asuraskeye
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- Jun 22, 2020
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Hello!!!!
I am so sad haha i want to summon a demon so bad so i can know that they are there and help me and guide me..
So far i am on day 7 of 40 of my power meds starter kit and i havent taken a break yet i dont want to its making me feel stronger but somedays i do have to get stronger then i do on other days....
I definitely feel like i can feel the aura and the energy that i am receiving from certain meds and practices..
So i created the sigil and had it pulled up on the screen to look at a better version but anyway i would visualize the sigil as it said then i would recite it and see if i could feel the confirmation to keep going and i felt maybe like a static on my existing aura saying go head try it..
I offered some of my blood to the sigil.. and recited again and visualized again...
I tried to scry and so i had took a black glad mini round bowl since it was black and added tap water i mixed a bunch of food color with to make it black....
it didnt work the first time and i used a white bowl the first time cause i didnt realize it said use a black bowl.
so the black bowl came in the second time... i offered my blood to the water too just incase i was supposed to do that instead...i use a lancet so its not a ton of blood maybe thats why?? i am fine with using scalpels but i would like to start doing tattoos during ritual if im going to be there a while or if its a very important rite, i thought that would be cool to draw blood and like make a tattoo to signify the ritual like sacred art or a sigil written in like sanskrit, egyptian or cuneiform.. thats a side idea tho..
but yes i am very aware i am still new and it might not work as well as needing to do it repeatedly.. maybe i was supposed to scry outside with the moon?? i need to look again... but mainly just needed someone to check my steps and see what im doing wrong..
I might make youtube videos soon to visually see why i am messing up and share
I am so sad haha i want to summon a demon so bad so i can know that they are there and help me and guide me..
So far i am on day 7 of 40 of my power meds starter kit and i havent taken a break yet i dont want to its making me feel stronger but somedays i do have to get stronger then i do on other days....
I definitely feel like i can feel the aura and the energy that i am receiving from certain meds and practices..
So i created the sigil and had it pulled up on the screen to look at a better version but anyway i would visualize the sigil as it said then i would recite it and see if i could feel the confirmation to keep going and i felt maybe like a static on my existing aura saying go head try it..
I offered some of my blood to the sigil.. and recited again and visualized again...
I tried to scry and so i had took a black glad mini round bowl since it was black and added tap water i mixed a bunch of food color with to make it black....
it didnt work the first time and i used a white bowl the first time cause i didnt realize it said use a black bowl.
so the black bowl came in the second time... i offered my blood to the water too just incase i was supposed to do that instead...i use a lancet so its not a ton of blood maybe thats why?? i am fine with using scalpels but i would like to start doing tattoos during ritual if im going to be there a while or if its a very important rite, i thought that would be cool to draw blood and like make a tattoo to signify the ritual like sacred art or a sigil written in like sanskrit, egyptian or cuneiform.. thats a side idea tho..
but yes i am very aware i am still new and it might not work as well as needing to do it repeatedly.. maybe i was supposed to scry outside with the moon?? i need to look again... but mainly just needed someone to check my steps and see what im doing wrong..
I might make youtube videos soon to visually see why i am messing up and share