I've never successfully contacted mine. I've tried ouija I've tried a pendulum. I've tried meditating and asking. I'm afraid either I'm not open enough or perhaps my absence from satanism made them not wish to contact me. I'm doing Rtrs and meditating trying to prove that I'm serious and here to stay, I'm just overcome by a longing to contact them.
I'm grateful for all the advice I've gotten on here it's been very helpful for me to Advance I was really crippled by depression in a lot of pain that I went through but I'm feeling better I just want to get better and move forward I really want to be able to contact my guardian.

Virbra said:

I've never successfully contacted mine. I've tried ouija I've tried a pendulum. I've tried meditating and asking. I'm afraid either I'm not open enough or perhaps my absence from satanism made them not wish to contact me. I'm doing Rtrs and meditating trying to prove that I'm serious and here to stay, I'm just overcome by a longing to contact them.
I'm grateful for all the advice I've gotten on here it's been very helpful for me to Advance I was really crippled by depression in a lot of pain that I went through but I'm feeling better I just want to get better and move forward I really want to be able to contact my guardian.

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There's usually a good reason. You might not be advanced enough to sense/feel them or their energy or they might be preoccupied or busy and may come to you at a later date. The gods have lives, schedules and things they need to do in their days as well. They also fight a war with the enemy on their own planet, how they find the time for us at all on top of all that is beyond me.

My own guardian is one who is very busy all the time, like extremely so. So much apparently that when I'm under an attack by the enemy that I can't handle he sends another demon to help me on his behalf. In all my years of JoS I've only ever had maybe one "face-to-face" interaction with him. I know he still takes care of me though and has helped me countless times on matters of safety and protection when it was out of my hands. He is Satan's chief guard and head of security so I 100% understand and don't ever blame him when he's too busy to answer me at any given time.

I assure you your guardian demon is more than aware of you and your desires to contact them and they are more involved with you and your progress on a day-to-day basis than you think. Just because you can't see or hear them does not mean they aren't there or that they've abandoned you.

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The main gender that you are attracted to, your dominant/favorite element, your Chart Ruler, and any personal talents you have or geniunely aspire to have. Make sure you know all of these things accurately.
Then, go through the list of Goetic Demons on the JoS site, and make a list of all the Gods who fit these things. This should narrow it down to maybe ~1-3 Gods who could potentially be your GD. Your GD is always of the gender you are attracted to (so for a straight male, their GD would be female, and for a homosexual male, their GD would be male).

Take those few Gods who fit the criteria, and meditate on each of their sigils. Breathe in their energies through the sigil, and respectfully try to contact them one by one. This will open you up more to their communication and make it easier for them to give you signs. Just continue doing this daily until you become open enough to properly discern which one is your GD. From there, you can continue meditating on his/her sigil daily to establish a stronger connection.

Virbra said:

I've never successfully contacted mine. I've tried ouija I've tried a pendulum. I've tried meditating and asking. I'm afraid either I'm not open enough or perhaps my absence from satanism made them not wish to contact me. I'm doing Rtrs and meditating trying to prove that I'm serious and here to stay, I'm just overcome by a longing to contact them.
I'm grateful for all the advice I've gotten on here it's been very helpful for me to Advance I was really crippled by depression in a lot of pain that I went through but I'm feeling better I just want to get better and move forward I really want to be able to contact my guardian.

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If You Have Trouble Finding Your Guardian Demon
By Caitlin/Silvercrab, Satanic Gay Community Member

The mistake most new people make is attempting to find their Guardian through a pendulum or Ouija
board. If you have absolutely no past experience or practice with these items, they probably won‟t work
for you. Using a Ouija board or pendulum takes SKILL and PRACTICE. When you‟re new, you must
be in a trance and completely disconnect yourself from the board or you will end up talking to yourself,
which is a very common occurrence. There is also a chance a negative entity might interfere with
communication or fool you into believing they‟re a Demon and give you false information. So as you
can see, a lot can go wrong here if you aren‟t already skilled in these areas.

So, how do you find your Guardian? There are many reliable ways, such as Astral Projection, Astral
Merging, using a black mirror, or invoking the Demon. But all these are advanced methods which most
people are unable to do until they are at least on the intermediate level. So for beginners, here are a few
things you can do to narrow down the list.

Go look through ALL the Demons listed on joyofsatan.com, even the “High Ranking Gods and
Crowned Princes of Hell” section because hey, you never know. Also, don‟t forget the section
underneath the S - Z Demons titled “More Gods”. Not everyone‟s Guardian Demon is going to be one
of the 72 Goetic Demons, but that doesn‟t mean your Guardian is any less special. Pazuzu, for example,
is not one of the 72 Goetic Demons, but he is very powerful and is a great protector. Write down the
names of the Demons who interest you, the ones you really like. Once you have a complete list of
Demons who attract you, apply these tips:

*Your Guardian Demon will usually have the same element(s) as you. When I say that, I‟m not referring
to your astrological sign, I‟m referring to the element you love the most. You do not need experience
with invoking the elements to figure out which one is your favorite. To read information on each one,
see the section “Advanced Meditations”, in the Joy of Satan website.

*Kudos to Reverend Mageson and High Priest Jake Carlson for figuring this one out. The sex of your
Guardian is usually dependant on your own sexuality. Meaning, the straight man has a female Guardian,
the homosexual man has a male Guardian. Even the most evenly split of bisexuals have a preference. If
you‟re a bisexual woman who likes other women just a little bit more than men, chances are you‟ll have
a female Guardian. I believe this pattern has to do with what you‟re most comfortable with.

Now that you‟ve narrowed down your list (but please remember that the above tips are not set in stone
and might not apply to everyone) ask yourself these questions:

“Am I truly comfortable with the idea of _____________ being my Guardian Demon?” When I was
new, there were several Demons I thought looked very cool and kick ass, but when I thought about it
after a few days, I realized the idea just didn‟t feel quite right.

“Do I love absolutely everything about ______________?” This is self-explanatory. There may be a
Demon that you really like and respect, but if you embrace the idea of him/her as your Guardian and you
feel a consistent longing to keep looking at other Demons, then he/she probably isn‟t the one. When you
find your true Guardian, you should feel a strong bond, an unquestioning love. Most people have been
with their Guardian in many other lifetimes, which is where that feeling comes from.

And finally, “Is there any reason to believe ______________ would not suit me as a Guardian?” Don‟t
just take the information listed about the Demon into account. You‟re probably not going to have
everything in common with your Guardian. For example, someone with Bifrons as their Guardian might
be very interested in necromancy and astrology, but not in learning the magical properties of herbs and
stones. Use your intuition with this question.
By now you should have narrowed down your list to only one or two Demons. Now comes the part
where you figure out if He/She is really your Guardian:

Get yourself into a deep trance.

Vibrate the name of the Demon 30 - 40 times. (Ex: Amon. A-A-A-A-M-M-M-M-O-O-O-O-N-N-N-N).

After a while, you should feel his/her energy. Connect with the Demon as best you can.
Ask _____________ if he/she is your Guardian. You will probably not see or hear anything if you are
not psychically open, but you should FEEL their response.. Interpreting energy like this might be
difficult at first, and if you don‟t understand the response, then tell them you don‟t understand and ask
for a stronger signal. If you receive a very warm, positive signal then you‟ve probably found your
Guardian. If not, go back over your list and try again.

Are you in a rush? That's what it looks like to me when I read your message. Patience is the key in Spiritual Satanism. When your Guardian Demon(s) wants you to know him, you will. There's no need to force things prematurely.

Aside from that, I'd have using pendulums, a tool being the most subjected to enemy interference, not to mention imprecise.

You will never be 100% sure because you need to be somewhat advanced to know who he/she is, this takes many years. I personally have an idea of who he is but because my astral senses are not fully open i don't fully know.

Ghost in the Machine said:

Virbra said:

I've never successfully contacted mine. I've tried ouija I've tried a pendulum. I've tried meditating and asking. I'm afraid either I'm not open enough or perhaps my absence from satanism made them not wish to contact me. I'm doing Rtrs and meditating trying to prove that I'm serious and here to stay, I'm just overcome by a longing to contact them.
I'm grateful for all the advice I've gotten on here it's been very helpful for me to Advance I was really crippled by depression in a lot of pain that I went through but I'm feeling better I just want to get better and move forward I really want to be able to contact my guardian.

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There's usually a good reason. You might not be advanced enough to sense/feel them or their energy or they might be preoccupied or busy and may come to you at a later date. The gods have lives, schedules and things they need to do in their days as well. They also fight a war with the enemy on their own planet, how they find the time for us at all on top of all that is beyond me.

My own guardian is one who is very busy all the time, like extremely so. So much apparently that when I'm under an attack by the enemy that I can't handle he sends another demon to help me on his behalf. In all my years of JoS I've only ever had maybe one "face-to-face" interaction with him. I know he still takes care of me though and has helped me countless times on matters of safety and protection when it was out of my hands. He is Satan's chief guard and head of security so I 100% understand and don't ever blame him when he's too busy to answer me at any given time.

I assure you your guardian demon is more than aware of you and your desires to contact them and they are more involved with you and your progress on a day-to-day basis than you think. Just because you can't see or hear them does not mean they aren't there or that they've abandoned you.

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I probably had a face-to-face experience with a demon during some sort of dream. I saw a pyramid in the middle of a desert storm. To make you understand I was the first person type and at a certain point for about ten seconds I see a blonde woman with slightly wavy hair and slightly tanned skin and I seem to have seen a blue suit near her neck. She looked at me smiling was very happy, who was she?

Virbra said:

I've never successfully contacted mine. I've tried ouija I've tried a pendulum. I've tried meditating and asking. I'm afraid either I'm not open enough or perhaps my absence from satanism made them not wish to contact me. I'm doing Rtrs and meditating trying to prove that I'm serious and here to stay, I'm just overcome by a longing to contact them.
I'm grateful for all the advice I've gotten on here it's been very helpful for me to Advance I was really crippled by depression in a lot of pain that I went through but I'm feeling better I just want to get better and move forward I really want to be able to contact my guardian.

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Focus on Satan's Sigil. Then, Recite the Invocation to Satan. Next, ask Satan to Summon your Guardian Demon, so that he may Manifest, in front of you.

Alternately, you can do the prayer, that is used before Cleaning your Aura. Once your Demon is ok present, ask him to reveal himself/herself.

Void is highly recommended.