I just do my best to steer clear of their toxicity, and watch carefully my thoughts and reactions when exposed to them.
I'm in my 60s and am just now realizing how screwed up my life and brain is, due to my Christian family, and the church is general.
After studying Satanism for several months now, I dedicated myself to him on Friday, the 13th, which also happened to be my grandson's birthday.
Something happened physically, for sure, and now my constant thought is repeating over and over, I love you, Lucifer.
I wasn't asking for anything in return, but it did occur to me today to remind him I'd love for Kitty to come back home safe and sound.
I wouldn't dream of mentioning my new love to my family; but hinted slightly to my friend across the street my thoughts on the matter.
I said, "Why does Satan get such a bad rap?" After all, it's 'god' in the Bible who plays favorites, and kills humans and animals by many ways; poisonous snakes, fire, animal sacrifice, floods, starvation, famine, bitter herbs, and even bears, and so on."
Her reply was simple, "you sound like my grandson." But, she admitted she had thought those very thoughts herself.
I'm thankful this forum is here, at least I can share my heart with like-minded people.
I live in the Bible belt, specifically, Texas. To come out could cause great harm to me and my property.
Thank you.