I meditated for a short period of time and decided to use a ouija board. I was very interested in who my guardian was. I thought all the answers were true. I thought my guardian was a man and he had a wife. I thought that was true for over a year. I was naive. Very naive and inexperienced. I asked my "guard" if he would turn on the light in my room so I could be sure he was here with me. He wrote me on a ouija board that he couldn't because he "didn't want to scare me". I thought this was normal. Over time, I realized that all of these conversations were false. I was angry with myself. After that, I didn't do any work related to divination or talks. I became skeptical to the point that I thought the voices from the Gods were not real.
Now it is completely different. I'm not a master and for now I can't talk both ways with the Gods, but at least I understand their signs.
When it comes to divination I am currently very good with questions about myself, my loved ones or major events.
I can get spoilers from myself about my future.
I even know how old I will be when I make the Magnum Opus and how many children I will have with my incubus.
How did I accomplish this?
I meditated hard on my chakras. I also did work on increasing my intuition. And it paid off big time for me.
Don't talk bad about yourself. You are a child of Satan. If it wasn't for the Gods who saved me, I would have been dead at 13.
Think of how many happy moments await you in the future.
Think of all the people you will love.
I know it's hard for you because I had this fucking depression myself and I know how hard it is to understand.
But take my word for it, you have a great future ahead of you. Full of love, fun and happiness.
You can't let go of meditating and empowering yourself.
The Jews are jealous that we have the opportunity to be Gods.
Don't waste this one chance.
Do not give up and show the world that you can become a great and strong God!