Nero said:
I prefer the world of ideas to the real physical world, as the world of ideas and fantasies seems to me much more interesting.
This is the most important piece of info you have provided us. “I am unhappy with the outer world.” This can suggest two things, both of which point to the answer to your question in your title. Yes, there is something wrong with you. Is it “normal” though? Yes. But what causes this detachment from the outer world? We’ll have to dive into your person to answer that question fully.
First, have you ever found out what your MBTI type is? This will tell you about your personality and thus EVERYTHING that you might experience within yourself as you go through life. This is key to find out. I have a feeling you might be an xNFP but I could be wrong but here’s what I gathered from reading some of your older posts:
•you are okay with wealth but you do not let it control you. You understand the comings and goings of material things and you are Okay with it.
•you struggle with outer relationships because you focus on the person’s health and happiness BEFORE your own. This however ends up hurting You more often than not and you end up with a lot of pain as a result, yet you let your emotions flow through you without repression and you take responsibility for them.
•you are highly intelligent and are able to focus and follow through with your work via practicing planetary squares and other magic workings.
•you sometimes dive into the past to blame your current situation in the “heat of the moment”, meaning you have self-doubt. You are trying to come to terms with yourself (not a lot of people are capable of that btw)
So from all of this, it is easy to see that what you are going through, a “disconnection from earth” is normal for your type. It’s a “shadow function” your archetype will rely on in order to “cope” with the outside world. Is this good? It can be but for long periods of time? No. There’s something more that’s happening to you which brings me to the second cause:
You have a Shen (head energy) disturbance. Your head is held up to the sky, you are too concerned with the clouds and as your archetype (you are most likely Earth element primary) this is disturbing to you. Why aren’t your feet touching the ground? Because you’re not feeding your body the stimuli it needs. Be that talking with people, dancing, walking in nature, not enough sexual stimulation, etc. You are stuck in a fantasy world. This is not good.
How do you get out of this funk? Work on the body. When was the last time you ran your hands over your whole body? When was the last time you looked at yourself in the mirror for more than a couple of seconds? When was the last time you smiled at yourself, including your organs and your body parts? The cure is to be in the body, aka be in the earth element. Maybe you should get your books and take a chair outside, take your shoes off and plant your feet into the dirt as you read your book? The energy from the earth will naturally flow into the bottom of your feet and thus bring your spirit back down to connect with the earth.
Return your spirit back into its vessel for without it, your spirit cannot advance. Try yoga or Qi Gong. Anything that has to do with the body. This should solve your problem.
Just “be” in the moment, and good luck friend.
(My assumptions are my own, if anything is wrong, please inform me as getting details wrong can lead to miss interpreting the bigger picture and thus leading to bad or worthless advice.)