zolaluckystar wrote:I'm writing because there are some things on my mind that I really can't understand
I know i have this hole in my heart and so I've been looking for validation from outside sources.
Another member made animated meditation gifs https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopi ... =3&t=12482 and his post was pinned to the top of the page. I'm not trying to denigrate his work; its wonderful. But meanwhile, I was working on portraits of the Gods! And it was totally ignored by the clergy. I've received 20 thousand views on that thread, and that is wonderful. But the people I wanted most to hear from, our clergy, were silent. I didn't hear one word from you guys. I was told from the gods that they won't acknowledge your work because if they did you'd become a target. So, ok. Then I post about the tarot after I finish it. And SS whats his name https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopi ... =3&t=14198 thomas ss and cleo and lydia; they made a calendar under the supervision of HP Hooded Cobra and this contribution is posted into posts by the clergy. Meanwhile I created a satanic tarot deck and this is completely ignored. Once again, my work is ignored. And I have to ask myself: why?
A series of meditation GIFs is amazing and a calendar is freaking amazing....good enough it was posted into the clergy thread. But its just for one year and what I did is for generations. and the satanic tarot is completely ignored and I don't understand why. WHY? WHY?!?
Yes a calendar is amazing. But what I made is for generations. And this is nothing? I know I'll probably hear some shit about muh feelz...how dare you be upset, you stupid shit? But seriously, isn't what I did worth a mention?
WHY can't the clergy acknowledge my work?
I'm not a stinking jew. I'm not an infiltrator. I worked my ass off to create this. WHY don't you acknowledge my effort? Is it too much to ask?
Maybe HP HoodedCobra has priority for the Calendar since he will be using it to tag it in the future RTRs' schedule then in the future your work will be used for other means.
By this time your work is still unnoticed, you should use the time to improve your technique of drawing and painting