today my aunt yelled at me and crying, saying that she is tired of this life. That she abandoned everything to be with me and my younger brother. I really don't have anything to do. It's horrible to be welcomed and hear this from the person who welcomed you and you can't do anything to end this situation. It is obvious that my existence and my brother's existence only bring pain and trouble to others. Maybe we should just die? I can't even get a job to be able to take responsibility for him and even if I could I would live an unhappy life for having to forget all my dreams and just live for him. I'm really thinking it would be better if he and I died. But I'm not brave enough to do that. I'm desperate.

Kramer said:

today my aunt yelled at me and crying, saying that she is tired of this life. That she abandoned everything to be with me and my younger brother. I really don't have anything to do. It's horrible to be welcomed and hear this from the person who welcomed you and you can't do anything to end this situation. It is obvious that my existence and my brother's existence only bring pain and trouble to others. Maybe we should just die? I can't even get a job to be able to take responsibility for him and even if I could I would live an unhappy life for having to forget all my dreams and just live for him. I'm really thinking it would be better if he and I died. But I'm not brave enough to do that. I'm desperate.

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All that just because your aunt doesnt like you? Are you serious? Do you live and die by the opinions of others? Should I kill myself because some guy on the street said I look stupid? Maybe if you do something with your life she wont feel that way, but again why would her opinion of yourself dictate the state of your life?

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Kramer said:

today my aunt yelled at me and crying, saying that she is tired of this life. That she abandoned everything to be with me and my younger brother. I really don't have anything to do. It's horrible to be welcomed and hear this from the person who welcomed you and you can't do anything to end this situation. It is obvious that my existence and my brother's existence only bring pain and trouble to others. Maybe we should just die? I can't even get a job to be able to take responsibility for him and even if I could I would live an unhappy life for having to forget all my dreams and just live for him. I'm really thinking it would be better if he and I died. But I'm not brave enough to do that. I'm desperate.

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All that just because your aunt doesnt like you? Are you serious? Do you live and die by the opinions of others? Should I kill myself because some guy on the street said I look stupid? Maybe if you do something with your life she wont feel that way, but again why would her opinion of yourself dictate the state of your life?

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the question is not an opinion. but the quality of life... She abandoned all her old life to stay with us, but it's being painful for her

Kramer said:

today my aunt yelled at me and crying, saying that she is tired of this life. That she abandoned everything to be with me and my younger brother. I really don't have anything to do. It's horrible to be welcomed and hear this from the person who welcomed you and you can't do anything to end this situation. It is obvious that my existence and my brother's existence only bring pain and trouble to others. Maybe we should just die? I can't even get a job to be able to take responsibility for him and even if I could I would live an unhappy life for having to forget all my dreams and just live for him. I'm really thinking it would be better if he and I died. But I'm not brave enough to do that. I'm desperate.

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Dont worry this is normal,Even real mothers sometimes get angry and say things like this.Just focus on improving yourself and your life.The world is not perfect,neither are we)

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today my aunt yelled at me and crying, saying that she is tired of this life. That she abandoned everything to be with me and my younger brother. I really don't have anything to do. It's horrible to be welcomed and hear this from the person who welcomed you and you can't do anything to end this situation. It is obvious that my existence and my brother's existence only bring pain and trouble to others. Maybe we should just die? I can't even get a job to be able to take responsibility for him and even if I could I would live an unhappy life for having to forget all my dreams and just live for him. I'm really thinking it would be better if he and I died. But I'm not brave enough to do that. I'm desperate.

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Look, i won't give you shit about your mental state, because I have been in it a few times in my life, last time like a month ago. I understand that feeling really well, but I also understand that if you want to live your dreams you have to keep walking forward.

If you keep walking forward, you will achive your dreams.

But you need to make a change, why don't you try looking for a job? It does not have to be your dream job. Im working for the last 2.5 years at a place that i despise, but i have grown as a person alot and learned alot of things about life in that time.

Im looking for something better now, as i became more stable in life.

I know its hard to try moving forward but when you make the first step(geting a job) you will see how things change for the better.

I wish you the best brother! Don't give up and keep going forward!

You will grow up. Your brother too. Your aunt is not a bad person I guess, I asume shes just overwhelmed and I asume too that she has done a lot for you and your bro. Maybe you can repay her, help her, talk to her. I Don't know, you dont specify but dude... Honestly it sounds like she let her life out for you, and despite of what you say that she said to you, theres a degree pf love and effort put into you, so dont waste away your life by having that thougts.

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Kramer said:

today my aunt yelled at me and crying, saying that she is tired of this life. That she abandoned everything to be with me and my younger brother. I really don't have anything to do. It's horrible to be welcomed and hear this from the person who welcomed you and you can't do anything to end this situation. It is obvious that my existence and my brother's existence only bring pain and trouble to others. Maybe we should just die? I can't even get a job to be able to take responsibility for him and even if I could I would live an unhappy life for having to forget all my dreams and just live for him. I'm really thinking it would be better if he and I died. But I'm not brave enough to do that. I'm desperate.

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Look, i won't give you shit about your mental state, because I have been in it a few times in my life, last time like a month ago. I understand that feeling really well, but I also understand that if you want to live your dreams you have to keep walking forward.

If you keep walking forward, you will achive your dreams.

But you need to make a change, why don't you try looking for a job? It does not have to be your dream job. Im working for the last 2.5 years at a place that i despise, but i have grown as a person alot and learned alot of things about life in that time.

Im looking for something better now, as i became more stable in life.

I know its hard to try moving forward but when you make the first step(geting a job) you will see how things change for the better.

I wish you the best brother! Don't give up and keep going forward!

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where I live it's not enough just to want to work. People have to allow you to work. I'm looking for a job it's going to be 3 years soon and I didn't get anything until today.

Carvier666 said:

You will grow up. Your brother too. Your aunt is not a bad person I guess, I asume shes just overwhelmed and I asume too that she has done a lot for you and your bro. Maybe you can repay her, help her, talk to her. I Don't know, you dont specify but dude... Honestly it sounds like she let her life out for you, and despite of what you say that she said to you, theres a degree pf love and effort put into you, so dont waste away your life by having that thougts.

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now i have my doubts... i found out that she and her friend were talking bad about me at church yesterday (she is evangelical). She should also understand that I didn't ask for this situation. I didn't ask my mother to die and she had to take us in. She says I don't think about her suffering, but she doesn't think about mine either. Whenever I'm down, she doesn't even come to talk to me. She just gets angry. Once she started having that friendship, she was never the same. They both get together and talk bad about me. She at least has someone to talk to and defend her. I do not. I have absolutely no one. Everything I have to keep to myself, I have to fend for myself. When her friend threatened me with hospitalization, she didn't defend me, she didn't do anything.

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Powerofjustice said:

Kramer said:

today my aunt yelled at me and crying, saying that she is tired of this life. That she abandoned everything to be with me and my younger brother. I really don't have anything to do. It's horrible to be welcomed and hear this from the person who welcomed you and you can't do anything to end this situation. It is obvious that my existence and my brother's existence only bring pain and trouble to others. Maybe we should just die? I can't even get a job to be able to take responsibility for him and even if I could I would live an unhappy life for having to forget all my dreams and just live for him. I'm really thinking it would be better if he and I died. But I'm not brave enough to do that. I'm desperate.

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All that just because your aunt doesnt like you? Are you serious? Do you live and die by the opinions of others? Should I kill myself because some guy on the street said I look stupid? Maybe if you do something with your life she wont feel that way, but again why would her opinion of yourself dictate the state of your life?

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the question is not an opinion. but the quality of life... She abandoned all her old life to stay with us, but it's being painful for her

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She's a full blown adult with conscious decisions made. You have to not worry about this.

Adults who cry to younglings about their own decisions like this are due to reality slaps. I take none of this lightly.

So simply, don't care to that extent. Be truthful and understand the sacrifice she makes, yes. Good, now transform this in your life as a form of repayment. But do it by the duty of life not by anything else.

As for her cries, do take notice of how adults are sometimes the greatest children, and move on with your thoughts and emotions.

An adult should be fully committed to their actions and effects on their own people.

I don't understand much as I don't know what this is about, but do not even entertain ever thoughts about dying or whatever.

You have a duty to your brother. Take care of him! Protect him! Do not think of death ever like this from now on.

If you want to talk, I am here.

Are you doing Aop, I remember when I first started witchcraft in general entities whom I will assume was the enemy, did not want me to practice witchcraft an would attack those around me, you can't let the reptilian jews get an inch cause they will take a mile,Aop an aura cleaning is a must cause the jews literally want you well you get the point,

Satnam666 said:

Are you doing Aop, I remember when I first started witchcraft in general entities whom I will assume was the enemy, did not want me to practice witchcraft an would attack those around me, you can't let the reptilian jews get an inch cause they will take a mile,Aop an aura cleaning is a must cause the jews literally want you well you get the point,

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I asked the OP if they do anything, there was no answer... Likewise many of us have insisted that it's of paramount importance to change the course of ones life with spiritual methods. Yet... Only posts crying about the situation are being posted by OP with the only exception just recently when they announce given a handout to get rid of a debt... Yet, death seems like an option for them. Disgraceful.

If you want a job you have to specialise in something. Research and read about it and you will definitely find something you can do.

Licence, fire brigade, police, catering, army.....

Henu the Great said:

Satnam666 said:

Are you doing Aop, I remember when I first started witchcraft in general entities whom I will assume was the enemy, did not want me to practice witchcraft an would attack those around me, you can't let the reptilian jews get an inch cause they will take a mile,Aop an aura cleaning is a must cause the jews literally want you well you get the point,

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I asked the OP if they do anything, there was no answer... Likewise many of us have insisted that it's of paramount importance to change the course of ones life with spiritual methods. Yet... Only posts crying about the situation are being posted by OP with the only exception just recently when they announce given a handout to get rid of a debt... Yet, death seems like an option for them. Disgraceful.

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Yah it could be someone trolling or a jew,