Kudra said:Every bit of my loyalty and love are nothing more than a joke. I'm only 18 but I'm rotting and dying. I really don't know why these happened.
It's not a trade, let's make an example, your father needs your help with some house work, and you love him, and he raised you, so why not help him? With the help you give him he of course will be grateful to you, and he may help you in whatever way a Father can help his son/daughter,don't think of it as a "trade" in the economics sense of the words, but rather in natural feelings.Kudra said:In my views, Satan helps us to be able to fight for his interests and we fight for Satan to get rewarded. It's just a trade, isn't it? Actually we don't need to be grateful or thankful to Satan. The reason I came to Satan is nothing but the unquestioning love in my heart and this is the focus of my life. Unfortunately, it is obvious that Satan has his own life so I'd better not to disturb him with my foolish feelings.
I don't know what is the purpose of my life. What I can do is just to be exploited and then abandoned when I am useless. Don't believe something like Satan won't abandon his loyal followers. There is no real charitarian in the world. Every person strives for his own interests and if time permits, any worthless servants would be wiped out no matter whether they are loyal or not.
Maybe my views are wrong and funny in your eyes. In fact I don't know anything about Satan or his true intentions and I think I will never know. But it doesn't matter, I don't need to know these.
Why do I think Satan abandoned me? The reason is simple and stupid. I just have the feeling that Satan left me. I was overwhelmed by grief and suffered a lot. I know it is probably my own delusion but I can't stop these fatal negative feelings from torturing my mind. Meditations and Rtr are helpless in front of this torture, or maybe I didn't do them well to make them effective. Sadly I don't have interesting stories or experiences with Satan or demons. I will be unable to use the Internet next two weeks so I won't read or reply possible comments in next days. And I'm terribly sorry if I wrote something impolite or disturbing.
Kudra said:In my views, Satan helps us to be able to fight for his interests and we fight for Satan to get rewarded. It's just a trade, isn't it? Actually we don't need to be grateful or thankful to Satan. The reason I came to Satan is nothing but the unquestioning love in my heart and this is the focus of my life. Unfortunately, it is obvious that Satan has his own life so I'd better not to disturb him with my foolish feelings.
I don't know what is the purpose of my life. What I can do is just to be exploited and then abandoned when I am useless. Don't believe something like Satan won't abandon his loyal followers. There is no real charitarian in the world. Every person strives for his own interests and if time permits, any worthless servants would be wiped out no matter whether they are loyal or not.
Maybe my views are wrong and funny in your eyes. In fact I don't know anything about Satan or his true intentions and I think I will never know. But it doesn't matter, I don't need to know these.
Why do I think Satan abandoned me? The reason is simple and stupid. I just have the feeling that Satan left me. I was overwhelmed by grief and suffered a lot. I know it is probably my own delusion but I can't stop these fatal negative feelings from torturing my mind. Meditations and Rtr are helpless in front of this torture, or maybe I didn't do them well to make them effective. Sadly I don't have interesting stories or experiences with Satan or demons. I will be unable to use the Internet next two weeks so I won't read or reply possible comments in next days. And I'm terribly sorry if I wrote something impolite or disturbing.
Kudra said:In my views, Satan helps us to be able to fight for his interests and we fight for Satan to get rewarded. It's just a trade, isn't it? Actually we don't need to be grateful or thankful to Satan. The reason I came to Satan is nothing but the unquestioning love in my heart and this is the focus of my life. Unfortunately, it is obvious that Satan has his own life so I'd better not to disturb him with my foolish feelings.
I don't know what is the purpose of my life. What I can do is just to be exploited and then abandoned when I am useless. Don't believe something like Satan won't abandon his loyal followers. There is no real charitarian in the world. Every person strives for his own interests and if time permits, any worthless servants would be wiped out no matter whether they are loyal or not.
Maybe my views are wrong and funny in your eyes. In fact I don't know anything about Satan or his true intentions and I think I will never know. But it doesn't matter, I don't need to know these.
Why do I think Satan abandoned me? The reason is simple and stupid. I just have the feeling that Satan left me. I was overwhelmed by grief and suffered a lot. I know it is probably my own delusion but I can't stop these fatal negative feelings from torturing my mind. Meditations and Rtr are helpless in front of this torture, or maybe I didn't do them well to make them effective. Sadly I don't have interesting stories or experiences with Satan or demons. I will be unable to use the Internet next two weeks so I won't read or reply possible comments in next days. And I'm terribly sorry if I wrote something impolite or disturbing.
Kudra said:In my views, Satan helps us to be able to fight for his interests and we fight for Satan to get rewarded. It's just a trade, isn't it? Actually we don't need to be grateful or thankful to Satan. The reason I came to Satan is nothing but the unquestioning love in my heart and this is the focus of my life. Unfortunately, it is obvious that Satan has his own life so I'd better not to disturb him with my foolish feelings.
I don't know what is the purpose of my life. What I can do is just to be exploited and then abandoned when I am useless. Don't believe something like Satan won't abandon his loyal followers. There is no real charitarian in the world. Every person strives for his own interests and if time permits, any worthless servants would be wiped out no matter whether they are loyal or not.
Maybe my views are wrong and funny in your eyes. In fact I don't know anything about Satan or his true intentions and I think I will never know. But it doesn't matter, I don't need to know these.
Why do I think Satan abandoned me? The reason is simple and stupid. I just have the feeling that Satan left me. I was overwhelmed by grief and suffered a lot. I know it is probably my own delusion but I can't stop these fatal negative feelings from torturing my mind. Meditations and Rtr are helpless in front of this torture, or maybe I didn't do them well to make them effective. Sadly I don't have interesting stories or experiences with Satan or demons. I will be unable to use the Internet next two weeks so I won't read or reply possible comments in next days. And I'm terribly sorry if I wrote something impolite or disturbing.
There are interests on both sides, what are Satans interests? Gods, having a strong ally (God) and what are your interests? Getting strong? (Becoming a God?) And what exactly means that Satans interests are Gods? It means that he wants you to be immortal and powerful and surviving for ethernity, what more can you get from life than this? So he wants the best for you, for his own people so is this just for his own interests? And yours not?In my views, Satan helps us to be able to fight for his interests and we fight for Satan to get rewarded. It's just a trade, isn't it? Actually we don't need to be grateful or thankful to Satan. The reason I came to Satan is nothing but the unquestioning love in my heart and this is the focus of my life. Unfortunately, it is obvious that Satan has his own life so I'd better not to disturb him with my foolish feelings.
what is the purpose of life? To survive and to get better, faster, stronger. But the purpose of your life would be what you want to do in life.I don't know what is the purpose of my life.
Kudra said:In my views, Satan helps us to be able to fight for his interests and we fight for Satan to get rewarded. It's just a trade, isn't it? Actually we don't need to be grateful or thankful to Satan. The reason I came to Satan is nothing but the unquestioning love in my heart and this is the focus of my life. Unfortunately, it is obvious that Satan has his own life so I'd better not to disturb him with my foolish feelings.
I don't know what is the purpose of my life. What I can do is just to be exploited and then abandoned when I am useless. Don't believe something like Satan won't abandon his loyal followers. There is no real charitarian in the world. Every person strives for his own interests and if time permits, any worthless servants would be wiped out no matter whether they are loyal or not.
Maybe my views are wrong and funny in your eyes. In fact I don't know anything about Satan or his true intentions and I think I will never know. But it doesn't matter, I don't need to know these.
Why do I think Satan abandoned me? The reason is simple and stupid. I just have the feeling that Satan left me. I was overwhelmed by grief and suffered a lot. I know it is probably my own delusion but I can't stop these fatal negative feelings from torturing my mind. Meditations and Rtr are helpless in front of this torture, or maybe I didn't do them well to make them effective. Sadly I don't have interesting stories or experiences with Satan or demons. I will be unable to use the Internet next two weeks so I won't read or reply possible comments in next days. And I'm terribly sorry if I wrote something impolite or disturbing.
No, is not a trade. We have to save our asses from jewish domination of this planet and the Gods are helping us to fight back spiritually (and through information warfare). SO this is rather *our* interests rather than the God's interests. It might be a trade for your personal case because you apparently came to SS to demand help from the Gods. The thing is that nobody will improve your life for you, you have to do it yourself. However you can ask for help. Have you tried it or you just expected to come by itself? It probably depends as well on how active and dedicated you are in the warfare. I don't know the criteria by which someone gets help from the Gods but I assume the hard-workers have priority. Yet, these hard-workers are working hard for *our* human interests not for God's interests, because is about us saving our asses, the Gods do not need nothing from us. They help us because they created us and obviously they don't want us to be enslaved and turned into borgs like happened to greys or maybe other ET civilizations. SO yea you have to figure out yourself, try to contact the Gods, meditate and advance so you can help yourself, be more active in the warfare. Many people come here only for help and benefits which is wrong. This place is about meditation and self-improvement, is not a quasi-xian place where we sign contract with the devil. This is just a xian allegory that has nothing to do with Satan and the Gods.Kudra said:In my views, Satan helps us to be able to fight for his interests and we fight for Satan to get rewarded. It's just a trade, isn't it? Actually we don't need to be grateful or thankful to Satan. The reason I came to Satan is nothing but the unquestioning love in my heart and this is the focus of my life. Unfortunately, it is obvious that Satan has his own life so I'd better not to disturb him with my foolish feelings.
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan