even while dreaming...stil Satanist
Posted: Tue Dec 19, 2017 10:43 am
Now I know the title sounds pretty damn "platonic", but I'm quite literal about it , for how amusing it might sound.... Usually I don't write those things down as I don't find them to be necessary things to read , but this time I feel I should share it , so I'll be short...
Yesterday and this morning I had very unusual attacks combined with poor health, and others bombing me with xtian crap (even on the street, stupid bitch singing loud and proud a piece of xtian chorus melody, """randomly""")...and in my house my parents decided to start listening to xtian stupid xmas crap 1 week earlier this year, """randomly""". I myself listen to a ton of music , expecially when at home and when making my routine ...so the beats can't but enter deep in my perception, no matter what type.. Long story short I've anyways managed to get pass that and pushed through the day (much more RTR's than usual) untill I fell asleep without realising , killing my yoga daily session , and letting my cat without AoP...Useless to say I woke up feeling very very bad , the first thing i did was getting my cat an A oP, and then yoga (that didn't went so good constant thoughts harrassing me) and fell ill after it , so I went in the bathroom gave myself a shower, and went to sleep again (this was early in the morning 5 a.m to 7 a.m)...In my sleep though I dreamed that I was on a trip with some guys , some of my family members, some not , some just guys that I never seen before ( no sense of time however) , getting through the situation and avoiding enemy scams , just to arrive somewhere in some sort of meeting classroom , where some of my classmates were present too , and start working on the graphics of some type of site under the JoS main logo (as seen on a big screen in front of the classroom) discovering at the same time a classmate of mine "was" an SS and that pretty much everybody in the room I felt had to do something with this project...anyway the strangest part is in the ending when I approach one of the lateral walls of the room (maybe, i can't remember exactly) and a big poster clearly dedicated to our side with (LOL) a quote on it by HP High Cobra stating (this must be pure cerebral virtuality, no means to state things in anybody's else name , but I'll give it a 8 out of 10 on the WTF scale) : "...never slacked , never stop fighting and meditating for more than 10 years now , at home and even abroad ,world widely.." with a smiley face at the end like this ";)" -maybe a pun for the world wide web who knows-the text was the most vivid and clear element in the whole dream...Anyway even though this was a roalercoaster type of dream(I could do nothing but part take in it , no counscious decisions) I'll take it as an encouragement to keep trying my best no matter the conditions ,and as sign that our efforts DO MATTER , that suffering mainly acts as distraction in the worst of cases and that our position and our Nature is unshakeable and unstoppable....So I will just keep on pushing with eyes wide open and full inflated lungs! A Big Hail to All of SATAN'S Warriors !!! Sincerely hope this made some sense for the readers also LOL .
Hail Satan! Hail to all the Gods of Hell!
Yesterday and this morning I had very unusual attacks combined with poor health, and others bombing me with xtian crap (even on the street, stupid bitch singing loud and proud a piece of xtian chorus melody, """randomly""")...and in my house my parents decided to start listening to xtian stupid xmas crap 1 week earlier this year, """randomly""". I myself listen to a ton of music , expecially when at home and when making my routine ...so the beats can't but enter deep in my perception, no matter what type.. Long story short I've anyways managed to get pass that and pushed through the day (much more RTR's than usual) untill I fell asleep without realising , killing my yoga daily session , and letting my cat without AoP...Useless to say I woke up feeling very very bad , the first thing i did was getting my cat an A oP, and then yoga (that didn't went so good constant thoughts harrassing me) and fell ill after it , so I went in the bathroom gave myself a shower, and went to sleep again (this was early in the morning 5 a.m to 7 a.m)...In my sleep though I dreamed that I was on a trip with some guys , some of my family members, some not , some just guys that I never seen before ( no sense of time however) , getting through the situation and avoiding enemy scams , just to arrive somewhere in some sort of meeting classroom , where some of my classmates were present too , and start working on the graphics of some type of site under the JoS main logo (as seen on a big screen in front of the classroom) discovering at the same time a classmate of mine "was" an SS and that pretty much everybody in the room I felt had to do something with this project...anyway the strangest part is in the ending when I approach one of the lateral walls of the room (maybe, i can't remember exactly) and a big poster clearly dedicated to our side with (LOL) a quote on it by HP High Cobra stating (this must be pure cerebral virtuality, no means to state things in anybody's else name , but I'll give it a 8 out of 10 on the WTF scale) : "...never slacked , never stop fighting and meditating for more than 10 years now , at home and even abroad ,world widely.." with a smiley face at the end like this ";)" -maybe a pun for the world wide web who knows-the text was the most vivid and clear element in the whole dream...Anyway even though this was a roalercoaster type of dream(I could do nothing but part take in it , no counscious decisions) I'll take it as an encouragement to keep trying my best no matter the conditions ,and as sign that our efforts DO MATTER , that suffering mainly acts as distraction in the worst of cases and that our position and our Nature is unshakeable and unstoppable....So I will just keep on pushing with eyes wide open and full inflated lungs! A Big Hail to All of SATAN'S Warriors !!! Sincerely hope this made some sense for the readers also LOL .
Hail Satan! Hail to all the Gods of Hell!