Hi,
I was diagnosed with hashimoto 8 years ago as a teenager.
The disease is an absolute malice to me, I have to be on levothyroxine medication for the rest of my life, otherwise if I would stop taking it, I'd die from heart failer.
The doctor told me there is no way of actually healing myself from this condition as my thyroid gland is almost gone...
It absolutely pisses me off, I don't know what to do, I will never be able to go off grid, because the need for those synthetic hormones is wraping me in chains that I cannot break.
Plus, in the past years i started developing other conditions associated with hypothyroidism, like worsened memory, weird vertigo sensations, and other physical maladies. The symptoms still persist even tho I take medication. The braking fog and terrible concentration is still there. Basically, my learning abilities are getting impaired.
I was thinking that I should commit suicide as only solution that would let me loose of this shit. I have enough of this; I don't wanna live like this, dependent on jewish farms industry for the rest my existence. Better to die than to live on my knees.
I have no idea how to heal something like this, I'm finished.
I was diagnosed with hashimoto 8 years ago as a teenager.
The disease is an absolute malice to me, I have to be on levothyroxine medication for the rest of my life, otherwise if I would stop taking it, I'd die from heart failer.
The doctor told me there is no way of actually healing myself from this condition as my thyroid gland is almost gone...
It absolutely pisses me off, I don't know what to do, I will never be able to go off grid, because the need for those synthetic hormones is wraping me in chains that I cannot break.
Plus, in the past years i started developing other conditions associated with hypothyroidism, like worsened memory, weird vertigo sensations, and other physical maladies. The symptoms still persist even tho I take medication. The braking fog and terrible concentration is still there. Basically, my learning abilities are getting impaired.
I was thinking that I should commit suicide as only solution that would let me loose of this shit. I have enough of this; I don't wanna live like this, dependent on jewish farms industry for the rest my existence. Better to die than to live on my knees.
I have no idea how to heal something like this, I'm finished.
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