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Thu Apr 08, 2021 1:29 pm
Talking to you motivates me even more to do what I have to do, and considering that, I see that our conversation is really in both of our benefit, and I hope in the benefit of others who read this (:
Had enough proof in the past that sometimes it is the Gods who "speak through us", in a way, perhaps suggesting keywords that we wouldn't normally feel inclined to use but that they know the other will be receptive to and come to personal growth thanks to that. I know for certain that others have been 'used' in order for me to realize some things and boost my progress. I'm not even surprised anymore. Your allegories and examples are proving to be of great value to me, and I do feel renewed motivation when I speak to someone who is more expert or experienced than me. To know you feel motivated too only adds to the benefits.
(I'll try to keep this shorter this time, need to finish today's rituals and then I need to meditate more, lately I feel I haven't done half what I could have, but I also feel the time is right and there's favorable astrological odds somehow..)
GD. wrote:And for the thoughtform, you really gave me a great idea. I will make in the next days one to take energy from the sun all day (or to just charge itself constantly), and at the end of each day, to give it to me, for empowering the chakras. Do I have to protect it as well? As enemies may destroy it or get its energy.
That's interesting.. for some reason when I read that I visualized a 'shield' shaped thoughtform that would act kinda like a solar panel of sorts, absorbing the energy, storing it in 'battery' and then passing it on to you. Knowing how you're good with perception, I can only imagine what you'll feel from this. Try not to take ALL the energy at once though, it might be too much (the Sun IS a magnificent force and can overwhelm some people).. I guess it would be easier if you kinda.. "spread" it like a jam lol... I'm thinking about something like layers of energy, giving you like 10%.. then another 10% on top, and so on and on, so you can check how much you're getting and it won't feel like a sunburn or something. Again, I assume you're going to feel this easily so you'll know how much is good for you.. in my case I think I would blast myself with it trying to feel something. I like the thoughtform idea you had.
As for protecting it... I honestly never even thought of that. Whenever I think of my own thoughtforms I think of them as "untouchable" by the enemy so they're almost like a pet that I will defend by killing anything that gets close to it. Well, technically, since you're using the Sun in this working, you COULD program it to burn enemies that try to interfere. Try making it in a way that it does what you want it to do (absorb Sun energy, give you Sun energy) but also that part of that Sun energy creates a constant shield that burns anything that tries to interact with it.
Personally, I have almost only used very immediate thoughtforms (very short lived then) so I didn't have to worry about all that comes with longer life spans, cleaning, recharging, reprogramming, etc. You could create one for every single day, or one only that lasts several days or more. It's up to you and how much you want to work with it. For something born from an idea you just had, I suggest trying with one day only, taking note of the effects you feel, keep an eye on the side effects (like too much heat perhaps), and rest a day or two after that (not using thoughtforms). Then repeat when you feel ready again. This way also you don't have to worry about other entities mingling with your creation. You can always make longer life span ones after an initial trial period. That's how I would go about it, at least.
As for the elements, most of my planets are in the air sign, so you're not the only "air-headed" here
but when it comes to trance state, there are also things that are suggested to be done in a trance state, but you can do them without it.
Before I forget to mention it.. (air-headed lol) if you've been wondering a little about what Air Element can be used for, I'll just add one thing to the list: Telekinesis. This isn't really ONLY coming from Air, of course, you can learn TK if you're Water dominant, Fire, or Earth or anything, but I have learned to trust Air more because of a particular feature Air displays.
Air is, apparently, the best Element to create electricity. Contrarily to Earth, that creates stillness in matter, Air excites molecules and rubs them together, creating electrical charge. The charge divides in two opposite polarities (positive and negative) and that difference can give birth to electromagnetism in matter (any matter, not just metal).
When I tried Telekinesis before figuring this out with a Brother's help I wasn't really successful and even if I 'felt' there was some strong electromagnetism involved I couldn't do it. Then I applied this concept and the results started to be too noticeable to ignore (I also learned that if you don't properly connect your male and female chakras through the heart, the effect is probably impossible to observe, but it will immediately be visible when you fix this by connecting the hearth chakra with the up and down in your Soul).
Just thought I'd mention that if you're interested in Telekinesis. I ended up just calling it 'polarity manipulation' as it seemed more appropriate at the time.. still TK, just explained in more detail in my opinion.
GD. wrote:What I wanted to say with this is the fact that, it really does depend if the trance state is needed or not for some things, just like you can create thoughtforms, you can do it without a trance or with one, while on the other hand, if you want to astrally project, you have to do it in a trance state, you cannot be awake.
Makes perfect sense to me. Astral projection is probably the best example for abilities that NEED a trance lol.. can't pull one while wide awake (unless you can, I guess.. I'm not that advanced yet). Stuff like thoughtforms comes to me much more naturally and I don't ever remember going in a trance for that.. just focusing hard enough on it and getting it done. I suppose everyone finds different abilities easier or harder depending on what they're used to, past lives experiences, etc.
GD. wrote:everything that light was touching was green, furniture, floor, walls, my body, and the source being the windows. Everything was extremely slow, I've said 5-10 minutes because that's how I felt it, but I bet it was a lot more, maybe 30 minutes. So if you want to completely get out, take your time.
Green? Mmm... really don't know about that. Thinking about it right now, I can only assume that the green color is not "because the light is green" but because that's probably how your astral eyes see light, and compared to your physical eyes' vision it's more green, or picks up the green better, so that's how you perceive sight during an astral projection. Could very well be wrong of course..
And yeah, taking my time.. even if this is actually still a problem because I think I'm lacking determination here. You're laying down and getting your body to relax.. you're only one step away from sleep but gotta keep trying to exit the body (doing whatever technique of your choice). I find the moment I "forget to focus" on this, I fall asleep and it all goes to shit. Some books suggest the absolutely best time for trying to pull an AP is the moment you wake up.. they suggested to train yourself to wake up without moving at all, not even opening the eyes, and using one of the various techniques that can trigger an exit. Don't know about that, I tend to just be pissed about annoying dreams I just had when I wake up, not really thinking "oh shit, I better try astral projection now! Here we go!" ...I'm more like "fuck these dreams.." and "I should sleep less" lol
GD. wrote:there are a lot of people who are not satanists and can have powers, but be sure that that person doesn't have the kundalini, it is impossible to obtain it without Satan's protection and guidance, as it empowers everything it goes through. Also her being that close-minded may show you she has blockages on her soul, it cannot rise if there are blockages.
In that case (and cases where a non-Satanist has powers) I thought that she had probably been a Satanist in another life, but that perhaps she had been harassed since early childhood because the enemy goes after those that are gifted in order to scare them away from developing powers and understanding them, or trying to get these people afraid of themselves, making them think they're a danger to themselves and to others, who knows. Don't really know for sure, and yeah she only told me this stuff. There is the possibility of attention seeking, but because she could really feel well my thoughtforms (I used to call them "astral clone" back in 2003 when I had just discovered this skill) I considered her rather gifted so I believed that story.
She would let me ask whatever I wanted, I know I was spending a lot of time with it. She told me to be careful not to break it as it was made from some kind of expensive crystal she bought, it looked like glass for me but whatever
. She is christian and still, she knew how to use it and had really accurate answers.
I've had many ups and downs with pendulums.. nothing too fancy, a thread and a golden ring with a blue quartz (grandma's gift), but even if I had very clear answers (and I normally double, or triple checked getting the same results every time) the answers weren't always very reliable I guess. Last time I used it, last year, to ask about my Guardian Demon, I was told that I have three of them... :/ asked in this Forum, got told that even two is very rare, three is more like an impossibility.. so I wouldn't really know. There are a couple Demons that I feel closer than everyone else, and there are new ones that somehow introduced themselves to me in their own ways, with numbers, sigils, visions... I learned to recognize a pattern made with various signs that validate each other over and over until I accept the answer. When I do, they suddenly stop.
Of course, if the pendulum is the way you seem to get the most answers and help out of, do keep it up. Some say it's an advanced skill and that it takes a lot to read it correctly... I don't necessarily agree, but you're pretty good from what I can tell so there won't be problems.
GD. wrote:Now... I am a very strict person, and I do not say something if I don't know at least 95% that it is true, and I also take full responsibility for what I say, either here or anywhere else. I am here, on this forum, because I want to, and because Satan wants me to, for a purpose or another. So whatever I say, if something will be took for "not being real" or if it will be seen as a delusional idea, or however one wants to name it, as I said, I take full responsibility for it, but I want to be with my brothers and sisters here, no matter what.
I believe you. Didn't mean that I thought you weren't being honest, I hope I didn't answer in a way that suggested that. Quite the opposite. I can feel you're advanced. I was just surprised you mentioned Biokinesis because it's an all time favorite ability of mine and don't know many people that even know about it. From what I saw, many people have difficulty believing it's even real... I don't know why.
GD. wrote:But in this case, I personally see nothing exaggerated, or hard to believe or whatever, nor a very advanced thing, people must know how to manipulate matter around them, even their bodies. I think it should be normal to human kind.
Exactly, I agree 1000%. It should be a normal thing.
Can't remember where exactly it is written in the JoS (or how many times so far I've been quoting HPS Maxine saying that), but she clearly stated that "absolutely everything is possible". To me, everything means "everything
". It doesn't mean "everything BUT
this and this and this". It means "if you can visualize it happening, it can happen". Biokinesis is part of that everything in EVERY way, and if someone else doesn't believe in it, to me it simply means they won't be using it anytime soon. "Whether you think you can or you can't, either way you're right."
Just had a thought... could it be that you believe that, that we should be able to manipulate all matter including our bodies, because you're advanced enough that you realize that without anything holding you back? That you naturally sense what is obviously possible and accept it as such?
GD. wrote:I see energy as being different depending on where you are
Here are a lot of things to say and I do not have too much information about this just yet, but I would like it if anyone does have further details about how the energy of the 4th dimension related to quantum physics does work on a deeper level.
This is a very fascinating subject, I would love to know more about this too, if anyone want to weigh in.
GD. wrote:I haven't heard about that kind of yoga, I searched for it both on the forum and Internet but I couldn't find something relevant, only a sermon from 19 Jan 2019 which wasn't actually saying about the yoga itself, by Mageson, and the only things on the Internet were stupid, do you have any link or something from where I can read about it?
Not too surprised that it's hard to find. The first book I found that information in is an old book (in Italian) that I'm pretty sure hasn't been printed in too many copies. My mother got it in one of those abandoned little bookstores nobody knows (the kind of place I could LIVE in lol XD) and I managed to keep it in one peace since I found it when I was 14 and secretly reading. Or 13... not sure. Wasn't a Satanist yet, hadn't even done my greatest display of power but I felt a lot of potential truth in those descriptions about Yoga Siddhis.
The other source.. let's see if I can find it for you...
https://www.amazon.com.au/s?k=raja+yoga ... nb_sb_noss
This is the generic search. I've been downloading ebooks like a bitch lately (got a membership on Amazon Kindle cuz it was much cheaper than usual for a time), the one I got is in Italian, it's called "Raja Yoga: Sviluppo dei poteri occulti dell'uomo" by Yogi Ramacharaka (means: development of mankind's occult powers). Haven't really had the time to read it much yet...
GD. wrote:And for the changing shape, we know how to use our powers for good, or at least, we should know how to. Almost everything you do, can be reversed, that's what I think. Humans should have the power to change their surroundings, but are very restrained now. Just as they should have the power to change their own lives and bodies. It should be something normal to human beings. What about alchemy?
I remember some people (some in this Forum, some in one of those teens forums where everyone is a life coach and life expert and knows absolutely everything about everything... pfahahah, right
) saying that some things like "transformation" aren't possible and if they were they'd be incredibly painful as everything in your body has to change completely, blah blah blah... pretty much makes you want to give up on everything. I don't know for SURE about transformation (I mean the kind were a person becomes an animal) simply because I haven't done it... so I can't know for sure
, but something like changing only one's size (not necessarily mass
) I don't find particularly impossible, actually.. perhaps because I can understand the science behind it, I don't think it would be impossible at all, so either Anima (shrinking) and Mahima (growing) are possible in my book.
The other six (just for your amusement
) are basically Laghima (becoming super light/levitation), Garima (becoming super heavy), Prapti (this is usually intended either as teleportation and astral projection, it has to do with moving oneself through long distances in an instant), Prakamya (the "immediate manifestation of a desire", the book's example mentioned reviving dead animals and changing the weather within moments), Isitva (this is usually referred to as "Lordship", meaning the user can control the mind of anyone else) and Vasitva (control of all the physical universe, this I interprete as "learning all the -kinesises"... pyro, cryo, whatever lets you control the matter around you).
(Something I have realized some times ago.. about Isitva: in my opinion this power isn't exactly to "control minds" like others are remote controlled cars or something... but it's more about one's ability to energetically surpass everyone to the point that they feel the person as something like a god and will befriend him/her. An example is when a usually feral, venomous or anyway dangerous animal befriends someone like they are their best companion in the world. There was a video about an Hindi young girl who lived always surrounded my Royal Cobras, one of India's most notoriously dangerous snakes... yet they slept with her, cuddled, ate together as she fed them.. lol it was so damn cute to watch. This is what I perceive as "Lordship". It's probably more a "(positive) side effect of being godlike" rather than a power in the exact meaning of the word. Not for nothing "Siddhi" means "gift", not "power".)
If you want to look them up, however, there is some interesting mythology portraiting Hindu Gods and heroes... just be careful, some stories I remember were kind of sexy.. XD these Hindi lol
GD. wrote:Just as in my example I said that my grandma, after that old man leaved, said "poor him" and everyone there started laughing. Just as you said, some simply choose to be idiotic, completely ignoring actual facts because it is a lot more comfortable for them.
HP HoodedCobra sometime ago did write about people that we CANNOT wake up. That we shouldn't even try to wake up. It's not our responsibility, it's theirs. Nobody MADE me dedicate to Satan, I came to Satan because I felt he was the one I'd been searching for. And you and everyone else here who dedicated to Father Satan felt probably the same.
These people, they are simply lost. Wandering aimlessly, not realizing what their purpose is and failing to see whenever someone else takes pity on them and tries to lead them by the hand towards they truth. And all they do is free themselves of your hand, maybe even bite it and go back to the sheep flock. How can anyone help someone like that? The answer is: you can't. So we shouldn't worry about those. It's not like we can do a thing for them, and if they won't choose to open their eyes, it's certainly not up to us to end up depressed or something in order to try and save their pitiful, weak souls... sometimes I think about how many of us there will be left when we finally rid this world of the jews and the enemy in all its facets, the moment when we can finally start rebuilding and progress as we move toward the next Golden Age. It's a scary thought that many that live and breath today will just choose death and worse in their conviction that they're going to be "saved" by a fake dummy that doesn't exist.
GD. wrote:I am European and I haven't leaved my country yet, at all. English is not my natal language, but I am trying to get used to it, I hope I'm doing well until now, I am not very confident in my English skills tho, still. So idk what you do mean by the land of kangaroos, but I'll just think it's Australia lol, I think I do not fully understand metaphors in English just yet, if this is the case.
Yeah, it's Australia lol, but I am originally from Europe.. Italy (hence why I buy books in Italian lol). And your English is so good I thought you were from UK or the US, nothing wrong with it as far as I can tell.
Take care, Sister!
HAIL SATAN FOREVER!