especially my obsession with guns, warfare, and WW2 and the occult.

Anyways I spend an exorbitant amount of time thinking. I'm not the Zen meditator but the Greecian-Roman thinker. If I can somehow accomplish a simple thing as controlling my mind and trance I'd probably be happy especially if things happen like AP and whatnot. As FancyMancy(think?) said, "Learn everything, question everything".

Fancy and a few others probably have huge issues with thinking or being in the mind too much like me. I'll end it here but I value my mind and my inner world over the World. And yes I can go hungry and avoid stuff for hours on end. Even a few times ever since leaving high school many, many years ago I have avoided times of eating, drinking, and helping my body. I can be very self-hateful and ignore myself such as not eating an entire day.

I act like a machine a robot. In fact if I can get away with killing people without consequence; you'll see a blood bath.

I know I'm not a robot. But life made me this way or I became this way. Or maybe past life issues. I wish I can prove the JoS I wish I can be a master meditator but I play the role of the fool and his foolish ways into advancing. Probably why some people prefer our political stuff rather than our metaphysical stuff. Not that I hate metaphysics just wish I can be professionally trained in it.

Perhaps in my past life or current life I entombed something into my soul and it fucked me over and continues to do so. Some sort of self-sabotage or some sort of negative mindset.
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Thank you for answering my post :)

First of all, I clearly knew that there was some astrological aspect that was influencing your memorization of things.

Second of all, even if your friends say that you delve to deep into information, you are very special by this nature and this can make a better Spiritual Satanist.

Imagine memorizing a sermon from the start to the beginning or at least some parts of it, or memorizing meditation instructions from our site 90%.

I am glad that you hear that you have interest in the occult and, I welcome you on this path.

Sure, some people tend to like more our political perspectives such as National Socialism, but, I am on the category that likes also the metaphysical information and perspectives that are offered on the JoS.

I am glad that you are also on this category, you just need to stick up with the beginning meditations that have a lot of instructions on our main website and evolve even more after that, of course with the progress being gradually updated.

Some people may unkowingly place some sabotage in their lives, and that is due the nature of conflictuality of information and metadata.

It is no problem since all of us had dealt with it over the decades.

The thing is thatthat, unlike the others, we have the ability to discern through mountains of cocontradictory information and, besides a lot of info we may find on the Internet, we still manage to find the truth that lies at the bottom.

Instead of what you have said, about that you are more like a student that fell into a hole of knowledge and didn't get out, if I were you, I would have liked it a lot to be like you.

Imagine having a library (metaphorically speaking) of information about basically everything, be it car engines, computers, politics or sports.

Instead, as I like to say it, you should use this attitude of yours, of such high memorization of things on your advantage to evolve even more.

And, if you have other question you can post them on the Ask All Questions Here! New Members subforum of the Joy of Satan 666 main forum.

As for your and your friend's chart, I am no surprised that the Capricorn aspects of his and the aspects of Cancer in your chart cause some conflicts as the Capricorn zodiac sign has a total opposite nature of the Cancer zodiac sign.

After all, while Cancer tends to represent the more feminine aspects of the soul and kindness to the surroundings and a lot of metaphysical warmth, the Capricorn zodiac sign tends to represent the contradictory, more masculine aspects such as a halfly reduced kindness, not totally, and more masculine energies that are emanated.

Thank you for sharing all of this information and I feel that you have a lot of potential in you, by the fact that you have such a high memorization and interest in knowledge, you will become a very good Spiritual Satanist in the future and I encourage you to continue on this path.

Hail Satan brother Gear88 and whenever you have some other questions, you can ask it on the Ask All Questions Here! New Members subforum on the main Joy of Satan 666 forum.

Also, although I am glad that you have so high interest in the knowledge, you need to also avoid ignoring basic things such as eating or drinking.

For example, I have some glass of water or natural orange juice when studying astrological books or informatics continuously, as, even if I done with the general stuff of informatics when I was in school and highschool, there are a lot to studythe such as data servers migration or aor gap systems.
 
BlueLake666 said:
Endsieg_Enjoyer said:
Yes I will be leaving here along with my other account goblock, please dont act too suprised I did leave plenty of hints after all(runes, kali/lilith, reverting to my old speaking patterns on goblock, O9A, accelerationism, even commenting that the runes deciphering is easy), no I am not nitrate I think its obvious to everyone here who that is. I honestly did want to be caught for some reason and for you guys to figure it out but unfortunetly I have to leave sooner rather than later. Basically I lost the point of being here a while ago I wasted a lot of time on the forums and felt like shit afterwards, I felt the same as when I did nothing all day but play video games and watch youtube realizing I had done nothing productive. I thought that trolling would make me wanna stay and I would have fun but it only made things worse and I became addicted to this forum even more and started missing meditations. Needless to say my demoness was not very happy with this and with my wasting time trolling in general so she told me to leave the forums, I do whatever she says because you should never make your demon partner angry and you should seek to make them happy many dont realize they have feelings and wants for you as well, but they sure exist and it is best that you follow them. Also I doubt the gods were very pleased with me missing meditations just so I could type incoherent sentences.

As for goblock this account is an amalgimation of my frustration with jos after what I have read in other places, childlike qualities, need to question, fantasies/visualization, and dark side of enjoying creating and watching chaos which I think comes from scorpio south node but I might be wrong. This all came together into a servitor/thoughtform which embodied the personality of goblock. His original intention was to ask questions like an innocent child so I could get answers but things got out of hand quickly and I do admit that I went too far on multiple occasions. The reason Sunday and the previous day were such a mess is basically because I had to "accelerate" goblocks 3 month character development into only like two days so I could say everything and ask everything I wanted to before I left. Yes the intention of goblock was to stay for 3 months or more but my demoness stepped in and basically stopped that stupid idea, this was of course best for me and for you. Like I said I enjoyed it while it lasted, I must admit blitz I enjoyed our little battle of wits that we had though I was handicapped by having to act like an immature 13 year old perhaps next time we will be on more equal footing. I feel both accomplished and ashamed to have lost your patience in my opinion you should be a high priest you definitely are worthy of the title. As for HPHC I was a little too harsh to you I will admit(only he knows what I speak of most of the posts I made about this were not approved fortunetly) but who wouldn't be after what I have read and yes I am beginning to realize a lot of what I have read other places is baseless slander.

I am not leaving spiritual satanism nor am I insane enough to join O9A(I was just interested in there theology at the time), I will focus on my own advancement for a long while as I already know what I need to do. My original purpose here was to help people and ask questions about advancement and I have done so to the best of my ability but it is no longer needed, I didn't come to infiltrate or anything like that but things got a bit out of hand. Yes I do have serious concerns with this organization that I tried to address on goblock but I will postpone these for now and just progress in the way I believe is best. As always thanks to Blitzkrieg, VOE, Naked Pluto, goldenxchild and RED DAWN you helped me more than you know even when not addressing me, also Aquarius I hope you escape the script I am with you on this. I don't know when i'll be back or if I will come back(nor do I think many want me back after this) but rest assured I am doing much better things than wasting my time trolling a forum full of mostly good people. I don't expect forgiveness or anything like that nor does it matter anyways, I might stay a bit longer to reply if people have serious questions but otherwise im out this bitch have a good Yule.

AVE SATANAS!
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Didn't know this was all the times your account.

Even though you said something about thoughtforms, don't you think it is dumb as fuck to believe that some energy and immaterial entity created the Goblock account? :lol: :lol: :lol:

Also, note clearly that everyone is now aware of the Endsieg account and you can never return back to it.

Anyways, although you need serious help as, after all the things you did you still have the blasphemous attitude to consider yourself a Satanist, I can say that you can fuck off easily as to my concern something like this isn't.

You are just an individual who thought that uneducated and slanderous behavior is accepted.

I can only say: it was an unhonnour of wasting time with your topics.

Moving on to learning Spiritual Satanism.

Imma take the trash 🗑 out of the forum now :lol: .

The rest... is just pure childish nonsense.

Doesn't surprise me... after all... who the fuck names his account based on a Minecraft mod or something like this. And even has a profile pic of the related game I talked about previously.

Good job proving that you are a troll and, no matter how many uninformed and unppinant opinions you posted, you showed that the JoS is open to opinions and listens to people, both good ones, the ones that are learning and still learning and even trolls.

Ciao
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TerKorian666 said:
BlueLake666 said:
Endsieg_Enjoyer said:
Yes I will be leaving here along with my other account goblock, please dont act too suprised I did leave plenty of hints after all(runes, kali/lilith, reverting to my old speaking patterns on goblock, O9A, accelerationism, even commenting that the runes deciphering is easy), no I am not nitrate I think its obvious to everyone here who that is. I honestly did want to be caught for some reason and for you guys to figure it out but unfortunetly I have to leave sooner rather than later. Basically I lost the point of being here a while ago I wasted a lot of time on the forums and felt like shit afterwards, I felt the same as when I did nothing all day but play video games and watch youtube realizing I had done nothing productive. I thought that trolling would make me wanna stay and I would have fun but it only made things worse and I became addicted to this forum even more and started missing meditations. Needless to say my demoness was not very happy with this and with my wasting time trolling in general so she told me to leave the forums, I do whatever she says because you should never make your demon partner angry and you should seek to make them happy many dont realize they have feelings and wants for you as well, but they sure exist and it is best that you follow them. Also I doubt the gods were very pleased with me missing meditations just so I could type incoherent sentences.

As for goblock this account is an amalgimation of my frustration with jos after what I have read in other places, childlike qualities, need to question, fantasies/visualization, and dark side of enjoying creating and watching chaos which I think comes from scorpio south node but I might be wrong. This all came together into a servitor/thoughtform which embodied the personality of goblock. His original intention was to ask questions like an innocent child so I could get answers but things got out of hand quickly and I do admit that I went too far on multiple occasions. The reason Sunday and the previous day were such a mess is basically because I had to "accelerate" goblocks 3 month character development into only like two days so I could say everything and ask everything I wanted to before I left. Yes the intention of goblock was to stay for 3 months or more but my demoness stepped in and basically stopped that stupid idea, this was of course best for me and for you. Like I said I enjoyed it while it lasted, I must admit blitz I enjoyed our little battle of wits that we had though I was handicapped by having to act like an immature 13 year old perhaps next time we will be on more equal footing. I feel both accomplished and ashamed to have lost your patience in my opinion you should be a high priest you definitely are worthy of the title. As for HPHC I was a little too harsh to you I will admit(only he knows what I speak of most of the posts I made about this were not approved fortunetly) but who wouldn't be after what I have read and yes I am beginning to realize a lot of what I have read other places is baseless slander.

I am not leaving spiritual satanism nor am I insane enough to join O9A(I was just interested in there theology at the time), I will focus on my own advancement for a long while as I already know what I need to do. My original purpose here was to help people and ask questions about advancement and I have done so to the best of my ability but it is no longer needed, I didn't come to infiltrate or anything like that but things got a bit out of hand. Yes I do have serious concerns with this organization that I tried to address on goblock but I will postpone these for now and just progress in the way I believe is best. As always thanks to Blitzkrieg, VOE, Naked Pluto, goldenxchild and RED DAWN you helped me more than you know even when not addressing me, also Aquarius I hope you escape the script I am with you on this. I don't know when i'll be back or if I will come back(nor do I think many want me back after this) but rest assured I am doing much better things than wasting my time trolling a forum full of mostly good people. I don't expect forgiveness or anything like that nor does it matter anyways, I might stay a bit longer to reply if people have serious questions but otherwise im out this bitch have a good Yule.

AVE SATANAS!
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Didn't know this was all the times your account.

Even though you said something about thoughtforms, don't you think it is dumb as fuck to believe that some energy and immaterial entity created the Goblock account? :lol: :lol: :lol:

Also, note clearly that everyone is now aware of the Endsieg account and you can never return back to it.

Anyways, although you need serious help as, after all the things you did you still have the blasphemous attitude to consider yourself a Satanist, I can say that you can fuck off easily as to my concern something like this isn't.

You are just an individual who thought that uneducated and slanderous behavior is accepted.

I can only say: it was an unhonnour of wasting time with your topics.

Moving on to learning Spiritual Satanism.

Imma take the trash 🗑 out of the forum now :lol: .

The rest... is just pure childish nonsense.

Doesn't surprise me... after all... who the fuck names his account based on a Minecraft mod or something like this. And even has a profile pic of the related game I talked about previously.

Good job proving that you are a troll and, no matter how many uninformed and unppinant opinions you posted, you showed that the JoS is open to opinions and listens to people, both good ones, the ones that are learning and still learning and even trolls.

Ciao
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If you want to discuss more about this, you have my email [email protected]

I will wait for your conclusions on why you are saying this to me.

Hail Satan
 
BlueLake666 said:
TerKorian666 said:
BlueLake666 said:
Didn't know this was all the times your account.

Even though you said something about thoughtforms, don't you think it is dumb as fuck to believe that some energy and immaterial entity created the Goblock account? :lol: :lol: :lol:

Also, note clearly that everyone is now aware of the Endsieg account and you can never return back to it.

Anyways, although you need serious help as, after all the things you did you still have the blasphemous attitude to consider yourself a Satanist, I can say that you can fuck off easily as to my concern something like this isn't.

You are just an individual who thought that uneducated and slanderous behavior is accepted.

I can only say: it was an unhonnour of wasting time with your topics.

Moving on to learning Spiritual Satanism.

Imma take the trash 🗑 out of the forum now :lol: .

The rest... is just pure childish nonsense.

Doesn't surprise me... after all... who the fuck names his account based on a Minecraft mod or something like this. And even has a profile pic of the related game I talked about previously.

Good job proving that you are a troll and, no matter how many uninformed and unppinant opinions you posted, you showed that the JoS is open to opinions and listens to people, both good ones, the ones that are learning and still learning and even trolls.

Ciao
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Troll answers to troll…
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If you want to discuss more about this, you have my email [email protected]

I will wait for your conclusions on why you are saying this to me.

Hail Satan
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Such issue can be, and should be discussed openly.

But the reason is that you are being fakey. Points for putting up a show, though.
 
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