goblinslayer said:

Salutes;
I have been a spiritual Satanist for about 4 years, in these 4 years I have kept my practices very tight, but sometimes even in these 4 years I have had the most laziness/indiscipline. But I've always been bound somehow to the Almighty Satan and our Gods. I still am. Today my father said "It's hard, but the truth is we're Jews.". I'm really devastated. I didn't accept it in any way. Ever since I was little, I've always had sympathy for Satan, spirituality, and ancient Pagan cultures. I've also been an enemy to the kikes since I was little. I'm so confused right now, am I a Satanist, will our Father Satan and the Gods accept me between them, or can I "heal"/purify these disgusting genes with spirituallity? Seriously, I've been training people in Satanism for years, working for the Gods. Even if these disgusting genes are in my blood, I will still continue to work for our Gods. Please enlighten me. Will our gods, Our Father, accept me among them, can I save myself? It really affected me spiritually and mentally. I'm waiting for your answers. Couple times I performed the The Standart Ritual to The Satan and my wishes came true, I performed FRTRs and it felt so relaxing. I am so confused right now, please help me.

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ModernMage said:

goblinslayer said:

Salutes;
I have been a spiritual Satanist for about 4 years, in these 4 years I have kept my practices very tight, but sometimes even in these 4 years I have had the most laziness/indiscipline. But I've always been bound somehow to the Almighty Satan and our Gods. I still am. Today my father said "It's hard, but the truth is we're Jews.". I'm really devastated. I didn't accept it in any way. Ever since I was little, I've always had sympathy for Satan, spirituality, and ancient Pagan cultures. I've also been an enemy to the kikes since I was little. I'm so confused right now, am I a Satanist, will our Father Satan and the Gods accept me between them, or can I "heal"/purify these disgusting genes with spirituallity? Seriously, I've been training people in Satanism for years, working for the Gods. Even if these disgusting genes are in my blood, I will still continue to work for our Gods. Please enlighten me. Will our gods, Our Father, accept me among them, can I save myself? It really affected me spiritually and mentally. I'm waiting for your answers. Couple times I performed the The Standart Ritual to The Satan and my wishes came true, I performed FRTRs and it felt so relaxing. I am so confused right now, please help me.

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If you're having positive effects from the FRTR you're not a jew. If you did the dedication ritual you are not a jew. If you can feel all your chakras, you are not a jew. The Jewish soul is literally alien and different than the soul of gentiles. If being a Satanist feels right to you then continue your spiritual journey.

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