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I need some advice here. Please try to understand me. English is my second language. Is it normal that if you are meditating like doing sun square and vibrating runes(fehu-money working) you are getting angier each day? I have fire signs in my chart. Whenever I remember an enemy I immediately got irritated and it's like my hate already lasted for almost 3 months now. I cannot control my anger and it can last for a day. I'm also having some irrational fears and I'm an empath. I'm always trying to divert my attention but my anger is always messing around. Anger amd sensitivity are giving me a hard time

JaeSnow wrote:I need some advice here. Please try to understand me. English is my second language. Is it normal that if you are meditating like doing sun square and vibrating runes(fehu-money working) you are getting angier each day? I have fire signs in my chart. Whenever I remember an enemy I immediately got irritated and it's like my hate already lasted for almost 3 months now. I cannot control my anger and it can last for a day. I'm also having some irrational fears and I'm an empath. I'm always trying to divert my attention but my anger is always messing around. Anger amd sensitivity are giving me a hard time

Your fire element is just too high now, that's all. The sun square emphasizes our sun which emphasizes our fire element. Fire rules over anger and wrath, if it's too high we become heated and irritable, easily angered and have a high temper. High fire can also manifest from low water and earth in being sensitive and overly passionate, thus being too emotional. You can visualize and engulf yourself in blue energy, vibrant and glistening like clean pure water. Let the blue energy wash over you and just relax and focus on yourself engulfed in it. Blue is of the water element and will help to quell your fire.

You can even directly breathe in this blue energy like you would with the foundation meditation. This will help you balance out so you won't be so angry with high fire. Blue will also help harmonize and bring inner peace to you, it's calming energy. Just work with blue energy for several minutes at least once every day and keep doing this daily until you feel 'cooled off' and yourself again.

Keep us updated on how you feel doing this.

You dedicated?

Do you do daily soul cleaning, aura of protection, f-rtr?

I guess it's ok the be angry, but not all the time and why would you fear anything which leads me to first guestion. Are you dedicated?

Anger is well spent in spiritual war against the jew... Otherwise it will simply consume you.

This is my understanding. Hope it helps.

Ghost in the Machine wrote:

JaeSnow wrote:I need some advice here. Please try to understand me. English is my second language. Is it normal that if you are meditating like doing sun square and vibrating runes(fehu-money working) you are getting angier each day? I have fire signs in my chart. Whenever I remember an enemy I immediately got irritated and it's like my hate already lasted for almost 3 months now. I cannot control my anger and it can last for a day. I'm also having some irrational fears and I'm an empath. I'm always trying to divert my attention but my anger is always messing around. Anger amd sensitivity are giving me a hard time

Your fire element is just too high now, that's all. The sun square emphasizes our sun which emphasizes our fire element. Fire rules over anger and wrath, if it's too high we become heated and irritable, easily angered and have a high temper. High fire can also manifest from low water and earth in being sensitive and overly passionate, thus being too emotional. You can visualize and engulf yourself in blue energy, vibrant and glistening like clean pure water. Let the blue energy wash over you and just relax and focus on yourself engulfed in it. Blue is of the water element and will help to quell your fire.

You can even directly breathe in this blue energy like you would with the foundation meditation. This will help you balance out so you won't be so angry with high fire. Blue will also help harmonize and bring inner peace to you, it's calming energy. Just work with blue energy for several minutes at least once every day and keep doing this daily until you feel 'cooled off' and yourself again.

Keep us updated on how you feel doing this.

Thank you for the advice. I will do it. And also I'm overthinking that makes me angrier with that person,it keeps repeating on my mind. I tried venting it using black magick however whenever I remember that person I'm angry again. I want them dead.I took rivotril and it calm me.

Henu the Great wrote:You dedicated?

Do you do daily soul cleaning, aura of protection, f-rtr?

I guess it's ok the be angry, but not all the time and why would you fear anything which leads me to first guestion. Are you dedicated?

Anger is well spent in spiritual war against the jew... Otherwise it will simply consume you.

This is my understanding. Hope it helps.

I dedicated 4 years ago. Fear in a sense that I'm overthinking. Whenever I remember that person I'm becoming angier and want him.dead. I'm doing returning curses,aura cleaning and protection. I think i have element imbalances.

JaeSnow wrote:I need some advice here. Please try to understand me. English is my second language. Is it normal that if you are meditating like doing sun square and vibrating runes(fehu-money working) you are getting angier each day? I have fire signs in my chart. Whenever I remember an enemy I immediately got irritated and it's like my hate already lasted for almost 3 months now. I cannot control my anger and it can last for a day. I'm also having some irrational fears and I'm an empath. I'm always trying to divert my attention but my anger is always messing around. Anger amd sensitivity are giving me a hard time

Hope it gets better for you.