Sinistra said:

Yes you can develop qualities. You can't change yourself fundamentally but you can become a better version of yourself.
But also consider why you wanna join. Military life is a special thing it's not for everyone. Especially officer.
The best would be getting your astrology natal chart checked to see what professions or areas are suitable for you.
I heard there is a nice lady on this website and she tells you what professions would suit you ("career readings") : http://lydiasastrology.com/home.html

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Valontuoja said:

Affirmations are used to program energy that you have raised by using a mantra or doing a rune working. Affirmations should be short, to the point, in the present tense... Read the links below. If you want to raise confidence you could use runes like Wunjo or Sowilo along with a good affirmation that directs the energy. Also make sure that you are timing your magical working with astrology. You can check the SS calendar to see when is good time for your workings.

The Three Steps of Witchcraft
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/ThreeSteps.html

Sermon 8/August/2016: Regarding Affirmations
https://web.archive.org/web/20170614195304/http://josministries.prophpbb.com:80/topic15723.html

Calendar:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=1624

Runes:
http://www.joyofsatan.org/Runic_Kabalah.html

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