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This is probably just my mind playing tricks on me... but it doesn't exactly make sense if it is then....

From yesterday, Lord Malphas has been present in the back of my mind and in my mind for the whole day, I wondered why, but then I got the answer at the end of the day: "Because he was there to make sure I didn't slack off again and didn't ended up doing my meditations late.... and stuff..."

Now, today he came into my mind again, made me get a very strong urge to restart my project and start translating the JoS Website once again, so I did.

The more I think about Lord Malphas, the stronger the feeling of present power grows inside of me.

I thought about summoning him to ask him what is his business with me (of course, nothing disrespectful), and I got a big feeling (positive and passionate of) TO DO IT!

But a very weak thought is like: "Nah, you'd just be wasting his time..., he is a busy God, just like the rest"

But eh...

Just thought of sharing this strange experience.

Call me insane or whatever you want to, I don't care.... But yeah... It's an interesting experience nevertheless.....

HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER!!
HAIL LORD MALPHAS!!

He's probably your guardian.

HailMotherLilith wrote:This is probably just my mind playing tricks on me... but it doesn't exactly make sense if it is then....

From yesterday, Lord Malphas has been present in the back of my mind and in my mind for the whole day, I wondered why, but then I got the answer at the end of the day: "Because he was there to make sure I didn't slack off again and didn't ended up doing my meditations late.... and stuff..."

Now, today he came into my mind again, made me get a very strong urge to restart my project and start translating the JoS Website once again, so I did.

The more I think about Lord Malphas, the stronger the feeling of present power grows inside of me.

I thought about summoning him to ask him what is his business with me (of course, nothing disrespectful), and I got a big feeling (positive and passionate of) TO DO IT!

But a very weak thought is like: "Nah, you'd just be wasting his time..., he is a busy God, just like the rest"

But eh...

Just thought of sharing this strange experience.

Call me insane or whatever you want to, I don't care.... But yeah... It's an interesting experience nevertheless.....

HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER!!
HAIL LORD MALPHAS!!

The Gods speak through thoughts and intuition.

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:He's probably your guardian.

I doubt that, but okay haha.

ess wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote:This is probably just my mind playing tricks on me... but it doesn't exactly make sense if it is then....

From yesterday, Lord Malphas has been present in the back of my mind and in my mind for the whole day, I wondered why, but then I got the answer at the end of the day: "Because he was there to make sure I didn't slack off again and didn't ended up doing my meditations late.... and stuff..."

Now, today he came into my mind again, made me get a very strong urge to restart my project and start translating the JoS Website once again, so I did.

The more I think about Lord Malphas, the stronger the feeling of present power grows inside of me.

I thought about summoning him to ask him what is his business with me (of course, nothing disrespectful), and I got a big feeling (positive and passionate of) TO DO IT!

But a very weak thought is like: "Nah, you'd just be wasting his time..., he is a busy God, just like the rest"

But eh...

Just thought of sharing this strange experience.

Call me insane or whatever you want to, I don't care.... But yeah... It's an interesting experience nevertheless.....

HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER!!
HAIL LORD MALPHAS!!

The Gods speak through thoughts and intuition.

I know this, but still.

I don't exactly trust my mind as it tends to wonder and stuff, heh..

This is basically how guardians announce themselves in most experiences I know of. They keep coming to you to help you without you asking for it, keep saying their name in your thoughts, make themselves very clear in your mind until you know why they're there. The guardian, in every case I ever heard of, is the opposite sex of the person being guided. I'm assuming you're female, so your guardian is male. He's clearly guiding you, helping and empowering you, making himself clearly known. The gods work in bigger ways than just speaking, they sometimes set up situations in our lives to show us clear messages. He inspired you to make this post because he knew the answers would all be saying he's your guardian and wanted you to get this confirmation. At first I wasn't sure that Lerajie is my guardian, I thought my "random" thoughts of her name may have been a coincidence, but she kept coming to me all the time to tell me what to do, kept repeating her name to me all day. Eventually it's so obvious there's no way to try to deny it.

You can develop very close friendships with as many different gods as you want, all of them are so loving and protective of us. Then it's like having a whole team of guardians, regularly helping and talking with you. But each person has just one official guardian who specifically volunteered for it to be their official duty to help you. It sounds like yours is almost certainly Malphas. He obviously keeps making himself known to you, always guiding and helping you, strongly wants you to contact him; this is how a guardian usually announces themself from all experiences I know of.

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:This is basically how guardians announce themselves in most experiences I know of. They keep coming to you to help you without you asking for it, keep saying their name in your thoughts, make themselves very clear in your mind until you know why they're there. The guardian, in every case I ever heard of, is the opposite sex of the person being guided. I'm assuming you're female, so your guardian is male. He's clearly guiding you, helping and empowering you, making himself clearly known. The gods work in bigger ways than just speaking, they sometimes set up situations in our lives to show us clear messages. He inspired you to make this post because he knew the answers would all be saying he's your guardian and wanted you to get this confirmation. At first I wasn't sure that Lerajie is my guardian, I thought my "random" thoughts of her name may have been a coincidence, but she kept coming to me all the time to tell me what to do, kept repeating her name to me all day. Eventually it's so obvious there's no way to try to deny it.

You can develop very close friendships with as many different gods as you want, all of them are so loving and protective of us. Then it's like having a whole team of guardians, regularly helping and talking with you. But each person has just one official guardian who specifically volunteered for it to be their official duty to help you. It sounds like yours is almost certainly Malphas. He obviously keeps making himself known to you, always guiding and helping you, strongly wants you to contact him; this is how a guardian usually announces themself from all experiences I know of.

A Satanists Guardian Demon isn't the opposite sex that they are but the sex they are most attracted to.

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:This is basically how guardians announce themselves in most experiences I know of. They keep coming to you to help you without you asking for it, keep saying their name in your thoughts, make themselves very clear in your mind until you know why they're there. The guardian, in every case I ever heard of, is the opposite sex of the person being guided. I'm assuming you're female, so your guardian is male. He's clearly guiding you, helping and empowering you, making himself clearly known. The gods work in bigger ways than just speaking, they sometimes set up situations in our lives to show us clear messages. He inspired you to make this post because he knew the answers would all be saying he's your guardian and wanted you to get this confirmation. At first I wasn't sure that Lerajie is my guardian, I thought my "random" thoughts of her name may have been a coincidence, but she kept coming to me all the time to tell me what to do, kept repeating her name to me all day. Eventually it's so obvious there's no way to try to deny it.

You can develop very close friendships with as many different gods as you want, all of them are so loving and protective of us. Then it's like having a whole team of guardians, regularly helping and talking with you. But each person has just one official guardian who specifically volunteered for it to be their official duty to help you. It sounds like yours is almost certainly Malphas. He obviously keeps making himself known to you, always guiding and helping you, strongly wants you to contact him; this is how a guardian usually announces themself from all experiences I know of.

Thank you so much, this has made my night and made me so happy and smile so big, I just want to come and hug you tightly, to share my happiness with you!!
Thank you!!!! ^o^

Speaking of

The gods work in bigger ways than just speaking, they sometimes set up situations in our lives to show us clear messages.

Today he showed me two things that I had been blind in before... A big thank you to him

Also,I felt bad that I didn't translate anything today because I needed to download a lot of things regarding the translation and he simply said: "Everything is alright, use this day to meditate and everything will fall into place." So I did and everything did haha.

He's not my only GD tho, so this is amazing!

Not trying to boast too much or make myself look "superior" to others... so yeah.


Thank you once again!!!!!!!!!!! ^o^ *Hugs you very tightly* /)(\
I had to!

Thank you once again!!!!!! :333333 x333
I cannot say enough haha

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:...

Someone said it depends on your sexuality as to whether you have a Guardian Daemon or Daemoness.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Also,I felt bad that I didn't translate anything today because I needed to download a lot of things regarding the translation and he simply said: "Everything is alright, use this day to meditate and everything will fall into place." So I did and everything did haha.

If you're translating the website, I have screenshot pictures of the whole website here that might help you with it. https://mega.nz/#!rx9TnYoI!smo8lqI3u0tW ... SJwT5RxHfs

And here's the pdf of the website https://mega.nz/#!Pk0zTAwa!K7a-WsG0tIwx ... wwbUEnCABE

What language?

HailMotherLilith wrote:...

Not to rain on your parade or anything, but thoughts do not always mean reality. Keep in mind you also have your own thoughts, and depending on your personality, you can let your head get in the clouds, and convince yourself that fantasies are reality, speaking from personal experiences regarding the matter of guardian demons. Just stay grounded.
Also your use of emojis anger me.

FancyMancy wrote:

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:...

Someone said it depends on your sexuality as to whether you have a Guardian Daemon or Daemoness.

Well then someone was very very wrong.

FancyMancy wrote:

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:...

Someone said it depends on your sexuality as to whether you have a Guardian Daemon or Daemoness.

Well, I am in a sense bisexual, but I prefer males more, tho, I wouldn't mind being with a female, I keep craving it a lot, tho, all 4 of my GD's are males, sooo, maybe in the future I might meet a female Goddess? I don't know...

Not trying to boast here, just making a point.. I apologize if it seemed that I was boasting myself....

HailMotherLilith wrote:

FancyMancy wrote:

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:...

Someone said it depends on your sexuality as to whether you have a Guardian Daemon or Daemoness.

Well, I am in a sense bisexual, but I prefer males more, tho, I wouldn't mind being with a female, I keep craving it a lot, tho, all 4 of my GD's are males, sooo, maybe in the future I might meet a female Goddess? I don't know...

Not trying to boast here, just making a point.. I apologize if it seemed that I was boasting myself....

I don't think so!I am gay and my guardian Demon is Beleth !I have never heard that she likes gays!

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote: Also,I felt bad that I didn't translate anything today because I needed to download a lot of things regarding the translation and he simply said: "Everything is alright, use this day to meditate and everything will fall into place." So I did and everything did haha.

If you're translating the website, I have screenshot pictures of the whole website here that might help you with it. https://mega.nz/#!rx9TnYoI!smo8lqI3u0tW ... SJwT5RxHfs

And here's the pdf of the website https://mega.nz/#!Pk0zTAwa!K7a-WsG0tIwx ... wwbUEnCABE

What language?

Thank you so much brother! But I shall not disclose what language for safety reasons....

Contact me on my email: [email protected]

And I shall get back to you on my private email

ess wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote:...

Not to rain on your parade or anything, but thoughts do not always mean reality. Keep in mind you also have your own thoughts, and depending on your personality, you can let your head get in the clouds, and convince yourself that fantasies are reality, speaking from personal experiences regarding the matter of guardian demons. Just stay grounded.
Also your use of emojis anger me.

I have never had the need to contact nor feel any need to contact Malphas nor ANYTHING of that matter, he came into my mind randomly, that is all.

Also, I apologize for expressing and sharing my joy. Guess not everyone appreciates joy or happiness. :/

Next time, just please leave, it would be better for everyone......

Not trying to be sarcastic or rude,just honest.

ess wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote:...

Not to rain on your parade or anything, but thoughts do not always mean reality. Keep in mind you also have your own thoughts, and depending on your personality, you can let your head get in the clouds, and convince yourself that fantasies are reality, speaking from personal experiences regarding the matter of guardian demons. Just stay grounded.
Also your use of emojis anger me.

I mean, I understand that I might get too up in the clouds, but this felt very positive and not like my thoughts, and trust me, I know my impulsive thoughts 95% of the time, so yeah.... But I understand what you are saying, thank you.

HailMotherLilith wrote: I have never had the need to contact nor feel any need to contact Malphas nor ANYTHING of that matter, he came into my mind randomly, that is all.

You seem extremely naive, I've seen this from your other posts. I think you need to ground yourself.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Also, I apologize for expressing and sharing my joy. Guess not everyone appreciates joy or happiness. :/

The way you expressed your happiness reeked of immaturity and autism.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Next time, just please leave, it would be better for everyone......

No

HailMotherLilith wrote:...

I don't think you should be putting your email all around with your name on it, make 2 private ones and put one of the private ones on here. I'm assuming this one you posted is just a regular email you've had for a while that may be somewhat personally identifiable to you. I hope Kendall is a fake decoy name and you don't actually use this account.

And I recommend having a protonmail.com email. It can be encrypted and doesn't spy on everything you do unlike Joowgle and their products.

ess wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote: I have never had the need to contact nor feel any need to contact Malphas nor ANYTHING of that matter, he came into my mind randomly, that is all.

You seem extremely naive, I've seen this from your other posts. I think you need to ground yourself.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Also, I apologize for expressing and sharing my joy. Guess not everyone appreciates joy or happiness. :/

The way you expressed your happiness reeked of immaturity and autism.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Next time, just please leave, it would be better for everyone......

No

Well sorry all knowing master for not being the way you want me to be.

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote:...

I don't think you should be putting your email all around with your name on it, make 2 private ones and put one of the private ones on here. I'm assuming this one you posted is just a regular email you've had for a while that may be somewhat personally identifiable to you. I hope Kendall is a fake decoy name and you don't actually use this account.

And I recommend having a protonmail.com email. It can be encrypted and doesn't spy on everything you do unlike Joowgle and their products.

Kendall is fake, names are fake also, even date of birth is fake there.

But alright, thank you, never heard of protonmail.com before, thanks brother.

ess wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote: I have never had the need to contact nor feel any need to contact Malphas nor ANYTHING of that matter, he came into my mind randomly, that is all.

You seem extremely naive, I've seen this from your other posts. I think you need to ground yourself.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Also, I apologize for expressing and sharing my joy. Guess not everyone appreciates joy or happiness. :/

The way you expressed your happiness reeked of immaturity and autism.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Next time, just please leave, it would be better for everyone......

No

Plus, I'm only 2 years and a half, dedicated SS, I'm not some 20 years dedicated SS and whatnot. I'm not all knowing superior being, I'm still learning and if you cannot accept the fact of a fellow sister expressing and sharing her joy with fellow SS's to show how I feel, then this topic is not for you.

I never wanted to start an argument, as arguments and whatnot, between fellow SS's does notthat amuse King Beezelbub, so why start it out with insults?

Just because somebody is not extremely mature like you, doesn't mean you have to label them as autistic and whatnot.

So if HPMageson666 talks like a slotz, is he also considered an immature autistic child? I think not. His wisdom also comes from slotzing and whatnot.

Don't beat around the bush like an animal,waiting to ambush any new and still learning SS's.

But come on, let us not start any arguments,I just expressed how I feel, if you still think I'm autistic, think what you want, your puny insulting thoughts mean nothing to me anymore.

Have a nice day and may Father Satan bless you with satanic energy.

ess wrote:The way you expressed your happiness reeked of immaturity and autism.

So now fellow SS's are not allowed to express their happiness?

Do you even know how an autistic person acts?

You clearly would just rather enjoy sitting back and labeling people, instead of calmly and collectively explaining what they did wrong. You are free to express your anger, but don't make somebody feel bad about expressing their joy.

If you never liked how I expressed it, why did you even come back? To insult me with useless labels? Do you even know me on personal level? No? Well then shut your mouth and don't label people "autistic", "Immature" or "naive."

Sure, I might be a little bit naive, but I'm not some "God" (like you here pose as one..), to understand everything and act accordingly to your own demands.

Spiritual Satanism is about advancing, elevating, evolving, or as a very important person said (Father Satan): "The meaning of life is to better yourself and the universe."
Not about labeling fellow SS's like some demented jew if one doesn't act to his account.

And in any case, who are you to even call me autistic? You're clearly still evolving to reach the Godhood, and in order for that to happen, ones mind must be free, if you're triggered by the way I express my happiness, then so be it, but please stop labeling those people you do not know anything about on a personal level.

Thank you for reading all that, if you even did. Good day/night.

ess wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote: I have never had the need to contact nor feel any need to contact Malphas nor ANYTHING of that matter, he came into my mind randomly, that is all.

You seem extremely naive, I've seen this from your other posts. I think you need to ground yourself.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Also, I apologize for expressing and sharing my joy. Guess not everyone appreciates joy or happiness. :/

The way you expressed your happiness reeked of immaturity and autism.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Next time, just please leave, it would be better for everyone......

No

You mustn't ever insult another SS. Our Father wants us to united, to encourage and guide each other. Blatant name calling is disrespectful to say the least. Next time try to be constructive.

HailMotherLilith wrote: ...

I was going to be snarky and rude in my response but I've been overcomed by positive energy. Insults do not affect me, and I forget that others can be more on the sensitive side. I do enjoy being snarky and rude, but I'm sorry for upsetting and insulting you.

ess wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote: ...

I was going to be snarky and rude in my response but I've been overcomed by positive energy. Insults do not affect me, and I forget that others can be more on the sensitive side. I do enjoy being snarky and rude, but I'm sorry for upsetting and insulting you.

I'm not mad about it, I've come to terms with being more emotional.

I respect your opinion about not liking emojis, but that is the way I express myself when I am very happy, I become childish, playful and giddy. Everyone expresses it differently.

Thank you for understanding.

Reckoned666 wrote:

ess wrote:

HailMotherLilith wrote: I have never had the need to contact nor feel any need to contact Malphas nor ANYTHING of that matter, he came into my mind randomly, that is all.

You seem extremely naive, I've seen this from your other posts. I think you need to ground yourself.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Also, I apologize for expressing and sharing my joy. Guess not everyone appreciates joy or happiness. :/

The way you expressed your happiness reeked of immaturity and autism.

HailMotherLilith wrote: Next time, just please leave, it would be better for everyone......

No

You mustn't ever insult another SS. Our Father wants us to united, to encourage and guide each other. Blatant name calling is disrespectful to say the least. Next time try to be constructive.

Thank you brother.

(Hope I was right about your genger. Heh.)

HailMotherLilith wrote:

FancyMancy wrote:

Ol argedco luciftias wrote:...

Someone said it depends on your sexuality as to whether you have a Guardian Daemon or Daemoness.

Well, I am in a sense bisexual, but I prefer males more, tho, I wouldn't mind being with a female, I keep craving it a lot, tho, all 4 of my GD's are males, sooo, maybe in the future I might meet a female Goddess? I don't know...

Not trying to boast here, just making a point.. I apologize if it seemed that I was boasting myself....

Something to clarify here....

While studying the third sex pdf and meditating, I'm becoming more and more aware that I am actually heterosexual and that I wouldn't mind having sex with a female whatsoever, so I wanted to apologize for giving this false information when I wasn't yet aware of what I am... Just thought of sharing it.