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After years of holding back, I am ready to commit to father Satan.

lilith94

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Same Story of My Life : no work , no friends , no relationship judments my family Christianretards uncles , sistermothers , nieces .
Long time ago , my mother atention : call my father she say hurry up your home (my parents divorced more time years) .

My Mother schizofren open door no intimitation I was furiously , call interfone father press mom number for down interfone open door my mother come in house father in my room .
I was furiously sad dessapointed my parents , Mother accepted my father :( palm my face father don t let go home and He I want temperance my home mother ) .

My Mother now 3-4 days she say call police and she says for me go You outside my home no call .
I don t have suport in my family .
I was working 3 jobs în time separatly no more time 6-7 months / 3 months /3 days this year : before problems health .

Replay this story : Mother work salary more money and she no economy give me money my Mother says , shopping adidas working more for You re wish , both she say work eightteen age after 50-60 years .
No graduated exams highschool no succes 3 materials .
I have hipotyroidism, my vertebre L4-L5 accident car pieton and problems lipotimy down(no sugar all time ) and articulations problems .

My hope is here between Father Satan !
 
Welcome.
Jesus, Xianity ( christianity but we put an x to further damn the nazarene twat ), muhammed 💩🐵.....
All of these are total lies.
Abrahamism is a program not a bunch of religions.

The "dedicate your soul to Satan " part is where you should begin:
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html

Only do the meditations and energy work AFTER you've dedicated. For your own safety.

When you are done you can begin with this 40 day meditation program and when its finished, you can make your own schedule:
https://satanslibrary.org/hp_hooded_cobra_40_day_meditation_program.pdf

Make sure you spend like an hour or so each day reading the site. Its like a labyrinth so you might wanna start writing down info in like a journal or something.

And about your situation... dont worry the gods are with you. They help newbies and take care of their concerns if asked. Until you grow in enough power to be independent.

Bad parents, bad siblings and relatives, fake friends ....

Dont wanna disappoint you but personally I've found out the hard way that because of our beliefs and the nature of this path, ppl will either avoid us or reject us. So if you are extroverted i suggest preparing for that.
Or maybe thats just my experience and you could kinda work your way around that.

Dont trust just about anybody. Dont give out personal info. The agents of the enemy (jews) hate us. Because we're beating their asses with our warfare.

Oh and yeah... about warfare... do it after the 40 day program is over.

Another thing for your situation... because you're new i suggest holding a standard ritual to Father Satan to help you become more independent and cut your mother off from your life.

Remember. Satanism, in its truest form, which is what we practice, is basically higher knowledge of the soul. True alchemy. We advocate not only free thought, but also critical thinking and analysis.

There are no mediators btw. Your relationship with Satan is one on one. Because the gods want each of us to be independent.

Sex is sacred. Sexuality isnt bashed in here. To hell with those christards and mooslim cows with their atrophied genitals or 60 retarded kids and a hijabed, small wife with black garments who they beat the shit out of 20 times a day. Your sex life is your own choice. We aint against sex so long its consenting adults.
But for your own sake: quit porn if you watch it. Its a carefully crafted psychological warfare weapon.

Again welcome, i hope your issue with your mother is resolved quickly 🤍❤️🖤
 
Primal said:
Hello, new friends. I hope I am able to call you all new friends.

Welcome.
First and foremost, you must completely deprogram yourself from Christianity, and Abrahamism as a whole.
To detatch yourself from it. See it for what it truly is.
To never again have the slightest inkling of wanting to "go back", for there is nothing to gain and everything to lose.
If not already, I urge you to read Exposing Christianity


I have read a little bit of the articles in this website. How do you recommend I start?
I assume you mean just the forums.
This forum is one of many sites under the JoS Ministries.
Satan Is God is the Index page for everything.

Study the Joy of Satan, become familiar with the information within.
Want to learn more about National Socialism? 666 Black Sun has you covered.
Nothing left to read? Satan's Library will keep you busy.

What of the practice? Satanic Meditation and Satanic Witchcraft. We follow the Eight-Fold Path.
But I'm not sure where to start... 😓 Again, no issue. 40 DAY MEDITATION PROGRAM FOR BEGINNERS by HP HC
Adding on to the above, there is another meditation one should begin from Day 1:
Introspective Meditation: Increasing Conscious Awareness
Many questions you may want to ask, or questions you didn't know you needed the answers to, can and will be answered through self-study.


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The search bar is very effective in finding what you need.
Try to search for the answer first, but please do not hesitate to ask if need be.
There is a thread for such questions, "Ask All Questions Here! New members"
Find navigating the forums confusing at first? There's a thread for that.


Should I make a ritual pact with Satan? I read about that before. Or can I jump straight into the meditative practice immediately?
You are free to do as you please. However, it is strongly advised you first dedicate.
As without, you are vulnerable, alone, and at the mercy of the enemy, whom spares no one.
Only under His protection can one advance unimpeded, without worry.
Only through His guidance, the guidance of one's Guardian Demon and the Powers of Hell, may you strive for greatness beyond measure.

Do not feel pressured to dedicate right this minute, it is a choice.
You can take your time to choose the best moment for you, when you are ready.
Just ensure you have read the instructions carefully, and follow it to the letter. One needn't improvise.
Do not worry if you "mess up" in the process of this. It is not invalidated by human error. The Gods shall accept you.
Even before one dedicates, the Gods are aware of this choice, and eagerly await your dedication.
The newly dedicated receive a great deal of help in the beginning, to facilitate their advancement.

As a final note, and from personal experience, please keep a diary. If not, you will regret it.
Whether it be a Book of Shadows / Black Book or Journal. Write down all that seems relevant and noteworthy.
It does not need to include what you ate this or that morning. Just what counts. Put pen to paper.
Keep this in a safe place where it will not be disturbed, nor read by others.
As the months and years pass, time can and does blur, melding everything together.
Remember, you only dedicate once. At least most people, as some have done it twice for personal reasons. But I digress.
Wouldn't it be nice to look back on such times?


If it will increase my knowledge, improve my philosophy, and get beautiful women into my life, I will do it.
Through unceasing hard work, you can achieve all that you desire.
You have potential, that is why you are here. Whether or not the soul blossoms, is up to you.
One's foot is already in the door, do not hesitate.
The path you seek to walk lies before you, one which many have walked, and will continue to walk after you.
Not all who set out on their journey stayed the path, souls come and go. But the contract is eternal, the words binding.
Do not think you walk this alone. For one to succeed, there are many close behind you.
Even if one falters, slips and falls. Do not think yourself forsaken. For one success, there are many failures.

I will not wish you luck upon this journey, as we don't wish for luck, we make ourselves lucky.
 
I have long time ago in this site .

I am dedicated 5-6 years .

I try outside mother in my life , no working this 40 days for she , born mother day sunday and me mercury day , she asc scorpio- me asc Leo-Virgo .
I was meditate , mother she leave me alone in my room rune freedom and protection all time .

I don't like movies sexuality never .

Both no working and I know I am spiritual woman .
I try search jobs cv nothing in my life , work good Spiritual-Material , no Material Spiritual .
I have more fears in job anxienty more hard respiratory and I have to go outside air (I no like cold or hot space inside ) .

I am very happy for all meditations and all squares Jupiter time 2-3 years ago working now this crown chakra , and I have spiritual health /maybe mental clean in all days years ( light white and gold aura ) bandhas / mantras and clean chakras separatly chakra bazal - chakra crown .

Thank You !
 
Primal said:
Hello, new friends. I hope I am able to call you all new friends.

I'll keep this concise, but I shall tell you all what you need to know. I will omit many details because it just really hurts my heart recalling specific memories. That's stuff I'd rather just talk to my therapist about.

I have spent my entire life bound an unloving mother who have sadistically tortured me all my life. I still live with her now, sadly. I was able to figure out her psychological patterns and learned to control her. She's too afraid to mess with me now. I am simply surviving as I tolerate her presence in her house as I go to college. I won't go to details with the pain she put me through. All I can say is that, bound my severe Christian values, I was never allowed to enact vengeance. She just stood at a distance saying extremely hurtful things, taking things away at opportune times, to keep me bound and dependent on her. I can tell you details in my past, stuff that she has done to me, that will absolutely break your heart. I wish only the worst for her.

As I have lived my life unable to move out because of my inability to keep a normal job, either getting fired or quitting, I was pretty much stuck living with her. Like I said, I now can control her and I can pretty much act like an asshole without her having the freedom to be cruel back. Which is good. I think she deserves it. She tormented me without doing anything illegal and got away with it. I'm being an asshole towards her which itself is not illegal. It's the least punishment that she can get...

Although I have never seen God/Jesus as an impersonal source of power, he really was the only person left for me to put my hope on. And yet, despite my strong devotion to him, nothing really changed. Absolutely nothing. Nothing I prayed for came true and I was never given any good opportunities to improve my life. Right now, I am able to pay for my college education because I receive government assistance and don't pay rent. I am able to save up enough to take classes and follow my exercise science career ambitions through community college. Honestly, for the first time in so many years, things are looking bright once again... But I just know God/Jesus never truly helped me. I never really felt that my prayers were heard. I never got any answers. I have never felt blessed...

I am here because I no longer feel that the hope promised by the gospel have any truth. The times that I was actually an atheist were actually the happiest times in my life. I was more liberated in my thoughts and women found me significantly more appealing... I am thirty right now and I want to relive the life I lived back when I was free from my mother and had my own job. I was in my early twenties back then and lived in a cheap apartment working at Walmart. It was still tough, but I was happy... It would absolutely break your heart if I told you how my mother was able to use the police to get me stuck back at her house. Please don't ask for further details. Just know that I am fine right now. She is terrified of tormenting me because I know how to defend myself from her. She knows her role now. Just my source of food and shelter, and is scared of bothering me in my room... I'm fine. Just a bit saddened as I recall these memories...

I want to come to the Satan community and to Satan himself because some years ago, I finally found that one thing I want to devote my life to. My passion. My purpose. Philosophy. I want to be a great philosopher. As much as I have tried to marry together philosophy and Christianity, true and pure philosophy is incredibly antithetical to the Christian gospel. For one, Christianity prohibits learning about the occult, while philosophy asks you to learn everything there is to know. Christianity has held me back so long. I sincerely believe I would've had a far better life if I stayed an atheist instead of "giving my life to Christ" and becoming bound my his moral requirements.

Right now, in my journey of learning new things and improving as a philosopher, I want to commune with a deity who will actually talk back. I don't really know what to expect. I have experienced the occult before and it terrified me and made me pray to Jesus and made me ultra-Christian. But I feel like I ran the wrong direction instead of learning more about the entities whom I met. And now, I want to get into the source of it all. The truth of it all. The community of Satan worship, basically.

My aim is to learn new things and improve as a philosopher. Everything else is secondary. Being a philosopher to me is everything and involves so many things. Even going to the gym and lifting weights is a form of philosophizing for me. Something almost completely separate from it, though, is fucking. I want to have the same romantic life and sex life as when I was younger. Except now I am wiser. I am ready to take off the yoke of Christianity and live a life where I can have sex with any girl I want, so long as she consents of course.

I have read a little bit of the articles in this website. How do you recommend I start? Should I make a ritual pact with Satan? I read about that before. Or can I jump straight into the meditative practice immediately?

If it will increase my knowledge, improve my philosophy, and get beautiful women into my life, I will do it. Any breathing exercises, prayers, rituals, meditative practices, I will do them all as long as I find the time for it. I'm ready to make the commitment.

I just never understood why a kind and loving God (of the Christian Bible) would allow me to be tormented so much by my own mother. There were times in certain jobs where I would literally pray to Jesus in the morning to give me the strength and motivation to make me give my best effort at work, and yet there would still be many many of those prayer-filled days where my bosses and co-workers would still find excuses to criticize me with every minute mistake that I make. I would come back the next day with the same morning prayer, work harder, and receive even worse criticism... If God is not even allowed to give me something so simple and so noble, why should I keep putting my faith in him? I had a much better social life when I was an atheist.

Please give me your suggestions for my beginner practices. And which articles in this website should I read? I read some of them already.

Thank you, sirs and ma'ams. And hail Satan.
Welcome.

You'll find everything you immediately need on the Joy of Satan website- Satanisgod.org

I quickly looked through the comments and didn't see anyone mention the hell's army 60 day training program. If you follow the 60 day training it'll familiarize you with most concepts. However, at a certain point you'll have to figure things out on your own, the information on the JoS is just the tip of the iceberg.

If I see your future posts, I'll make sure to give you polite feedback. Most people already explained the things you asked about, I'm not really in the mood to speak about those things for the gazillionth time. Xianity being full of shit is just common sense, the sooner you disassociate with it the better.

If you meditate regularly, you'll probably notice improvement in health at your age. Generally it's best to start young before society implements it's "dross" on you, not to mention you've probably consumed a good amount of sodium fluoride in your life so far.

You can deal with the technicalities later, start meditating before the world completely goes shit, alright?
 
GoyVeyII said:
No one mentioned 60 day program because such does not exist. As a "10 year satanist" you should know it. But then again, you are not. :D
 
Henu the Great said:
GoyVeyII said:
No one mentioned 60 day program because such does not exist. As a "10 year satanist" you should know it. But then again, you are not. :D

https://satanisgod.org/hailtosatansvictory666.angelfire.com/Completion.html

I'm having trouble finding the last two months, but I meant this, 6 month not 60 day.

my bad for not remembering something from at least 7 years ago.
 
Primal said:
GoyVeyII said:

It's good to meet another Baki fan.

To be completely honest, Yujiro is a big reason I was inspired to do Satanism. The whole demon persona was extremely appealing to me. I've been a Baki fan since the "Grappler" era, way before they made the Netflix one.

I figured. Sorry about ripping off your face btw.
 
I think all of us that tried christian religions know on a base level that god/jewsus is an empty hollow shell and it makes 0 sense to go against human desires. Not to mention the infamous history of torture, crusades and witch/book burning. Now I know it is a jewish created religion used to control the masses and I am sorry I even wasted a day on that religion.
 
Primal said:
Hello, new friends. I hope I am able to call you all new friends
I'm sorry about your mother. My mother is an abusive narcissistic psychopath and so I can sympathize. Years and years of abuse. I know how to handle her now as well. I started researching narcissists on JooTube and went from there. Lots of knowledge on them these days. Psycho's and what not.

You can also get a Black Kyanite and a Black Tourmaline, they will help protect you from her and other psychopaths if you want that added protection. They make a world of a difference in my life; I know this much. Make sure to clean, charge and program them. The Black Kyanite never needs cleaning only charging and programming.

If you want some girl advice I would highly recommend that you start watching Coach Corey Wayne on JT. He'll give you the knowledge that you are seeking to be a chick magnet. You should see me when I go out on the town, lol. It didn't used to be like that for me.

I remember when I was first introduced to paganism. I got sucked back into the Jeboo crap hardcore too. It took years for me to break free from it.

I think you make for a great philosopher. You've been through a lot and are not content without answers. Well, that's how I am anyway. Have a great day my friend.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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