Morgan
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Hail Satan my friends!
The reason I wanted to open a discussion on this topic is that I actually need some guidance regarding the matter. Not to beat around the bush, I am pretty sure the fuckers trapped me in one of my previous lives and probably not the one before this one but earlier on, so it has been a while since then. I don't know whether they trapped my physical body or just my soul but I know I was on their ship. A few years ago, it was probably 2012, just a little before I formally dedicated and before I had any formal and direct contact with the gods, I did a past life regression and started seeing the enemny's ship from the inside. When I do past life regression I mostly do it through astral projection (one time I was even able to possess my former body and didn't even know that was possible until that moment - oops, a rather funny story actually), but this time it felt more like a vision of a suppressed memory. As the vision was becoming clearer the feeling of uneasiness and fear overcame my very soul. I felt I was in danger. Since I had no "formal" protection from the gods back then (although they did watch over me even then, just without me realizing it), I decided to go back straight away because I freaked out. Then I remembered what had happened to me around the year 2005 or 6 when I was barely a teenager. I had a dream of some aliens chasing me and of me running away and hiding. Just a dream, right? Until.. I started hearing a noise. This noise was not ordinary at all, it's not something you can hear in our physical world. It was the sound of their ship's engine but I've never heard anything like it before. It was like a very loud screeching, pulsating sound, very hard to describe, I just know it doesn't exist in our world (maybe yet?). I heard a sound before that mildly, but just mildly resembles it, and it was in that movie Contact from 1997 if anyone has watched it. It's when Jodie Foster picks up the sound coming from extraterrestrials on their SETI satellite or whatever. Anyway, that doesn't matter. I heard that sound and started seeing flashes of colors, by then I was pretty sure the fuckers wanted to extract me. As I woke up in my bed and opened my eyes my feet and legs started levitating, just hovering slightly above the bed. My upper body was still on the bed though. I was so freaked out and felt completely powerless. I was just a child and didn't know what to do so I just tried to stay calm and pretended like nothing was happening. Oh and by the way, it was early morning, so broad daylight! Very soon the sound disappeared (yes, I heard it for a minute or so even after I was awake), my legs dropped back down onto the bed and it was as if nothing happened. I couldn't say anything to anyone because they would think I was mad. The same they I saw a report on the news (which literally never happens, that was the only report on the news I saw about aliens - EVER), that some people reported seeing alien aircraft in another part of the country. I was like WHAT THE FUCK. Can you imagine what I went through. I was probably 12 or 13 and couldn't talk to anyone about that. Luckily I've had this very powerful guide all my life. He was a human before he died and we knew each other in my past life but even though he's human, he is very powerful and he has protected me ever since I died last time. I knew he helped me. I also know that Satan and his gods were watching from afar and that they helped me too because they would never let the enemy get a hold of me. Satan, the gods and me go way back but my soul was damaged through time and this is why I seek guidance now.
When I was captured I think they held me there for a long time and did who-knows-what. I can't help but feel like there is a part of me still trapped with them (if that even makes sense). I don't know whether they have my old physical body, a part of my essence, or just that they are still hooked onto my soul with some cords but I definitely see that the process has degenerated my soul and I find it hard to advance and reach godhead with them still being attached. The sleazy assholes. I literally feel like I am missing a part of myself (not in the emotional way because that way I am fulfilled), and I feel like I cannot be fully conscious in the waking life or in astral projection because a part of my consciousness is still trapped with them. I also have a feeling that this is the reason why I have always needed a lot of sleep to be fully rested and that I get tired very easily. I've been like that all my life. And now I have a toddler so it's even harder to get a full night's rest. I don't know if what I am writing makes much sense, but if you know anything or if you have been in a similar situation, please share your experiences. Any guidance will be of value. I decided to focus on doing the power mediation of empowering my aura and detaching all the unwarted entities and connections. Enki has been helping me a lot lately but he seems to be extremely busy now so I don't want to bother him too much. If you have any resources on what to focus on, what rituals to perform and meditations to do, please do share. And also feel free to ask me any questions if you want to know more.
By the way, I am not sure who the enemy is exactly other than they are fucking assholes. However, I do remember a dream I've had a long time ago and it was just a dream, not a vision or anything like that, but I remember seeing and a small spaceship. The aliens in my dream were not friendly and I was hiding from them. Soon afterwards (in the waking life) I saw an image of the same ship online and it was linked to Paladians. You know, I have no idea if the Paladians exist or not, but I have a bad feeling about them. The image of that ship and reading about them always leaves me with a feeling of uneasiness. Here is a picture of the spacecraft I saw:
My advice is to be careful with them and even if they're not real, whoever is behind the story is up to no good. Again, not sure, just a feeling. I'd stay away from them.
The reason I wanted to open a discussion on this topic is that I actually need some guidance regarding the matter. Not to beat around the bush, I am pretty sure the fuckers trapped me in one of my previous lives and probably not the one before this one but earlier on, so it has been a while since then. I don't know whether they trapped my physical body or just my soul but I know I was on their ship. A few years ago, it was probably 2012, just a little before I formally dedicated and before I had any formal and direct contact with the gods, I did a past life regression and started seeing the enemny's ship from the inside. When I do past life regression I mostly do it through astral projection (one time I was even able to possess my former body and didn't even know that was possible until that moment - oops, a rather funny story actually), but this time it felt more like a vision of a suppressed memory. As the vision was becoming clearer the feeling of uneasiness and fear overcame my very soul. I felt I was in danger. Since I had no "formal" protection from the gods back then (although they did watch over me even then, just without me realizing it), I decided to go back straight away because I freaked out. Then I remembered what had happened to me around the year 2005 or 6 when I was barely a teenager. I had a dream of some aliens chasing me and of me running away and hiding. Just a dream, right? Until.. I started hearing a noise. This noise was not ordinary at all, it's not something you can hear in our physical world. It was the sound of their ship's engine but I've never heard anything like it before. It was like a very loud screeching, pulsating sound, very hard to describe, I just know it doesn't exist in our world (maybe yet?). I heard a sound before that mildly, but just mildly resembles it, and it was in that movie Contact from 1997 if anyone has watched it. It's when Jodie Foster picks up the sound coming from extraterrestrials on their SETI satellite or whatever. Anyway, that doesn't matter. I heard that sound and started seeing flashes of colors, by then I was pretty sure the fuckers wanted to extract me. As I woke up in my bed and opened my eyes my feet and legs started levitating, just hovering slightly above the bed. My upper body was still on the bed though. I was so freaked out and felt completely powerless. I was just a child and didn't know what to do so I just tried to stay calm and pretended like nothing was happening. Oh and by the way, it was early morning, so broad daylight! Very soon the sound disappeared (yes, I heard it for a minute or so even after I was awake), my legs dropped back down onto the bed and it was as if nothing happened. I couldn't say anything to anyone because they would think I was mad. The same they I saw a report on the news (which literally never happens, that was the only report on the news I saw about aliens - EVER), that some people reported seeing alien aircraft in another part of the country. I was like WHAT THE FUCK. Can you imagine what I went through. I was probably 12 or 13 and couldn't talk to anyone about that. Luckily I've had this very powerful guide all my life. He was a human before he died and we knew each other in my past life but even though he's human, he is very powerful and he has protected me ever since I died last time. I knew he helped me. I also know that Satan and his gods were watching from afar and that they helped me too because they would never let the enemy get a hold of me. Satan, the gods and me go way back but my soul was damaged through time and this is why I seek guidance now.
When I was captured I think they held me there for a long time and did who-knows-what. I can't help but feel like there is a part of me still trapped with them (if that even makes sense). I don't know whether they have my old physical body, a part of my essence, or just that they are still hooked onto my soul with some cords but I definitely see that the process has degenerated my soul and I find it hard to advance and reach godhead with them still being attached. The sleazy assholes. I literally feel like I am missing a part of myself (not in the emotional way because that way I am fulfilled), and I feel like I cannot be fully conscious in the waking life or in astral projection because a part of my consciousness is still trapped with them. I also have a feeling that this is the reason why I have always needed a lot of sleep to be fully rested and that I get tired very easily. I've been like that all my life. And now I have a toddler so it's even harder to get a full night's rest. I don't know if what I am writing makes much sense, but if you know anything or if you have been in a similar situation, please share your experiences. Any guidance will be of value. I decided to focus on doing the power mediation of empowering my aura and detaching all the unwarted entities and connections. Enki has been helping me a lot lately but he seems to be extremely busy now so I don't want to bother him too much. If you have any resources on what to focus on, what rituals to perform and meditations to do, please do share. And also feel free to ask me any questions if you want to know more.
By the way, I am not sure who the enemy is exactly other than they are fucking assholes. However, I do remember a dream I've had a long time ago and it was just a dream, not a vision or anything like that, but I remember seeing and a small spaceship. The aliens in my dream were not friendly and I was hiding from them. Soon afterwards (in the waking life) I saw an image of the same ship online and it was linked to Paladians. You know, I have no idea if the Paladians exist or not, but I have a bad feeling about them. The image of that ship and reading about them always leaves me with a feeling of uneasiness. Here is a picture of the spacecraft I saw:
My advice is to be careful with them and even if they're not real, whoever is behind the story is up to no good. Again, not sure, just a feeling. I'd stay away from them.
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