MrIntrepid
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To start, my psyche was ruined by a childhood where I was heavily indoctrinated by a bunch of Catholics and Protestants who taught me that the highest virtues in life were to be a "servant" (slave) and to always "turn the other cheek." Which is relevant because I find myself now having to decide how best to deal with these people, who I understand care for me but also harm me with their Abrahamic bullshit. There is no mutual understanding between us because I will always be the family's misguided black sheep. That one person who got sick and disabled because of all the nonsense who will unfortunately be stuck with them for a while longer.
One of them in particular is a total Mother Theresa. Holier than thou, far too connected to me for my own liking, takes my suffering as a sign of their kike "God's" power and now someone I feel guilty over because deflecting their garbage makes them ill instead. They're one of those people who has an unnaturally strong connection to the xian thoughtform, to the point they'll pray about being a "maggot in the eyes of the lord" then be really happy when they open their Bible and there's a maggot next to their favourite verse. (This actually happened.)
More recently this person had a dream about a certain type of animal attacking me, then told me that I should consider taking my yoga sessions to a specific area of the house. I did not do that, which was great because this particular animal did in fact take a run at me and if I had been where they wanted me to be I wouldn't have seen it coming. These things kill people, so all prior amusement I may have had regarding this xian lunatic went right out the window.
The unfortunate thing is that without all of their misguided interference I would be able to fix my own problems and more. And while I'm still making a lot of progress, the magickal gymnastics I have to pull to continue walking this line between protecting myself and accidentally harming these people is really getting to me. In closing, they think I'm an immoral fool because I've told them that I'm an atheist and moving away is not an option right now.
Xians are retarded.
One of them in particular is a total Mother Theresa. Holier than thou, far too connected to me for my own liking, takes my suffering as a sign of their kike "God's" power and now someone I feel guilty over because deflecting their garbage makes them ill instead. They're one of those people who has an unnaturally strong connection to the xian thoughtform, to the point they'll pray about being a "maggot in the eyes of the lord" then be really happy when they open their Bible and there's a maggot next to their favourite verse. (This actually happened.)
More recently this person had a dream about a certain type of animal attacking me, then told me that I should consider taking my yoga sessions to a specific area of the house. I did not do that, which was great because this particular animal did in fact take a run at me and if I had been where they wanted me to be I wouldn't have seen it coming. These things kill people, so all prior amusement I may have had regarding this xian lunatic went right out the window.
The unfortunate thing is that without all of their misguided interference I would be able to fix my own problems and more. And while I'm still making a lot of progress, the magickal gymnastics I have to pull to continue walking this line between protecting myself and accidentally harming these people is really getting to me. In closing, they think I'm an immoral fool because I've told them that I'm an atheist and moving away is not an option right now.
Xians are retarded.
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