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I feel a little bit bad when i go outside and people just laugh when seeing me without a real reason, i feel like everyone is watching me like very weird, all my life i have this problem and it affect me bad enough, i don't want to this happen again in my life, they maybe laugh because i don't have expensive clothes and me i take clothes who i like, not who i look very good or something, just don't care it can help? or i can do more?

Do void meditation. I am the same, endless pointless anxiety and paranoia when in reality even if someone does think or say anything about you, it doesn't matter, they don think about it or talk about it all day. No one cares. Be yourself. When you get used to void you'll learn how to be comfortable and grow emotional intelligence

Void and Satanic blue flame.

Satanic blue flame is good to keep people from looking at you.