Ravenheart666
New member
So I long avoided this argument because I was afraid of influencing people as sensitive as I was, but I realized if it's not talked through it's not like it will solve itself.
Basically every time I want to absorb energy as in the training , instead of absorbing awesome Natural Thundery like energy (Satanic , may I use the term to give ppl an idea) I have the impression that I'm absorbing filth from my ambient instead. i mean , sure , untill not so long ago I had constant issues and pressure from the enemy and now because I'm trying seriously to get back in a disciplined manner I found out this little obstacle. Is it only mental ? Is like only because I'm afraid of said filth I'm anticipating and therefore ''absorb'' it (where at that point I would just halt the exercise and start over again)?
I just want to understand what a normal mental process would be like meanwhile absorbing Positive and Awesome Natural energy , what you guys actually visualize meanwhile doing it , and if there's any suggestions you may have , they're very welcomed. Thank you in advance for reading and May Satan's Wisdom be with you.
Basically every time I want to absorb energy as in the training , instead of absorbing awesome Natural Thundery like energy (Satanic , may I use the term to give ppl an idea) I have the impression that I'm absorbing filth from my ambient instead. i mean , sure , untill not so long ago I had constant issues and pressure from the enemy and now because I'm trying seriously to get back in a disciplined manner I found out this little obstacle. Is it only mental ? Is like only because I'm afraid of said filth I'm anticipating and therefore ''absorb'' it (where at that point I would just halt the exercise and start over again)?
I just want to understand what a normal mental process would be like meanwhile absorbing Positive and Awesome Natural energy , what you guys actually visualize meanwhile doing it , and if there's any suggestions you may have , they're very welcomed. Thank you in advance for reading and May Satan's Wisdom be with you.