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Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

Postby Catalincata94 » Tue Jun 12, 2018 10:40 am

I have been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia but found out i have some psychic abilities i have neptune in 3rd house and my chart ruler is in the 12th house both gives me psychic abilities...
In the beginning i thought i was speaking with the Gods, i supposed the voices where the gods talking to me...
Everything was fine in the beginning but after a week i wanted to go to them, to their planet (don't know why i wanted that) and told the voice something that i want to go there to them and then "will you take me there?" so afther a day or so the voice told me (i had long conversations with the voice pretty much most of the day), the voice told me that i'm from their world and that i was coming here to learn or to know something and i should kill myself so i can go back... back then i didn't know that the Gods will never tell me to kill myself so now i'm thinking it may have been the enemies or my ego is so out of control that is creating it's own reality.
And i'm thinking if my ego is the problem i could fix it with the subconscious.
There are people who got trough this problem and some people got a 100% recovery and one of them sais that he got over the "invincible phantom" with positive expectations.
So what do you guys think about the psychic ability thing?
and if others got over the phantom just with positive expectation it may be not an illness after all,
on the website http://www.successfulschizophrenia.org it sais that this is not an illness http://www.successfulschizophrenia.org/ ... ssage.html

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Re: Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

Postby Roswitha » Wed Jun 13, 2018 10:57 am

Why do you think its your ego?

Ive heard something similar a while ago. That you are here to learn something and can only come back to the place of love once youve learned it crap.
Telling you to kill yourself but then returning to the physical plane for torment ...

Look if you dabble in the new age youll get talked to by enemy entities that just sound like broken records.
Thats one.

Another is, it could have been part of a fantasy.
Thing is that nevertheless you should work on making your aura strong as psych drugs rip holes in em inviting these things and causing psychopathy or schizo.

I think you should stop worrying about this source youve been reading or about what happened.
If you keep thinking about greys youll get attacked by greys. Basicly that.

You said paranoid.. When you think about something a lot you direct a lot of energy at it possibly making it manifest in the physical and/or creating thoughtforms in the astral.
I think you need to do lots of void meditation as well and learn to control your thoughts.

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Re: Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

Postby Catalincata94 » Wed Jun 13, 2018 4:53 pm

Roswitha wrote:Why do you think its your ego?

Ive heard something similar a while ago. That you are here to learn something and can only come back to the place of love once youve learned it crap.
Telling you to kill yourself but then returning to the physical plane for torment ...

Look if you dabble in the new age youll get talked to by enemy entities that just sound like broken records.
Thats one.

Another is, it could have been part of a fantasy.
Thing is that nevertheless you should work on making your aura strong as psych drugs rip holes in em inviting these things and causing psychopathy or schizo.

I think you should stop worrying about this source youve been reading or about what happened.
If you keep thinking about greys youll get attacked by greys. Basicly that.

You said paranoid.. When you think about something a lot you direct a lot of energy at it possibly making it manifest in the physical and/or creating thoughtforms in the astral.
I think you need to do lots of void meditation as well and learn to control your thoughts.

I was in the new age before i dedicated myself, you think because i was there i have now this problem? and i'm not dabble in to new age i just was there before i dedicated myself and maybe i still have some tendencies to think like that... I will stop the treatement in a few months, i will change from injection to pills so then i can trow them away in secret because i still need the anti-depresants for anxiety.
But if i stop the medication and the voice will start talking with me (but i will ignore it), what do i do if i can't do my aura of protection and cleaning because i may not be able to concentrate because of the voice? i can't really inhale energy anymore so i'm doing 2 workings one for aura of protection and aura cleaning with surya...
i cant really see a way to escape this situation one way i take the pills i have holes in my aura another way i don't take the pills i can't concentrate (maybe i won't be able to concentrate, i'm not sure)

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Re: Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

Postby Catalincata94 » Wed Jun 13, 2018 5:21 pm

Roswitha wrote:Why do you think its your ego?


I read something "The Link Between Psychic Ability, Schizophrenia and Psychosis" and the guy talked about schizofrenia and said "the ego i so out of control that is creating it's own reality" so i thought may be it's true maybe the ego could be the problem...
when i was in the new age i read a book that was supposed to get me rid of my ego and i think my ego got damaged by that book or by the enemies. the book was the power of now by echart tolle.
when i was reading the book i started realizing something about the present moment (don't remember what) and then i feelt a strong peace in my chest and so deep i could feel the bottom of my soul... i think that was when they did something to me... but it wasn't that great experience but, after i dedicated myself i had an experience about Satan, don't want to say why it was i just wanna say that i felt my bottom of my soul even deeper.

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Re: Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

Postby Aquarius » Thu Jun 14, 2018 8:09 am

I heard that these 'peace moments' when you try to remove your ego are frequent, what they to is make you extremely vulnerable to those angel parassites which are nothing than grey aliens, disgusting shits.

You should do a lot of void meditation, like 10 mins in the morning and 10 in the evening, be sure to be very concentrated, but very relaxed:)
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Re: Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

Postby Catalincata94 » Thu Jun 14, 2018 8:26 am

Aquarius wrote:I heard that these 'peace moments' when you try to remove your ego are frequent, what they to is make you extremely vulnerable to those angel parassites which are nothing than grey aliens, disgusting shits.

You should do a lot of void meditation, like 10 mins in the morning and 10 in the evening, be sure to be very concentrated, but very relaxed:)

Alright i will do, thanks bro.

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Re: Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

Postby Aquarius » Thu Jun 14, 2018 11:16 am

Catalincata94 wrote:
Aquarius wrote:I heard that these 'peace moments' when you try to remove your ego are frequent, what they to is make you extremely vulnerable to those angel parassites which are nothing than grey aliens, disgusting shits.

You should do a lot of void meditation, like 10 mins in the morning and 10 in the evening, be sure to be very concentrated, but very relaxed:)

Alright i will do, thanks bro.
No probs:)
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Re: Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

Postby Zygisrko » Thu Jun 14, 2018 10:18 pm

You should spend time cleaning your aura, chakras and ignore anything that isn't your own thought.
"This too, shall pass"
Keep that in mind if your resisting urges to do anything destructive against yourself.

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Re: Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

Postby Catalincata94 » Fri Jun 15, 2018 9:28 am

Zygisrko wrote:You should spend time cleaning your aura, chakras and ignore anything that isn't your own thought.
Thanks but if i stop the treatement and if i may not be able to concentrate well enought to do my workings (aura of protection and cleaning both with surya) because of the voice, what do i do then... oh.. i have learned a good cleaning technic from an ss, he sais vizualize a waterfall out of light over yourself and let it flow for a minute or so, in the same time i vizualize how it cleans and destroys negative energy, same thing have to do with the chakras another thing he sais if i can't really vizualize the light then i do it trough the senses vizualizing as much as posible a light over my self and that light i try to feel it as hot as the sun and cleaning and destroying any negative energies, that's for the cleaning but about the aura of protection i can't really inhale energy (it's faint) so i'm doing a working with surya but i may not be able to concentrate well enough to do it if i stop the treatment... i remember in the first week when the voice apeared that i did yoga and had the intention to talk with the voice. but if i think about it now it may be diferent this time because i know that i don't need to talk to it and i ignore it and if it's an enemy it will eventually leave.


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