Walkingstraight11
New member
I have been away from the community for quite some time. Unfortunately the time hasn't been spent, in the majority in working on myself spiritually, so I have certain understandings in what could be the issue. I have been dedicated for over a decade, but have mainly been getting my shit whipped into line in major mental and physical transformations to occur, likely for the transformations I have foreseen on the spiritual end of things of which I have been determined to tackle at 100% strength without wavering. Such has continued without a day missed since I started again.
For a long time, I have had a certain pressure, or soreness in my 3rd and 4th Chakra, not as a neutral feeling, although it comes and goes, but more as something I may perceive as negative. It is a certain heaviness, and I am wondering if it is due to links from enemies of Satan. I do clean all aspects of the soul regularly now, and have done awakening meditations to what I can use of any free time I often don't have. My life is extremely busy, and I am surprised I can fit around 1 to 2 hours of spiritual training within my overbooked schedule. I thank the gods for allowing such to be crammed in.
I am sorry if this is disorganized, and for myself being a bit uninformed, as there is some feeling of shame within for being away for so long, and not participated in many things here that have so very blatantly, and positively changed the world. But I do intend to ask my share of questions, no matter how obvious the answers may come to some individuals, I have taken my steps as I have, and I consider progress as progress, even if much later than I wanted.
Life, due to circumstances in and out of my control, has been a large deal of suffering, but Satan and the gods have always shown they were there, to protect me, and even if it was to kick my butt in another time so I learned to be a better person in a proper and timely fashion. I am largely different in a number of ways than I used to be, ways I never even thought were a problem originally, and the way I think and operate fascinate me in how obsolete I once was on a number of levels.
I am happy to join in again, now that I am far more ready for spiritual advancement than I was, and this was weighing on me as to mention, as I have deeply wished to fight alongside all of my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.
Perhaps I will post more. As I believe I answered my own questions. For at the end of writing this now, the heaviness lifted from my 4th and 3rd Chakras, perhaps, denoting the guilt, shame, and some sort of self loathing, at least temporarily have been counteracted by my willingness and desire to be forthcoming with this.
I look to communicate more, and provide a more organized and guided testimonial. Particularly in the many things I have learned, so perhaps those who do not want to learn the hard way, over and over, can take it from someone who has.
I will not be stopping my spiritual advancement routines for a day after I had started some time ago. Although time doesn't exist, there are always moments to do something in accordance with spiritual advancement. These moments are precious, and we need to use them to their maximum to continually clean and empower ourselves, and move ourselves closer to high levels of consciousness and power, eventually godhood.
Either way I am happy to be here, even though much of this is disorganized, I am talking nonetheless to those I am proud to be among the ranks of. I am happy to be atleast some way, even though we are not physically next to one another, home, and I finally understand, and feel, I have never been alone, even before I dedicated.
Thank you, all of you, and especially Satan and the Gods, who have guided me all this while. I have always kept them and this community in my thoughts and close to my soul, even if I have been distant.
For a long time, I have had a certain pressure, or soreness in my 3rd and 4th Chakra, not as a neutral feeling, although it comes and goes, but more as something I may perceive as negative. It is a certain heaviness, and I am wondering if it is due to links from enemies of Satan. I do clean all aspects of the soul regularly now, and have done awakening meditations to what I can use of any free time I often don't have. My life is extremely busy, and I am surprised I can fit around 1 to 2 hours of spiritual training within my overbooked schedule. I thank the gods for allowing such to be crammed in.
I am sorry if this is disorganized, and for myself being a bit uninformed, as there is some feeling of shame within for being away for so long, and not participated in many things here that have so very blatantly, and positively changed the world. But I do intend to ask my share of questions, no matter how obvious the answers may come to some individuals, I have taken my steps as I have, and I consider progress as progress, even if much later than I wanted.
Life, due to circumstances in and out of my control, has been a large deal of suffering, but Satan and the gods have always shown they were there, to protect me, and even if it was to kick my butt in another time so I learned to be a better person in a proper and timely fashion. I am largely different in a number of ways than I used to be, ways I never even thought were a problem originally, and the way I think and operate fascinate me in how obsolete I once was on a number of levels.
I am happy to join in again, now that I am far more ready for spiritual advancement than I was, and this was weighing on me as to mention, as I have deeply wished to fight alongside all of my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.
Perhaps I will post more. As I believe I answered my own questions. For at the end of writing this now, the heaviness lifted from my 4th and 3rd Chakras, perhaps, denoting the guilt, shame, and some sort of self loathing, at least temporarily have been counteracted by my willingness and desire to be forthcoming with this.
I look to communicate more, and provide a more organized and guided testimonial. Particularly in the many things I have learned, so perhaps those who do not want to learn the hard way, over and over, can take it from someone who has.
I will not be stopping my spiritual advancement routines for a day after I had started some time ago. Although time doesn't exist, there are always moments to do something in accordance with spiritual advancement. These moments are precious, and we need to use them to their maximum to continually clean and empower ourselves, and move ourselves closer to high levels of consciousness and power, eventually godhood.
Either way I am happy to be here, even though much of this is disorganized, I am talking nonetheless to those I am proud to be among the ranks of. I am happy to be atleast some way, even though we are not physically next to one another, home, and I finally understand, and feel, I have never been alone, even before I dedicated.
Thank you, all of you, and especially Satan and the Gods, who have guided me all this while. I have always kept them and this community in my thoughts and close to my soul, even if I have been distant.