13th_Wolf wrote:Ghost in the Machine wrote:
In her eyes though my energy is harmful and 'evil' and it brings her fear. And damn right it does because she's obviously deeply indoctrinated by the enemy, so of course the opposite energy of the enemy is going to bring her harm. I already know that even if I tried to explain the truth about Satan to her she would just avoid me like she usually does and whip out her bible around me. Apparently she figured out that this book 'repels' me and it does, albeit out of disgust and it makes me feel like my soul is being turned inside-out, but she thinks it's because I'm 'an evil demon that is harmed by the word of g_d'. I wouldn't be surprised if she brought holy water home one day to throw it on me.
The point is some of them just aren't even worth it.
You're only an "evil demon that is harmed by the word of g_d" if your an "evil demon that is harmed by the word of g_d" regardless of whether your catching that thought off of her, or you just think that's what she thinks about you.
It's not hard to pinpoint what the predictable xian garbage will assume these days from their 'teachings'.
And she "figured you out"? They are all idiots lol, you're right about the energy but they are useless people. Also the enemy is fucking melting back into particles along with her "good book". Stop conforming to an idea, you are your own person. You show a lot of knowledge in posts and seem to be developing greatly, you need to recondition your thinking around this matter though. A fucking book and some "words" from a "language" about the idea that you should be a slave is blatant to you as it is to most on the planet. It's just some sounds and some papers with symbols on, it only affects you and changes you if it does-
I was raised in a xian family so enemy bullshit is associated to a lot more than just what I know. The enemy has spent very real 'magic' on their disgusting dogmas that they've used throughout the ages to ensnare and corrupt humanity. These magics go against everything that we are on a natural level and do in fact negatively impact us.
She also did not 'figure me out' in some sense that I was making anything obvious. Just that every time I've been around her I noticed she would cling to her garbage belongings, not that I'd make some kind of dramatic show of melting. I don't react in any way that would make anything apparent.
I know I see a cross and think "oh fuck, I'm a satanist I should be melting rn" then I get all angry then people near me are freaked out. I decided this wasn't going to be the case for me some time ago though, so I personally can't say such a thing has happened to me but ik that's not the case for others here.
Change your identity, and utilise the subconscious part of your mind where you are affirming and knowing. Also stop being an edgelord, "haha fuck her lol I'm just gonna post some shit but then not do anything spiritual about it- developing me and getting rid of this problem" type person. I know you are someone who is aware of the affirmational stuff, and you have probably helped people on not affirming their own failure, but why should that not also apply to you?
I've programmed my aura to repel her and deflect negative energy she sends off back to her a long while ago, I don't go around flaunting how 'capable' I am on the forums, I just like to casually bitch about shit. And she doesn't interfere with my spiritual progress as of 3 weeks ago. It was dealt with quickly and your assumptions based on things you've never even asked for clarification on is counterproductive.
To tell people to not know their whole life into shit, but then to not apply said knowledge to yourself- to know a dirtbag person IS actually having an effect, ON A SS?! How could YOU, allow such a bizarrity to yourself.
Again I already dealt with the situation. For all of these impressions of me you seem to for some reason think I lay back and let myself get attacked. I don't think I'm going to explode if I see a cross as she wears one all the damn time, but her book is what has strong negative connotations with me as per my past, which is honestly none of your business.
I know it is in you to not be so lax, brother- now know it in yourself.
(P.S their entire life is some fucking nightmare slideshow where every ideal is this meme to be inserted in "given situation" and they genuinely think they have no control over anything and that everything is fated, and their HYPOCRISY of so called love light and virtue living in such a state oof oof oof.)
I am probably one of the least lax people here when it comes to any spiritual warfare, I don't need to know this because it's my routine lifestyle on a regular basis. I appreciate you trying to essentially 'call someone out on their bullshit' though.