666S666 said:
I need some motivation or inspiration or any advice to keep me up from my difficulties. It is very hard to live in a non satanist area or can't say anything of who is the THE FATHER SATAN to your close friend or even family.
In the end HAIL SATAN!!!!!
You know what it was like in the medieval ages? Couldn't set foot outside your door without so much as a "g*d bless" otherwise you face the chopping block. Every nook and cranny you had to face a church or some priest in your face preaching the words of their garbage day by day and thank all hell door-to-door xians in these present times is pretty much dead, at least in the americas.
You want to know how good you actually have it? We have more freedom in this lifetime than others who lost their very lives trying to so much as practice in secret our true pagan ways. We have better means to doing this within our very own homes, bedrooms, apartments, frickin' freeways than we ever had before. Pagans toughed through those times if you'd believe it, that's how strong they fought for our original ways of truth, they were surrounded by the threat of execution for this 24/7 if they were found out. We are not as endangered in this time as they were back then, but if they could endure through all of that without so much as being able to say one public complaint otherwise face death, so can we for much less drastic endangerment.
We live a secret life, we're pretty much warriors who live in the shadows fighting for the literal freedom and safety of this entire planet and the human race. To do this we have to don our daily disguise amongst the masses and act like we haven't so much as looked at a pentagram. Oh we pretend to their faces we're 'aloof' with their trash and act as is to be for the sake of our safety and concealment, but in private we always know who we actually truly are and that is soul deep and will never die no matter how much garbage surrounds us in this world.
It is detrimental and counterproductive to out ourselves, the frustration is understandable and believe me I feel it myself daily,
many of us do, but not speaking out from it to outsiders is necessary. Our time will come, but that time is not now and it won't be for a couple more decades, so just hang tight, we're all enduring through this together. We know truth and we hold to truth, for our safety in continuing to do this, we must be concealed and hidden and not let anger and frustrations make us expose ourselves. Vent that hatred through the RTR because it is the enemy's fault this is how things are in the first place.
Shield yourself however you must, have faith and trust in your Aura of Protection and have faith in Satan above all.
That is your motivation comrade and know that you are not alone in this.
"Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do." - Satan
The Al Jilwah