Ghost in the Machine
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So I've been patient on answers for something that happened to me a while ago that I had originally made a thread for and asked Satan for answers. But I have also summoned and asked a particular demon, one that also embodies a 'mythical' creature as I felt he was the one who might be able to help explain this to me or clarify, I had already given him a gift in exchange but he did not want me to share it here.
Now seldom I remember dreams very well if at all and I know that when I do and they are very vivid as if I am literally there on the astral that it's formed from an outside influence, I've had answers from Satan and the gods like this before.
I'm floating over a great black ocean with small scattered surrounding isles holding up white marble structures along with massive arching marble paths above me. The place looks slightly desolate and these marble structures appear to be in ruin as if this place has been long forgotten and left to fall. There are no lands or continents beyond these waters, just the small isles and the pale blue skies above. I'm the only living thing here save for at least three dark creatures that dwell within the waters in the area. I've been tasked that I need to find and defeat these three monsters and obtain three items that they drop.
So I found each of them one by one with their strange black-gel insect-like forms, they writhed and flitted about wildly like wicked parasites. They exploded in a fiery blast into nothing and a single item dropped from each of them. The first one I have forgotten what it was at this point, but the second one was a large green thorax of a lightening bug which fell into the water. I dived to retrieve it in my hand (which was golden and clawed... I've never seen anything of my own appearance in the dream other than this) and the third item was a white-gold ball, much like one you would use for cleaning your soul, this also fell into the water and I dived to retrieve it.
I am now floating over the waters with these three items in hand and I'm uncertain what to do with them. I start trying to push them together as if I'm supposed to some how 'activate' something with their innate magic or whatever, but nothing seems to really happen. I then instead simply hold them up in both cupped hands, allowing them to disperse into the 'aether' as if to 'spend' an energy on it like payment for something. Suddenly out of no where this small golden lindworm dragon forms and is summoned from the spending of the items. This is the closest image I can find online on how it looks but without the back legs, and it wasn't this long nor did it look exactly like this and it didn't have that horn on it's nose.
This dragon serpentines through the air flying towards me where it stays by my side and follows me as something the dream 'told' me to utilize as an extension of myself, it followed my movements, flying around me but it wasn't 'alive' like a sentient living thing, it's movements were automatic. The dream made me feel like this dragon had nothing of a self, no consciousness or awareness except through me, but it was filled with magic and power and it was more like some kind of magic extension of the soul of which it was just there until I 'used' it and placed myself within it to 'be' as something part of me. Like something to be enveloped by as an extension of myself, something to 'wear'.
Upon this realization the dream ends and I wake up. I feel like I kind of understand what this all means but anybody's interpretation is welcome in case there's something I'm not quite seeing or getting. This dream still doesn't explain why this is though... where it came from and how it came to be. Was it always something of myself and the enemy just shut it down under their garbage? Is that why during that intense 4 hour cleaning session it revealed itself to me, because I 'defeated' that darkness just like in the dream? Did those dark insect creatures represent the enemy in that context? Is this a story telling me what already happened on that night, or is it a future goal? Why a dragon and was it there from my soul's creation or did it evolve and come to be over time? Was it given to me?
There's still so many questions... but whatever the case, I am now aware with certainty from this answer that there is a golden dragon, like some kind of aspect of my soul somehow someway that connects me with this 'mythical' creature on a very, very deep level, that essentially I incarnate. I don't know if I am a sole individual like this or if there are others as well with this kind of thing whether it's with a dragon as well or with some other animal, but it's not something I can refute now, especially since it now crops up every time I'm empowered with a lot of white-gold energy since that night.
But this just... explains so much. Almost everything dragons are symbolical of I have within me on a soul level and have ever since I was a kid. My animalistic tendencies and methods of combat against the enemy (claws, teeth, slashing, gnashing, feral posturing), my strong connection and deep-seated love with the elements of fire and earth (dragons are historically symbolized of these two elements, fire being their breath and volcanic caterings, and earth with their dwelling within caves and mountains and involvement with metals, gems and gold), and more embarrassing things like the intense and almost irresistible urge to drop to all-fours or adopt an animalistic posture whenever I am empowered with lots of white-gold energy and this dragon aspect crops up upon me again, as if becoming the aspect. And my borderline obsession with hoarding metals (I've taken apart so many computers and electronics and have a jar filled with harvested metals from silver, copper, gold, steel everything, and for no purpose other than to just have it. Not to mention my treasure box of rocks, geodes and other shiny ilk and trinkets, perhaps this has to do again with the element of earth.)
Now this dream answer at least confirms to me that my assumption on what this is is correct, but now I'm just loaded with why and where did it come from? I also want to clarify, no I am not a dragon. I am a human as created by Satan in body, mind and soul.... but I'm apparently also a dragon? Not in the literal sense but it's very confusing. It's some kind of extension or some sort of overlapping layer or connection... I don't really understand the details. Perhaps more answers will come to me in time.
I'll just keep advancing.
Now seldom I remember dreams very well if at all and I know that when I do and they are very vivid as if I am literally there on the astral that it's formed from an outside influence, I've had answers from Satan and the gods like this before.
I'm floating over a great black ocean with small scattered surrounding isles holding up white marble structures along with massive arching marble paths above me. The place looks slightly desolate and these marble structures appear to be in ruin as if this place has been long forgotten and left to fall. There are no lands or continents beyond these waters, just the small isles and the pale blue skies above. I'm the only living thing here save for at least three dark creatures that dwell within the waters in the area. I've been tasked that I need to find and defeat these three monsters and obtain three items that they drop.
So I found each of them one by one with their strange black-gel insect-like forms, they writhed and flitted about wildly like wicked parasites. They exploded in a fiery blast into nothing and a single item dropped from each of them. The first one I have forgotten what it was at this point, but the second one was a large green thorax of a lightening bug which fell into the water. I dived to retrieve it in my hand (which was golden and clawed... I've never seen anything of my own appearance in the dream other than this) and the third item was a white-gold ball, much like one you would use for cleaning your soul, this also fell into the water and I dived to retrieve it.
I am now floating over the waters with these three items in hand and I'm uncertain what to do with them. I start trying to push them together as if I'm supposed to some how 'activate' something with their innate magic or whatever, but nothing seems to really happen. I then instead simply hold them up in both cupped hands, allowing them to disperse into the 'aether' as if to 'spend' an energy on it like payment for something. Suddenly out of no where this small golden lindworm dragon forms and is summoned from the spending of the items. This is the closest image I can find online on how it looks but without the back legs, and it wasn't this long nor did it look exactly like this and it didn't have that horn on it's nose.
This dragon serpentines through the air flying towards me where it stays by my side and follows me as something the dream 'told' me to utilize as an extension of myself, it followed my movements, flying around me but it wasn't 'alive' like a sentient living thing, it's movements were automatic. The dream made me feel like this dragon had nothing of a self, no consciousness or awareness except through me, but it was filled with magic and power and it was more like some kind of magic extension of the soul of which it was just there until I 'used' it and placed myself within it to 'be' as something part of me. Like something to be enveloped by as an extension of myself, something to 'wear'.
Upon this realization the dream ends and I wake up. I feel like I kind of understand what this all means but anybody's interpretation is welcome in case there's something I'm not quite seeing or getting. This dream still doesn't explain why this is though... where it came from and how it came to be. Was it always something of myself and the enemy just shut it down under their garbage? Is that why during that intense 4 hour cleaning session it revealed itself to me, because I 'defeated' that darkness just like in the dream? Did those dark insect creatures represent the enemy in that context? Is this a story telling me what already happened on that night, or is it a future goal? Why a dragon and was it there from my soul's creation or did it evolve and come to be over time? Was it given to me?
There's still so many questions... but whatever the case, I am now aware with certainty from this answer that there is a golden dragon, like some kind of aspect of my soul somehow someway that connects me with this 'mythical' creature on a very, very deep level, that essentially I incarnate. I don't know if I am a sole individual like this or if there are others as well with this kind of thing whether it's with a dragon as well or with some other animal, but it's not something I can refute now, especially since it now crops up every time I'm empowered with a lot of white-gold energy since that night.
But this just... explains so much. Almost everything dragons are symbolical of I have within me on a soul level and have ever since I was a kid. My animalistic tendencies and methods of combat against the enemy (claws, teeth, slashing, gnashing, feral posturing), my strong connection and deep-seated love with the elements of fire and earth (dragons are historically symbolized of these two elements, fire being their breath and volcanic caterings, and earth with their dwelling within caves and mountains and involvement with metals, gems and gold), and more embarrassing things like the intense and almost irresistible urge to drop to all-fours or adopt an animalistic posture whenever I am empowered with lots of white-gold energy and this dragon aspect crops up upon me again, as if becoming the aspect. And my borderline obsession with hoarding metals (I've taken apart so many computers and electronics and have a jar filled with harvested metals from silver, copper, gold, steel everything, and for no purpose other than to just have it. Not to mention my treasure box of rocks, geodes and other shiny ilk and trinkets, perhaps this has to do again with the element of earth.)
Now this dream answer at least confirms to me that my assumption on what this is is correct, but now I'm just loaded with why and where did it come from? I also want to clarify, no I am not a dragon. I am a human as created by Satan in body, mind and soul.... but I'm apparently also a dragon? Not in the literal sense but it's very confusing. It's some kind of extension or some sort of overlapping layer or connection... I don't really understand the details. Perhaps more answers will come to me in time.
I'll just keep advancing.