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Who are you? Retrospection and Questions to ask yourself

RavenSky666

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Take a moment to ponder yourself...Are all of your thoughts and favorite things really your own? are your beliefs and ideas yours, Do these thoughts really belong to you, or have they been made for you by those around you, by society? are you really "you"? are you the person that calls to you from deep inside, yearning to be more, begging to ascend and be one with the Gods, and to be a God? Are you reaching your full potential right now?

Sometimes you have to lose "yourself" to truly find yourself. To find the real you. To lose this manufactured version of yourself and be free. You have a crossroads, a choice to make. To either fade away, never to be seen again. Or to walk this path, the path of the Gods, and shine brighter than the stars in the night sky. what do you wish to be? an idea, or an action? a dream, or reality?

No this path won't always be easy, no it won't always be simple, but nothing truly good has ever come from simple stagnation of the soul. The way of the enemy is to decay, to sit still and go nowhere. it may look "simple" or "easy" but that's further from the truth. Does it sound easy to be reborn into this world, over and over, only to waste each life repeating the same mistakes? Never going further ahead.. only further away from your true potential, and sense of self?

The alien concept of staying in the same spot, constantly asking for assistance, doing nothing for yourself, and expecting everything to be given to you... it's no more than conditioning to make you all cattle. easy to control. However, remember this, You are always in control. you always have free will, no matter what. Will you use your power of choice wisely? will you make the choice for yourself, to be truly you? Take a step further in the right direction, follow the footsteps of our Gods, Not of the enemy or of the mindless cattle. Break off these chains and choose freedom and the Gods will always be by your side, leading you to greatness one step at a time.
 
A very important message. Thank you for sharing this.

For a long time I have tried to be something that wasn't compatible with myself, causing both discomfort and also lower self-esteem.
This can be especially the case when you are young and hang out with friends or colleagues. If you cannot detach from their lifestyle, they will bring you down with them.

After years of meditations and following the Satanic Path, you start to learn who you really are, how you fit in this world, increasing your self-esteem.

Meditate, Clean, Empower, Follow the Gods. These must be the pillars of your life.
 
This is an exceptional post and it really hits home for me. We are extremely adaptive as a species, as is everything in nature. The world changes around us and we find new ways to adapt. Yet the world has continually been moulded to make us dependent, to believe that we are "little" people in an endless sea of others more talented/beautiful/successful than us. At the same time the world is corrupt and full of criminals, however these people are the exception and not the rule. The worst criminals (as we know) are those atop this world pyramid of capitalism ((Billy & the band of misfits))... Alcohol, drugs, bad food and excessive entertainment are pushed on us from all directions. Society thinks that because life is so hard/tragic we require these "treats" which really are poisons to make us more addicted, depressed, sick, stupid and docile.

I'll be the first to admit my past mistakes. I thought smoking pot was a good way to open neural pathways, relax and learn. It only brought me insomnia, financial struggle, anxiety, addiction and a false sense of inspiration/creativity. In all honesty it shifted my perception of physical reality, grounded me with too much earth energy and suppressed my access to spiritual reality (even days after cessation). I extend deep gratitude to NakedPluto for his anecdotes on this.
It's just like Plato's Allegory of the Cave; we create a prison around us and are too scared to step outside our comfortable reality to face the hard truths of this world.

We must stand for all that is true and just. We must live and become this truth. This path is indeed not easy but it gives us more benefit than anything else ever can. We only become stronger as we progress, so let's keep at it with no inhibitions, self-doubt or despair. Also remember to never overthink anything spiritual. The left (logical) brain has no place in mediation. Intuition and experience does.

The physical world is only a fraction of what reality truly is. We should enjoy all it has to offer while at the same time always remembering what's at it's core; an energetic and spiritual manifestation of our deepest inner-consciousness. We may develop scars or imperfections, however this is all temporary and has no bearing on our ethereal bodies. I believe this is why what we think (i.e manifest) matters more than anything. Be extremely proud of all that you have learned here everyone. Truth has a certain ring to it and I'm sure you'll agree that no greater truth exists than that offered by the JoS Ministries. Our journey on this path is eternal and nothing in the material world can ever stop us, not even death.

I thank this community wholeheartedly for embarking on this path while inspiring and informing others on any and every topic that arises. You all truly amaze me to no end and I will no doubt have nothing but greater lessons and insights ahead.
 
A very encouraging post brother….this path is truly beautiful
Hail Satan!!
 
Very good post.

When I studied sociology for a year, the only thing that made sense was actually the basics which, for the right people, are there to make them question themselves.

Things like the concepts of:
:arrow: socialisation (primary and secondary)
:arrow: norms
:arrow: culture
:arrow: values
:arrow: beliefs

Adding to this basic behavioural psychology concepts like:
:arrow: classical conditioning
:arrow: operant conditioning

and any smart person will start to understand that there are issues within themselves that need to be addressed. Shallow people will spend 10 minutes at most, but deep people understand it will take months if not years to get to the bottom of everything and do their spring cleaning.

All this is part of cleaning yourself, of the necessary purification process that needs to happen for us to advance spiritually past certain roadblocks and ascend to Godhood.

This post truly deserves to be in the announcements. People who read this should not stop at reading and not even at commenting, but should actually get into the process of rectifying themselves. One would be surprised how much rubbish is floating within oneself no matter how much they want to bury their head in the sand and yell that they are themselves, as some sort of rebellion to the system which is actually no rebellion because it's the programming of the jewtrix.

I have talked about behaviours and inclinations coming from enemy brainwashing in the past in a more direct manner and I was often rebuked. This way to present it as the OP did is actually more effective at overcoming barriers, if people want to embark on this journey.
 
Years ago I had this realization. It dawned on me that so many of the things that I thought I liked were actually copied from other people like my sister, friends, etc... and I hadn't yet stopped to ask myself if I actually liked these things truly deep down. I had this thing where I would make something my friends had showed me super important to myself so that I could feel connected to them and show them that it mattered to me. What happened was that I forgot my own self and my own tastes by becoming a blend of things from other people and influences.

I've been rooting all of that out for years, and trying to get to know myself deep down and what actually resonates with me and what my actual tastes are. I'm at a point now where I'm more my own colors and energy than other people, but I'm still getting to know myself all the time. My astrology chart has helped me out a lot with this.
 
as someone who finds all this and that unpleasant, we take away what we have, what are we left with? the unknown, and that's just weird. and terrifying. and risky. but better? im not sure what will be left.

(i'm going back through all the stuff i did since i dedicated and even before, and i'm having a shake up, of a sort, so i'm asking this newbie questions and being uncertain)
 
Good post. In the same way as finding and setting the "anchor" in which the ship will circumvent disaster. We must always apply this and learn to keep true to ourselves.
 
Hi Everyone,


I recently joined this forum and wanted to introduce myself; since I have not found a dedicated space for this purpose, since this topic is named "Who are you?", I am telling who I am right here.

I am a mixed-blood French from my father and korean from my mother; I was born and "grown up" in France, so I am culturally French. There is nothing korean in myself: I cannot even speak the language and I abhor the korean "culture".

I had been atheistic from age 0 to 32; at home, there was no religion.

I had been saved from all those prohibitions listed in the holy hook and from those Sunday duties; I had not been saved from all those prohibitions and those stupid duties originating from the korean way to educate children! There was still spirituality at home: get good grades, go to University, get a good boring job at an MNC, so that you can buy a car and a home; ignore the rest!

I was always wondering, whereas children education is synonymous with raising children and growing up, why my education was the exact opposite, and why I had to accept it!

I was forbidden to go out with friends, I was forbidden to have a girlfriend, I was forbidden to say I loved my aunt, I was forbidden to say that the town she was living in is great, I was forbidden anything!

I wanted to drive car, my mother did not want me to. I wanted to have a girlfriend, my mother did not want me to. I wanted to study away from home, my mother did not want me to. I wanted to do anything, my mother did not want me to.

I rebelled for the first time at age 20, which is not acceptable in the Korean culture, which eventually led to my parents definitely banning me from the family at age 28.

I felt lost at that time; it took me over a year to recover from the shock of being banned and to start finding myself. I can proudly look back at age 42 at all the work I have achieved on myself; I can also say that it will take many more years to completely recover from that downbringing.

I thought I would find the answer to my problems in christianity. I thought that due to the fact I had not been baptized, the naked nailed carpenter could not even be aware of my existence; I became pentecostal at age 32 upon 2 years researching.

I left the church less than 6 months after I had joined: when one reads the holy hook like I did, it becomes obvious that there is a clear mismatch between the scriptures and the preaches, that are not even being put in practice! Even the church systems as we know them are not in the holy book: it never came in question to build churches and found such organizations; even the holy book writes again the common church practices such as baptism, tithing or offerings!

I belong to the minority of people, who has really read the holy hook: the great majority of christians does not even make the effort to read it, so they believe the preaches of their so-called shepherd based on verses taken out of context, and they remain afraid of losing their salvation if they leave the church.

I had the courage to do this, but I still continued to believe in the naked nailed carpenter: by myself, at my home, without any church or any so-called brother-in-torah-law.

I woke up at age 38, when I was travelling to Thailand: for anyone travelling there with clear eyes, it becomes obvious that the heaven-or-hell-after-only-one-life-on-Earth does not make sense at all, and that reincarnation is much closer to the reality. Only those troublemakers, namely the christian missionaries coming to Thailand, remain blind; their coming had even been prophesized in the psalms 114 of their holy hook: they got eyes but they don't see (nose on the smartphone when walking), they got ears but they don't hear (headphones in the ears while walking), they got a mouth but they don't speak (they do not make the effort to learn Thai, so they push away people standing on their ways instead of apologizing), they have feet but they don't walk (walking 3 meters on foot is too much of an effort for those coke and burger-fed pigs). The one who helped me wake up was none less than the naked nailed carpenter himself: when I requested his help a year earlier, as I was in Vietnam, he glanced through his absence! In fact, he was at the swimming pool taking swimming classes, since he cannot swim, hence the reason why he walks over water...

I have become a proud Apostate at age 38! Until then, my life could have been summed up in just jumping from korean prohibitions to nazarene ones! I woke up fully broke and lacking self-confidence, having built nothing in my life!

I can say only one thing: christians are the most ignorant people on Earth! This is no wonder: their holy hook promotes ignorance! Worse: since the nazarene claimed there would be only one way to heaven, namely his, the christians have the sad tendency to believe, there would be only one way to do things. And a christian often believes the only way to do things is his! As a software developer, haven't you faced any idiot asking you "why did you code it this way and not that way" ? As a musician, haven't you faced any ignorant telling you "this is not the way to play Beethoven" ? Or when baking a cake your way, someone telling you that you cannot bake a cake just because you don't do it his way? What else is to expect when the holy hook is to be summed up in "I am the only way; ignore the rest!"...

I also believe, most christians deserve to die! As I would have deserved it as well... I am just taking them at their own hohly words: the nazarene said "Don't judge others, and you will not be judged". Fact is: christians are also the most judgmental people on Earth, thus all sinning again their own master. And what are the wages of sin according to their holy hook? Death!

I also used to believe that the extensive use of "I" and "my" would be bad, showing a lack of humility. But in the meanwhile, I have understood the importance of using "I".

I did the best thing in my life leaving christianity for good!

I moved to Thailand at age 41, as the borders opened again amidst covid-19. I studied a little about buddhism. One interesting aspect is about enlightenment: buddhists compare it with climbing a mountain. And they believe there can be many ways to reach the top of the mountain, unlike the christian only-one-narrow-way... But from what I observe here in Thailand and before in Cambodia as well, buddhism also has its fair share of rotten fruits! I don't want to get into further detail, since I did not study buddhism like I studied christianity, and since I don't have any resentment toward buddhists as I have toward christians.

I accidentally discovered the loveenki.com website and about Enki. Upon reading some interesting articles and hearing some videos from her, I started to research about Caroline Bright.

I have this healthy habit to question everything. And this is exactly how I found this present forum: her website and her name is mentioned in one of the topics, it was not difficult for Google to find this forum. Then, I discovered your websites Joy of Satan, Death of Communism and co., and started to read them.

I decided to register, first to read, then to ask questions.

I always question everything, so I hope I will not offend people with my questions.

I have this healthy habit to question everything; it is precisely that healthy habit that helped me get out of the hoax.

I thank you very much for your kind attention.
 
HERE HERE! While reading this what was being spoken to my spirit was to trust in our gods. He is Ea, the wise. If he called you by name, it was for a good reason. Our father loves us and is pulling for us. Beautifully written thank you.
HAIL SATAN
HAIL LERAJIE
 
Thank you all for the kind words about this post. I simply wrote what I felt the Gods wanted me to write about, I will try to post more like this in the future whenever I feel that the Gods and my guardian want me to write about a specific topic. Much love to you all and Hail Satan!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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