I had to stop the venus square and I think my energy got tied into some negative entity or person that wanted to feed off of my sexual energies. I at first assumed she or the entity whoever this is was a person on our side cause she had a pentagram shirt and appeared in a dream when I was younger I still dont know but I kept getting these thoughts that were not my own. I know they are not cause even when I was rebelling as a kid I was never reverse xtian and wanting to be "dark and evil" and Do as many bad things in society as I could get away with all sorts of odd depraved kind of thoughts that were placed in my mind in a sexual manner.

The energy was masked to be positive and even Satanic at first at least i didnt fall for it more than a day and a half but she was attacking the person I talked about that was my last relationship too making her feel unbalanced and trying to create animousity or arguements between us.

I obviously did something wrong on the idea of a love spell. The affirmation or how I focused it or something. Everytime I would do the mantra or runes i was planning on finishing the 40 days with runes and the rest of the venus square.

So I got to come up with a better idea. I started Jupiter Square today (yeah i know retrograde but its energy feels like it would help with what I want) to my affirmation "attract positive friends who are compatable with me spiritually I am growing in prosperity through my friends" this is also tying into the money working was doing

Any better ideas. I do not like the kind of heavy spiritual feeling of this entity either I will try banishing ritual. She seems to go away when I visualize blue fire but keeps coming back.

What was I doing wrong that caused this.

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I had to stop the venus square and I think my energy got tied into some negative entity or person that wanted to feed off of my sexual energies. I at first assumed she or the entity whoever this is was a person on our side cause she had a pentagram shirt and appeared in a dream when I was younger I still dont know but I kept getting these thoughts that were not my own. I know they are not cause even when I was rebelling as a kid I was never reverse xtian and wanting to be "dark and evil" and Do as many bad things in society as I could get away with all sorts of odd depraved kind of thoughts that were placed in my mind in a sexual manner.

The energy was masked to be positive and even Satanic at first at least i didnt fall for it more than a day and a half but she was attacking the person I talked about that was my last relationship too making her feel unbalanced and trying to create animousity or arguements between us.

I obviously did something wrong on the idea of a love spell. The affirmation or how I focused it or something. Everytime I would do the mantra or runes i was planning on finishing the 40 days with runes and the rest of the venus square.

So I got to come up with a better idea. I started Jupiter Square today (yeah i know retrograde but its energy feels like it would help with what I want) to my affirmation "attract positive friends who are compatable with me spiritually I am growing in prosperity through my friends" this is also tying into the money working was doing

Any better ideas. I do not like the kind of heavy spiritual feeling of this entity either I will try banishing ritual. She seems to go away when I visualize blue fire but keeps coming back.

What was I doing wrong that caused this.

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This sounds like past life connections to me. And a lot at that.

With your plutonian nature I can see you having had deep connectedness with your past life partner. Perhaps she was the one who appeared in your dream, and sucked away your energy. I'm of course just theorizing here, but it's possible that she was a bad influence on you and manipulated you after you had opened yourself up to her. Since she was not an actual SS, she's most likely dead and gone right now, or just weakly lives on on the astral.

Whatever may be the case, I'd advise you to start a banishing ritual with a mantra of your choice, and affirm that all of your ties and connections to this person are cut permanently. I would recommend "Vinasa" for this purpose.
In my opinion, this should be started as soon as possible, preferrably this Saturday, as it's a decent day for curses and banishing. April 18/19th (before/during full moon) are great days for starting a new love working, so you should try to cut as many of your connections to this person as possible by then (continue the working after that too ofc).

Also, I highly doubt that the Jupiter square will have any effect at all if it's started during Jupiter retrograde. Hopefully some other members can correct me if I'm wrong here, but from what I know you'd be wasting your time doing that.

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There are many things that can go wrong with a working if you are not experienced or advanced enough. Most of these things are most commonly in regards to focus, the words you use in your affirmation, what rune you're using, what energies you're working with and their colours, how much energy you have, where you send the energy, your intentions, doubt, etc, etc. It can take practice to properly do a working successfully.

Tell her politely to leave you alone, that you want nothing to do with her. If she refuses to listen or tries to 'get around' your request somehow then demand her to leave and let her know that she is entirely unwelcome. If she still doesn't leave you alone or if she comes back then go ahead with the banishing ritual and program your aura to deflect curses and negative energy. If she becomes evidently hostile then burn her with blue flames relentlessly, let your hatred and rage towards her disobedience fuel your attack. Anger is a powerful offense towards those who wrong us.

darkmonkey666 said:

I had to stop the venus square and I think my energy got tied into some negative entity or person that wanted to feed off of my sexual energies. I at first assumed she or the entity whoever this is was a person on our side cause she had a pentagram shirt and appeared in a dream when I was younger I still dont know but I kept getting these thoughts that were not my own. I know they are not cause even when I was rebelling as a kid I was never reverse xtian and wanting to be "dark and evil" and Do as many bad things in society as I could get away with all sorts of odd depraved kind of thoughts that were placed in my mind in a sexual manner.

The energy was masked to be positive and even Satanic at first at least i didnt fall for it more than a day and a half but she was attacking the person I talked about that was my last relationship too making her feel unbalanced and trying to create animousity or arguements between us.

I obviously did something wrong on the idea of a love spell. The affirmation or how I focused it or something. Everytime I would do the mantra or runes i was planning on finishing the 40 days with runes and the rest of the venus square.

So I got to come up with a better idea. I started Jupiter Square today (yeah i know retrograde but its energy feels like it would help with what I want) to my affirmation "attract positive friends who are compatable with me spiritually I am growing in prosperity through my friends" this is also tying into the money working was doing

Any better ideas. I do not like the kind of heavy spiritual feeling of this entity either I will try banishing ritual. She seems to go away when I visualize blue fire but keeps coming back.

What was I doing wrong that caused this.

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I remember on the jos was something written like if you are close to acomplish a 40 day working /important working, you will notice how sometimes the hole world turns against you. What ever happens try to end the working, unobserved the planetary hours, to many workings did fail because satanist did wait for the perfect hour.

One of the things that I remember someone stating is particularly for the larger squares both in amount of vibrations and in amount of times to repeat. Is that things pop to the surface, they bubble up. Also it's been said the squares both in Sanskirt and repetition of numerology produce very potent effects. It might seem like random numbers but it's done on purpose. So your dealing with something that perhaps affects the astral a lot. Not unlike say the MerKaBa meditation and it's affects on your soul and what occurs on the astral.

For example how many people want wealth. For all intents and purposes aside from a Munka working and Square something happens that makes them confront their issues. Or they pop up mysteriously and they have to work through it. If the square acts on the person in such manners.

In your case this is something to do with love and relationships.

Is it possible that perhaps at some point in time you came in contact with an entity sounds like a dream entity contact, someone popped into your dream world. Perhaps not even realizing what you were doing and they've been on you for a long time.

I know your dedicated and I'm sure not just your guardian, Satan, and the Prayer of Protection would help.

But it's possible that perhaps there is something out there that is out to get you. Not trying to make you paranoid. You have mentioned your dealings with Christianity and a certain time period you kinda went rogue. I do remember paying attention to you a bit in Yahoo and ProPhP forums. I didn't think you meant to be malicious nor negative maybe something innocent, child-like for example you delved into Enochian a lot which kinda makes me wonder how you came up with so much stuff considering it's not even a language we even know of in numbers or existence of a population of people. Even the way it's pronounced or said might be fraught with differences.

I am plutonian in the way that I want that deep connction and can be obsessive about things and interested in those areas of life but I am also a lot more outgoing and fun loving than most plutonian people so I dont know for sure that I am totally that.
One of the partners I had and still know and am friends was from my most recent past life. We felt a connection for a but it still didnt work out.

I honestly think she was more spiritual in that life and a little less dependent on people too.

This whole relationship experience is a repeat of a past life from what both of us recall. Where we were toghether for a bit clashed somewhat then went on to other people to date BUT stay friends and maybe still do things with eachother.

However this ended up in disaster last life because either my partner at the time or her partner at the time got Jealous. That is what the scary feelings from the venus square were. That coming back I even remembered it somewhat. A gun was used and I was abducted or something I dont know if I died but she claims I did. She kind of remembers this too and bought this incident up to me before I even remembered it or felt it Dispite her trying to calm the situation it ended in disaster for one or both of us.

This entity experience doesnt seem related to that.

This experience was more like an enemy attack. I had a lot of xtian like energy directed at me from somewhere. It felt like they didnt want me doing this working. The energy of it felt more like a grey projecting this than a person.

This entity is gone from me at least.

If need be ill do banishing but for now its gone.

Gear88 said:

One of the things that I remember someone stating is particularly for the larger squares both in amount of vibrations and in amount of times to repeat. Is that things pop to the surface, they bubble up. Also it's been said the squares both in Sanskirt and repetition of numerology produce very potent effects. It might seem like random numbers but it's done on purpose. So your dealing with something that perhaps affects the astral a lot. Not unlike say the MerKaBa meditation and it's affects on your soul and what occurs on the astral.

For example how many people want wealth. For all intents and purposes aside from a Munka working and Square something happens that makes them confront their issues. Or they pop up mysteriously and they have to work through it. If the square acts on the person in such manners.

In your case this is something to do with love and relationships.

Is it possible that perhaps at some point in time you came in contact with an entity sounds like a dream entity contact, someone popped into your dream world. Perhaps not even realizing what you were doing and they've been on you for a long time.

I know your dedicated and I'm sure not just your guardian, Satan, and the Prayer of Protection would help.

But it's possible that perhaps there is something out there that is out to get you. Not trying to make you paranoid. You have mentioned your dealings with Christianity and a certain time period you kinda went rogue. I do remember paying attention to you a bit in Yahoo and ProPhP forums. I didn't think you meant to be malicious nor negative maybe something innocent, child-like for example you delved into Enochian a lot which kinda makes me wonder how you came up with so much stuff considering it's not even a language we even know of in numbers or existence of a population of people. Even the way it's pronounced or said might be fraught with differences.

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I learned the enochian stuff on the Joy of Satan website dictionary using the keys as examples to learn to pronounce it. I put it toghether from there.

Oh and yeah I still am kind of fun and playful I wouldnt call it childlike. I kind of just am more deprogrammed and focused now on actually being Satanic I had other issues at the time and wasnt deprogrammed fully from enemy stuff. I know other stuff bubbles up with the squares and they are powerful. Ill use the venus square again in Libra for this relationship thing if I still havent found a partner by then ill do a love spell at that time I wanted to use sun and venus in Taurus for material money work along with what I am already doing. To add power to that.

About Jupiter square in Retrograde. I dont know it doest feel less powerful just different. I am sure it would work even better for somethings and work not at all or worse for others. Retrograde was said on the Joy of Satan website to be a time of blessings so im sure the square could be used to direct that energy. However for things dealing with Jupiter it may work in a different way I dont think it would not work at all.

Then again all this feelings of fear and stuff started happening when I sensed or remembered this person just think about her gives me a dread like feeling so maybe ill do a freeing the soul working with ansuz. It may be an enemy attack or this may be the person that set me up in the last life to go through something traumatic/possibly killed me.

Nothing is attacking me now so all is good and thanks for the replies if anyone wants to comment on any of what I said cool.

Not sure but I may have to do a freeing the soul meditation before i do another love spell.

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could you do me a favor and discreabe the difference between facism and national socialism?

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could you do me a favor and discreabe the difference between facism and national socialism?

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I can't but I could give you a concise reasoning as to why. Can't because there is quite a few sermons and websites with information I haven't read in a long time. So I can't formulate a direct response but I can give you a snippet of my information as to why.

Basically in 1938 Nuremberg Thingplatz rally. Hitler stated on the Alter of Pergumum replica "The State does not control the State, but it is the people that control the State thus the state belong to the people". People = Volk. Fascism would be the opposite the "State controls the State thus the State belongs to the State". In other words Fascism to my knowledge is a state only-based system that is considered opposite of National Socialism in other words it doesn't have a welt-anschaang. Why would we allow it cause for all the slight negativity it has it does it's job in containing communism and opening the flood gates towards National Socialism. It's much like last year someone posted a video of Oswald Mosley of the BFU and mentioned back then the same problem a pre-kalergi plan except with more communism and less (((humanitarian assistance of darker skinned people)))(was there sure like Rhineland and the depositing of Africans particularly after the WW1 when the French held German regions and brought a bunch of them to those regions to mine on top of the already small population existing beforehand. I learned about this recently reading one of Leon Degrelles explanations of the French in the region.

If you study fascism in other parts of the world it's a mess. For example Argentinian Fascism is a joke look at the amount of money they swindled from the populace and created a military dictatorship in the opposite direct of National Socialism. In fact funny enough I remember reading an article that said back in about nearing late 1960s. A democratic president got elected only lasted 3 years before he was ousted in a military coupe. But in three years he did so much volkish activities that I'm surprised mass protest didn't occur. For example he made sure pharmaceutical companies made actual products. In Argentina for less than a cent they manufactured sugar water placebos and sold them for many times supposedly treating or curing a disease. He made sure they actually created treatments and or cures. Even the military coupe leader would later sometime like 10 years later write a letter of apology and state he did great to Argentina.

Unfortunately Fascism is merely a small-time, short-term attempt at creating Nationalism. We need it now but again I believe had time passed Fascism would have been eradicated in friendly education and switched to a National Socialism like in say Italy or Argentina. In fact considering how racially motivated Argentina is it would have worked out better than in Italy. Considering the vast size difference and economic prowess of Argentina at one point even reaching 1st place in economic capacity in certain world industries. Hell I've even read of Argentina being the first nation to implement an omni(Spanish for bus) system. They created the first bus transits from bench to bench or station to station or streets to streets.

So Fuchs apology for my lack of remembering but from what I know Fascism is definitely not Nation Socialism. It's a shame it has an awesome name "Fascism" but that's just it, it doesn't produce the same reaction as National Socialism. Hell even now a days people are so unaware that National Socialism is Nazism that some ask what is that thinking it's some form of Socialism. And basically you have to state it's Nazism from the Germans of the early 20th century. I think the name does more harm than good Fascism is way too linked negatively both in it's forms compared to National Socialism and in people's brainwashed mentality of hating something they don't even understand.

I did find a few snippits you can read.

http://web.archive.org/web/20150330....com/spiritualwarfare666/Understanding_NS.pdf

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=12467

http://www.vho.org/GB/Journals/JHR/12/3/Degrelle299-370.html Economic aspect.

There is or was a website that HP Limlal had on her signature not sure if it's available it's National-Socialism.org but it leads no where it might have been (((shoad))). But anyways it basically explains Fuhrertum(Leadship) and policies describing the differences of Fascism and National Socialism.

Azorm said:

Gear, I saw you lately a lot on those forums. To me you just seems like really lonely person, who has potential to be more open to some things than others.

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Quite so indeed in real life. But it's not a problem I'm fine with it. It's the way life is can't do anything about that. BTW YOU'D think I have potential and perhaps I do but not at all genuinely not at all.

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Enemy plays with those people as you, they play so easily and they are enjoying it so fucking much.

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Whoa hold on here this is way too easy of a mention by people. I really highly doubt this is the case 99.9/100, in fact the paranoia is worse than the attack and even then I highly doubt people want to get psychically raped by Ayylmaos. In fact some people do have their own delusions or issues. Never had an issue with the enemy. Even years ago when I did MerKaba without any aura of protection or anything. I did the meditation it worked it worked, it didn't work it didn't work. I do know H.P. Cobra's 2006 sermon about MerKaBa and the flash up on the radar of the astral. If it did something well guess it light me up. What can I do I mean basically I'm a completely blind, deaf, and dumb person to the astral how am I supposed to know if the enemy does something to me.

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So, you are open and creative, but you lack understanding about what is happening with you and around you. Also, your mental and emotional body is full of self-hating and some reptilian dross, which enemy is using against you as well.

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Open and creative....yeah lets not really state things that aren't true. It's nice compliment but seems to me like that would imply I do have a talent and I don't.

Hmm self-hatred, well I do have self-hatred it's been part of me for a long time. It's not really self-hatred more like I just don't care about myself. Which could be derived from self-hatred. But it's not a problem just a part of my mental make up I mean gotta waste my time thinking about something. Don't have anything better to do.

Azrom said:

I think that you have strong Neptune infuence on you that can be dangerous from time to time. You need to figure out what do you want in life. It seems like right now you are just gathering attention, and in that way that most of the people think of you as a fool and a crybaby. Is that your goal? You want attention? Well you recieved it too much. What now? Did it made your life easier, some of your problems are gone?

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I can't say anything astrological or H.P. Cobra will just delete but yes prominent Neptunian position and aspects. Let's just say Chameleon and Masks are the name of the game. In other words despite being me it's more like I can change my identity it's fluid. So what is the true self? is there such a thing as true self?

Basically with the Neptunian astrological aspect and the other aspects related to my main self it's both multi-layered and multi-faceted personality in fact an utter mystery more than other people know. There is also the other aspects that relate to one such website I read upon astrological information as multi-layered/multi-faceted in other aspects.

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Just talk in private about those things, find a friend from here, don't let enemies to use your private informations against you. You need to stop puting yourself in such a dangerous situations. Also, make better protection and in time you will be fine. Don't blame Satan and dedication for your problems, your main problem is dirt in your soul and bad thoughtforms in your head that you need to take care of soon. Fight against enemy that is in you, find the light in you and willpower, don't just whine. Fight ffs....

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Oh I never blamed Satan and the dedication just a possibility that perhaps delving into the truth may have caused issues perhaps an unrealistic mentality to living.

I don't think these things are thoughtforms or anything. In fact I don't even know what a thoughtform is. According to what I know it's a mass of condensed packet of energy that absorbs energies to increase in power not necessarily size can be molded into anything from a simple sphere most common to a say a dollar bill for financial boost as some sort of visual force multiple. Is told simple commands "Bring me money" or "Bring money to me" under 5 and operates without limits or constraints. Can attach to anything or anyone for better or worse and does require maintenance both in cleaning and in empowering, particularly us Satanist should employ clean thoughtforms and SHOULD cleanse even with a few vibrations of Surya/Raum.

Kinda delves into advanced thoughtform magic like say building an aura of protection around it. Or commanding it only to absorb clean fresh energy from say the Sun. Or really what are the limits of command and activities to thoughtforms just how "free" should they be. What CAN or CAN'T be programmed into it. Kinda even begs the same for advanced or elemental thoughtforms and even creations of souls far in the future if such activity is taught by the Gods at a proper point.

Funny I theorized a long time ago after reading a thread on someone doing MerKaBa and the British Gent said the little bugger popped out of his stomach area. A MerKaBa thoughtform you perform MKB and you pull out the internal pelvic/ribcage solar ball and use that as a thoughtform. Could go further and even compress the entire MerKaBa energy field into the body solar ball pull it out and pop it out into a thoughtform.

It's funny the guy mentioned his solar ball popped out. I mean I simply went further with his personal conundrum. Found it interesting especially having a thoughtform vibrating at the speed of light begs the question what kind of effects it performs on the desire you want. Higher vibration in physics = more results in physics.

But all of this sounds interesting and whatnot but it's simply a mental theory. I'm in no way, shape, or form open to the astral to see such things. Kinda begs the question how far the Gods go with research and development into books and information on thoughtforms.

Gear88 said:

Fuchs said:

Gear88 said:

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could you do me a favor and discreabe the difference between facism and national socialism?

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I can't but I could give you a concise reasoning as to why. Can't because there is quite a few sermons and websites with information I haven't read in a long time. So I can't formulate a direct response but I can give you a snippet of my information as to why.

Basically in 1938 Nuremberg Thingplatz rally. Hitler stated on the Alter of Pergumum replica "The State does not control the State, but it is the people that control the State thus the state belong to the people". People = Volk. Fascism would be the opposite the "State controls the State thus the State belongs to the State". In other words Fascism to my knowledge is a state only-based system that is considered opposite of National Socialism in other words it doesn't have a welt-anschaang. Why would we allow it cause for all the slight negativity it has it does it's job in containing communism and opening the flood gates towards National Socialism. It's much like last year someone posted a video of Oswald Mosley of the BFU and mentioned back then the same problem a pre-kalergi plan except with more communism and less (((humanitarian assistance of darker skinned people)))(was there sure like Rhineland and the depositing of Africans particularly after the WW1 when the French held German regions and brought a bunch of them to those regions to mine on top of the already small population existing beforehand. I learned about this recently reading one of Leon Degrelles explanations of the French in the region.

If you study fascism in other parts of the world it's a mess. For example Argentinian Fascism is a joke look at the amount of money they swindled from the populace and created a military dictatorship in the opposite direct of National Socialism. In fact funny enough I remember reading an article that said back in about nearing late 1960s. A democratic president got elected only lasted 3 years before he was ousted in a military coupe. But in three years he did so much volkish activities that I'm surprised mass protest didn't occur. For example he made sure pharmaceutical companies made actual products. In Argentina for less than a cent they manufactured sugar water placebos and sold them for many times supposedly treating or curing a disease. He made sure they actually created treatments and or cures. Even the military coupe leader would later sometime like 10 years later write a letter of apology and state he did great to Argentina.

Unfortunately Fascism is merely a small-time, short-term attempt at creating Nationalism. We need it now but again I believe had time passed Fascism would have been eradicated in friendly education and switched to a National Socialism like in say Italy or Argentina. In fact considering how racially motivated Argentina is it would have worked out better than in Italy. Considering the vast size difference and economic prowess of Argentina at one point even reaching 1st place in economic capacity in certain world industries. Hell I've even read of Argentina being the first nation to implement an omni(Spanish for bus) system. They created the first bus transits from bench to bench or station to station or streets to streets.

So Fuchs apology for my lack of remembering but from what I know Fascism is definitely not Nation Socialism. It's a shame it has an awesome name "Fascism" but that's just it, it doesn't produce the same reaction as National Socialism. Hell even now a days people are so unaware that National Socialism is Nazism that some ask what is that thinking it's some form of Socialism. And basically you have to state it's Nazism from the Germans of the early 20th century. I think the name does more harm than good Fascism is way too linked negatively both in it's forms compared to National Socialism and in people's brainwashed mentality of hating something they don't even understand.

I did find a few snippits you can read.

http://web.archive.org/web/20150330....com/spiritualwarfare666/Understanding_NS.pdf

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=12467

http://www.vho.org/GB/Journals/JHR/12/3/Degrelle299-370.html Economic aspect.

There is or was a website that HP Limlal had on her signature not sure if it's available it's National-Socialism.org but it leads no where it might have been (((shoad))). But anyways it basically explains Fuhrertum(Leadship) and policies describing the differences of Fascism and National Socialism.

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Thx