Catalincata94 said:
Rook said:
you know nothing about what happend. i explain it. and i didn't know that what i was doing was wrong, just now.
i got in love with a girl. i wanted to do everything to be with her (sounds that stupid? yeah. so did i know back then that what i'm doing is stupuid? NO)
this isn't really stupid tbh, if you want to be with someone work towards it, don't see it being stupid, maybe obsessing over it is kinda stupid, but hey man, if you want to get in a relationship with someone go for it.
Catalincata94 said:
"well why would they waste their time when you already know what you're doing is stupid?"
i didnt know back then that what i was doing was stupid is this clear now?
well you said ' im doing stupid stuf' so that's why i said that,
but like i said, i don't really think what you were doing was that stupid.
Catalincata94 said:
i wanted to do magic on her to be with me but then a voice apeared and told me not to do i it, it still talks to me. what is this can you explain me???
I'm not saying that the voice are the Demons i just want to know why i hear it and why does it tell me, what to do, what to belive, what is right and what is wrong. it could be an enemy, i dont know what it is but i want to know. and it's anoyiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng.
bro, didn't i tell you on another topic that you should just ignore those voices completely, and not worry over it? just try to relax bro, and ignore it as best you can, persistence is key in void meditation.
'Know that in the case of verbal miscommunication, our Gods also communicate through strong feelings, intuitions and ideas. These take precedence over any verbal communications.
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Our Gods would never give bad advice or tell any one of us to do anything harmful. Also, they do not give negative prophecy regarding our personal lives and fate. That is of the enemy. The enemy is sadistic, human hating and cruel and is known to give negative prophecy.'
- excerpt from
Telepathic communication
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=8400
Spiritual Satanism: On The Astral Realm, Imagination, And Gordon Ramsay:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=18556
i suggest you read up those 2 sermons, should be helpful.
btw, you didn't have to explain your situation, but since you did, looking for a relationship isn't a bad thing, in fact i'd encourage it, having someone to spend time with and talk to would help you ground yourself and make it way more easier for you ignore those voices in your head.