Antichrist
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Hi guys .
I would like you to help me in solving some problems related to my character.
I've noticed that when I am among strangers I have an unconscious desire to please them and make them like me. After all, this is bad because it puts me in a vulnerable position, because when someone does not like me, I begin to feel rejected and insecure. I've also noticed that I am sensitive to criticism and afraid of being in an awkward position. I do not know exactly where these are all coming from, but I suspect that these are all the consequences of grewing up in a poor and incomplete family without a father and being bullied at school. Now all these negative qualities do not manifest themselves as strongly as a few years ago, but they still exist and I would like to get rid of them completely because I feel that this does not allow me to be completely free ... from the opinions of others, from their possible negative attitude towards me, etc. I would like to be the one who could openly express his position without fear of what others will think of him. Please give me some advice, maybe some special meditation. Thanks in advance.
Hail Satan!
I would like you to help me in solving some problems related to my character.
I've noticed that when I am among strangers I have an unconscious desire to please them and make them like me. After all, this is bad because it puts me in a vulnerable position, because when someone does not like me, I begin to feel rejected and insecure. I've also noticed that I am sensitive to criticism and afraid of being in an awkward position. I do not know exactly where these are all coming from, but I suspect that these are all the consequences of grewing up in a poor and incomplete family without a father and being bullied at school. Now all these negative qualities do not manifest themselves as strongly as a few years ago, but they still exist and I would like to get rid of them completely because I feel that this does not allow me to be completely free ... from the opinions of others, from their possible negative attitude towards me, etc. I would like to be the one who could openly express his position without fear of what others will think of him. Please give me some advice, maybe some special meditation. Thanks in advance.
Hail Satan!