Ghost in the Machine
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I just found this out while thinking about the issues I've had in my past regarding a particular sibling. I can't believe I never even thought of it or why it hadn't occurred to me why I was so physically repulsed by this sibling through out all my life living with them even when they were being nice to me or giving me gifts.
I wouldn't let them touch me, I wouldn't let them close to me, I hated any form of interaction with them, even being in the same room pissed me off, I just absolutely hated them to the very core where I was literally disgusted by them on every level I could possibly imagine for 19 years of my life. At first I thought it was because they pissed me off throughout my entire childhood and was just an absolute terror in every sense of the way but no, it turns out they were jewish. For the longest time I didn't understand the deep-seated hatred and repulsion in my soul, but now I do.
The two of us came from separate biological fathers, my mother and my father as far as I know are gentiles, but the one the sibling came from was the evilest son of a bitch you could ever imagine with the most fucked up family line you could think of. Unbelievably materialistic, absolutely parasitic in that he leached off and still leaches off to this day of finances received from child support, doesn't have any emotions for anybody but himself and left as soon he had to take responsibility for anything.
This sibling grew up to be practically psychopathic, unbelievably sadistic and materialistic, can't be happy at all without having any money to spend on a daily basis, hallucinates, is paranoid all the time has basically every mental illness you could check off on a list, has no independence, no education, refuses to do a damn thing for themself and expects my family to do their every bidding; and I've even equated them to an actual parasite on multiple occasions but some how never made the connection until now.
I am concerned that this filthy fuck has greatly impacted me on a variety of levels after all those years of being under the same roof. Of course all the suffering I and my actual relatives endured was because of a fucking jew, it took me to get away from them to see it. It explains so much. Does the amount of close contact equal to anything that might be permanent and what is the absolute most thorough way to practically clean my entire soul equated to the literal molten furnace of the sun itself?
I'm still devoted to Satan and will forever remain so no matter what disgusting impact that parasite had on me, I will fight for him until the end of time. Is there any specific way I can actually use the RTR against myself in some way? I was aware of corruption within for a while now, but I only just learned of the cause. Name everything possible any of you can recommend that will help me get rid of this corruption permanently, and completely so that I can properly purify my soul for Satan and continue fighting for him unhindered.
This could possibly take my entire lifetime to get rid of, all the more reason for me to hate the jews with an endless burning passion. Hopefully one day their suicide attempts actually succeed. Jews truly are the most fucked up and disgusting thing you will ever find on this planet.
I wouldn't let them touch me, I wouldn't let them close to me, I hated any form of interaction with them, even being in the same room pissed me off, I just absolutely hated them to the very core where I was literally disgusted by them on every level I could possibly imagine for 19 years of my life. At first I thought it was because they pissed me off throughout my entire childhood and was just an absolute terror in every sense of the way but no, it turns out they were jewish. For the longest time I didn't understand the deep-seated hatred and repulsion in my soul, but now I do.
The two of us came from separate biological fathers, my mother and my father as far as I know are gentiles, but the one the sibling came from was the evilest son of a bitch you could ever imagine with the most fucked up family line you could think of. Unbelievably materialistic, absolutely parasitic in that he leached off and still leaches off to this day of finances received from child support, doesn't have any emotions for anybody but himself and left as soon he had to take responsibility for anything.
This sibling grew up to be practically psychopathic, unbelievably sadistic and materialistic, can't be happy at all without having any money to spend on a daily basis, hallucinates, is paranoid all the time has basically every mental illness you could check off on a list, has no independence, no education, refuses to do a damn thing for themself and expects my family to do their every bidding; and I've even equated them to an actual parasite on multiple occasions but some how never made the connection until now.
I am concerned that this filthy fuck has greatly impacted me on a variety of levels after all those years of being under the same roof. Of course all the suffering I and my actual relatives endured was because of a fucking jew, it took me to get away from them to see it. It explains so much. Does the amount of close contact equal to anything that might be permanent and what is the absolute most thorough way to practically clean my entire soul equated to the literal molten furnace of the sun itself?
I'm still devoted to Satan and will forever remain so no matter what disgusting impact that parasite had on me, I will fight for him until the end of time. Is there any specific way I can actually use the RTR against myself in some way? I was aware of corruption within for a while now, but I only just learned of the cause. Name everything possible any of you can recommend that will help me get rid of this corruption permanently, and completely so that I can properly purify my soul for Satan and continue fighting for him unhindered.
This could possibly take my entire lifetime to get rid of, all the more reason for me to hate the jews with an endless burning passion. Hopefully one day their suicide attempts actually succeed. Jews truly are the most fucked up and disgusting thing you will ever find on this planet.