privacy invaded-(venting)
Posted: Tue Jan 23, 2018 8:45 am
i don't know if this went thru but if it didn't i'm typing this out again.
my bf opened my computer today he was trying to put a new dvd player program on it while i was at work.
he got distressed at what he found and had a talk with me. he said that about the jos he went online and found out the truth about it how it's all bullshit and how fake maxine. he went on about how fucking evil the SS are and some of the things they did in the war, rape, torchure, beating people to death ect. he hates that i don't like jews though we don't really talk about it at all nor do i talk about it others. my opinons and beliefe doesn't affect him at all yet it's a deal breaker to him. he basically told me to choose between him and hitler. i know it's shamefull and i hate that i have to lie to him to keep the peace cause i thought that i felt real love for him- i've never been in love before- i'm torn up inside so many things i want to do and most of them violent- i'm not stupid i won't give in to the desire to scream and try to beat the shit out of him.
he follows the buddah philosophy.
i just don't know what to do- other than this episode he is a great guy but i feel hollow inside.
if any of the hp's can say anything- please note i understand that many who read this will be screaming at me to leave his ass and find an ss, if i could find n ss i would have dropped his ass and with over 90% of the population choking on the blue pill i don't want to be alone it wasn't nice in my head when i was without human company.
Hail Satan
Hail Hitler
my bf opened my computer today he was trying to put a new dvd player program on it while i was at work.
he got distressed at what he found and had a talk with me. he said that about the jos he went online and found out the truth about it how it's all bullshit and how fake maxine. he went on about how fucking evil the SS are and some of the things they did in the war, rape, torchure, beating people to death ect. he hates that i don't like jews though we don't really talk about it at all nor do i talk about it others. my opinons and beliefe doesn't affect him at all yet it's a deal breaker to him. he basically told me to choose between him and hitler. i know it's shamefull and i hate that i have to lie to him to keep the peace cause i thought that i felt real love for him- i've never been in love before- i'm torn up inside so many things i want to do and most of them violent- i'm not stupid i won't give in to the desire to scream and try to beat the shit out of him.
he follows the buddah philosophy.
i just don't know what to do- other than this episode he is a great guy but i feel hollow inside.
if any of the hp's can say anything- please note i understand that many who read this will be screaming at me to leave his ass and find an ss, if i could find n ss i would have dropped his ass and with over 90% of the population choking on the blue pill i don't want to be alone it wasn't nice in my head when i was without human company.
Hail Satan
Hail Hitler
