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Shadowcat wrote:

No prob. Im not trying to stir the pot or what have you but im sure others wonder the same things. As i have had a similar experience and also know about the enemy posing as a God. I was skeptical for a long time...so far no negative experiences or energy drain. In fact with ANY contact i have percieved with ANY Demon had promptly gave me the idea to draw their sigil in an artwork for them..so far still more to make. There are 2 i have tried to summon that i felt strong general connections with, asking for verification of their initial approaches and got some pretty blatant signs afterward. I was even told to hang up the artwork with the sigil on it for one i feel extremely close to..no enemy would do that. Sigils are ancient and connected to our Gods. If you focus on them i doubt the enemy can take anything from that contact you are seeking.

Thank you for your reply, unlike Aquarius (whose favorite word is 'delusional' lol) I like how you think. Always questioning things you don't understand and trying to come up with a logical answer supported by strong evidence.

i have thought about all this as well, and still speculation lingers. Believe me trying to leave the feels part as much as i can, and this is something not much talked about so was doing this for others as well seeing as i wasnt the only one speculating on this. say like if someone errs though by thinking they are percieving something like this and they even perform the ritual to Satan naming them? if they were wrong wouldnt they get some sort of sign like a big "nope im taken" ect? or would the ritual simply be invalid?

Personally, I believe you make a very valid point and things that HP Maxine says in the JoS also support this theory (like Asmodeus' Demon father choosing a human mother).

I have met a Goetic Demoness the night I asked Father Satan for a friend and lover, and She smiled when I thought 'That's the one Father sent'.

When I learned She was a Goetic goddess I was actually the one who almost pushed Her away, feeling undeserving. Then when I reported what happened asking for help understanding this situation I've been called delusional for 'wanting' this to be real. So yeah... :/

As another confirmation, I recently got another sign from this goddess in an undeniably intimate contest where She showed me Her sigil without me even asking (they know our thoughts and concerns and often will offer help with words of encouragement and other signs), so frankly I'd say not only I'm done looking for proof to support this 'theory' (that's been a fact for a long long time already) but I feel I'm disrespecting Her by postponing whatever interaction She tried to make me aware of. If I'm still wrong (as this is '99.9999% impossible') I'll learn it the hard way. No point in waiting for someone else to tell me I should give it a try as it's possible I'm right.

That said, SOME messages can be confusing, I've misinterpreted some contacts simply because I lacked the necessary experience to understand whether it was our Gods, some enemy entity, or even if the problem was my own very bad ability to read energy (having been unable to even feel it for the longest time).

But SOME messages from our Gods are undeniable, and in my opinion shouldn't be disregarded by basing one's beliefs of what is on somebody else's understanding of them.

I have not been able to trust our Gods the way I should have for years as they were simply my mind's projections of what I read on the JoS. I thought I was limited in ability, and even plain 'dumb', at some point and it shattered my confidence, because all I ever really wanted was to reunite with our Gods.
Then I simply decided I had enough of limitations and threw them away, choosing to believe I was just being negative the entire time.

I think that somehow shook my earth because I started receiving visits from various Demons, and it was enough to make me understand I was doing things right.

So if something, like a belief that something is impossible, works for you then keep it up. But if it still bothers you, feels wrong, nothing really adds up no matter what you 'know' to be real or deluded, investigate more.

The Gods know all the answers, it is my belief they just hold onto them unless one is ready to accept them (pretty much exactly as I do with people that are not awoke and would more than likely attack me after I speak of some truths their brainwashed mind isn't yet capable of getting to by itself).

Again, no offence to anyone's beliefs. Our personal experiences are the only thing that defines us, so don't disregard everything that may seem impossible as such. After all, we're seriously destroying our enemies' plans by reciting a reversed alphabet that cursed us. Is there really something impossible?

Shadowcat wrote:

Aquarius wrote:

Shadowcat wrote:
Yes i realize that. I was asking by what basis or set rule you are saying just because a God is listed on the site that it is not possible? Why would any other God allied with Satan not listed here be less important, and by this logic why is it then possible to have a GD NOT listed on jos? There are many other Gods out there allied with Satan of all ranks. In fact in terms of the Gods listed one might say its more probable than some think seeing as they have seemingly the most contact with us for millenia. Many souls are also old and have known some of the Gods for lifetimes. from what i hear Azazel had (still has?) A human wife. I mean if someone said it one of the crowned princes or another God that had a partner naw obviously impossible. But many of our Gods have had human mothers as well. I personally think its possible, but it would be sure to have a history of lifetimes. And imho they would approach YOU. This would be a serious beyond all serious deal having more to do with than just sex or something. I think if this was truly impossible in general it would have been specified in the description of the ritual but it isnt. I dont think that saying "our Gods are too important to take an interest in one of us that way" is a very good arguement honestly because they then might as well be too important to think of us at all (not that they arent pretty darn important ofcourse). Remember we come from them and they are not so immaterial as many think. I know however enemy entities come along tricking people all the time. If one is in doubt about the signs they recieve they should talk to Satan or the Demon in question.

The Gods listed are most likely the most important ones, you said it yourself that there are ranks but you don't like thinking that there are less important ones?
Literally your argument for thinking that higher rank Demons can be our lovers is "muh feels" and delusions. No, there is absolutely no reason for which a high ranking Demon of Duat should take us as lovers, any reasons you can come up with are just your need of giving energy to your mental delusions.
The fact that the Gods help us doesn't mean they take us as lovers.
You should try and live in reality more.

Theres no reason to attack me like that. Im merely trying to have an exchange of information and opinions with you. Weve posted back and fourth before on friendly terms. You have said something and i merely inquired about why you said it and i gave my input. There is no muh feels here. I didnt mean to say all the Gods are the same. I meant all the ones of any rank listed here or not, many of them all have had to do with humanity. But you have repeated simply what you stated before so ill ask again. Theres no reason to get hostile. Just tell me why you say it is impossible just because a God is higher ranking. How do you know only the jos are the highest ranking? What about the fathers of the gods listed here whose some fathers took human wives? Ofcourse they want to help humanity. But is it not possible that some of them knew a human that way in any former lives and would want to reconnect? Again not tying to stir the pot, if any hp, again wants to give imput thanks. Not trying to be delusional at all. Trying to understand more than anything.

Mine is common sense more than anything, not strict information.

Aquarius wrote:If you feel sad and restricted you can just do a ritual to break up, you are not bound to eternity...

I think rather he should work on strengthening their relationship.
But yes, feeling restricted by someone you asked to always be your lover is bad.
Eternity, means various lifetimes too.
This will include unfavourable planets through various lifetimes.
Those with demon partners should be strong.

This person , correct me if I am wrong , should even look for the reasons he felt the way he felt at the time he asked for a succubus. Also , is there no possibility of this situation repeating ever again? How would his succubus feel if he fucked around with women and when he got "low,again" asked for a succubus again or asked for forgiveness kind of thing.

Again this is his own relationship but saying he is bound, again has no point.

As others have written here , he should work with developing himself . That if anything will show effort on his part and maybe make his succubus really happy , proud.

And the point of no relationships working is wrong again. When I asked for a succubus it wasnt like I wasnt getting sexual advances from women or there was some sort of barrier, this was a personal choice not to make any moves on other women.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:
Personally, I believe you make a very valid point and things that HP Maxine says in the JoS also support this theory (like Asmodeus' Demon father choosing a human mother).

I have met a Goetic Demoness the night I asked Father Satan for a friend and lover, and She smiled when I thought 'That's the one Father sent'.

When I learned She was a Goetic goddess I was actually the one who almost pushed Her away, feeling undeserving. Then when I reported what happened asking for help understanding this situation I've been called delusional for 'wanting' this to be real. So yeah... :/

As another confirmation, I recently got another sign from this goddess in an undeniably intimate contest where She showed me Her sigil without me even asking (they know our thoughts and concerns and often will offer help with words of encouragement and other signs), so frankly I'd say not only I'm done looking for proof to support this 'theory' (that's been a fact for a long long time already) but I feel I'm disrespecting Her by postponing whatever interaction She tried to make me aware of. If I'm still wrong (as this is '99.9999% impossible') I'll learn it the hard way. No point in waiting for someone else to tell me I should give it a try as it's possible I'm right.

That said, SOME messages can be confusing, I've misinterpreted some contacts simply because I lacked the necessary experience to understand whether it was our Gods, some enemy entity, or even if the problem was my own very bad ability to read energy (having been unable to even feel it for the longest time).

But SOME messages from our Gods are undeniable, and in my opinion shouldn't be disregarded by basing one's beliefs of what is on somebody else's understanding of them.

I have not been able to trust our Gods the way I should have for years as they were simply my mind's projections of what I read on the JoS. I thought I was limited in ability, and even plain 'dumb', at some point and it shattered my confidence, because all I ever really wanted was to reunite with our Gods.
Then I simply decided I had enough of limitations and threw them away, choosing to believe I was just being negative the entire time.

I think that somehow shook my earth because I started receiving visits from various Demons, and it was enough to make me understand I was doing things right.

So if something, like a belief that something is impossible, works for you then keep it up. But if it still bothers you, feels wrong, nothing really adds up no matter what you 'know' to be real or deluded, investigate more.

The Gods know all the answers, it is my belief they just hold onto them unless one is ready to accept them (pretty much exactly as I do with people that are not awoke and would more than likely attack me after I speak of some truths their brainwashed mind isn't yet capable of getting to by itself).

Again, no offence to anyone's beliefs. Our personal experiences are the only thing that defines us, so don't disregard everything that may seem impossible as such. After all, we're seriously destroying our enemies' plans by reciting a reversed alphabet that cursed us. Is there really something impossible?

Did you read my lengthy post to shadow cat? Might help, again I didn’t say it’s very unlikely considering most are very old and helped nurture humanity.

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Did you read my lengthy post to shadow cat? Might help, again I didn’t say it’s very unlikely considering most are very old and helped nurture humanity.

Saw it now, thanks for your answer. Sorry if I sounded rude to you, with all the people that told me I'm insane and delusional already I had started believing none would ever give even a slightly different answer.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Did you read my lengthy post to shadow cat? Might help, again I didn’t say it’s very unlikely considering most are very old and helped nurture humanity.

Saw it now, thanks for your answer. Sorry if I sounded rude to you, with all the people that told me I'm insane and delusional already I had started believing none would ever give even a slightly different answer.

All good buddy ^~^
a lot of people are just really blunt with their Answers, I don’t really care for those words unless there actually deserved, I assume the people saying those things just don’t want you to be fixed on something that could prove troublesome in the future.

Oh and I say this lightly are you sure you know what you want (monogamy/polygamy)? I mean it kinda surprises me you don’t have a succubus, unless you aren’t sure or aren’t sensitive enough to energy / clairaudience

Have a good day

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Shadowcat wrote: thanks this sounds more objective. i have thought about all this as well, and still speculation lingers. Believe me trying to leave the feels part as much as i can, and this is something not much talked about so was doing this for others as well seeing as i wasnt the only one speculating on this. say like if someone errs though by thinking they are percieving something like this and they even perform the ritual to Satan naming them? if they were wrong wouldnt they get some sort of sign like a big "nope im taken" ect? or would the ritual simply be invalid?

Well I’m glad you can see I’m being objective. So I’ll level with you because I don’t think you have your astral senses open and this might help.
I was actually in a sort of similar (kinda, not really) situation as you though it only lasted about a week, and from my experience they will NOT send you any negative signs or feelings, unless you are thinking like this nonstop to the point of distracting the daemon. It’s because they will not deny YOUR free will your allowed to say or think whatever you want so long as it’s not effecting them. If anything most feel happy when you think of them like this because it’s mostly innocent and harmless I’ll use an example.

Let’s say your a beautiful girl who can read peoples thoughts. Your walking down the street and a guy sees you and their jaw drops and they start thinking “ wow she’s gorgeous” and “I could totally see myself with her.” Etc. Now if she’s sensible would she not smile at him, at the thought that said guy thinks so much of her. Giving the man a positive and possibly misinterpreted message, the guy might like “Oh ya she definitely likes me.” Just from that one smile.

See where I’m going with this. it’s the same for Daemons and Daemoness, they feel flattered that you think This way so you might feel positive when you think this way but don’t mistake it for love/lust, when it’s actually just appreciation. Or the feelings may be coming from somewhere entirely different such as you knew them personally in a different life.

And No if you do I ritual like this it will likely go nowhere, no feelings whatsoever and probably be disregarded. Especially if your not open enough or unsure of what you want. In my opinion you should be open enough to have a small talk with Satan or Lilith about what exactly you want this was my experience and I still had too wait until I was older.

Hope this helped
Hail Satan!

interesting points and thanks for the info on the last part.

ChaosBringer666 wrote:Oh and I say this lightly are you sure you know what you want (monogamy/polygamy)? I mean it kinda surprises me you don’t have a succubus, unless you aren’t sure or aren’t sensitive enough to energy / clairaudience

Meaning my problem is >>pSyChOlOgIcAl<<!?!?!?!? ........ well, you're right.

I've been asking that myself quite a few times lately, over the past few months/one year perhaps, and I realized that this "blockage" that won't make me feel energy, that makes me complain about being isolated from energy, not being able to hear or see our Gods.. is actually a mental blockage, and that I should stop blaming whatever external source or previous negative experiences with energy that may have blocked my progress.

To be completely honest, the best chances of success (when I had astral experiences with relative ease compared to years of radio silence) I had the first few times/first time I did something new and believed in it. Or even if I didn't believe in it much yet, something for which I had higher hopes and 'knew' something could chance. When I started vibrating the words in the RTR I 'felt' Satan, and saw a Goddess I still can't identify, who looked like a female version of Zeus, white toga, blonde and golden electric energy, and strength. Another time, I felt the postumes of a particularly convinced RTR for hours.
What does all this tell me?

I understood that every time I don't feel something I could feel in other circumstances it was very probably my entire fault. I wasn't open enough, convinced enough, or didn't trust enough the Gods and Father Satan, not creating that bridge of trust and willpower that definitely facilitates exchange and communication.

I have read the "Nama Sivaya" post the other day and immediately decided to try it, before even finishing reading the post. It felt 'more advanced', very probably because I really had a good feeling about it so I believed it would work SOMEhow, and I managed to start seeing fragments of visions while doing it, even felt the energetical connection between the Crown chakra and Third eye (as it was supposed to link them).

Other times, when I repeated the same exercises/meditations/mantras that gave me an astral experience before, I would feel nothing or little if I was lucky. Why? Because I was accostomed to the idea that the meditation or mantra would always work, regardless of my mental state.

So, the problem is definitely psychological.

Kinda surprised me that you said "I mean it kinda surprises me you don’t have a succubus, unless you aren’t sure or aren’t sensitive enough to energy", cuz you're right about both. I THOUGHT it was because I'm not sensitive enough to energy, but it is true too that I am not sure enough/convinced/don't believe I can have one/other reasons or fears.

And part of this counterproductive thinking definitely comes from the fact that I saw a Goddess that looked very much like Leraje (whether it was Her and Goetic lovers are a possibility, or She was my succubus and I didn't think I'd deserve Her) and believed I was being too "delusional" or mistaken or undeserving anyway.
Basically, I cockblocked myself, no? XD

So, that requires fixing.

As for the monogamy/polygamy, I've always believed I wouldn't go for anything that wasn't the strongest monogamous relationship, and this has created all kinds of disappointments with human women, since they later may change their mind, feelings, whatever, and pull out of the relationship, ending it.

What I want from a Succubus, and the main reason monogamy with one has been set in stone for me since I read the webpage from HP Maxine the very first time, is knowing I can trust her completely with my heart and all that comes with a relationship of the Soul, knowing it will not fade away after my physical death and reincarnation. That she will still be there and I'll find her again and again, until I no longer need dying and we won't part ever again.

.....Which leads me to the next thought: knowing myself, this isn't the first time I'd think of this possibility.. so it's probable that I've made a commitment to a Goddess in a previous life.
If I did, how do I know for sure? And how do I find her again? And if I did perform a new ritual, will the same Goddess come to me (I believe so, that She would be waiting for me to understand and call Her again)?

Lots of fixing required... fuck those damn joos keeping me away from my wife, I'll make them pay for that too.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL!!!!

Matty Boy wrote:Hello, I just wanted to let people know, to really think about the succubus/incubus rituals before doing them. When I was younger I did a ritual without thinking enough about it, I bound myself to a succubus for always and eternity like a huge desperado.

I was so sad and alone that I thought there was no other way that I could ever be loved by another human being. I also wrote in the ritual that it's just me and her nobody else, I'm not saying it's a negative thing, but ever since then I haven't had the urge or desire to date another human individual, nor have I had any advances from the opposite gender, all attempts are completely and utterly pointless.

Now I know what your thinking (incel), no it's not along those lines, it's like I'm a ghost to them, and they to me, all satanic rituals are real and binding. I got what I asked for, it's been tough, but she's probably the strongest lady I could have by my side, pros and cons, just wanted to write this here, I posted it on the yahoo groups when I was younger as well, but I don't think it was posted.

Really think it over before doing it,
Just thought I would post this.

Happy 2022

When I was super new to spiritual Satanism, I also did a ritual (actually, 3) asking for a monogamous Demon lover.
8 years later, I met him in a dream and we started communicating.
Before that 8 years, I learned that I am polygamous. But because I did the ritual, I thought I would honor my Demon lover and stay faithful to him.
Life happens. I learned many things about myself on the way there. That I would be willing to honor my commitment to my Demon lover, despite my personal happiness. That I was polygamous.
Almost 2 years after that, eventually my Demon lover and I parted ways respectfully and without bad feelings. I am with a polygamous Demon now and all is well. I didn't do a fourth ritual asking for a polygamous Demon.

That's just my experience though and I think it's unusual. It's not something for anyone to measure by and expect for themselves (regarding waiting 8 years to meet my Demon lover, that is) because THEY choose the time and place they will meet you. There's a reason for everything. I wasn't waiting and holding my breath those 8 years, I just got on with life and did my things and built my relationship with Satan and my Guardian.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:Oh and I say this lightly are you sure you know what you want (monogamy/polygamy)? I mean it kinda surprises me you don’t have a succubus, unless you aren’t sure or aren’t sensitive enough to energy / clairaudience

And part of this counterproductive thinking definitely comes from the fact that I saw a Goddess that looked very much like Leraje (whether it was Her and Goetic lovers are a possibility, or She was my succubus and I didn't think I'd deserve Her) and believed I was being too "delusional" or mistaken or undeserving anyway.
Basically, I cockblocked myself, no? XD

So, that requires fixing.

As for the monogamy/polygamy, I've always believed I wouldn't go for anything that wasn't the strongest monogamous relationship, and this has created all kinds of disappointments with human women, since they later may change their mind, feelings, whatever, and pull out of the relationship, ending it.

What I want from a Succubus, and the main reason monogamy with one has been set in stone for me since I read the webpage from HP Maxine the very first time, is knowing I can trust her completely with my heart and all that comes with a relationship of the Soul, knowing it will not fade away after my physical death and reincarnation. That she will still be there and I'll find her again and again, until I no longer need dying and we won't part ever again.

.....Which leads me to the next thought: knowing myself, this isn't the first time I'd think of this possibility.. so it's probable that I've made a commitment to a Goddess in a previous life.
If I did, how do I know for sure? And how do I find her again? And if I did perform a new ritual, will the same Goddess come to me (I believe so, that She would be waiting for me to understand and call Her again)?

Lots of fixing required... fuck those damn joos keeping me away from my wife, I'll make them pay for that too.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL!!!!

Awww you sound soo cute LOL ^w^

(Almost missed your reply again)

I’m surprised you could pull so much out of my little question, never the less I’m really glad I could help you come to this realization. It’s likely you do have someone waiting for you, just by how you described it. To elaborate on your ritual that you did, it may have been, but probably wasn’t your succubus. Reason I say is when she comes too you, you will have sex. It seals the deal/ closes the ritual, your not actually together until that happens. It symbolizes the Pact and the pair bond you have with her.

Like when mine came to me, I did not want it (lol) I wanted to talk first, but slowly She inched her way towards me till I couldn’t resist, she exclaimed we were together after we had finished.

It’s funny how you talk about how you knew you wanted that kind of relationship, I was the exact opposite. I felt unworthy of ones love. It was after I did a tarot reading that basically said I wouldn’t be able to pursue a human love interest and remain on the path I wanted. I was very distraught, crying and such ( I have Venus in libra with like 4-5 other romantic aspects) and Lilith started talking to me and I was just balling about how empty I felt inside and that I needed someone in my life, then she said “why don’t you just get a succubus.” And initially this made me more sad and I argued with her, but she convinced me it wasn’t that I was unworthy or anything like that. ( can’t really remember how she did it to be honest ) after I was much happier and definitely entertained the thought. To this day I’m so grateful she helped me then, though she tells me to think nothing of it.

After a couple months with my succubus, I remembered something very interesting from my past.

When I was 7 I had something very traumatic happen I remember being in bed and thinking, “how could I ever fall in love knowing I’d have to keep this a secret, no one would ever understand, never have someone who truly knows me.” I worried so much I passed out. I dreamt of a Woman who was more beautiful than anyone I had ever seen, staring at me smiling. When I awoke I had a weird sense of dejavu and that somehow everything, would be alright. I literally am in awe sometimes by how fantasy like it is, I remember other times being really scared as a child were I thought there was a monster in my room and I remember hearing randomly “there’s nothing there go to sleep.” It’s so surreal she was always there for me.

Anyway I’ve rambled enough, point I was trying to make is your relationship with yours will likely be profound as well maybe not as memory inducing like mine, but perhaps you’ll be shown all the different lives you spent with her or something making yours just as amazing .

Have a good day

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

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Thank you for your reply, I appreciated all you said. Honestly, you (like many others here) sound very advanced and I don't think I'm that ready at all, talking with Demons freely and such. Honestly, I think at this rate I'll be happy enough to equal your skill before the next life. Maybe I was too ambitious for this one. :/ I'm not making enough progress or fast enough. Some days it feels like what worked once or twice isn't going to work again. I need so much training even for the most basic things like feeling energy.

Thanks for the help though.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

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Thank you for your reply, I appreciated all you said. Honestly, you (like many others here) sound very advanced and I don't think I'm that ready at all, talking with Demons freely and such. Honestly, I think at this rate I'll be happy enough to equal your skill before the next life. Maybe I was too ambitious for this one. :/ I'm not making enough progress or fast enough. Some days it feels like what worked once or twice isn't going to work again. I need so much training even for the most basic things like feeling energy.

Thanks for the help though.

(Sorry I took a break from the forums, I feel kinda bad now)
Lol that’s funny I don’t consider myself that advanced just my imagination is stupidly powerful, I’m not very advanced just extremely lucky. You aren’t too ambitious just the right amount I reckon. Self doubt, as I don’t know if you’ve read, is the single biggest obstacle. In all honesty you’ve probably seen more daemons than me lol so your third eye is probably better than mine.
I think we’re on around the same page in different ways yknow.

Not too make this about myself but I’ve got some pretty steep mountains to climb that will take at least 10 years, but I know when I get over them I’ll feel unstoppable. I’m sure it’ll be the same for you minus the whole 10 years thing just try your best to always believe that the energy is there and push the negativity away.

If your really still worried about it than do something about it. Here I’ll help.
Ansuz x40
Sowilo x40
Logur or Laguz x 40
Begin with moon in Scorpio (for transformation) make double sure no void moon and when your finished affirm “my entire being is now more sensitive to energy, now increasingly and permanently.” For 40 days,80 if your really think it’s a big obstacle. BELIEVE THIS WILL WORK It’s the most important thing.
Look up magenta 666 on YouTube for correct pronunciation if your even a little unsure of yourself you can also use advanced version of sowilo as it is stronger and I recommend logur over laguz again correct pronunciation is key oh and make sure your not doing any other workings in high reps or with these runes (some say only one working at a time)and Full moon is optimal if you can. There I just gave you everything you need to for yourself something I wish others would helped me with years ago. Now get yourself some results.
Good luck brother

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

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Thanks, Brother. It's alright that you took some time off, the past days I must say I haven't been feeling nearly as full of energy as I usually am and postponed reading some new topics, only giving priority to daily RTRs. Also I feel confused about something that I wasn't expecting to happen, but perhaps I'll talk about that in another post. It's too soon to say anything certain, I'm just trying to protect myself at this point.

More Demons than you? Who knows.. guess we both need more training. It's been so hectic lately I just managed to double my RTRs and little more, but one thing I should definitely do a lot more is Void meditation and just focusing on my psychic centers for astral sight and hearing. I haven't been empowering them, just had some small random success here and there, but I should be doing much more.

Thank you for the Ansuz, Sowilo and Laguz, someone else as well pointed me to them a while ago and I had started to feel some sound in there working on my head chakras. Also, I need to make it a priority to do at least the minimum amount of Yoga as I feel in this moment it would greatly help me obtain something.

Good luck to both of us I guess, let's work our asses now lol.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

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Thanks, Brother. It's alright that you took some time off, the past days I must say I haven't been feeling nearly as full of energy as I usually am and postponed reading some new topics, only giving priority to daily RTRs. Also I feel confused about something that I wasn't expecting to happen, but perhaps I'll talk about that in another post. It's too soon to say anything certain, I'm just trying to protect myself at this point.

More Demons than you? Who knows.. guess we both need more training. It's been so hectic lately I just managed to double my RTRs and little more, but one thing I should definitely do a lot more is Void meditation and just focusing on my psychic centers for astral sight and hearing. I haven't been empowering them, just had some small random success here and there, but I should be doing much more.

Thank you for the Ansuz, Sowilo and Laguz, someone else as well pointed me to them a while ago and I had started to feel some sound in there working on my head chakras. Also, I need to make it a priority to do at least the minimum amount of Yoga as I feel in this moment it would greatly help me obtain something.

Good luck to both of us I guess, let's work our asses now lol.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

I may as well mention as well be careful when increasing the RTR I was doing 9 a day and I had to back off because the enemy would not leave me alone. make sure your doing lots of void and if your doing more than 6 full vibrations of the RTR (or quickly chanting more than 9 of them like me) you need 216 suryah and at least 30- 40 minutes of void. Oh and Pisces moon will probably work a little better since it’s for psychic pursuits (whoops)
Have a good day

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

I may as well mention as well be careful when increasing the RTR I was doing 9 a day and I had to back off because the enemy would not leave me alone. make sure your doing lots of void and if your doing more than 6 full vibrations of the RTR (or quickly chanting more than 9 of them like me) you need 216 suryah and at least 30- 40 minutes of void. Oh and Pisces moon will probably work a little better since it’s for psychic pursuits (whoops)
Have a good day

Thanks for the hint, I gotta say the messages I get are a little too scrambled for me to tell who's who honestly.. sometimes when machinery fails at work I have the feeling it's Leraje trying to get me to work more with her, other times when my car is malfunctioning I know the enemy is trying to make my life harder and so on, but it's not like I can tell if there's anything really behind an event. And I'm Pisces one would almost expect me to be freaking psychic lol..

I tried the Surya mantra before but it doesn't seem to work as good as other ones. I noticed whenever there's the R letter in the mantra I'm not feeling so much, and I can't roll the Rs (no matter what I tried, it just won't work, I gave up on that as it was only taking up my meditation time making sounds that don't get even close to that shit) so I feel I'm not doing a good work with R mantras anyway. Which makes me feel kinda stupid or limited sometimes as I met Leraje, Haures (Flauros), Raum and... (*drums*...) ...Furfur. So you see where my problem is lol

I do seem to work well with ZEUS and THAUM or MAUM... I don't know anymore if Zeus is Father Satan cuz people here have said a lot of both options, Satan being Zeus' father, and the other one where Zeus is another name for Satan. I've always loved the Greek image of Zeus so I was pleased to learn that the vibration of that name gave me good results.

And you're right about doing too many RTRs but because I think we can't always feel all the power of the best one we do with each of them. I usually do 2 (morning and evening), often by increasing the repetitions from 9 to 18 or if I have the time 36 reps. Yesterday I felt particularly needy to do more so I ended up doing 4, one of them being the 36 reps one. It felt better than most RTRs I did and I Void meditated after. To make a mind note for myself, I think Leraje told me to stay away from too much water element.. I also know why. I was having some very emotional thoughts on my ex and some new girl who's trying to infiltrate my love life AFTER I had made the decision that I would ONLY be together with a Succubus, and that if the time is not right and I'm too inexperienced then I'll wait.

I guess this 'new girl' could very well be part of the enemy's way to fuck with me, to tell you how I honestly believe things are. I don't want another human relationship unless she had been with Satan for years and completed the Magnum Opus. I didn't use to be so serious about being a SS, but now I have really no other aim in life. I just want more time to meditate and do things that improve my spirituality for good.

Ok that was a little more than I had in mind to say.. hope I didn't bore you.

Thanks for the help, I'll try squeezing in my time all the mantras I can do. I'm strangely more optimistic lately.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

I may as well mention as well be careful when increasing the RTR I was doing 9 a day and I had to back off because the enemy would not leave me alone. make sure your doing lots of void and if your doing more than 6 full vibrations of the RTR (or quickly chanting more than 9 of them like me) you need 216 suryah and at least 30- 40 minutes of void. Oh and Pisces moon will probably work a little better since it’s for psychic pursuits (whoops)
Have a good day

Thanks for the hint, I gotta say the messages I get are a little too scrambled for me to tell who's who honestly.. sometimes when machinery fails at work I have the feeling it's Leraje trying to get me to work more with her, other times when my car is malfunctioning I know the enemy is trying to make my life harder and so on, but it's not like I can tell if there's anything really behind an event. And I'm Pisces one would almost expect me to be freaking psychic lol..

I tried the Surya mantra before but it doesn't seem to work as good as other ones. I noticed whenever there's the R letter in the mantra I'm not feeling so much, and I can't roll the Rs (no matter what I tried, it just won't work, I gave up on that as it was only taking up my meditation time making sounds that don't get even close to that shit) so I feel I'm not doing a good work with R mantras anyway. Which makes me feel kinda stupid or limited sometimes as I met Leraje, Haures (Flauros), Raum and... (*drums*...) ...Furfur. So you see where my problem is lol

I do seem to work well with ZEUS and THAUM or MAUM... I don't know anymore if Zeus is Father Satan cuz people here have said a lot of both options, Satan being Zeus' father, and the other one where Zeus is another name for Satan. I've always loved the Greek image of Zeus so I was pleased to learn that the vibration of that name gave me good results.

And you're right about doing too many RTRs but because I think we can't always feel all the power of the best one we do with each of them. I usually do 2 (morning and evening), often by increasing the repetitions from 9 to 18 or if I have the time 36 reps. Yesterday I felt particularly needy to do more so I ended up doing 4, one of them being the 36 reps one. It felt better than most RTRs I did and I Void meditated after. To make a mind note for myself, I think Leraje told me to stay away from too much water element.. I also know why. I was having some very emotional thoughts on my ex and some new girl who's trying to infiltrate my love life AFTER I had made the decision that I would ONLY be together with a Succubus, and that if the time is not right and I'm too inexperienced then I'll wait.

I guess this 'new girl' could very well be part of the enemy's way to fuck with me, to tell you how I honestly believe things are. I don't want another human relationship unless she had been with Satan for years and completed the Magnum Opus. I didn't use to be so serious about being a SS, but now I have really no other aim in life. I just want more time to meditate and do things that improve my spirituality for good.

Ok that was a little more than I had in mind to say.. hope I didn't bore you.

Thanks for the help, I'll try squeezing in my time all the mantras I can do. I'm strangely more optimistic lately.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

LOL Not too much I like our little chats ^w^

Too be honest bud you limit yourself with certain mindsets I’ve seen this in alot of your posts saying ”oh I don’t think I’m advanced enough” is a limitation in itself. You have too BELIEVE you can do it. don't worry I’m the same way. like the sexual energy thing just repeat an affirmation over and over again until climax then imagine it becoming a goal. you DONT need to feel it you say your a visualized learner so this shouldn’t be that hard just stay focused.

For the Suryah protection keep need trying you, my brother couldn’t either until he practiced a bunch. So try making the R sound normally then scrunch up your tongue widen your mouth with your mouth barely open. keep trying don’t get discouraged practice makes perfect.

The way it sounds to me your doing 9 RTR 36 reps = 4 RTR’s by its self if your doing the others 18 that’s another 6 you need to practice The R’s or inhale 9 breaths from the sun at least 3 times a day for AOP this is why the enemy is attacking you so much

Yes allegorically Satan is Zeus but Mammon is the actually Zeus (his child) dunno how you missed that. Lol just like how Negal is hades. Mammon’s Sigil isn’t on the website likely because he was heavily abused by the enemy for money so the clergy didn’t want people asking him for such, but if you look up “Mammon’s Sigil” one looks like Two mountain peaks confirming in my eyes that yes he is Zeus same way you can find Thoth’s Sigil in the disgusting key of Solomon if you look it up.

Maybe you have some connection to him since your so interested lol.

Have a great day.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote: I tried the Surya mantra before but it doesn't seem to work as good as other ones. I noticed whenever there's the R letter in the mantra I'm not feeling so much, and I can't roll the Rs (no matter what I tried, it just won't work, I gave up on that as it was only taking up my meditation time making sounds that don't get even close to that shit) so I feel I'm not doing a good work with R mantras anyway. Which makes me feel kinda stupid or limited sometimes as I met Leraje, Haures (Flauros), Raum and... (*drums*...) ...Furfur. So you see where my problem is lol

HAIL SATAN!!!!

LMAO All have r’s that’s quite funny
I guess we’ve seen about the same amount.
I’ve seen Furcas, my succubus, Astaroth, Enlil,(kinda) and I caught a glimpse of Azazel. (because I shocked/angered/confused him, only way I can describe it XD more on that in a post I’m gonna make in a month) But you know what I don’t count Many of those because (drums*) I was High...

Wasn’t gonna talk about it because I don’t condone actual fucking RETARDATION, and DAMNATION of the soul anymore, and seems there’s enough delusional people here. ( only seen one but that’s one too many) Everytime you do drugs you lock all your senses behind it then you have to Work 2x as hard to unlock them again.

Like I said wasn’t gonna talk about it but I feel like we’ll be friends when we meet ( as long as you don’t mind a guy half your age following you around XD) we have a lot in common I think. So I feel like I can open up to you.

So ya your wayyyy ahead of me in that department. Kinda crazy though what made quit was when Enlil came to me. I was going to make a contract with a high ranking Daemon so I could push myself harder than previous and I started reading his page and he started talking to me (angrily mind you) when his energy appeared in the room it like instantly my circuits were overflowing with energy and it was like maybe 1% of his power anyway he asked me if I still wanted to make a contact with him, After expressing his absolute disgust for Drugs and over indulgence
And I was resolved to quit for the most part. He must’ve seen that because he like made a sketch of himself for me. He was more slender than I had imagined and his eyes were so unusual like almost pointed I’m still surprised he did that.
I say mostly because I relapsed a few weeks later which is when I saw Astaroth and THAT annoyed the hell out of me. I was like “oh that’s just great apparently I can only see when I’m fucked up.” Then I quit.

If I’m counting actual experiences I guess just my Succubus and Astaroth see them in my dreams. Astaroth is my actual GD :0 which I recently learned as well x_x which makes sense because I’m 99% sure she brought me to the JOS and I’ve always had a strange connection with Plus I’d like to be a guidance councillor as well, the list goes on. Freaking tunnel vision gets me every time.

So ya I felt like rambling, it’s been a long day maybe you won’t feel weird about writing big responses anymore

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Too be honest bud you limit yourself with certain mindsets I’ve seen this in alot of your posts saying ”oh I don’t think I’m advanced enough” is a limitation in itself. You have too BELIEVE you can do it.

I think you're spot on there, I sometimes realize I do this a lot and some other times I just find meditation much easier and surprise myself with the amount of visions I get all in the same day/session. It's a wrong mindset, I need to fix this. Guess I'm in the process of doing it, just still stuck in the self denial part most of the time I guess. Speaking of which, I WAS trying to talk myself into using my sexual energy better, always direct it to the Gods when I can spare (always can), and using this concentration and focus to attract my Succubus, but then my mind fails me and I do what I'm used to do.. which is stupid as fuck.

To tell you the truth, whenever I set my mind on the purpose of ONLY working on my relationship with the Gods something comes up with impeccable timing and I feel like.. wtf? What's this supposed to mean now? It's like someone is watching my every thought and knows when I put myself through stronger self discipline and tries to suggest to me some self destructive/demeaning idea instead.
More specifically (cuz I realize that can only make sense to me like this), my "sexually submissive" fantasies are the thing that I'm working on completely erase (as I think it's not really normal or mentally healthy) and whenever I make the effort, something suggests them in some way.. even way no one could know about unless they read my thoughts perhaps. It's uncanny. Sometimes it happens the same freaking day and I'm like.. ok, something's REALLY wrong here, how could this be???

So ultimately my question becomes.. am I right in engaging in some submissive fantasies as a mean to quickly enough get to climax and use the energy for meditation purposes (like cleaning Sushumna), or is this all a move from the enemies that control the world around me to influence my decision? :/

As for the RTRs, I'm glad for once I'm finding my willpower more resolute as I'm not skipping a day since January when I started doing them. One rep at first (along with HP Maxine's audio file, to get the grip on the pronunciation), then 3 to get used to more repetitions, and then after I did 9 reps for a while I felt like.. why not. Satan's going to be pleased, so let's do more, and I ended up to 18 and 36 depending on the available time, but on average it's 2-3 per day, and I've had more benefits from this single thing than all my years meditating, so I'm not giving it up no matter what. It's the ultimate anti-jooish curse, and it kicks ass like I never felt anything else.

I know that Mammon is Zeus, found it in the JoS a lot ago lol but lately when I asked and some others mentioned Zeus it sounded kinda confusing so in the end I don't understand who exactly He is, Father OR Son.. unless one can be both and I'm unaware but..

I don't think I ever saw Mammon/Zeus' sigil, I tried with some minor success to summon Him by chanting His name (which I also think to be an amazing mantra for feeling energy) and the thought of asking for money never even slightly crossed my mind lol. Call me nuts or whatever, but I don't really think of money at all, only tried a few aura programming back in the day but I don't think they worked much. My current job is the best one I've ever had and I don't really feel the need to buy anything other than time to meditate and learn of the many spiritual things I don't understand yet. But it would still be great to befriend Zeus and learn about Him.

I do feel some strange connection with Him, so who knows. Maybe I'm closer to Him than others and I don't know it yet.

Thanks for your help, much appreciated mate.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

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I'm used to type a lot in my answers so ..nope lol

Thanks for opening up, I still think you're the one ahead of me though. And whoa.. meet? When? How? In the astral? XD And nah, I don't care how old you are lol I'm friendly with everyone and if you're a Spiritual Satanist I'd be friends with you no matter what your age is.

Anyway.. yeah, drugs are just not going to really get you anywhere. Well.. kinda, I must say. I in no way suggest anyone uses them, especially when the most powerful drug is naturally produced by your pineal gland and is called Di-methyltryptamine (the spelling is probably fucked, just DMT then), but I must mention I did use drugs.. ONCE. January 2018. I had been trying over and over to get my astral senses open and working and was getting really down because I couldn't do this for the life of me, so when I had the chance to try this (a natural oil, nothing synthetic as I'm not going to BURN my brain) I took it.
Long story short: I ended up in a ..let's call it trance state? DEEP trance state? I found it impossible to stay awake, my mind was working in a way I'd never experienced, SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE, and when it bordered on scary I just went to sleep it off. The "dreams" I had were absurd and terrifying. In a few words, an unemotional enemy alien species had taken over our Planet and annihilated us, and our memories of our entire lifetimes where recorded in "filmstrips" for these aliens' amusement so they could experience an entire human life for the duration of maybe seconds. Something out of Black Mirror mate, it was frightening like nothing else. To witness your race's demise and demeaning... fuck, I never felt so scared in my life. The dreams wouldn't stop, they just kept coming. Some useful understanding came out of it at last, but it only involved powers I find "immoral", like erasing someone's mind in order to enslave them.. who the fuck would do that to a person?

So after hours of this, I FINALLY had the courage or strength to call SATANA (Italian for Satan.. wasn't speaking other tongues lol, I'm from Italy), and He came. Man, He was FANTASTIC. In my vision (and the year before when I called Him on Walpurgis Night) He looked like Shiva, the Hindu version. Completely surrounded by golden energy, so strong I could barely make out His perfect features.
He stayed with me, sitting with me and not saying a word for what I believe was maybe 15 minutes, until I could regain my mind back and the insanity was over. I even experienced what it's like to stare at the universe in the astral, the way it sounded like was something like N-N-N-N-N... peaceful and calming. The main color was orange, there were various geometric shapes (something that resembled Navajo textures) and I'm pretty sure this place is also a memory cuz I had thoughts like this when I was a child and loved remembering them. It's like this place was a safe haven to restore my sanity before waking up.

Never took anything else after that day.

The other time I could FEEL Satan more than seeing Him was after a 3 reps RTR like in February. About the same period I found my dominant element and decided I had to know more about Zeus. And then there was this Goddess.. Her I saw really clearly. I don't know who She was but She was the definition of Strength and Beauty together. Blonde, eyes that were probably green or blue or something between like aqua, and a white, kind of tight toga. She had a golden aura that was so dense it would spark like lightning. I never met her before or after but I'm thinking She could be high ranking. Maybe She has something to do with Zeus as well, I just felt Him there too somehow.

So.. did the drug help? I did see Satan. Am I ever going to do them again? FUCK NO! Can I see Satan again without drugs? FUCK YEAH, and more.

So you don't need drugs either. (Now picture me with Enlil's angry face lol)

What you probably need is some method of yourself to focus... you say you see your succubus and Astaroth in your dreams, so I'm assuming your sleep state is one that creates the exact condition for your mind to relax and be receptive. Try to understand what triggers this state and eventually replicate it when you're fully awake, preferable sitting (so you won't fall asleep and possibly just sleep without meeting any Gods).
The day I saw Furfur (if that was really Her) I was half asleep and sitting, clearly needed sleep, but couldn't.. as I was at work lol, but for a moment I let go of thoughts for a bit, and bam.. She was there.

One guess is that we ALL have very different 'mind systems' so what will work for HP Maxine when she visualizes climbing down a ladder in the dark and then letting go of it, won't work for HP HoodedCobra who instead may need to think of a sinking feeling, or something else like it.
What I'm saying is, try different options. Drugs take you "there fast" but they do a lot more damage than if you did the work yourself with proper timing and effort. The greatest thing is, when you learn what works for you quickly and effectively you can work on making it last longer and replicate it at will anytime, even in the middle of a crowd shutting everyone else out.

Example: I'm trying to work on an astral projection technique that was somehow revealed to me lately. I was lying in bed and suddenly my center shifted and I felt out of balance. When it readjusted and I felt normal again I just realized it made me think of a fish swimming. So I started trying to feel like a fish swimming out of my body. No success yet, it's a work in progress, but for some reason I'm having random visions of fish and environments that look like a reef or an aquarium lol.. maybe I was a fish in another life and my soul hijacked this body... XD call me Nemo.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Too be honest bud you limit yourself with certain mindsets I’ve seen this in alot of your posts saying ”oh I don’t think I’m advanced enough” is a limitation in itself. You have too BELIEVE you can do it.

I think you're spot on there, I sometimes realize I do this a lot and some other times I just find meditation much easier and surprise myself with the amount of visions I get all in the same day/session. It's a wrong mindset, I need to fix this. Guess I'm in the process of doing it, just still stuck in the self denial part most of the time I guess. Speaking of which, I WAS trying to talk myself into using my sexual energy better, always direct it to the Gods when I can spare (always can), and using this concentration and focus to attract my Succubus, but then my mind fails me and I do what I'm used to do.. which is stupid as fuck.

To tell you the truth, whenever I set my mind on the purpose of ONLY working on my relationship with the Gods something comes up with impeccable timing and I feel like.. wtf? What's this supposed to mean now? It's like someone is watching my every thought and knows when I put myself through stronger self discipline and tries to suggest to me some self destructive/demeaning idea instead.
More specifically (cuz I realize that can only make sense to me like this), my "sexually submissive" fantasies are the thing that I'm working on completely erase (as I think it's not really normal or mentally healthy) and whenever I make the effort, something suggests them in some way.. even way no one could know about unless they read my thoughts perhaps. It's uncanny. Sometimes it happens the same freaking day and I'm like.. ok, something's REALLY wrong here, how could this be???

So ultimately my question becomes.. am I right in engaging in some submissive fantasies as a mean to quickly enough get to climax and use the energy for meditation purposes (like cleaning Sushumna), or is this all a move from the enemies that control the world around me to influence my decision? :/

As for the RTRs, I'm glad for once I'm finding my willpower more resolute as I'm not skipping a day since January when I started doing them. One rep at first (along with HP Maxine's audio file, to get the grip on the pronunciation), then 3 to get used to more repetitions, and then after I did 9 reps for a while I felt like.. why not. Satan's going to be pleased, so let's do more, and I ended up to 18 and 36 depending on the available time, but on average it's 2-3 per day, and I've had more benefits from this single thing than all my years meditating, so I'm not giving it up no matter what. It's the ultimate anti-jooish curse, and it kicks ass like I never felt anything else.

I know that Mammon is Zeus, found it in the JoS a lot ago lol but lately when I asked and some others mentioned Zeus it sounded kinda confusing so in the end I don't understand who exactly He is, Father OR Son.. unless one can be both and I'm unaware but..

I don't think I ever saw Mammon/Zeus' sigil, I tried with some minor success to summon Him by chanting His name (which I also think to be an amazing mantra for feeling energy) and the thought of asking for money never even slightly crossed my mind lol. Call me nuts or whatever, but I don't really think of money at all, only tried a few aura programming back in the day but I don't think they worked much. My current job is the best one I've ever had and I don't really feel the need to buy anything other than time to meditate and learn of the many spiritual things I don't understand yet. But it would still be great to befriend Zeus and learn about Him.

I do feel some strange connection with Him, so who knows. Maybe I'm closer to Him than others and I don't know it yet.

Thanks for your help, much appreciated mate.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

You are entirely right it’s the enemy thoughtforms and grey distracting you push them away, focus heavily on protection you NEED this. your doing lots of work even on a bad day your still doing 4 rtrs and on a good day you do 9 or more. Also don’t “attract” your succubus, you say you can’t hear or feel to well just yet so it just might make her sad. Are you still doing Shael’s yoga working? if not start it up again and use the same affirmation when your using sexual energy and it will empower it greatly. I’m using the affirmation “I am now more sensitive to my succubus’s energy and thoughts, now increasingly and forever” or you could generalize it for all gods aswelll.

Hope this helped. UP YOUR PROTECTIONS.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

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So you don't need drugs either. (Now picture me with Enlil's angry face lol)

What you probably need is some method of yourself to focus... you say you see your succubus and Astaroth in your dreams, so I'm assuming your sleep state is one that creates the exact condition for your mind to relax and be receptive. Try to understand what triggers this state and eventually replicate it when you're fully awake, preferable sitting (so you won't fall asleep and possibly just sleep without meeting any Gods).
The day I saw Furfur (if that was really Her) I was half asleep and sitting, clearly needed sleep, but couldn't.. as I was at work lol, but for a moment I let go of thoughts for a bit, and bam.. She was there.

One guess is that we ALL have very different 'mind systems' so what will work for HP Maxine when she visualizes climbing down a ladder in the dark and then letting go of it, won't work for HP HoodedCobra who instead may need to think of a sinking feeling, or something else like it.
What I'm saying is, try different options. Drugs take you "there fast" but they do a lot more damage than if you did the work yourself with proper timing and effort. The greatest thing is, when you learn what works for you quickly and effectively you can work on making it last longer and replicate it at will anytime, even in the middle of a crowd shutting everyone else out.

Example: I'm trying to work on an astral projection technique that was somehow revealed to me lately. I was lying in bed and suddenly my center shifted and I felt out of balance. When it readjusted and I felt normal again I just realized it made me think of a fish swimming. So I started trying to feel like a fish swimming out of my body. No success yet, it's a work in progress, but for some reason I'm having random visions of fish and environments that look like a reef or an aquarium lol.. maybe I was a fish in another life and my soul hijacked this body... XD call me Nemo.

Lol he didn’t look angry actually that had already passed. I closed my eyes for like a second and I saw him.. he looked very stern gazing at me I almost thought it was a single picture but then he slowly closed his eyes, as if he was thinking “he better quit Now” he was so cool looking lol.

I think your on to something actually with the whole sleeping thing. I’m gonna try evoking that same feeling, (when Astaroth pulled me into her temple) when I invoke earth. Hopefully it helps.

Alright it’s settled imma call you Nemo from now on.
Have a great day Nemo.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

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I'm used to type a lot in my answers so ..nope lol

Thanks for opening up, I still think you're the one ahead of me though. And whoa.. meet? When? How? In the astral? XD And nah, I don't care how old you are lol I'm friendly with everyone and if you're a Spiritual Satanist I'd be friends with you no matter what your age is.

Anyway.. yeah, drugs are just not going to really get you anywhere. Well.. kinda, I must say. I in no way suggest anyone uses them, especially when the most powerful drug is naturally produced by your pineal gland and is called Di-methyltryptamine (the spelling is probably fucked, just DMT then), but I must mention I did use drugs.. ONCE. January 2018. I had been trying over and over to get my astral senses open and working and was getting really down because I couldn't do this for the life of me, so when I had the chance to try this (a natural oil, nothing synthetic as I'm not going to BURN my brain) I took it.
Long story short: I ended up in a ..let's call it trance state? DEEP trance state? I found it impossible to stay awake, my mind was working in a way I'd never experienced, SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE, and when it bordered on scary I just went to sleep it off. The "dreams" I had were absurd and terrifying. In a few words, an unemotional enemy alien species had taken over our Planet and annihilated us, and our memories of our entire lifetimes where recorded in "filmstrips" for these aliens' amusement so they could experience an entire human life for the duration of maybe seconds. Something out of Black Mirror mate, it was frightening like nothing else. To witness your race's demise and demeaning... fuck, I never felt so scared in my life. The dreams wouldn't stop, they just kept coming. Some useful understanding came out of it at last, but it only involved powers I find "immoral", like erasing someone's mind in order to enslave them.. who the fuck would do that to a person?

So after hours of this, I FINALLY had the courage or strength to call SATANA (Italian for Satan.. wasn't speaking other tongues lol, I'm from Italy), and He came. Man, He was FANTASTIC. In my vision (and the year before when I called Him on Walpurgis Night) He looked like Shiva, the Hindu version. Completely surrounded by golden energy, so strong I could barely make out His perfect features.
He stayed with me, sitting with me and not saying a word for what I believe was maybe 15 minutes, until I could regain my mind back and the insanity was over. I even experienced what it's like to stare at the universe in the astral, the way it sounded like was something like N-N-N-N-N... peaceful and calming. The main color was orange, there were various geometric shapes (something that resembled Navajo textures) and I'm pretty sure this place is also a memory cuz I had thoughts like this when I was a child and loved remembering them. It's like this place was a safe haven to restore my sanity before waking up.

Never took anything else after that day.

The other time I could FEEL Satan more than seeing Him was after a 3 reps RTR like in February. About the same period I found my dominant element and decided I had to know more about Zeus. And then there was this Goddess.. Her I saw really clearly. I don't know who She was but She was the definition of Strength and Beauty together. Blonde, eyes that were probably green or blue or something between like aqua, and a white, kind of tight toga. She had a golden aura that was so dense it would spark like lightning. I never met her before or after but I'm thinking She could be high ranking. Maybe She has something to do with Zeus as well, I just felt Him there too somehow.

So.. did the drug help? I did see Satan. Am I ever going to do them again? FUCK NO! Can I see Satan again without drugs? FUCK YEAH, and more.

So you don't need drugs either. (Now picture me with Enlil's angry face lol)

What you probably need is some method of yourself to focus... you say you see your succubus and Astaroth in your dreams, so I'm assuming your sleep state is one that creates the exact condition for your mind to relax and be receptive. Try to understand what triggers this state and eventually replicate it when you're fully awake, preferable sitting (so you won't fall asleep and possibly just sleep without meeting any Gods).
The day I saw Furfur (if that was really Her) I was half asleep and sitting, clearly needed sleep, but couldn't.. as I was at work lol, but for a moment I let go of thoughts for a bit, and bam.. She was there.

One guess is that we ALL have very different 'mind systems' so what will work for HP Maxine when she visualizes climbing down a ladder in the dark and then letting go of it, won't work for HP HoodedCobra who instead may need to think of a sinking feeling, or something else like it.
What I'm saying is, try different options. Drugs take you "there fast" but they do a lot more damage than if you did the work yourself with proper timing and effort. The greatest thing is, when you learn what works for you quickly and effectively you can work on making it last longer and replicate it at will anytime, even in the middle of a crowd shutting everyone else out.

Example: I'm trying to work on an astral projection technique that was somehow revealed to me lately. I was lying in bed and suddenly my center shifted and I felt out of balance. When it readjusted and I felt normal again I just realized it made me think of a fish swimming. So I started trying to feel like a fish swimming out of my body. No success yet, it's a work in progress, but for some reason I'm having random visions of fish and environments that look like a reef or an aquarium lol.. maybe I was a fish in another life and my soul hijacked this body... XD call me Nemo.

LOL
He didn't look angry like I said I think he was quite sure I’d quit. When I saw him I closed my eyes for a second and he was standing there as a picture like he drew it himself. He had a Stern look on his face, i thought for a second it was a still picture but then he slowly closed his eyes as if to say “You had better quit now.” He also showed me a memory from when he was bound and cursed by those KIKES it made me so angry. Originally I thought I shouldn’t see it and looked away. Then he said “You can only see these memories if we allow you too.” It was really nice that he trusted me enough to show me it, Also infuriating.

It was kinda the same with Astaroth, though a little different. Like I said I was high :/ and she was helping (Still is) me quit smoking by giving me her beautiful energy, and greys were trying to screw with my mental space and she said “just stay calm and focus on me.” Then I thought how can the daemons say so calm all the time with all they’ve got going on then I said “how does one get to be so chill.” Then I heard her giggle and she replied ”Chill“ as she appeared in full colour with my eyes closed. She was only there for a second probably because I was very upset that I had seen her then of all times. Though I had already seen her twice in my dreams.
She looks exactly like the pictures drawn of her. Kinda funny the night I saw Enlil was the exact night I learned she was Satan’s daughter (could’ve meme’d my face I swear I swear) because I was re-reading Azazel’s page because he was my second choice and I read that he was Satan’s son and I was like “... what... but he... wait but ... he.. what.” i was so stuck Azazel came to me and said “she’s my sister.”
“But that means...”
“Yes a daughter of Satan.”
LOL I think even he found it funny I was so stuck. Funny how I didn’t piece it together because Ashta in Sanskrit means “8” his eighth child (punny) so her name means “infinite knowledge” or “infinite sight” so there his 7th and 8th child respectively and may have even been born on earth making them the true Prince and Princess of earth.

I think you may be on to something I need to relax and focus on the same feeling I had when I went to sleep (when Astaroth pulled me into her astral temple) when invoking earth I’ll have to try that next time. Thanks again brother Nemo. XD

Kinda funny my friend was came over today and he was wondering what I was looking at and I showed him this post ( hope you don’t mind) and he was like “Ya dude you should totally do DMT sometime if I bring it for you”
And I was like “NOPE not gonna happen I’m passed that stage in my life sorry bud” and he just kept going on about it saying “oh it won’t hurt you just once.” I responded “yes it would did you not read the post?”
“But that’s only in your dreams though and they’d help you”
“No they don’t help stupidity and in fact it would probably be worse for me.”
“Come on you do protections and I don’t. and I was fine.”
“That’s because your not a Satanist and you don’t do any work for him.” He just would not drop it saying “you could just ask HIM I’m sure one time wouldn’t hurt.” I wasn’t even gonna bother but my attention drifted for a second to Satan and he said “No don’t” like he knew he wouldn’t stop until I did. I said no once again and he continued “come on just ask you have the ability to do that.”
“He said NO, and I didn’t even have to ask.”
Then he finally stopped.

Ugh he annoys me so much sometimes. he actually has a relationship with Satan (sorta) because he went into a mental hospital for fear of his life. And they gave him drugs that made him see greys and things and was going crazy and Satan appeared to him and Started talking to him saying that he was the Being that I had referred to, though he appeared to him as the opposite. Now I think he’s got it in his head that he is oh so special that he never had to tread my path and that he knows better than me because Satan reached out to him, and said “your just like me” but in reality he sees himself in all of humanity (but that would crush him)No in reality he’s lucky Satan is the most compassionate being who pity’s suffering, and mental terror of any kind. Gotta say though he was the reason I returned to the JOS because Satan was able to act though him making him say “you need to start meditating again” which at the time in my mind meant that I wasn’t worthless and a total nuisance I the gods so I’m very thankful for that. But he’s gonna have a large pill to swallow one day when he realizes he will have no position even close to what me and you will have because he won’t become SS

Whew that was a lot LOL damn you really bring that out in me anyway have an awesome day brother Nemo.

ChaosBringer666 wrote:Are you still doing Shael’s yoga working? if not start it up again and use the same affirmation when your using sexual energy and it will empower it greatly. I’m using the affirmation “I am now more sensitive to my succubus’s energy and thoughts, now increasingly and forever” or you could generalize it for all gods aswelll.

Hope this helped. UP YOUR PROTECTIONS.

Actually I feel that will help a lot. I'm trying to do all I need to daily but sometimes it's just too much and I have to skip things, so I ended up doing only partially what I need. I have to rewrite this meditation program and make sure I include everything needed, RTRs first, yoga, Runes and affirmations (the Succubus one sounds great, I'm going to only slightly modify it perhaps), and finally Void meditation as a mean to test the results of all I've been doing and being as open and receptive as I can.
I did consider the fact that my Succubus would become sad from this... guess this prove how little I still know about Demons. I have to work my ass off. I want to make them proud of me.

Thanks for the hint, Brother.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

I think your on to something actually with the whole sleeping thing. I’m gonna try evoking that same feeling, (when Astaroth pulled me into her temple) when I invoke earth. Hopefully it helps.

Alright it’s settled imma call you Nemo from now on.
Have a great day Nemo.

Lol Nemo... XD what have I got myself into now.. but it's better than the long name with underscores which is a phrase and not a name. When I joined here I had the what name should I use dilemma and I just went with Satan_is_our_Father666, but then I was "HoodedCobra", "ChaosBringer666", "Shael", etc etc and I was like... D'OH!!!! Nemo is fine then lol.. I do love fish the one in my avatar is the last one I drew.

The sleeping thing... you know? Once I bought an 'ebook' from an idiot who knows nothing of Succubi/Incubi, let alone Demons, because I wanted some extra hints but I got little more than the free version.. (actually it sucked even worse, wasted money), but it had one of those 'seemingly new age meditations' they gave to cancer patients in the Fight Club, the ball of light healing you.. not like they know what they're doing and how it works, but knowing how to apply it in the Satanic Meditation way I tried to use it.. basically I turned it into (fuck.. another fish reference.. I AM Nemo ffs).. the "Light Fresh Water Meditation". Ok, I just made that up lol.

The concept is valid though. I normally have troubles relaxing.. I'm always tense, and this keeps me away from successful Void meditation. The "fresh water of light" is a way to focus energy flooding my body and calming myself down. (Why FRESH water? Because salt water contains sharks lol, doesn't calm me very much. Fresh water makes me think of a nice torrent with gushing water ripples and small darting fish moving in it freely.)
So I did that like two years ago, and I nearly astral projected. I actually felt my astral head going outside, like it was headbanging, but the rest of the body was attached to the physical, so that's probably why it failed. But fuck, I was partially out mate. First time ever and so far my best success with it.

And now all this "fishy signals"... visions of coral.. gimme a couple weeks and I'll probably have gills. XD

But jokes aside, I feel this water thing helps more than to calm one down.. it's like it soothes the astral body to the point of 'dislodging' it from the physical, allowing .....SOMEthing. Astral projection? Surely, but not just that. I'm thinking it's probably my way of entering the astral, in a peculiar 'fish' way.

Love,
Nemo XD

HAIL SATAN!!!!

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Ugh he annoys me so much sometimes. he actually has a relationship with Satan (sorta) because he went into a mental hospital for fear of his life. And they gave him drugs that made him see greys and things and was going crazy and Satan appeared to him and Started talking to him saying that he was the Being that I had referred to, though he appeared to him as the opposite. Now I think he’s got it in his head that he is oh so special that he never had to tread my path and that he knows better than me because Satan reached out to him, and said “your just like me” but in reality he sees himself in all of humanity (but that would crush him)No in reality he’s lucky Satan is the most compassionate being who pity’s suffering, and mental terror of any kind. Gotta say though he was the reason I returned to the JOS because Satan was able to act though him making him say “you need to start meditating again” which at the time in my mind meant that I wasn’t worthless and a total nuisance I the gods so I’m very thankful for that. But he’s gonna have a large pill to swallow one day when he realizes he will have no position even close to what me and you will have because he won’t become SS

Whew that was a lot LOL damn you really bring that out in me anyway have an awesome day brother Nemo.

Of course I don't mind that you let him read that. If it was useful for you to step further in your own development and willpower it was a good thing. Our pinela gland naturally produces DMT anyway once stimulated enough, and it never produces MORE than we can handle. The one I took that time was obviously way too much, so I couldn't be in control of myself. That's now the way we do things as Spiritual Satanists. We're not mindless junkies.
I'm very proud of you for saying no to your friend. It takes balls and courage when you know you would be otherwise weak minded against an offer like that. It's the real reason junkies end up dying. They "can't" say no. Which actually means they 'choose' not to say no. They act as the dealer's slave, and face horrors and eventually die like flies. It's just so stupid. I guess people who have any sort of 'high' from something (even a sexual high, I guess.. if they know it's something that won't help them accomplish anything more than that) have to, at some point, face themselves and ask themselves who they really want to be. Either someone dependent from something, or someone in control who can choose.

Also, I'm very aware that what we currently (as relatively 'beginners' in the most elementary "godly things", such as experiences with deep meditations and exploring our soul piece by piece consciously) don't really know how much pleasure we can get. I like to think of it this way: the best pleasure we can feel right now (just think of an orgasm for an easy reference) is only 10% of what we could ACTUALLY feel if we evolved past our limits and embraced the 'Demon part' within ourselves. I guess a lot of the time we tend to forget how we actually descend from Demons, and we tend to think they're Demons and we're 'just humans'. Well, humans come from Demons. So there's a part of all of those great Gods that we love and admire within each of us. Accepting to lower ourselves and our limits so that we can feel a cheap 'pleasure' that's like 10% of the real thing suddenly sounds very stupid, doesn't it?

(PS. Yeah, I'm also talking to myself. Hopefully my words to you will hit my right buttons too and I'll stop being such an idiot going after cheap pleasure. I'm pretty sure that's one of the things that holds my Succubus away from me, because I for one am creating this distance.)

I'm glad your friend's words caused you to return to the JoS and fully embrace Father Satan. Sometimes (I know this for experience) it takes a trauma to choose what's TRULY important for ourselves. Not because we get damaged and we want someone big and strong to look after us, but because we're forced to face our horrors and honestly realize it's not where we want to be. Things become clear, strong clarity finally shines bright and we make the right choice. After the worst year of my life I just knew Satan was all that mattered to me. Satan and our beloved Gods. The year after that circus of horrors the woman I thought was going to be always by my side left me for the stupidest reasons. I realized I didn't want a human partner at all, but only a Demon one. That's I'd never be happy otherwise. (I strongly suspect Leraje had something to do with the sudden break up, and I strongly thank Her for that.)

Things happen for a reason, in my opinion. To teach us something and lead us to a better knowledge of ourselves.

Feel free to talk about anything, it doesn't bother me at all lol.

-Nemo (seriously, is there a way to change the name here? XD )

HAIL SATAN!!!!

Shael wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 04, 2020 7:35 am

MoonlessNight666 wrote:Im in the process of opening my astral senses on my face as well.and i would love to hear a fellow SS's routine

Taurus666 wrote:Do you vibrate these 3 runes in your clairaudience points and astral eyes as well or do you use other words of power?

In short, the routine goes like this:

-Handstand, 12x MAUM into Crown Chakra

-Switch to inverted resting pose (the one that normally comes after the headstand/handstand in the Hatha Yoga routine). Stay in this position while doing the following:

-12x THAUM into Third Eye
-12x GAUM into Pineal
-12x YAUM into 6th Chakra
-3x Hard TH into the three temple chakras, going from right, to back, to left (or the other way around if that feels more comfortable for you)
-3x Hard TH into each of the astral eyes, individually
-3x Hard TH into the astral ears, all at once (only 3x total). Hold the vibration until you run out of breath here (comfortably).
-3x Hard TH into the entire astral body (focus on your astral "nerves" and your astral sense of touch, here).
-3x Long, dragged out "MMMMMMMM" vibration into the entire head. Mageson talked about this vibration being great for opening up all the head chakras, and it works nicely.

From here, leave the inverted asana and sit down somewhere comfortable. Then, do:

-12x Ansuz
-12x Ehwaz
-12x Laguz

And state your affirmation 12 times.
Then finish the working with one long and powerful "AUM".

That's how I do mine. I keep all of this much shorter than how I usually have my workings, because from the start I planned for this working to be continued indefinitely, for many years to come. I want to be able to do this working regardless of my physical situation (if I had to travel/move somewhere or something), so I kept it nice and compact.
The working as described above, takes between 15 and 20 minutes.

I use the number 12 here because for me it works nicely with the astral senses. Mageson has mentioned that the number 13 actually is supposed to open you up more and enhance astral senses, so you can replace all the 12s with 13s if you want to. For me it's working amazingly with 12 so I am keeping it.

Hope this helps.

should i avoid void moon to start this routine?

homeraee wrote: ↑

Mon Jan 25, 2021 7:59 am

should i avoid void moon to start this routine?

The first time you start it, yes.

Interesting. I've a fetish which is femdom and sado-masochism combined, but in a form I won't be able to find a woman to play this game with. Especially in a conservative country I live in, where traditional sex is the only thing you can get. I wonder if a Succubus could satisfy me? I'd need to not only feel Her, but also see Her and touch Her like you touch another person. Some people propose me to learn a lucid dream.

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Wed Jan 27, 2021 5:33 pm

Interesting. I've a fetish which is femdom and sado-masochism combined, but in a form I won't be able to find a woman to play this game with. Especially in a conservative country I live in, where traditional sex is the only thing you can get. I wonder if a Succubus could satisfy me? I'd need to not only feel Her, but also see Her and touch Her like you touch another person. Some people propose me to learn a lucid dream.

A succubus won't be like a physical girl. You can't touch her or hear her properly until you become advanced spiritually. A relationship with a succubus won't be easy and will require hard work, dedication and patience. I don't think getting a succubus is a good idea for you. You have false expectations.

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 5:06 pm

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Wed Jan 27, 2021 5:33 pm

Interesting. I've a fetish which is femdom and sado-masochism combined, but in a form I won't be able to find a woman to play this game with. Especially in a conservative country I live in, where traditional sex is the only thing you can get. I wonder if a Succubus could satisfy me? I'd need to not only feel Her, but also see Her and touch Her like you touch another person. Some people propose me to learn a lucid dream.

A succubus won't be like a physical girl. You can't touch her or hear her properly until you become advanced spiritually. A relationship with a succubus won't be easy and will require hard work, dedication and patience. I don't think getting a succubus is a good idea for you. You have false expectations.

Hmm.. What about dream manipulation? She'd be a Goddess, wouldn't She? She could manifest in my dreams where we could do what we would do if we both had physical bodies. Dreams can do that.
From all I've written here so far and from all questions I may still have in the future, the topic of Succubus is what interest me the most. I've been lonely and sexually unsatisfied since so long.. I see you have knowledge about Succubus. Please, tell me everything you know.

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 9:15 pm

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 5:06 pm

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Wed Jan 27, 2021 5:33 pm

Interesting. I've a fetish which is femdom and sado-masochism combined, but in a form I won't be able to find a woman to play this game with. Especially in a conservative country I live in, where traditional sex is the only thing you can get. I wonder if a Succubus could satisfy me? I'd need to not only feel Her, but also see Her and touch Her like you touch another person. Some people propose me to learn a lucid dream.

A succubus won't be like a physical girl. You can't touch her or hear her properly until you become advanced spiritually. A relationship with a succubus won't be easy and will require hard work, dedication and patience. I don't think getting a succubus is a good idea for you. You have false expectations.

Hmm.. What about dream manipulation? She'd be a Goddess, wouldn't She? She could manifest in my dreams where we could do what we would do if we both had physical bodies. Dreams can do that.
From all I've written here so far and from all questions I may still have in the future, the topic of Succubus is what interest me the most. I've been lonely and sexually unsatisfied since so long.. I see you have knowledge about Succubus. Please, tell me everything you know.

Rarely anything happens in your dreams if you are not advanced. I have a succubus. I am not advanced yet because of privacy issues but I do my meditations. I never saw my succubus in a dream even though I told her she is welcome there. So I wouldn't depend on my dreams and you shouldn't either. I know it's hard for you sexually. Sometimes it is incredibly difficult for me too. But this is a journey I am learning and improving. Patience, consistency and dedication is required. Your number one priority right now should be advancing spiritually as much as you can. When you reach a certain level of spiritual advancement you'll have a lot of abilities and will be able to control the world around you. For example you can use your magick to influence people, get more money, attract the perfect physical partner for you, and if you empower your astral senses enough you can get a succubus. But still it won't be like a physical girl it is a bit different. Not everyone is fit to get a succubus. You'll have to work hard to advance either way. Once you sow the seeds of meditation and advancing and stay consistent and dedicated you'll reap the fruits of meditation by having power and magick. Also lucid dreaming is not at all easy. I tried to do it it is pretty hard and can be unclear. You can even forget your dreams sometimes so it is not at all reliable.
Good luck. Keep advancing.

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Fri Jan 29, 2021 4:53 pm

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 9:15 pm

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 5:06 pm

A succubus won't be like a physical girl. You can't touch her or hear her properly until you become advanced spiritually. A relationship with a succubus won't be easy and will require hard work, dedication and patience. I don't think getting a succubus is a good idea for you. You have false expectations.

Hmm.. What about dream manipulation? She'd be a Goddess, wouldn't She? She could manifest in my dreams where we could do what we would do if we both had physical bodies. Dreams can do that.
From all I've written here so far and from all questions I may still have in the future, the topic of Succubus is what interest me the most. I've been lonely and sexually unsatisfied since so long.. I see you have knowledge about Succubus. Please, tell me everything you know.

Rarely anything happens in your dreams if you are not advanced. I have a succubus. I am not advanced yet because of privacy issues but I do my meditations. I never saw my succubus in a dream even though I told her she is welcome there. So I wouldn't depend on my dreams and you shouldn't either. I know it's hard for you sexually. Sometimes it is incredibly difficult for me too. But this is a journey I am learning and improving. Patience, consistency and dedication is required. Your number one priority right now should be advancing spiritually as much as you can. When you reach a certain level of spiritual advancement you'll have a lot of abilities and will be able to control the world around you. For example you can use your magick to influence people, get more money, attract the perfect physical partner for you, and if you empower your astral senses enough you can get a succubus. But still it won't be like a physical girl it is a bit different. Not everyone is fit to get a succubus. You'll have to work hard to advance either way. Once you sow the seeds of meditation and advancing and stay consistent and dedicated you'll reap the fruits of meditation by having power and magick. Also lucid dreaming is not at all easy. I tried to do it it is pretty hard and can be unclear. You can even forget your dreams sometimes so it is not at all reliable.
Good luck. Keep advancing.

the manifestation for me is there but not completely physical for me except occasionally when i'm on the verge of sleep in that relaxed state that i can feel her 100% physically, and at that point i feel all my hard work finally paying off.

while i welcome her to my dreams, it almost never happens or i do not realize it lol.

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Fri Jan 29, 2021 4:53 pm

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 9:15 pm

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 5:06 pm

A succubus won't be like a physical girl. You can't touch her or hear her properly until you become advanced spiritually. A relationship with a succubus won't be easy and will require hard work, dedication and patience. I don't think getting a succubus is a good idea for you. You have false expectations.

Hmm.. What about dream manipulation? She'd be a Goddess, wouldn't She? She could manifest in my dreams where we could do what we would do if we both had physical bodies. Dreams can do that.
From all I've written here so far and from all questions I may still have in the future, the topic of Succubus is what interest me the most. I've been lonely and sexually unsatisfied since so long.. I see you have knowledge about Succubus. Please, tell me everything you know.

Rarely anything happens in your dreams if you are not advanced. I have a succubus. I am not advanced yet because of privacy issues but I do my meditations. I never saw my succubus in a dream even though I told her she is welcome there. So I wouldn't depend on my dreams and you shouldn't either. I know it's hard for you sexually. Sometimes it is incredibly difficult for me too. But this is a journey I am learning and improving. Patience, consistency and dedication is required. Your number one priority right now should be advancing spiritually as much as you can. When you reach a certain level of spiritual advancement you'll have a lot of abilities and will be able to control the world around you. For example you can use your magick to influence people, get more money, attract the perfect physical partner for you, and if you empower your astral senses enough you can get a succubus. But still it won't be like a physical girl it is a bit different. Not everyone is fit to get a succubus. You'll have to work hard to advance either way. Once you sow the seeds of meditation and advancing and stay consistent and dedicated you'll reap the fruits of meditation by having power and magick. Also lucid dreaming is not at all easy. I tried to do it it is pretty hard and can be unclear. You can even forget your dreams sometimes so it is not at all reliable.
Good luck. Keep advancing.

I have actually someone come to me in dreams and I feel it happens still.. had quite interesting experiences in my dreams.

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Fri Jan 29, 2021 4:53 pm

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 9:15 pm

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 5:06 pm

A succubus won't be like a physical girl. You can't touch her or hear her properly until you become advanced spiritually. A relationship with a succubus won't be easy and will require hard work, dedication and patience. I don't think getting a succubus is a good idea for you. You have false expectations.

Hmm.. What about dream manipulation? She'd be a Goddess, wouldn't She? She could manifest in my dreams where we could do what we would do if we both had physical bodies. Dreams can do that.
From all I've written here so far and from all questions I may still have in the future, the topic of Succubus is what interest me the most. I've been lonely and sexually unsatisfied since so long.. I see you have knowledge about Succubus. Please, tell me everything you know.

Rarely anything happens in your dreams if you are not advanced. I have a succubus. I am not advanced yet because of privacy issues but I do my meditations. I never saw my succubus in a dream even though I told her she is welcome there. So I wouldn't depend on my dreams and you shouldn't either. I know it's hard for you sexually. Sometimes it is incredibly difficult for me too. But this is a journey I am learning and improving. Patience, consistency and dedication is required. Your number one priority right now should be advancing spiritually as much as you can. When you reach a certain level of spiritual advancement you'll have a lot of abilities and will be able to control the world around you. For example you can use your magick to influence people, get more money, attract the perfect physical partner for you, and if you empower your astral senses enough you can get a succubus. But still it won't be like a physical girl it is a bit different. Not everyone is fit to get a succubus. You'll have to work hard to advance either way. Once you sow the seeds of meditation and advancing and stay consistent and dedicated you'll reap the fruits of meditation by having power and magick. Also lucid dreaming is not at all easy. I tried to do it it is pretty hard and can be unclear. You can even forget your dreams sometimes so it is not at all reliable.
Good luck. Keep advancing.

Thanks! And such informations are very helpful. Knowledge is power, isn't it?

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 7:31 am

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Fri Jan 29, 2021 4:53 pm

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 9:15 pm

Hmm.. What about dream manipulation? She'd be a Goddess, wouldn't She? She could manifest in my dreams where we could do what we would do if we both had physical bodies. Dreams can do that.
From all I've written here so far and from all questions I may still have in the future, the topic of Succubus is what interest me the most. I've been lonely and sexually unsatisfied since so long.. I see you have knowledge about Succubus. Please, tell me everything you know.

Rarely anything happens in your dreams if you are not advanced. I have a succubus. I am not advanced yet because of privacy issues but I do my meditations. I never saw my succubus in a dream even though I told her she is welcome there. So I wouldn't depend on my dreams and you shouldn't either. I know it's hard for you sexually. Sometimes it is incredibly difficult for me too. But this is a journey I am learning and improving. Patience, consistency and dedication is required. Your number one priority right now should be advancing spiritually as much as you can. When you reach a certain level of spiritual advancement you'll have a lot of abilities and will be able to control the world around you. For example you can use your magick to influence people, get more money, attract the perfect physical partner for you, and if you empower your astral senses enough you can get a succubus. But still it won't be like a physical girl it is a bit different. Not everyone is fit to get a succubus. You'll have to work hard to advance either way. Once you sow the seeds of meditation and advancing and stay consistent and dedicated you'll reap the fruits of meditation by having power and magick. Also lucid dreaming is not at all easy. I tried to do it it is pretty hard and can be unclear. You can even forget your dreams sometimes so it is not at all reliable.
Good luck. Keep advancing.

Thanks! And such informations are very helpful. Knowledge is power, isn't it?

Of course it is. But what is more important than knowledge is applying it. That's where the real power comes in.

Shadowcat wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 3:27 am

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Fri Jan 29, 2021 4:53 pm

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 9:15 pm

Hmm.. What about dream manipulation? She'd be a Goddess, wouldn't She? She could manifest in my dreams where we could do what we would do if we both had physical bodies. Dreams can do that.
From all I've written here so far and from all questions I may still have in the future, the topic of Succubus is what interest me the most. I've been lonely and sexually unsatisfied since so long.. I see you have knowledge about Succubus. Please, tell me everything you know.

Rarely anything happens in your dreams if you are not advanced. I have a succubus. I am not advanced yet because of privacy issues but I do my meditations. I never saw my succubus in a dream even though I told her she is welcome there. So I wouldn't depend on my dreams and you shouldn't either. I know it's hard for you sexually. Sometimes it is incredibly difficult for me too. But this is a journey I am learning and improving. Patience, consistency and dedication is required. Your number one priority right now should be advancing spiritually as much as you can. When you reach a certain level of spiritual advancement you'll have a lot of abilities and will be able to control the world around you. For example you can use your magick to influence people, get more money, attract the perfect physical partner for you, and if you empower your astral senses enough you can get a succubus. But still it won't be like a physical girl it is a bit different. Not everyone is fit to get a succubus. You'll have to work hard to advance either way. Once you sow the seeds of meditation and advancing and stay consistent and dedicated you'll reap the fruits of meditation by having power and magick. Also lucid dreaming is not at all easy. I tried to do it it is pretty hard and can be unclear. You can even forget your dreams sometimes so it is not at all reliable.
Good luck. Keep advancing.

I have actually someone come to me in dreams and I feel it happens still.. had quite interesting experiences in my dreams.

Yeah some people have talent with dreams. They have predictions, visions, or demons in dreams. Usually it might happen if you have planets in 12th house. I didn't have much dreams in the past or would forget them. But this year my dreams have gone crazy. I would get visions or predictions from dreams. But I would also get attacked in my dreams sometimes. But really till now I've never dreamed or met my lover in my dreams. Which makes me frustrated sometimes but it's okay I am sure she know best.

eternal666light wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 2:42 am

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Fri Jan 29, 2021 4:53 pm

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 28, 2021 9:15 pm

Hmm.. What about dream manipulation? She'd be a Goddess, wouldn't She? She could manifest in my dreams where we could do what we would do if we both had physical bodies. Dreams can do that.
From all I've written here so far and from all questions I may still have in the future, the topic of Succubus is what interest me the most. I've been lonely and sexually unsatisfied since so long.. I see you have knowledge about Succubus. Please, tell me everything you know.

Rarely anything happens in your dreams if you are not advanced. I have a succubus. I am not advanced yet because of privacy issues but I do my meditations. I never saw my succubus in a dream even though I told her she is welcome there. So I wouldn't depend on my dreams and you shouldn't either. I know it's hard for you sexually. Sometimes it is incredibly difficult for me too. But this is a journey I am learning and improving. Patience, consistency and dedication is required. Your number one priority right now should be advancing spiritually as much as you can. When you reach a certain level of spiritual advancement you'll have a lot of abilities and will be able to control the world around you. For example you can use your magick to influence people, get more money, attract the perfect physical partner for you, and if you empower your astral senses enough you can get a succubus. But still it won't be like a physical girl it is a bit different. Not everyone is fit to get a succubus. You'll have to work hard to advance either way. Once you sow the seeds of meditation and advancing and stay consistent and dedicated you'll reap the fruits of meditation by having power and magick. Also lucid dreaming is not at all easy. I tried to do it it is pretty hard and can be unclear. You can even forget your dreams sometimes so it is not at all reliable.
Good luck. Keep advancing.

the manifestation for me is there but not completely physical for me except occasionally when i'm on the verge of sleep in that relaxed state that i can feel her 100% physically, and at that point i feel all my hard work finally paying off.

while i welcome her to my dreams, it almost never happens or i do not realize it lol.

That's awesome. Good luck!

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 1:17 pm

APoleWhoLostAlot wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 7:31 am

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Fri Jan 29, 2021 4:53 pm

Rarely anything happens in your dreams if you are not advanced. I have a succubus. I am not advanced yet because of privacy issues but I do my meditations. I never saw my succubus in a dream even though I told her she is welcome there. So I wouldn't depend on my dreams and you shouldn't either. I know it's hard for you sexually. Sometimes it is incredibly difficult for me too. But this is a journey I am learning and improving. Patience, consistency and dedication is required. Your number one priority right now should be advancing spiritually as much as you can. When you reach a certain level of spiritual advancement you'll have a lot of abilities and will be able to control the world around you. For example you can use your magick to influence people, get more money, attract the perfect physical partner for you, and if you empower your astral senses enough you can get a succubus. But still it won't be like a physical girl it is a bit different. Not everyone is fit to get a succubus. You'll have to work hard to advance either way. Once you sow the seeds of meditation and advancing and stay consistent and dedicated you'll reap the fruits of meditation by having power and magick. Also lucid dreaming is not at all easy. I tried to do it it is pretty hard and can be unclear. You can even forget your dreams sometimes so it is not at all reliable.
Good luck. Keep advancing.

Thanks! And such informations are very helpful. Knowledge is power, isn't it?

Of course it is. But what is more important than knowledge is applying it. That's where the real power comes in.

It's true. I agree.

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 1:21 pm

Shadowcat wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 3:27 am

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Fri Jan 29, 2021 4:53 pm

Rarely anything happens in your dreams if you are not advanced. I have a succubus. I am not advanced yet because of privacy issues but I do my meditations. I never saw my succubus in a dream even though I told her she is welcome there. So I wouldn't depend on my dreams and you shouldn't either. I know it's hard for you sexually. Sometimes it is incredibly difficult for me too. But this is a journey I am learning and improving. Patience, consistency and dedication is required. Your number one priority right now should be advancing spiritually as much as you can. When you reach a certain level of spiritual advancement you'll have a lot of abilities and will be able to control the world around you. For example you can use your magick to influence people, get more money, attract the perfect physical partner for you, and if you empower your astral senses enough you can get a succubus. But still it won't be like a physical girl it is a bit different. Not everyone is fit to get a succubus. You'll have to work hard to advance either way. Once you sow the seeds of meditation and advancing and stay consistent and dedicated you'll reap the fruits of meditation by having power and magick. Also lucid dreaming is not at all easy. I tried to do it it is pretty hard and can be unclear. You can even forget your dreams sometimes so it is not at all reliable.
Good luck. Keep advancing.

I have actually someone come to me in dreams and I feel it happens still.. had quite interesting experiences in my dreams.

Yeah some people have talent with dreams. They have predictions, visions, or demons in dreams. Usually it might happen if you have planets in 12th house. I didn't have much dreams in the past or would forget them. But this year my dreams have gone crazy. I would get visions or predictions from dreams. But I would also get attacked in my dreams sometimes. But really till now I've never dreamed or met my lover in my dreams. Which makes me frustrated sometimes but it's okay I am sure she know best.

Big yup to the 12th house lol. Combine that with Jupiter in cancer and you have a very psychic placement.

Shadowcat wrote: ↑

Sun Jan 31, 2021 4:59 am

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 1:21 pm

Shadowcat wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 3:27 am

I have actually someone come to me in dreams and I feel it happens still.. had quite interesting experiences in my dreams.

Yeah some people have talent with dreams. They have predictions, visions, or demons in dreams. Usually it might happen if you have planets in 12th house. I didn't have much dreams in the past or would forget them. But this year my dreams have gone crazy. I would get visions or predictions from dreams. But I would also get attacked in my dreams sometimes. But really till now I've never dreamed or met my lover in my dreams. Which makes me frustrated sometimes but it's okay I am sure she know best.

Big yup to the 12th house lol. Combine that with Jupiter in cancer and you have a very psychic placement.

Exactly. And that's great embrace your talents, abilities, and overcome the negatives bit by bit. 12th house can be tough but when it gets sublimated you will most likely be very powerful and talented spiritually. Since you are with Satan you are very lucky and will most likely overcome your challenges if you stay dedicated and keep working on growing yourself. Good luck

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Sun Jan 31, 2021 12:25 pm

Shadowcat wrote: ↑

Sun Jan 31, 2021 4:59 am

mercury_wisdom wrote: ↑

Sat Jan 30, 2021 1:21 pm

Yeah some people have talent with dreams. They have predictions, visions, or demons in dreams. Usually it might happen if you have planets in 12th house. I didn't have much dreams in the past or would forget them. But this year my dreams have gone crazy. I would get visions or predictions from dreams. But I would also get attacked in my dreams sometimes. But really till now I've never dreamed or met my lover in my dreams. Which makes me frustrated sometimes but it's okay I am sure she know best.

Big yup to the 12th house lol. Combine that with Jupiter in cancer and you have a very psychic placement.

Exactly. And that's great embrace your talents, abilities, and overcome the negatives bit by bit. 12th house can be tough but when it gets sublimated you will most likely be very powerful and talented spiritually. Since you are with Satan you are very lucky and will most likely overcome your challenges if you stay dedicated and keep working on growing yourself. Good luck

thanks again that was very comforting to hear, especially during a heavy munka working x.x

Aquarius wrote: ↑

Mon Feb 03, 2020 5:40 pm

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:Hi Matty Boy, I hope it's alright to ask you for the Goddess name as I just read your reply and it really picked my interest.

(This is actually the first time I write in here, I've been a long time Satanist but I'm still a bad student and figured it would be the right time to ask for some help to a Brother or Sister in our journey.)

I don't know if you meant that your Succubus' name is that of a Goetic Demoness, but if that's the case then I feel more confident that I haven't simply misunderstood the messages.

My astral senses are, to use an euphemism, sucky but the night I performed the ritual asking Father Satan for a Succubus as a friend and lover I clearly saw Her image for about a second (my visions usually last just a second at most) and She was the most beautiful female I've ever seen in all my life.

Thing is, that was the only time I saw Her, didn't feel more and no matter what I tried I couldn't meet Her again. Only lately, after like 20 years (I know, still suck and I barely managed to feel my head chakras while vibrating the words) I found a description in the JoS website (hope it hasn't been there the entire time!) that matches Her perfectly... I don't know if a Goetic Demoness can/would be a Succubus but that's what I got between JoS descriptions, meditating and trying to connect with Her.

I'll tell you Her name.. Leraje. She was exactly as in the description, only without the red wings and headdress. The greenest, most beautiful eyes and blackest hair, and She smiled to me gently.

I have only lately (last year) started to use runes/chanting as a constant method as the words in the awakenings section before did very little for me.

Also, I must say (so perhaps it'll be useful for you to understand my situation) I am pretty sure I have a very strong aura. I've done something definitely advanced once and the most advanced meditations, like absorbing the elements, barely give me any energy. Others, when I direct my energy to heal or clean their auras, have been reporting they felt very strong energy while I feel nothing or close to nothing.

I don't know why I feel this little, I know that the foundation meditation should be "easy" or at least basic for a dedicated Satanist, but no matter the amount of daily meditation or exercises I still feel like I'm numb most of the time.
The 'AUM' chants, I just found the chakra awakenings have been updated, I can feel are doing something, like stimulating my brain, and I really hope I get somewhere.

It's been so long since I wanted to establish a good strong relationship with Father Satan and our Demons, the whole point in thinking of a Succubus was to advance in spiritual evolution faster and better.. now, after having to do with psycho people and getting my trust betrayed a number of times, I also believe that a monogamous relationship with a Demoness is my only chance for companionship.

Anyway, sorry for the long question/intro, I hope this thread isn't old, do tell me if you would like for me to repost this.

Thank you for your help in advance.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

Goetia Demons aren’t Demon lovers sorry to ruin it for you, you’re just deluding yourself.

Could you elaborate on you came to your statement?

I noticed that despite your high post count, you make a lot of blanket statements without fact or evidence to back yourself up. This is a pattern I noticed you doing for a while. Just wanted to point it out, in case you were not aware of it.

I disagree with your statement.
In the past, I suspected through intuition some a spiritual Satanist of having a husband that was in the Goetic Demons list on Joy of Satan website.

I asked them about it (they are my Guardian too) and they confirmed, that yes, they are husband of X person.
It's not common at all but it happens.
I didn't message the SS because I don't think they are going to answer me (also it's quite a private question) and I was not friends with that SS.

magus.immortalis wrote: ↑

Thu Feb 04, 2021 4:32 pm

I disagree with your statement.
In the past, I suspected through intuition some a spiritual Satanist of having a husband that was in the Goetic Demons list on Joy of Satan website.

I asked them about it (they are my Guardian too) and they confirmed, that yes, they are husband of X person.
It's not common at all but it happens.
I didn't message the SS because I don't think they are going to answer me (also it's quite a private question) and I was not friends with that SS.

There have been several other examples of you "hearing" strange things and thinking that it was gods speaking to you, when really it was a mix of your own imagination and enemy influences that were trying to mess with you.

Like when the enemy was saying all kinds of horrible mean things to you, and you thought it was gods saying those things.

So I think this is another example of something like that.

magus.immortalis wrote: ↑

Thu Feb 04, 2021 4:32 pm

Aquarius wrote: ↑

Mon Feb 03, 2020 5:40 pm

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:Hi Matty Boy, I hope it's alright to ask you for the Goddess name as I just read your reply and it really picked my interest.

(This is actually the first time I write in here, I've been a long time Satanist but I'm still a bad student and figured it would be the right time to ask for some help to a Brother or Sister in our journey.)

I don't know if you meant that your Succubus' name is that of a Goetic Demoness, but if that's the case then I feel more confident that I haven't simply misunderstood the messages.

My astral senses are, to use an euphemism, sucky but the night I performed the ritual asking Father Satan for a Succubus as a friend and lover I clearly saw Her image for about a second (my visions usually last just a second at most) and She was the most beautiful female I've ever seen in all my life.

Thing is, that was the only time I saw Her, didn't feel more and no matter what I tried I couldn't meet Her again. Only lately, after like 20 years (I know, still suck and I barely managed to feel my head chakras while vibrating the words) I found a description in the JoS website (hope it hasn't been there the entire time!) that matches Her perfectly... I don't know if a Goetic Demoness can/would be a Succubus but that's what I got between JoS descriptions, meditating and trying to connect with Her.

I'll tell you Her name.. Leraje. She was exactly as in the description, only without the red wings and headdress. The greenest, most beautiful eyes and blackest hair, and She smiled to me gently.

I have only lately (last year) started to use runes/chanting as a constant method as the words in the awakenings section before did very little for me.

Also, I must say (so perhaps it'll be useful for you to understand my situation) I am pretty sure I have a very strong aura. I've done something definitely advanced once and the most advanced meditations, like absorbing the elements, barely give me any energy. Others, when I direct my energy to heal or clean their auras, have been reporting they felt very strong energy while I feel nothing or close to nothing.

I don't know why I feel this little, I know that the foundation meditation should be "easy" or at least basic for a dedicated Satanist, but no matter the amount of daily meditation or exercises I still feel like I'm numb most of the time.
The 'AUM' chants, I just found the chakra awakenings have been updated, I can feel are doing something, like stimulating my brain, and I really hope I get somewhere.

It's been so long since I wanted to establish a good strong relationship with Father Satan and our Demons, the whole point in thinking of a Succubus was to advance in spiritual evolution faster and better.. now, after having to do with psycho people and getting my trust betrayed a number of times, I also believe that a monogamous relationship with a Demoness is my only chance for companionship.

Anyway, sorry for the long question/intro, I hope this thread isn't old, do tell me if you would like for me to repost this.

Thank you for your help in advance.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

Goetia Demons aren’t Demon lovers sorry to ruin it for you, you’re just deluding yourself.

Could you elaborate on you came to your statement?

I noticed that despite your high post count, you make a lot of blanket statements without fact or evidence to back yourself up. This is a pattern I noticed you doing for a while. Just wanted to point it out, in case you were not aware of it.

I disagree with your statement.
In the past, I suspected through intuition some a spiritual Satanist of having a husband that was in the Goetic Demons list on Joy of Satan website.

I asked them about it (they are my Guardian too) and they confirmed, that yes, they are husband of X person.
It's not common at all but it happens.
I didn't message the SS because I don't think they are going to answer me (also it's quite a private question) and I was not friends with that SS.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.ph ... bi#p196742
Also keep in mind that I don't take your "communication" with the Gods seriously, and others shouldn't too for obvious reasons.

leraje wouldn't marry you. leave the weed alone also enemy demons and spirits can make you think they are who they say they are. I know leraje and have for a long time human men wouldn't be able to last with her and she has higher standards