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Dislike of women.

I'm a man and one of my best friends is a woman. She is extremely intelligent. She spends the day philosophizing and she tells me her theories. She is a great artist: she knows how to draw and write excellently. Also, she takes care of others, like a mother. She's just brilliant

She's even SPIRITUAL. I often think that I should invite her to be a spiritual satanist, but I must be loyal.

And she must be my girlfriend :D
 
AlexElPM said:
I'm a man and one of my best friends is a woman. She is extremely intelligent. She spends the day philosophizing and she tells me her theories. She is a great artist: she knows how to draw and write excellently. Also, she takes care of others, like a mother. She's just brilliant

She's even SPIRITUAL. I often think that I should invite her to be a spiritual satanist, but I must be loyal.

And she must be my girlfriend :D

damn dude you must have been holding that in since 2018
 
ess said:
Will the female gods look at me in a negative way if I have a disliking of human women? I find that they're very dry and boring to talk to.



It’s likely that if you connect better with men, your guardian will also be male. If you truly don’t like women, it is a personal blockage on your end, not the females. If you’re wanting to overcome it, the gods can assist in that if you are respectful.

I use to have a really hard time connecting with other women and I am a woman. I knew it was my own problem though, and I knew it was because of my relationship with my own mother. Also, I was hanging around the wrong women. I always liked women and I don’t mind them, but I had a hard time enjoying relationships and friendships with them and I only sought male friendships and relationships. I found the right girl friends though, and they’re fucking hilarious and way more intelligent than most male friends I have. It was a blend of multiple issues though.


Many women too, feel that many men are dry.. boring.. and difficult to talk to. There’s been a lot of wedges and misunderstandings placed between genders through religion. If you truly don’t like women and have emotional problems with this I’d say it’s a childhood issue. If you just find it difficult to connect it’s probably something that’ll dissipate as you free yourself. It could be both. Either way, recognizing something is the first step to freeing yourself from it! You’ll find a girl who is interesting and who you connect with someday if that’s what you want, and you never know, maybe you’re the boring one :lol:
 
AlexElPM said:
I'm a man and one of my best friends is a woman. She is extremely intelligent. She spends the day philosophizing and she tells me her theories. She is a great artist: she knows how to draw and write excellently. Also, she takes care of others, like a mother. She's just brilliant

She's even SPIRITUAL. I often think that I should invite her to be a spiritual satanist, but I must be loyal.

And she must be my girlfriend :D
That stark jump from friend to girlfriend just ruined my fantasy of "men and women can be friends bro."
 
Sundara said:
My past hatred of women resulted from a combination of having an emotionally neglectful mother, getting addicted to pornography at a young age, and planetary placements that influenced such things to happen in the first place. There was also projection on my part. I'd see an attractive man and think "I cannot logically think a reason why a woman would be able to contain herself around him, and not be a whore.", but in reality it was my own repressed sexuality, in fact I was the one that wanted to be the "whore".

My guardian has been working very closely with me on these issues, constantly giving new advice on what to do next. In the past year I've met many women that I was able to talk to, and connect with, and be friends with, so there is definite progress that I'm conscious of. My hatred of women was one issue, but not being able to connect was not exclusive to them. I had difficulties with everybody, regardless of gender.

I don't want to ramble on about my problems, but since this old thread was revived I just thought I'd give an update of sorts. My guardian informs me there is still much work to be done on my soul, but everyday becomes a little easier.
 
ess said:
Sundara said:
My past hatred of women resulted from a combination of having an emotionally neglectful mother, getting addicted to pornography at a young age, and planetary placements that influenced such things to happen in the first place. There was also projection on my part. I'd see an attractive man and think "I cannot logically think a reason why a woman would be able to contain herself around him, and not be a whore.", but in reality it was my own repressed sexuality, in fact I was the one that wanted to be the "whore".

My guardian has been working very closely with me on these issues, constantly giving new advice on what to do next. In the past year I've met many women that I was able to talk to, and connect with, and be friends with, so there is definite progress that I'm conscious of. My hatred of women was one issue, but not being able to connect was not exclusive to them. I had difficulties with everybody, regardless of gender.

I don't want to ramble on about my problems, but since this old thread was revived I just thought I'd give an update of sorts. My guardian informs me there is still much work to be done on my soul, but everyday becomes a little easier.



Well it’s fucking phenomenal you’re tackling a deep issue like so. The more RTR’s you do the easier it’ll be to heal as well, especially if you’ve opened your soul. If you’re a male and have issues with the mom like that, you’re actually doing really wonderful. The men I know with deep mommy issues are usually completely and utterly fucked - to the point they’d never even be able to recognize that. Happy to have you.
 
Sundara said:
Believe me, without Satan and my Guardian, and without the occult knowledge found on the JoS, I would in fact be completely and utterly fucked. I owe my life to them.
 
ess said:
Sundara said:
Believe me, without Satan and my Guardian, and without the occult knowledge found on the JoS, I would in fact be completely and utterly fucked. I owe my life to them.

Same. Hail Satan <3
We’re lucky beyond belief.
 
ess said:
Will the female gods look at me in a negative way if I have a disliking of human women? I find that they're very dry and boring to talk to.

You give a reason of boredom for dislike. So it's more of a disappointment. You didn't say you hate women.

So there's no trait in you that's dislike able. Most people are like that and I suffer accordingly too.

We here are Spiritual and those focused on the material earthly plane seem superficial and interested in boring useless stuff. So we're on a different wavelength by virtue of our Spiritual awareness and their lack thereof.

The Goddesses are above us. And so are wise and not likely to be concerned in something as non issue as you feeling a boredom with human women.

It's not a direct attack at the Goddesses but a natural reaction to your experience with human women. So no problem.

Imagine now if you could find a human woman that was relaxed and open minded. That wasn't judgemental and listened to what you said to her.

Just imagine you could build up closeness, togetherness and trust. And when she sees you're into Spiritual Sataniam she accepts it.

Not only that but when she asks you about it she listens intently and says it makes sense to me and I want to learn more and do what you're doing as well and with you.

Miracles can happen. You just got to direct the energy and help make it happen.
 
ess said:
Sundara said:
Believe me, without Satan and my Guardian, and without the occult knowledge found on the JoS, I would in fact be completely and utterly fucked. I owe my life to them.

Ah reading further I see your frustrations with the opposite sex are actually your own issues that you're projecting out.

I've actually struggled with mother issues and porn addiction as well.

A child is not asked to be born. And it's a parents duty to try their best to bring their child up the best they could. Having children is something that's paid forwards, not backwards.

So if the relationship with your mother is toxic it might be the healthiest option to reduce contact and create distance.

Especially if you feel you're not getting the support you need. I know it's difficult as you feel you owe them for supporting you when you were young and unable to support yourself.

I have a lot of bad energy with my mom. Now that is something people don't understand. I see my mother is fake and manipulative and her energy makes me sick in my stomach.

Not something anyone would want but that's how it is and its reality so I've got to deal with it. I also have a problem with her being a totally unsalvageable xtard. Totally filled and controlled by the enemy.

That's probably in my case where a lot of the energy clash is. I'm a Satanic Soul and she's opened herself up to be filled with the enemy. And the enemy tries to attack me through her as their vessel.

You know I was brought up as a xtard. And never no matter how hard I tried to open myself and receive the spirit of yhvh it never entered me.

It was so strange how others could open themselves to receive the spirit and collapse on the floor and lie there crying and laughing but I couldn't.

Oh it would drain me and I'd sway a bit but it never took me down. Okay I faked it a couple times because the guy is standing behind you to catch you as you go down. So I faked being filled with the spirit and falling down. It was shameful and painful in the day to remain standing and have to do the walk of shame. Besides you go up front for them to pray for you but then you don't get filled with the spirit and fall down. Embarrassing at the time very good now that it couldn't enter me.

Subsequently I could never speak in tongues because their spirit was not able to enter and possess me.

I belong to Satan even if I didn't know it. And I couldn't give my soul away even if I wanted to because I'm protected from that filth at my soul. My soul has a strong aversion and rejection automatically to xtianity.

Anyway, and back to women troubles.

Then others were lucky to have moms that bonded with them and weren't narcisstic parents.

Our mothers were abusive and didn't give any emotional support or mother son bonding by virtue of their selfish and self absorbed nature.

Now that does create subconscious scars that we carry over to other women.

I'm sure I noticed the guys that had proper mothers that bonded with them. And who cared to listen and support their sons went on to have the healthiest relationships and families with the opposite sex.

Yes mother son issues are big to the son involved but others don't understand. It's not their reality. It's not their problem to deal with. And they cannot comprehend or grasp it. But it carries forward the consequences.

You said you waste time and energy on porn.

I won't go into that but stop that nonsense right now. That not only causes problems with the opposite sex but with yourself. It's like a dopamine fix addiction that drug addicts suffer from.
 
Personal Growth said:
I've already stopped porn, and I've already done and started much work to fix these issues, I don't want to say exactly what I'm doing as that could turn into an easy spiritual attack. It's always comforting to see other Satanist's that experience similar things as you, and know the damage like you do. I sometimes find myself confused, literally not being able to comprehend the love that a mother, or father for that matter, can feel for their children. It does hurt but as I progress further and further, and become more in tune with my feminine side, I start to understand, and my perception of reality starts to become more clear.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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