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Alura

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situation in my house is... terrible. really. my mother have new boyfriend, she didn’t help me financialy in almost year, so it’s hard to me. they are plotting against me with my uncle, his wife and daughter. they’re telling so much lies that all i do is cry, because it’s so disgusting. my grandfather and grandmother are living with us and i can’t get help from them either. granddad is standing with them and yesterday i found out that my grandma (the only person i trusted in this house) was telling them everything that i’m doing. i am alone. my dad with his girlfriend and my little stepsister are living in the netherland but i can’t trust them 100%. my dad tends to promise me things and then do nothing so...
i’m feeling like shit, because they were telling that i am one, that i am nothing etc. i’m only 19 and i graduated high school, i’m going to collage. i can do everything, i’m young and they... i’m really sensitive person and it’s too much. because of this quarrels i wanted to kill myself many times. even now i want to do it, but i’m scared that they will find out all my satanic things - crystals, athame, tarot cards, runed etc. and they will be saying awful things about me even if i’m dead... for a week i was putting on my uncle and his family destructive energy to fuck up their lives but it takes time. i need to get rid of my mother and her boyfriend. i don’t want to kill them but i want them to feel what i felt and just stay away from my house. when the situation was awful and they were arguing, i was feeling like they can hurt me phisically and i was telling my guardian demon to help me. but nothing happened. i did destruction ritual on my mom’s boyfriend and nothing. i did binding spell on my mother so she couldn’t plot against me, but... nothing. i think i have no faith, hope or... power. i don’t know why the universe put me in this sick family. it’s a madness. and even gods left me. what can i do in this situation? i know that by the time it will be worse and worse. i need to do something fast. please, help me. i want to have peaceful life, normal family and dedicate myself fully to satan.
 
You're 19 years old, legally an adult, and you are complaining because your relatives don't help you financially? Most people do not have not entitlement syndrome and even pay rent. You're lucky you are not kicked out, as many parents do once their child turns 18. You still have a roof over your head.

And you say that your mother won't stay away from your house? Is it yours, or is it hers? I'm thinking you need a reality lesson. If you are living in someone else's house, you can't expect them to give you money as well.

Dedicate to Satan (you said you didn't yet), get a job (or education towards one), and take control of your life. You are an adult now, not a child. Life changes.

I hate to sound harsh towards a fellow SS, but you need to act like an adult in order to function and get ahead in this world. Acting like an entitled child expecting your parents to give you money now that you are an adult, will get you nowhere in life.
 
Lydia said:
You're 19 years old, legally an adult, and you are complaining because your relatives don't help you financially? Most people do not have not entitlement syndrome and even pay rent. You're lucky you are not kicked out, as many parents do once their child turns 18. You still have a roof over your head.

And you say that your mother won't stay away from your house? Is it yours, or is it hers? I'm thinking you need a reality lesson. If you are living in someone else's house, you can't expect them to give you money as well.

Dedicate to Satan (you said you didn't yet), get a job (or education towards one), and take control of your life. You are an adult now, not a child. Life changes.

I hate to sound harsh towards a fellow SS, but you need to act like an adult in order to function and get ahead in this world. Acting like an entitled child expecting your parents to give you money now that you are an adult, will get you nowhere in life.
Good advice. To add to what Lydia said, overcoming this situation will make you stronger in life, you said you are emotional, instead of crying use your willpower, do something about what is happening, if life is really that horrible in that house find a job and move out, you're 19 and you can do anything you want and not depend on anybody. The Gods haven't left you, they wont just snap their fingers and make everybody happy, this is a life lesson for you to shape your character and grow as a person, you can't expect others to do the work for you.
Best of luck.
p.s check my signature.
 
this house belongs to my grandparents and my mother is trying really hard to force them to convey this house to her. they don’t want to because they are saying that she’s treating them like a slaves. my grandma and i do everything in this house and she can’t even clean for herself.
she wasn’t helping me when i was in school as well. she refused to pay for my bus ticket, my food etc. when i coudn’t work. but she bought her boyfriend a motocycle...
i was doing tarot readings for money and chart readings. also i’m flying to my dad in a few days to spend time with him and help him with work to get so money. in september i was planning to find a job, bc i will start collage in october. i’m not doing anything. i’m trying even if last months was hard to me. but this situation is draining me and i need to put an end to this.
 
Lydia said:
You're 19 years old, legally an adult, and you are complaining because your relatives don't help you financially? Most people do not have not entitlement syndrome and even pay rent. You're lucky you are not kicked out, as many parents do once their child turns 18. You still have a roof over your head.

And you say that your mother won't stay away from your house? Is it yours, or is it hers? I'm thinking you need a reality lesson. If you are living in someone else's house, you can't expect them to give you money as well.

Dedicate to Satan (you said you didn't yet), get a job (or education towards one), and take control of your life. You are an adult now, not a child. Life changes.

I hate to sound harsh towards a fellow SS, but you need to act like an adult in order to function and get ahead in this world. Acting like an entitled child expecting your parents to give you money now that you are an adult, will get you nowhere in life.
So are you impliying we should always only do what's' the legal minimum when we act. And not even the legal minimum of any law decreed by the Gods. But the legal minimum of the current legal system down there...
It used to be families were an organic structure with members working in the interest of their family and supporting each other. This also includes making sure one's children will have a career and proper training from it, and also children supporting (and respecting) their own parents even into old age. But xtianity has started the destruction of the family structure (remember rabbi jewsus is there to drive family member against family member) and modern jewish liberalism and individualism finished that work. Now it's considered normal to do only the bare minimum thats legally enforced. Can you even imagine ancient pagan nobility lets say like romans.. let's say their son turned 18 and they just tell him like now get out of our home go find yourself whatever job we dont care... that would be a good way to ruin your dynasty acting in such a stupid way. I cannot even fanthom how other families and their patricians would recat to hearing that. Probably a lot of mockery behind their back. Its not only a nobility thing either children of non nobles would be trained in the craft of their father or as apprentice in another job etc (and apprentice gets a place to stay too normally) But thats normal now since family is irrelevent at this point. Children belong to the state not their family and family members are to plot against one another and generational solidarity is not to exist... which is exactly what xtianity and socialism/communism is about. Thats exactly what jews wanted for the goyim.
This rant on how they should kick that person off was not warranted. Also the person hasnt said they aren't dedicated to Satan they said they wanna dedicate their life fully to Satan. Which may be understood as they wanna work for Satan much more then they can in their current situation. What if they are dedicated SS already ? Are we gonna side with random goyim vs dedicated SS that is in perilous situation ? Blaming the victim will help ? What if their family is like psychic vampires on top of that ? It certainly seems they love putting that person down like psychic vampires do and that the person seems to be mentally affected by that. So what now should we side with random psychic vampire enemies vs SS ?
Apart from that, you are giving some reasonable advice to that person. Yes getting a job would help you get out of their control.
 
Could have been worse your situation! Seems like bunch drama, you need calm down. Do your meditations every day, clean your aura. Focus on yourself, sometimes our thoughts can make things worse and feel hopeless with no self-control. I have to be honest, it seems a bit immature this type of behavior like you blame them for not helping you. Have you at least try to help yourself first? Go to college and get a job. Do not wait for anyone, do not depend on family. You must learn how to support yourself. As for any workings not working, could be due to lack of not being advanced enough, soul weak or curse still. Meditate every day, clean your charkas. This will else help grow mentally too. Take care.
 
you misunderstood me, I AM DEDICATED SATANIST. i just want to honour satan in my everyday life and feel his presence always. and it’s hard when they are making me feel like a zero. that’s all.
 
Sinistra said:
Lydia said:
You're 19 years old, legally an adult, and you are complaining because your relatives don't help you financially? Most people do not have not entitlement syndrome and even pay rent. You're lucky you are not kicked out, as many parents do once their child turns 18. You still have a roof over your head.

And you say that your mother won't stay away from your house? Is it yours, or is it hers? I'm thinking you need a reality lesson. If you are living in someone else's house, you can't expect them to give you money as well.

Dedicate to Satan (you said you didn't yet), get a job (or education towards one), and take control of your life. You are an adult now, not a child. Life changes.

I hate to sound harsh towards a fellow SS, but you need to act like an adult in order to function and get ahead in this world. Acting like an entitled child expecting your parents to give you money now that you are an adult, will get you nowhere in life.
So are you impliying we should always only do what's' the legal minimum when we act. And not even the legal minimum of any law decreed by the Gods. But the legal minimum of the current legal system down there...
It used to be families were an organic structure with members working in the interest of their family and supporting each other. This also includes making sure one's children will have a career and proper training from it, and also children supporting (and respecting) their own parents even into old age. But xtianity has started the destruction of the family structure (remember rabbi jewsus is there to drive family member against family member) and modern jewish liberalism and individualism finished that work. Now it's considered normal to do only the bare minimum thats legally enforced. Can you even imagine ancient pagan nobility lets say like romans.. let's say their son turned 18 and they just tell him like now get out of our home go find yourself whatever job we dont care... that would be a good way to ruin your dynasty acting in such a stupid way. I cannot even fanthom how other families and their patricians would recat to hearing that. Probably a lot of mockery behind their back. Its not only a nobility thing either children of non nobles would be trained in the craft of their father or as apprentice in another job etc (and apprentice gets a place to stay too normally) But thats normal now since family is irrelevent at this point. Children belong to the state not their family and family members are to plot against one another and generational solidarity is not to exist... which is exactly what xtianity and socialism/communism is about. Thats exactly what jews wanted for the goyim.
This rant on how they should kick that person off was not warranted. Also the person hasnt said they aren't dedicated to Satan they said they wanna dedicate their life fully to Satan. Which may be understood as they wanna work for Satan much more then they can in their current situation. What if they are dedicated SS already ? Are we gonna side with random goyim vs dedicated SS that is in perilous situation ? Blaming the victim will help ? What if their family is like psychic vampires on top of that ? It certainly seems they love putting that person down like psychic vampires do and that the person seems to be mentally affected by that. So what now should we side with random psychic vampire enemies vs SS ?
Apart from that, you are giving some reasonable advice to that person. Yes getting a job would help you get out of their control.

I certainly agree on the family structure but who wants to deal with xtians. When that comes up I just abandon the whole idea and do not care for family at all. Yes if I have kids I will be all on that support them as much as possible and if the Jew system is even remotely in place when they get older make sure they have more than enough time to advance do meditation and have friends and family be first over some employer or they will work for me and no big deal I have something kind of planned in a couple years anyways. I wish I had a family it hurts me I didn't cause of xtianity none of it was real it just frustrated me to no end.

Hail Satan
 
Sinistra said:
Lydia said:
You're 19 years old, legally an adult, and you are complaining because your relatives don't help you financially? Most people do not have not entitlement syndrome and even pay rent. You're lucky you are not kicked out, as many parents do once their child turns 18. You still have a roof over your head.

And you say that your mother won't stay away from your house? Is it yours, or is it hers? I'm thinking you need a reality lesson. If you are living in someone else's house, you can't expect them to give you money as well.

Dedicate to Satan (you said you didn't yet), get a job (or education towards one), and take control of your life. You are an adult now, not a child. Life changes.

I hate to sound harsh towards a fellow SS, but you need to act like an adult in order to function and get ahead in this world. Acting like an entitled child expecting your parents to give you money now that you are an adult, will get you nowhere in life.
So are you impliying we should always only do what's' the legal minimum when we act. And not even the legal minimum of any law decreed by the Gods. But the legal minimum of the current legal system down there...
It used to be families were an organic structure with members working in the interest of their family and supporting each other. This also includes making sure one's children will have a career and proper training from it, and also children supporting (and respecting) their own parents even into old age. But xtianity has started the destruction of the family structure (remember rabbi jewsus is there to drive family member against family member) and modern jewish liberalism and individualism finished that work. Now it's considered normal to do only the bare minimum thats legally enforced. Can you even imagine ancient pagan nobility lets say like romans.. let's say their son turned 18 and they just tell him like now get out of our home go find yourself whatever job we dont care... that would be a good way to ruin your dynasty acting in such a stupid way. I cannot even fanthom how other families and their patricians would recat to hearing that. Probably a lot of mockery behind their back. Its not only a nobility thing either children of non nobles would be trained in the craft of their father or as apprentice in another job etc (and apprentice gets a place to stay too normally) But thats normal now since family is irrelevent at this point. Children belong to the state not their family and family members are to plot against one another and generational solidarity is not to exist... which is exactly what xtianity and socialism/communism is about. Thats exactly what jews wanted for the goyim.
This rant on how they should kick that person off was not warranted. Also the person hasnt said they aren't dedicated to Satan they said they wanna dedicate their life fully to Satan. Which may be understood as they wanna work for Satan much more then they can in their current situation. What if they are dedicated SS already ? Are we gonna side with random goyim vs dedicated SS that is in perilous situation ? Blaming the victim will help ? What if their family is like psychic vampires on top of that ? It certainly seems they love putting that person down like psychic vampires do and that the person seems to be mentally affected by that. So what now should we side with random psychic vampire enemies vs SS ?
Apart from that, you are giving some reasonable advice to that person. Yes getting a job would help you get out of their control.

Depending on what place you live, it may be not be quite possible to move out right away even with a job. In certain places your minimum wage at age 19 is way below what is actually necessary to be able to excist as a person or to get through a month without debt.
This also depends on where you live.

As for the thing about 'a lot of people kick their kids out when they turn 18' this depends completely on what area you live in. I heard things like this are more common in southern europe.
Where I am from this is not like this, but a lot of students want their own freedom and space and figure it all out themselves. Nothing wrong with that.
However, the situation here is that there is 1) very little places to live and 2)rent is very high/houses are expensive - so a lot of people of the student age still live at home most of the time or at least visit home frequently till they get a proper job and are able to move out.

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Now as for the poster of this message, I would recommend doing the binding for 40 days. You do need to believe in yourself, that it actually works too. If you are not convinced that it works, you could possibly mess with the focus of the working and then it'd either not manifest, or manifest very little.

Now, I don't think character traits of said person would disappear completely. But it should at least be more manageable for you.

As for that mother of yours, she should be kicked on the street. Thats no way to treat a person, especially not your own parents. (One could disown a child in a testament too fyi)

Aura cleaning is very important if you're that easily upset and emotional. Also get plenty of rest.
If you have a place that you could walk to with lots of green that could help you too if you go out for a walk.

I think you should try to talk to your grandmother though and respectfully tell her that you didn't like her telling your mom everything you've been doing.
If its general things like oh you went to school or walked to the store to buy groceries, thats fine.
But not like, oh she was reading this book on witchcraft. In example. What you read and study in your personal time is no one elses business.
(However, some people are so fucked up they even start drama or say crap about those little things.)

Just keep in mind that people always tend to say things to others about you. So do keep in mind if something is wise to say/tell or not.

I understand if you feel like everything is forcing itself into your private space.. Im sorry that I can't quite tell you how to deal with that though. You'll have to figure out a way for yourself. I wish you the best with getting through these problems.
 
My advice is don't trust the goyim but don't be shy at taking what you need for yourself. Obviously I'm not saying go on a bank heist spree.. Im saying if you really need stuff and you are given opportunity to get... why not accept. Like lets say if family accepts to give you stuff be it money or material advantages while you're in a difficult situation great, why not take it, as long as its not a bribe to work for enemy and doesn't affect your loyalties. HPS Maxine mentioned in substance we shouldn't take bribes from enemies. It was in a sermon, related to how she was in a very perilous situation but refused what was the attempt of a xtian to bribe her by buying her shooes. Don't take bribes from enemy but else why shoot yourself in the foot.
Guys what is so esoteric about having a job that makes it like supremely moral over living of other ways.. when you have a job you depend on your boss and his goodwill. Even if you are self employed (many would say then you are truly independent...) you depend on convincing your clients and on them needing you.. or making them think they do.. etc and so on the goodwill of your clients, not to mention you depend on society to get all your material needs. Like what is independence really especially in this globally connected economy. Even if you were let's say making your perfect self sufficient dream farm in the countryside you still need money in most cases and so must sell stuff or services.. and rely on other people. Even only for land tax if nothing else (supposing you produce all your food and clothing yourself, which even those who preach self sufficiency like Varg types cant really achieve, and he admitted that) ! You can't pay land tax with material goods can you ? You need a bank account and state-accepted currency (money). If your farm is a family farm and not you solo (because who can go farm solo without human contact for decades.. even monks live in communities and depend on each other) .. now also you depend on family members ! Guys you preach independence financial or otherwise and that's good in idea but don't take it too far either, no human is truly independent. Humans are not some sort of wild cats that rely on hunting personally for their prey, for all their food, and with fur to protect them from the elements, sleeping on some natural bedding...
 
Well, you say you’re going to college so that is one step. Make sure you finish college though.
You should see if you can find a part time job that you can work at to make some money if you do not have time for a full time job. Try to save some of your money from this job and let it build as you work on school at the same time.
I’m sure your family just wants a good life for you, tough love is necessary sometimes but they could be more encouraging in a positive way instead of being so negative about it. You should try to help around the house if you can, keep your room clean do chores etc try to avoid just sitting around.
Something you can do is find positive music or a positive motivational speaker or something of that sort that you can put on and just plug your earphones in to avoid the negativity. Do your meditations and yoga and work on building the life you want.
 
I'm going to have to agree with Lydia and HPS Myla here, if the situation with your parents is not working out, you need to man up and get yourself out of this situation with work. Both physical work at a job and spiritual work on the soul. You really should dedicate to Satan as well following the dedication ritual on the main JoS site. The Gods have not "left" you, but to them currently, you are a low priority since you are neither dedicated nor in a position you are unable to escape on your own. Dedicated Satanists who are consistently advancing are always who the Gods help first.

Dedicating will allow you to get serious with witchcraft and meditation enough to work your way out of this.
 
Lydia said:
You're 19 years old, legally an adult, and you are complaining because your relatives don't help you financially? Most people do not have not entitlement syndrome and even pay rent. You're lucky you are not kicked out, as many parents do once their child turns 18. You still have a roof over your head.

And you say that your mother won't stay away from your house? Is it yours, or is it hers? I'm thinking you need a reality lesson. If you are living in someone else's house, you can't expect them to give you money as well.

Dedicate to Satan (you said you didn't yet), get a job (or education towards one), and take control of your life. You are an adult now, not a child. Life changes.

I hate to sound harsh towards a fellow SS, but you need to act like an adult in order to function and get ahead in this world. Acting like an entitled child expecting your parents to give you money now that you are an adult, will get you nowhere in life.
People aren't born with 'entitlement', it's a behavior adopted based on how they're treated by their parents, and in fact most people who're 'entitled' do not have the problems that this person described, if they did, then they would not be entitled, this is a contradiction on your part.

You can't just tell someone to 'just' get a job and just push that as a solution, tell me, do you expect anyone to 'just' look at a astrology chart and be able to interpret the entire thing accurately?
Raising a kid then just tossing them out when they're 18 when they've had no foundation on how to be self-sufficient is a fault on the parents part not the child, it's called having neglectful parents.

People who didn't develop self-sufficiency during their childhood can't just go out and be self-sufficient much less find a job.
That's why social services exist, these people need to learn from the ground up you don't just go out there and do shit without 1st having the foundations for it.
 
You either can fix the situation, by binding them or leave the place. Do more aura protection as well,
when the moon is not void you can start, program their aura to leave you alone while they are sleep.
Also, here few runes and meditation will help you become stronger.
runes: Wunjo, Sowilo, Algiz . Suraye mantra and Visudhi to clean your chakras and aura. ( daily) May seem a lot, but with success comes hard work. If you are serious about change and growth!

Alura said:
you misunderstood me, I AM DEDICATED SATANIST. i just want to honour satan in my everyday life and feel his presence always. and it’s hard when they are making me feel like a zero. that’s all.
 
Rook said:
People aren't born with 'entitlement', it's a behavior adopted based on how they're treated by their parents, and in fact most people who're 'entitled' do not have the problems that this person described, if they did, then they would not be entitled, this is a contradiction on your part.

You can't just tell someone to 'just' get a job and just push that as a solution, tell me, do you expect anyone to 'just' look at a astrology chart and be able to interpret the entire thing accurately?
Raising a kid then just tossing them out when they're 18 when they've had no foundation on how to be self-sufficient is a fault on the parents part not the child, it's called having neglectful parents.

People who didn't develop self-sufficiency during their childhood can't just go out and be self-sufficient much less find a job.
That's why social services exist, these people need to learn from the ground up you don't just go out there and do shit without 1st having the foundations for it.

I also don't agree with tossing your children out at age 18 and would never do this myself, but the reality is, this happens for most people, forcing them to live with strangers or friends in houses together (flatmates), this is communistic but the reality of most of America, Canada, UK, and other places in Europe.

Until about 50-100 years ago, people were getting jobs, getting their own houses, and starting families by age 20, as they were taught these things since childhood, unlike these days with the edjewcational system. My own grandparents had their careers started by the time they were both 14, many women became teachers and nurses at young ages, men working in farms and logging, mining, from age 10 in some cases. Which is definitely too young to be working as it takes away from childhood activities, but it is a historical fact. It does not mean it's the right way to do things (it certainly is not right), but we can't expect to suddenly have things far better than current norms. And the current norm is, start paying rent once you graduate from high school, or live in a dorm for university. (Which of course means more student loans which is bad, but this is besides the point.)

The OP has things better than most, a free roof over his/her head. And they want free money too? This is entitlement, expecting things for free without working for it. That was why I replied to the post, because if someone has a free roof over their head at the legal age of adulthood, then how can they complain about not getting free money too?

To finalize, I do believe in families helping together, allowing children to continue happily living with parents until they buy their own house and/or get married, this is the ideal. But it is not the norm, currently.
 
Alura said:
this house belongs to my grandparents and my mother is trying really hard to force them to convey this house to her. they don’t want to because they are saying that she’s treating them like a slaves. my grandma and i do everything in this house and she can’t even clean for herself.
she wasn’t helping me when i was in school as well. she refused to pay for my bus ticket, my food etc. when i coudn’t work. but she bought her boyfriend a motocycle...
i was doing tarot readings for money and chart readings. also i’m flying to my dad in a few days to spend time with him and help him with work to get so money. in september i was planning to find a job, bc i will start collage in october. i’m not doing anything. i’m trying even if last months was hard to me. but this situation is draining me and i need to put an end to this.


It would be realy funny if you would steal your mothers bf and convinve him to sell the motorcycle and chare the money 50% 50%. :lol:

I once did read a similar but way more bad story(not good english but you will get it):

He wouldn't want many people to die, but he does want one person to. To the question who? He answered: "My mother.
For the following reasons:
When he was 2 years old, his parents divorced. When he was 13, he broke off contact with his father because his new flame did not want to see him and constantly pushed terror. From the age of 12 he had to help out (serve, etc.) his mother behind the counter in his own pub/restaurant. For the average 15h he spent at the We., he got only 20 Euro and that in Luxembourg where the price level is even higher than in D. During the week he did not have to help, because he was there in the boarding school (not voluntarily). He had to throw the tip into a piggy bank. Mum saved up for a new SLK 350. When he finished his A-levels and went to university (at the age of 18), he always had to help out at the university, which is why things didn't go so well at the university. But that wasn't a problem for his mum, she told her son that he could just break off the university and take over the pub from her. The business would run well and she could also help out for 1-2 years. After a month of persuasion he agreed. He broke off his studies and went together with her to the notary, there he signed the transfer contracts. After the contracts were signed and sealed, she revealed to him that the current business account is permanently 4,000 euros in deficit and that, in addition, a loan of 120,000 euros had to be paid off. Only then did he realize that he had been fucked up by his mother. The only thing his mother did was to come to the pub and get drunk for free. Which was ok in her eyes, because she had signed over the business for "free". After half a year the mother decided to emigrate to Venezuela. Which she did and left her son alone with the debts and the business. Fortunately, after 2 years she sold her house in Luxembourg, which in turn was deposited with the bank as security for the loan. From the proceeds of the sale about 300.000 Euro was paid off the 100.000 Euro debt mountain, which had been received until then, so that he was able to get out of the business debt free. But the two years he had worked through from Monday to Sunday were not paid. Through his efforts, he saved his mother almost 20,000 euros. Most of the time he didn't even have enough money to buy proper stuff to eat, let alone to finance a car. He also told me that his mother always happened to have the right boyfriend for her current life situation when she was building her house, she had a carpenter as a friend, while she was running the pub/restaurant, her boyfriend was a cook. When she emigrated to Venezuela, her Venezuelan friend helped her with the paperwork. She also made sure that her mother's (grandma's) house was signed over to her. His grandmother has a lifelong right to live, but as soon as her grandmother dies in front of her mother, she gets the whole house and he goes out empty again. Even grandma wishes her own child to die.
 
GG Allin said:
Alura said:
this house belongs to my grandparents and my mother is trying really hard to force them to convey this house to her. they don’t want to because they are saying that she’s treating them like a slaves. my grandma and i do everything in this house and she can’t even clean for herself.
she wasn’t helping me when i was in school as well. she refused to pay for my bus ticket, my food etc. when i coudn’t work. but she bought her boyfriend a motocycle...
i was doing tarot readings for money and chart readings. also i’m flying to my dad in a few days to spend time with him and help him with work to get so money. in september i was planning to find a job, bc i will start collage in october. i’m not doing anything. i’m trying even if last months was hard to me. but this situation is draining me and i need to put an end to this.


It would be realy funny if you would steal your mothers bf and convinve him to sell the motorcycle and chare the money 50% 50%. :lol:

I once did read a similar but way more bad story(not good english but you will get it):

He wouldn't want many people to die, but he does want one person to. To the question who? He answered: "My mother.
For the following reasons:
When he was 2 years old, his parents divorced. When he was 13, he broke off contact with his father because his new flame did not want to see him and constantly pushed terror. From the age of 12 he had to help out (serve, etc.) his mother behind the counter in his own pub/restaurant. For the average 15h he spent at the We., he got only 20 Euro and that in Luxembourg where the price level is even higher than in D. During the week he did not have to help, because he was there in the boarding school (not voluntarily). He had to throw the tip into a piggy bank. Mum saved up for a new SLK 350. When he finished his A-levels and went to university (at the age of 18), he always had to help out at the university, which is why things didn't go so well at the university. But that wasn't a problem for his mum, she told her son that he could just break off the university and take over the pub from her. The business would run well and she could also help out for 1-2 years. After a month of persuasion he agreed. He broke off his studies and went together with her to the notary, there he signed the transfer contracts. After the contracts were signed and sealed, she revealed to him that the current business account is permanently 4,000 euros in deficit and that, in addition, a loan of 120,000 euros had to be paid off. Only then did he realize that he had been fucked up by his mother. The only thing his mother did was to come to the pub and get drunk for free. Which was ok in her eyes, because she had signed over the business for "free". After half a year the mother decided to emigrate to Venezuela. Which she did and left her son alone with the debts and the business. Fortunately, after 2 years she sold her house in Luxembourg, which in turn was deposited with the bank as security for the loan. From the proceeds of the sale about 300.000 Euro was paid off the 100.000 Euro debt mountain, which had been received until then, so that he was able to get out of the business debt free. But the two years he had worked through from Monday to Sunday were not paid. Through his efforts, he saved his mother almost 20,000 euros. Most of the time he didn't even have enough money to buy proper stuff to eat, let alone to finance a car. He also told me that his mother always happened to have the right boyfriend for her current life situation when she was building her house, she had a carpenter as a friend, while she was running the pub/restaurant, her boyfriend was a cook. When she emigrated to Venezuela, her Venezuelan friend helped her with the paperwork. She also made sure that her mother's (grandma's) house was signed over to her. His grandmother has a lifelong right to live, but as soon as her grandmother dies in front of her mother, she gets the whole house and he goes out empty again. Even grandma wishes her own child to die.

Those people are just parasites. And we don't take crap from parasites. I'd say curse the f out of her.. possibly even cause death.
 
Lunar Dance 666 said:
GG Allin said:
Alura said:
this house belongs to my grandparents and my mother is trying really hard to force them to convey this house to her. they don’t want to because they are saying that she’s treating them like a slaves. my grandma and i do everything in this house and she can’t even clean for herself.
she wasn’t helping me when i was in school as well. she refused to pay for my bus ticket, my food etc. when i coudn’t work. but she bought her boyfriend a motocycle...
i was doing tarot readings for money and chart readings. also i’m flying to my dad in a few days to spend time with him and help him with work to get so money. in september i was planning to find a job, bc i will start collage in october. i’m not doing anything. i’m trying even if last months was hard to me. but this situation is draining me and i need to put an end to this.


It would be realy funny if you would steal your mothers bf and convinve him to sell the motorcycle and chare the money 50% 50%. :lol:

I once did read a similar but way more bad story(not good english but you will get it):

He wouldn't want many people to die, but he does want one person to. To the question who? He answered: "My mother.
For the following reasons:
When he was 2 years old, his parents divorced. When he was 13, he broke off contact with his father because his new flame did not want to see him and constantly pushed terror. From the age of 12 he had to help out (serve, etc.) his mother behind the counter in his own pub/restaurant. For the average 15h he spent at the We., he got only 20 Euro and that in Luxembourg where the price level is even higher than in D. During the week he did not have to help, because he was there in the boarding school (not voluntarily). He had to throw the tip into a piggy bank. Mum saved up for a new SLK 350. When he finished his A-levels and went to university (at the age of 18), he always had to help out at the university, which is why things didn't go so well at the university. But that wasn't a problem for his mum, she told her son that he could just break off the university and take over the pub from her. The business would run well and she could also help out for 1-2 years. After a month of persuasion he agreed. He broke off his studies and went together with her to the notary, there he signed the transfer contracts. After the contracts were signed and sealed, she revealed to him that the current business account is permanently 4,000 euros in deficit and that, in addition, a loan of 120,000 euros had to be paid off. Only then did he realize that he had been fucked up by his mother. The only thing his mother did was to come to the pub and get drunk for free. Which was ok in her eyes, because she had signed over the business for "free". After half a year the mother decided to emigrate to Venezuela. Which she did and left her son alone with the debts and the business. Fortunately, after 2 years she sold her house in Luxembourg, which in turn was deposited with the bank as security for the loan. From the proceeds of the sale about 300.000 Euro was paid off the 100.000 Euro debt mountain, which had been received until then, so that he was able to get out of the business debt free. But the two years he had worked through from Monday to Sunday were not paid. Through his efforts, he saved his mother almost 20,000 euros. Most of the time he didn't even have enough money to buy proper stuff to eat, let alone to finance a car. He also told me that his mother always happened to have the right boyfriend for her current life situation when she was building her house, she had a carpenter as a friend, while she was running the pub/restaurant, her boyfriend was a cook. When she emigrated to Venezuela, her Venezuelan friend helped her with the paperwork. She also made sure that her mother's (grandma's) house was signed over to her. His grandmother has a lifelong right to live, but as soon as her grandmother dies in front of her mother, she gets the whole house and he goes out empty again. Even grandma wishes her own child to die.

Those people are just parasites. And we don't take crap from parasites. I'd say curse the f out of her.. possibly even cause death.

Lord Anubis: "Justice must prevail or chaos will ensue without it."

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=16&t=17965&p=68911&hilit=justice+chaos#p68911
 
Do an aura of protection for yourself daily you can also program this to make them treat you differently. If needed stop focusing on revenge and just bind them with magic to leave you alone and even if needed get them to leave the house.

Also work on your own self esteem the negative is affecting you and stressing you out. Your only 19 and going to college living on your own might put you in debt on top of college loans. Make sure to work on your soul with daily power meditations. Once your done college and find a decent living them you can focus on moving onward and leaving the environment your in right now. Right now focus on saving as much money as possible for yourself, especially if you find a part time job.
 
Sinistra said:
Lydia said:
You're 19 years old, legally an adult, and you are complaining because your relatives don't help you financially? Most people do not have not entitlement syndrome and even pay rent. You're lucky you are not kicked out, as many parents do once their child turns 18. You still have a roof over your head.

And you say that your mother won't stay away from your house? Is it yours, or is it hers? I'm thinking you need a reality lesson. If you are living in someone else's house, you can't expect them to give you money as well.

Dedicate to Satan (you said you didn't yet), get a job (or education towards one), and take control of your life. You are an adult now, not a child. Life changes.

I hate to sound harsh towards a fellow SS, but you need to act like an adult in order to function and get ahead in this world. Acting like an entitled child expecting your parents to give you money now that you are an adult, will get you nowhere in life.
So are you impliying we should always only do what's' the legal minimum when we act. And not even the legal minimum of any law decreed by the Gods. But the legal minimum of the current legal system down there...
It used to be families were an organic structure with members working in the interest of their family and supporting each other. This also includes making sure one's children will have a career and proper training from it, and also children supporting (and respecting) their own parents even into old age. But xtianity has started the destruction of the family structure (remember rabbi jewsus is there to drive family member against family member) and modern jewish liberalism and individualism finished that work. Now it's considered normal to do only the bare minimum thats legally enforced. Can you even imagine ancient pagan nobility lets say like romans.. let's say their son turned 18 and they just tell him like now get out of our home go find yourself whatever job we dont care... that would be a good way to ruin your dynasty acting in such a stupid way. I cannot even fanthom how other families and their patricians would recat to hearing that. Probably a lot of mockery behind their back. Its not only a nobility thing either children of non nobles would be trained in the craft of their father or as apprentice in another job etc (and apprentice gets a place to stay too normally) But thats normal now since family is irrelevent at this point. Children belong to the state not their family and family members are to plot against one another and generational solidarity is not to exist... which is exactly what xtianity and socialism/communism is about. Thats exactly what jews wanted for the goyim.
This rant on how they should kick that person off was not warranted. Also the person hasnt said they aren't dedicated to Satan they said they wanna dedicate their life fully to Satan. Which may be understood as they wanna work for Satan much more then they can in their current situation. What if they are dedicated SS already ? Are we gonna side with random goyim vs dedicated SS that is in perilous situation ? Blaming the victim will help ? What if their family is like psychic vampires on top of that ? It certainly seems they love putting that person down like psychic vampires do and that the person seems to be mentally affected by that. So what now should we side with random psychic vampire enemies vs SS ?
Apart from that, you are giving some reasonable advice to that person. Yes getting a job would help you get out of their control.

'rabbi jewsus is there to drive family member against family member' So is it wrong to turn against my parents? I cannot forgive my abusive parent. But I do know ' Jew wants son turn against father'.
 
Alura said:
situation in my house is... terrible. really. my mother have new boyfriend, she didn’t help me financialy in almost year, so it’s hard to me. they are plotting against me with my uncle, his wife and daughter. they’re telling so much lies that all i do is cry, because it’s so disgusting. my grandfather and grandmother are living with us and i can’t get help from them either. granddad is standing with them and yesterday i found out that my grandma (the only person i trusted in this house) was telling them everything that i’m doing. i am alone. my dad with his girlfriend and my little stepsister are living in the netherland but i can’t trust them 100%. my dad tends to promise me things and then do nothing so...
i’m feeling like shit, because they were telling that i am one, that i am nothing etc. i’m only 19 and i graduated high school, i’m going to collage. i can do everything, i’m young and they... i’m really sensitive person and it’s too much. because of this quarrels i wanted to kill myself many times. even now i want to do it, but i’m scared that they will find out all my satanic things - crystals, athame, tarot cards, runed etc. and they will be saying awful things about me even if i’m dead... for a week i was putting on my uncle and his family destructive energy to fuck up their lives but it takes time. i need to get rid of my mother and her boyfriend. i don’t want to kill them but i want them to feel what i felt and just stay away from my house. when the situation was awful and they were arguing, i was feeling like they can hurt me phisically and i was telling my guardian demon to help me. but nothing happened. i did destruction ritual on my mom’s boyfriend and nothing. i did binding spell on my mother so she couldn’t plot against me, but... nothing. i think i have no faith, hope or... power. i don’t know why the universe put me in this sick family. it’s a madness. and even gods left me. what can i do in this situation? i know that by the time it will be worse and worse. i need to do something fast. please, help me. i want to have peaceful life, normal family and dedicate myself fully to satan.

I imagine it must be difficult to feel helpless, but you are not alone. We are privileged to discover the truth and have the opportunity to work for our own evolution, the Gods did not abandon you, it was through them that you and all of us awoke. You are special, remember that. I know that you are suffering a lot and you want things to get better. We go to work according to the conditions we find ourselves in, at this moment you are at your mother and grandparents' house and unfortunately you can't even do many things. Clean your aura, chakras, do yoga and RTR's. When you can live alone you will have the freedom to do other meditations.
For now, calm down, if you know yourself it doesn't matter what others say about you.
Our Father Satan has given us the freedom to grow and be able to do things on our own and this is wonderful! It is horrible to depend on others, you know that, look what you are going through with your family. Now it is time for you to build your professional career and stabilize yourself financially to have your own things and be more in control of your ways. Focus on that.

I know that parents must support their children so that they can grow and be independent, it is horrible when it does not happen, the feeling is of fear, uncertainty, helplessness and this creates insecurity.
However, we are created to one day be independent, our parents do not live forever, it is not always possible to count on parents for many reasons.

My mother, when she was 7 years old, was already cleaning the house, when she was 8 she started to work cutting sugar cane, she left home when she was 14 to work in another city as a maid. My maternal grandparents fell ill early and were unable to raise the last 4 children, the older ones had to take care of the younger ones, yet the money was low and everyone had to work to survive early, my mother was born in a city where there is little rain times a year, the heat is scorching. My father, since he was 7 years old, worked on farms, spent long periods away from home. My Father ando my mother achieved many things with much effort.

I told a little about my parents' story because they could not have the support of their parents even to the minimum, my mother at least was loved by my grandparents, but my father unfortunately not, his life was very difficult, but fortunately an aunt loved him as if he were her son and offered a little support in adolescence and adulthood, she could not help him when my father was a child.

An ex-colleague of mine also couldn't count on anyone in the family and had to leave home at 17. To this day, she receives no support from anyone. She sold honey, books door to door, she suffered a lot, but she managed to finish college herself, who paid for it, got her driver's license, goes to another college.
You still have an ocean to explore, have faith in Our Father Satan and in yourself.

Hail Satan!
 
Alura said:
situation in my house is... terrible. really. my mother have new boyfriend, she didn’t help me financialy in almost year, so it’s hard to me. they are plotting against me with my uncle, his wife and daughter. they’re telling so much lies that all i do is cry, because it’s so disgusting. my grandfather and grandmother are living with us and i can’t get help from them either. granddad is standing with them and yesterday i found out that my grandma (the only person i trusted in this house) was telling them everything that i’m doing. i am alone. my dad with his girlfriend and my little stepsister are living in the netherland but i can’t trust them 100%. my dad tends to promise me things and then do nothing so...
i’m feeling like shit, because they were telling that i am one, that i am nothing etc. i’m only 19 and i graduated high school, i’m going to collage. i can do everything, i’m young and they... i’m really sensitive person and it’s too much. because of this quarrels i wanted to kill myself many times. even now i want to do it, but i’m scared that they will find out all my satanic things - crystals, athame, tarot cards, runed etc. and they will be saying awful things about me even if i’m dead... for a week i was putting on my uncle and his family destructive energy to fuck up their lives but it takes time. i need to get rid of my mother and her boyfriend. i don’t want to kill them but i want them to feel what i felt and just stay away from my house. when the situation was awful and they were arguing, i was feeling like they can hurt me phisically and i was telling my guardian demon to help me. but nothing happened. i did destruction ritual on my mom’s boyfriend and nothing. i did binding spell on my mother so she couldn’t plot against me, but... nothing. i think i have no faith, hope or... power. i don’t know why the universe put me in this sick family. it’s a madness. and even gods left me. what can i do in this situation? i know that by the time it will be worse and worse. i need to do something fast. please, help me. i want to have peaceful life, normal family and dedicate myself fully to satan.

P.S.: As for the Gods, they are very busy, there is war, they have families, they have to fulfill the functions of the positions they occupy, they take care of many things here and in other worlds.
It's too much!
It is not always possible for them to help us in our time, now, in a few days or weeks.
But they certainly hear us and are with us. When you are sad, anxious, talk to Our Father, to the Gods, do great good!
Calm down, avoid confrontations with your family because confronting them will not help and will only irritate you even more, do the housework that you are used to doing, sleep early, wake up early to avoid even any confrontation, look for a job and have your independence!

Hail Satan!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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