Catalincata94
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I try to explain it as good as I can.
I got rid of the voice like 90% thanks to Satan and the Gods, I asked for help.
But now mostly when I meditate, focusing and trying to be silent I hear or like my own mind speaks words, stuffs randomly I don't really know if my mind is saying things widouth me wanting to or is it something else.
Why is this? is it because there was a time when I worried a little because i coudnt stop speaking in my mind and i thought like "if this goes on i won't be able to stop talking and my mind will speak widouth me wanting"
Or is it because the "schizophrenia" got worse or changed from paranoid to simple.
I didn't started to do the healing yet i did and i'm still doing Aum 54x 40 days second time and i program the energy i rise from the meditations for protection and for vizualization (and my vizualization got better) and of coures i'm doing the aura of protection. i wan't to do aum once more or more times and then doing the healing with the energy from the meditations and same healing by doing a working, rising my energy or invoking energy from the sun with the sun mantra.
So how to get rid of these random thoughts?
can i make an affirmation to heal my brain from schizophrenia and these random thoughts if it has nothing to do with the illness. Or maybe i just heal my brain and the random stuff will go away with the illness together if the random stuff is because of the illness.
The affirmation
"The schizophrenia leaves my body completely and permanently.
My brain is strong, healty and normal in all ways"
I got rid of the voice like 90% thanks to Satan and the Gods, I asked for help.
But now mostly when I meditate, focusing and trying to be silent I hear or like my own mind speaks words, stuffs randomly I don't really know if my mind is saying things widouth me wanting to or is it something else.
Why is this? is it because there was a time when I worried a little because i coudnt stop speaking in my mind and i thought like "if this goes on i won't be able to stop talking and my mind will speak widouth me wanting"
Or is it because the "schizophrenia" got worse or changed from paranoid to simple.
I didn't started to do the healing yet i did and i'm still doing Aum 54x 40 days second time and i program the energy i rise from the meditations for protection and for vizualization (and my vizualization got better) and of coures i'm doing the aura of protection. i wan't to do aum once more or more times and then doing the healing with the energy from the meditations and same healing by doing a working, rising my energy or invoking energy from the sun with the sun mantra.
So how to get rid of these random thoughts?
can i make an affirmation to heal my brain from schizophrenia and these random thoughts if it has nothing to do with the illness. Or maybe i just heal my brain and the random stuff will go away with the illness together if the random stuff is because of the illness.
The affirmation
"The schizophrenia leaves my body completely and permanently.
My brain is strong, healty and normal in all ways"