Curious666 said:

Hi.

So as time goes, I come to an understanding that I have no passion in life. I have nothing that gives me thrill to keep on living and give life my meaning. I am NOT depressed. But I am generally not thrilled with my life.

How do i find my passion? How do i know that this is what i should do in life? I am self-employed at the moment (which i desire it to be so), But i am an artist both with painting and music. I am a writer. I have a bachelor's degree in Maths. I think i am a good business person too. But i have no passion at all in these things.

I am worried i might die without having done something for this life. Sometimes i feel like dying might give me a good start and give me a spark in life (I am NOT suicidal). I really Don't know who i am. I know i am of some value to Satan, for he showed me this; I know i am also somewhat a special person to our people for i once visited hell (place where souls reside) and got admiration from our people..

But i really don't know who I am? I don't know what I should work on and find my passion. If you know a way please help.

Your comment will be of help. Thanks

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Endsieg_Enjoyer said:

Your thinking of it in the wrong way, who says your career should be your passion? If this were so it would not be your passion as it would shift from an internal motivation to an external motivation, perhaps you should focus on gaining enough free time so you can pursue your "passion" as much as possible or have enough time to discover yourself. As far as spiritual solutions go simply ask Satan or your guardian to guide you to the right path.

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Curious666 said:

So as time goes, I come to an understanding that I have no passion in life. I have nothing that gives me thrill to keep on living and give life my meaning. I am NOT depressed. But I am generally not thrilled with my life.

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xlnt said:

Curious666 said:

So as time goes, I come to an understanding that I have no passion in life. I have nothing that gives me thrill to keep on living and give life my meaning. I am NOT depressed. But I am generally not thrilled with my life.

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Sounds like depression to me though. I can think of thousands of things that give my life meaning, and most of those things I probably have not even done yet, like traveling more etc.

I would certainly not feel this way without finding JoS and applying knowledge from there, so that's my best tip.
If you already meditate try doing asanas as well, and breath of fire exercises. I personally go through this one-hour training program once a week and highly recommend it:
https://www.raviana.com/dvds/kundalini-yoga-beginners-beyond-now-matrix

I actually found out about this particular DVD on the joyofsatan.org website years ago here:
https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/S_Resources.html

Running and taking cold showers is also something that boosts my wellbeing.

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Curious666 said:

xlnt said:

Curious666 said:

So as time goes, I come to an understanding that I have no passion in life. I have nothing that gives me thrill to keep on living and give life my meaning. I am NOT depressed. But I am generally not thrilled with my life.

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Sounds like depression to me though. I can think of thousands of things that give my life meaning, and most of those things I probably have not even done yet, like traveling more etc.

I would certainly not feel this way without finding JoS and applying knowledge from there, so that's my best tip.
If you already meditate try doing asanas as well, and breath of fire exercises. I personally go through this one-hour training program once a week and highly recommend it:
https://www.raviana.com/dvds/kundalini-yoga-beginners-beyond-now-matrix

I actually found out about this particular DVD on the joyofsatan.org website years ago here:
https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/S_Resources.html

Running and taking cold showers is also something that boosts my wellbeing.

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It is NOT depression, but thank you for your comment.

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Ol argedco luciftias said:

Who says you are meant to have a passion? Many people do not have much natural interest in any specific thing. And many people are not very interested or excited about the work they do.

Is there any action or hobby that you like doing? Or is there any topic that you like thinking or learning about?

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xlnt said:

Curious666 said:

xlnt said:

Sounds like depression to me though. I can think of thousands of things that give my life meaning, and most of those things I probably have not even done yet, like traveling more etc.

I would certainly not feel this way without finding JoS and applying knowledge from there, so that's my best tip.
If you already meditate try doing asanas as well, and breath of fire exercises. I personally go through this one-hour training program once a week and highly recommend it:
https://www.raviana.com/dvds/kundalini-yoga-beginners-beyond-now-matrix

I actually found out about this particular DVD on the joyofsatan.org website years ago here:
https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/S_Resources.html

Running and taking cold showers is also something that boosts my wellbeing.

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It is NOT depression, but thank you for your comment.

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Then perhaps it's more about not being able to find your special talent/thing in life rather than not finding any joy or meaning from anything at all in life, because that to me at least sounds like a sign of depression.

If it's more about not being able to find your certain thing to do that you love, when I can relate to that also a bit at least.
I don't really know what my special passion is either since my talents feels uneven. I work in a store to survive but try to find passion in making music and other things when I have energy and time.

Sometimes though it can feel like I don't have any certain direction, nothing going for myself etc. and if that's what you meant I can understand what you mean. I would say though the solution could lie in meditation here, as I think this quote is very true:
"When you're always on the move, nothing gets dealt with".

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Zeffie of the Wind said:

Life is meant to be lived. Not because of passion but simply because it's how it is. Passion is a type of energy. It usually is an attracting force towards a specific action, or goal, or career. I suggest taking a look at Azazel's astrology page on the JOS. Its within the witchcraft section. Learning about oneself is always the first step and Astrology is a perfect tool to do so. Learning how to read and interpret your natal chart will point you in the right direction.

https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/FURCAS.html

For getting your natal chart -> https://www.jos-astro.com/#/

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Curious666 said:

My problem is that I don't know what to do so that i set my goal in that. Hence build passion in that. Not to brag or anything; but i am multitalented. But have not known what to focus on. What should I do to know my Purpose in life and follow through that?

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Curious666 said:

xlnt said:

Curious666 said:

It is NOT depression, but thank you for your comment.

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Then perhaps it's more about not being able to find your special talent/thing in life rather than not finding any joy or meaning from anything at all in life, because that to me at least sounds like a sign of depression.

If it's more about not being able to find your certain thing to do that you love, when I can relate to that also a bit at least.
I don't really know what my special passion is either since my talents feels uneven. I work in a store to survive but try to find passion in making music and other things when I have energy and time.

Sometimes though it can feel like I don't have any certain direction, nothing going for myself etc. and if that's what you meant I can understand what you mean. I would say though the solution could lie in meditation here, as I think this quote is very true:
"When you're always on the move, nothing gets dealt with".

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Yes i think the problem is that I feel like my life is without any purpose and I wanna change that.

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