This is very personal and confusing..
I have had many dreams of a particular Demon for several years now, of a sexual/romantic nature. These dreams do not happen often maybe about 3-7 times a year.
I specifically remember having a dream of Them months before I even dedicated or knew of the JOS..
In this dream I found Them in a building that was dimly lit, grey seemed like a place of evil or at least without happiness. They were alone in a room and they were bound by the wrist with handcuffs that were chained to the floor.. I set them free and They began radiating with light, incredibly bright like the sun. They spoke to me words I can not specifically recall as we hugged each other for a while.
It was very surreal, pleasant and when I awoke I pondered upon this dream; for some reason I knew that who ever this person was They were my soulmate and that I should try to find this person. I don't know why I concluded this but I thought this was an important detail.
Anyway years have passed and after the last couple years I figured out who these dreams have been about but I still feel confused and undeserving of this or I think sometimes that maybe these are just in my head/or the enemy is leading me astray since I have had this very tall shadow being try to fuck with me before (I ignored it and I have not seen it again, the story behind it is a bad trip to say the least; it was connected to someone I once knew) but this causes much doubt in me.
So I am wondering if anyone could spare their thoughts on this; do you think this is a Lover trying to connect with me? Or something else?
I have had many dreams of a particular Demon for several years now, of a sexual/romantic nature. These dreams do not happen often maybe about 3-7 times a year.
I specifically remember having a dream of Them months before I even dedicated or knew of the JOS..
In this dream I found Them in a building that was dimly lit, grey seemed like a place of evil or at least without happiness. They were alone in a room and they were bound by the wrist with handcuffs that were chained to the floor.. I set them free and They began radiating with light, incredibly bright like the sun. They spoke to me words I can not specifically recall as we hugged each other for a while.
It was very surreal, pleasant and when I awoke I pondered upon this dream; for some reason I knew that who ever this person was They were my soulmate and that I should try to find this person. I don't know why I concluded this but I thought this was an important detail.
Anyway years have passed and after the last couple years I figured out who these dreams have been about but I still feel confused and undeserving of this or I think sometimes that maybe these are just in my head/or the enemy is leading me astray since I have had this very tall shadow being try to fuck with me before (I ignored it and I have not seen it again, the story behind it is a bad trip to say the least; it was connected to someone I once knew) but this causes much doubt in me.
So I am wondering if anyone could spare their thoughts on this; do you think this is a Lover trying to connect with me? Or something else?