On Approaching Satanism

[Catalincata94]

I've had this thought before when hearing voices, makes me wonder such possibilities. I've typed up in some of your threads you posted.

The only thing we can really suggest is try getting involved more with void. I know I'm one to talk but lately after Yom Kippur offensive, I've been trying to get back into more basic meditations and not skip around or jump around.

Anyways good luck with your situation. It's a shame to hear the negativity of it causing in your life. It shouldn't be negative but a wonderful gift of nature.

Thanks bro. i'm the hostipat and taking medicine again and also got another, asthma. in childhood i had Asthma bronchitis but then idid got rid of it and now its back stronger as asthma, just one i could completerly ignore the voice and in 1 day it disapeared for a while, but for that i had to be concentrated almoust the whole day ai but i had it for almoust a year now and im so done with it so i had to thake medicine i was feeling moustly anoyences like little fears it keeapt talking to me the whole day and coudnt resist eny more when i got engry i asked who hi es but i had the impresion that is satan but i didnt believe its him because it talked bad to me and it said it doesnt want me or that he is going to kill me and stull, sometimes i did some litle things widouth realizing... i think the only was is yoga to get healed. Wondering are you still taking your medicines?

When i talked to the voices and asked who they are
And what they want it was just silence who are you and what do you want feom me it said enemy dogmas that i dont want to tell so people here
dont understand me wrong

There was also voices that contradicted themselves by saing no dont listen to him

My mother said she has some things like this too
That it easy for her not to do if not he will not let her do what she wants, so she had this for many years now but she can ignore it by leaving that what it said and doing something else

Could be this my karma and will i only have sucess later like my birth chart says? im going this to post in another topic, to create another topic

To me, it seems like you are giving these 'voices' too much attention and power. If these are infact astral entities pestering you, the best thing to do is banish them. Have you performed a banishing ritual before? It is quite simple and easy.
[url]https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Banishing.html[url]
Vibrate 'Vinasa” (VEE-NAH-SAH) 9 times, and affirm “You are no more' once.
Because this ritual destroys entities, it is important to discern what the astral entity actually is. So you don't harm a deceased person etc. Making sure its actually the enemy. And you are alone physically also.

I don't think medication is going to help you much here. But if you've started taking it and want to stop, make sure you gradually reduce dosages before completing stopping. Abruptly stopping medication can be very harmful.

Before I came to Satanism, I almost went schizophrenic from drug use. I used to hear voices and the like. It is important to put yourself at a distance from these 'voices' and affirm in yourself that they have no power over you. And frankly, ignore it. Eventually it will go away. Negative entities feed of fear and attention. Ignoring them is an excellent and easy strategy to get rid of them. There is nothing for you to be scared of. Be calm, be strong and empower yourself. Do you clean and strengthen your aura every morning and night? This is crucial!
[url]https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html[url]

Hail Satan Forever

Also I asked it questions and that and with enough questions it changed itself from being someone from our side to someone from the enemies to just my mind and just like that going in circles it's like it adapted from one thing to another, but I was full of it because I couldn't ignore it and because of insecurity and an unease feeling in my brain so I went to the mad house for treatment. When it talked it gave me the impression who he is and told me the name too except for the enemy part in that case it was just silence.

[bluebow]

Thanks bro. i'm the hostipat and taking medicine again and also got another, asthma. in childhood i had Asthma bronchitis but then idid got rid of it and now its back stronger as asthma, just one i could completerly ignore the voice and in 1 day it disapeared for a while, but for that i had to be concentrated almoust the whole day ai but i had it for almoust a year now and im so done with it so i had to thake medicine i was feeling moustly anoyences like little fears it keeapt talking to me the whole day and coudnt resist eny more when i got engry i asked who hi es but i had the impresion that is satan but i didnt believe its him because it talked bad to me and it said it doesnt want me or that he is going to kill me and stull, sometimes i did some litle things widouth realizing... i think the only was is yoga to get healed. Wondering are you still taking your medicines?

When i talked to the voices and asked who they are
And what they want it was just silence who are you and what do you want feom me it said enemy dogmas that i dont want to tell so people here
dont understand me wrong

There was also voices that contradicted themselves by saing no dont listen to him

My mother said she has some things like this too
That it easy for her not to do if not he will not let her do what she wants, so she had this for many years now but she can ignore it by leaving that what it said and doing something else

Could be this my karma and will i only have sucess later like my birth chart says? im going this to post in another topic, to create another topic

To me, it seems like you are giving these 'voices' too much attention and power. If these are infact astral entities pestering you, the best thing to do is banish them. Have you performed a banishing ritual before? It is quite simple and easy.
[url]https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Banishing.html[url]
Vibrate 'Vinasa” (VEE-NAH-SAH) 9 times, and affirm “You are no more' once.
Because this ritual destroys entities, it is important to discern what the astral entity actually is. So you don't harm a deceased person etc. Making sure its actually the enemy. And you are alone physically also.

I don't think medication is going to help you much here. But if you've started taking it and want to stop, make sure you gradually reduce dosages before completing stopping. Abruptly stopping medication can be very harmful.

Before I came to Satanism, I almost went schizophrenic from drug use. I used to hear voices and the like. It is important to put yourself at a distance from these 'voices' and affirm in yourself that they have no power over you. And frankly, ignore it. Eventually it will go away. Negative entities feed of fear and attention. Ignoring them is an excellent and easy strategy to get rid of them. There is nothing for you to be scared of. Be calm, be strong and empower yourself. Do you clean and strengthen your aura every morning and night? This is crucial!
[url]https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html[url]

Hail Satan Forever

I did vinasa two times from full moon to new moon but it still kept going. And im doing my aura of protection and aura cleaning daily. When i was with some one and talked alot and when i came home i barely heard the voices. i feelt so bad and that i keept repalying to it even if i didnt wanted just like an impulse, when i was first time on medication i didnt heard them but when i quit witch was also spontaneous widout reducing the dosage because i coudnt because it was an injection type and my psychiatrist said if i dont take my tratement then i should leave so i intrerupted that injection that had an effect for 3 months.... then now almost a year later I felt really bad with my mind that it still kept talking and that I was afraid of anything that it may say, now that I take the medicine I hear it still but I'm not afraid any more maybe that was the side effect of that injection (the constant fear, insecurity) not sure what to do I just thought that If I do now Satanama will help me. I had a clear indication that it is really an enemy but I don't remember right now...

Yeah it definitely sounds like an enemy entity.... although at the same time it could be a thoughtform you've created out of insecurities and fear/ a mixture of both....but more sounds like an enemy entity that you keep feeding because you mentally go back it...
These mental institutions are not going to help you! I've got no idea why'd you even think about admitting yourself there!
Have you talked to Satan or your Guardian Demons about this? I'm sure if you ask for help they will answer....
Focus on Satan's sigil and let him know about it?
Another piece of advice would be to work on the way you see this entity/voice. Don't make yourself so impressionable, intimidated by it. You're only scared because your astral sight/hearing isn't properly developed. From the sounds of it... Relax and just ignore it, honestly.

[Catalincata94]

To me, it seems like you are giving these 'voices' too much attention and power. If these are infact astral entities pestering you, the best thing to do is banish them. Have you performed a banishing ritual before? It is quite simple and easy.
[url]https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Banishing.html[url]
Vibrate 'Vinasa” (VEE-NAH-SAH) 9 times, and affirm “You are no more' once.
Because this ritual destroys entities, it is important to discern what the astral entity actually is. So you don't harm a deceased person etc. Making sure its actually the enemy. And you are alone physically also.

I don't think medication is going to help you much here. But if you've started taking it and want to stop, make sure you gradually reduce dosages before completing stopping. Abruptly stopping medication can be very harmful.

Before I came to Satanism, I almost went schizophrenic from drug use. I used to hear voices and the like. It is important to put yourself at a distance from these 'voices' and affirm in yourself that they have no power over you. And frankly, ignore it. Eventually it will go away. Negative entities feed of fear and attention. Ignoring them is an excellent and easy strategy to get rid of them. There is nothing for you to be scared of. Be calm, be strong and empower yourself. Do you clean and strengthen your aura every morning and night? This is crucial!
[url]https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html[url]

Hail Satan Forever

I did vinasa two times from full moon to new moon but it still kept going. And im doing my aura of protection and aura cleaning daily. When i was with some one and talked alot and when i came home i barely heard the voices. i feelt so bad and that i keept repalying to it even if i didnt wanted just like an impulse, when i was first time on medication i didnt heard them but when i quit witch was also spontaneous widout reducing the dosage because i coudnt because it was an injection type and my psychiatrist said if i dont take my tratement then i should leave so i intrerupted that injection that had an effect for 3 months.... then now almost a year later I felt really bad with my mind that it still kept talking and that I was afraid of anything that it may say, now that I take the medicine I hear it still but I'm not afraid any more maybe that was the side effect of that injection (the constant fear, insecurity) not sure what to do I just thought that If I do now Satanama will help me. I had a clear indication that it is really an enemy but I don't remember right now...

Yeah it definitely sounds like an enemy entity.... although at the same time it could be a thoughtform you've created out of insecurities and fear/ a mixture of both....but more sounds like an enemy entity that you keep feeding because you mentally go back it...
These mental institutions are not going to help you! I've got no idea why'd you even think about admitting yourself there!
Have you talked to Satan or your Guardian Demons about this? I'm sure if you ask for help they will answer....
Focus on Satan's sigil and let him know about it?
Another piece of advice would be to work on the way you see this entity/voice. Don't make yourself so impressionable, intimidated by it. You're only scared because your astral sight/hearing isn't properly developed. From the sounds of it... Relax and just ignore it, honestly.

Yeah i asked Satan to help me ge out of the mad house (faster because i hate being here, and cant stand it) and now tomorrow i will leave (the psychiatrist wanted me to hold me here for another week) and also i told her about that These are entities and that i've come back to get a treatement so that i can get my brain ballanced and reduce meds gradualy because last year when i was on the treatement i had an injection type and she didnt wanted to reduce it so that i get off the injection because that and that i should take it for the rest of my life so i intrerupted the 3 month injection and now in almoust a year i felt fearful of wat the voice may say and my brain feelt bad, now even if they talk im fine, also started doing Satanama working so to heal my brain of all the drugs and other stuff, too full body healing , mind and emotions.

I just had to express my emotions and what i think in a way so that she understands that i dont need medicacion. Just to gradualy reduce them so that i dont have nasty side effects again.

[Gear88]

I don't know if the quotes above are for me or just Catalincata94. Not sure whom your referring to but if your wondering I did do banishing rituals.

In fact the entity when I told her she said "Go right ahead". Basically she even insisted on it.

Recalling the events I did not just do 108 but also 216 reps on two separate occasions. I did banishing and I did sananda during the appropriate time.

Not sure how powerful banishing is; I highly doubt doing a simple 9 reps or 10 sananda reps is going to help much. I'm really unsure how powerful low reps are compared to high reps. I've always been under the assumption if you see a number on JoS website multiply it higher.

Also I even did one time the old banishing ritual. The previous banishing ritual which was pretty much there from 2002-2008ish? I guess. Anyways the old banishing ritual is where you perform a very basic summoning of the Gods Orobas and Flauros. I understand these two Gods are very busy and perhaps it's a form of making us do the work ourselves. But if people are using Sanskrit to banish and later bless with Sananada. Then something is not right because I highly doubt most people are even at levels of doing anything like this ritual. It seems there have been posts of people stating banishing doesn't work and Sananda doesn't work. In fact I recall some people state be careful with Vinasa as it acts to destroy, you might not want to destroy spirits or entities around who mean no harm.

I mean the instructions on the JoS page are so lack luster and cold. Vibrate Vinasa x9, then "You are no more" and then later on the appropriate moon vibrate Sananda x10 particularly in a group. But then what should the affirmation be. There is no instructions, is Sananda some sort of radiation that stays imprinted on the house or what. I've read of people "WILLING" the energy but non the less affirmations are important.

I honestly gave up with banishing. I don't FEEL attacked nor negative nor nothing. So not sure what I'm even doing vibrating something that seems like a being of higher power has a more clear view of the situation.

[Pudro4]

Good morning fellow Brothers and Sisters in Satan

Since this week started I've been having weird hallucinations, seeing shadows at the corner of my eyes and seeing smoke after my meditation session just slightly I open my eyes. SO COULD IT BE THAT THERE'S A SPIRIT THAT WANTS COMMUNICATE A CERTAIN MESSAGE OR FATHER SATAN WAS TRYING TO SHOW THAT SOMETHING IMPORTANT IS COMING ?
(just wondering as it's been too long)

[bluebow]

I don't know if the quotes above are for me or just Catalincata94. Not sure whom your referring to but if your wondering I did do banishing rituals.

In fact the entity when I told her she said "Go right ahead". Basically she even insisted on it.

Recalling the events I did not just do 108 but also 216 reps on two separate occasions. I did banishing and I did sananda during the appropriate time.

Not sure how powerful banishing is; I highly doubt doing a simple 9 reps or 10 sananda reps is going to help much. I'm really unsure how powerful low reps are compared to high reps. I've always been under the assumption if you see a number on JoS website multiply it higher.

Also I even did one time the old banishing ritual. The previous banishing ritual which was pretty much there from 2002-2008ish? I guess. Anyways the old banishing ritual is where you perform a very basic summoning of the Gods Orobas and Flauros. I understand these two Gods are very busy and perhaps it's a form of making us do the work ourselves. But if people are using Sanskrit to banish and later bless with Sananada. Then something is not right because I highly doubt most people are even at levels of doing anything like this ritual. It seems there have been posts of people stating banishing doesn't work and Sananda doesn't work. In fact I recall some people state be careful with Vinasa as it acts to destroy, you might not want to destroy spirits or entities around who mean no harm.

I mean the instructions on the JoS page are so lack luster and cold. Vibrate Vinasa x9, then "You are no more" and then later on the appropriate moon vibrate Sananda x10 particularly in a group. But then what should the affirmation be. There is no instructions, is Sananda some sort of radiation that stays imprinted on the house or what. I've read of people "WILLING" the energy but non the less affirmations are important.

I honestly gave up with banishing. I don't FEEL attacked nor negative nor nothing. So not sure what I'm even doing vibrating something that seems like a being of higher power has a more clear view of the situation.

They are written for Catalinacata94..
Generally, if you can't get rid of it yourself, you should then ask for help from your Guardian Demons or Satan...
Sorry to read of this... Don't really know what else to say. The banishing ritual has always worked for me but if I haven't been able to get rid of the entity, I've asked Satan or my Guardian Demon(s) for help...and they always have/do.

[Azorm]

I don't know if the quotes above are for me or just Catalincata94. Not sure whom your referring to but if your wondering I did do banishing rituals.

In fact the entity when I told her she said "Go right ahead". Basically she even insisted on it.

Recalling the events I did not just do 108 but also 216 reps on two separate occasions. I did banishing and I did sananda during the appropriate time.

Not sure how powerful banishing is; I highly doubt doing a simple 9 reps or 10 sananda reps is going to help much. I'm really unsure how powerful low reps are compared to high reps. I've always been under the assumption if you see a number on JoS website multiply it higher.

Also I even did one time the old banishing ritual. The previous banishing ritual which was pretty much there from 2002-2008ish? I guess. Anyways the old banishing ritual is where you perform a very basic summoning of the Gods Orobas and Flauros. I understand these two Gods are very busy and perhaps it's a form of making us do the work ourselves. But if people are using Sanskrit to banish and later bless with Sananada. Then something is not right because I highly doubt most people are even at levels of doing anything like this ritual. It seems there have been posts of people stating banishing doesn't work and Sananda doesn't work. In fact I recall some people state be careful with Vinasa as it acts to destroy, you might not want to destroy spirits or entities around who mean no harm.

I mean the instructions on the JoS page are so lack luster and cold. Vibrate Vinasa x9, then "You are no more" and then later on the appropriate moon vibrate Sananda x10 particularly in a group. But then what should the affirmation be. There is no instructions, is Sananda some sort of radiation that stays imprinted on the house or what. I've read of people "WILLING" the energy but non the less affirmations are important.

I honestly gave up with banishing. I don't FEEL attacked nor negative nor nothing. So not sure what I'm even doing vibrating something that seems like a being of higher power has a more clear view of the situation.

They are written for Catalinacata94..
Generally, if you can't get rid of it yourself, you should then ask for help from your Guardian Demons or Satan...
Sorry to read of this... Don't really know what else to say. The banishing ritual has always worked for me but if I haven't been able to get rid of the entity, I've asked Satan or my Guardian Demon(s) for help...and they always have/do.

Munka for those who are attached in some way and more open to some enemy entities. Banishing barely works if for some reason connection to some of those entities are made.

Xians and related filth can strongly connects themselves to the enemy and lot of them lose control over it. They put those energies deeply in their soul, engrave it and it almost acts as a portal to the other worlds. Somehow those entities just keep coming to them, there are endless streams of those beings invited inside of their mind and in the astral space around them.

It's really creepy, but in some way some traumas, energies, dirt in the soul and curses can be an invitation and an open door for some entities and enemy energies that will mess with your mind even more. We don't want to be connected to the enemy, that's why we have munka to stop that shit if we feel like we are connected to them.

Also, balancing the soul and connecting more right and left hemisphere will grant you more understanding and control over those things. So breathing exercises can help.

Void and control over the mind will really make your life easier. The more you practice it, the better. Correct mental attitude is also needed, without it people go nowhere. Okay I will just leave this here lol

[bluebow]

Good morning fellow Brothers and Sisters in Satan

Since this week started I've been having weird hallucinations, seeing shadows at the corner of my eyes and seeing smoke after my meditation session just slightly I open my eyes. SO COULD IT BE THAT THERE'S A SPIRIT THAT WANTS COMMUNICATE A CERTAIN MESSAGE OR FATHER SATAN WAS TRYING TO SHOW THAT SOMETHING IMPORTANT IS COMING ?
(just wondering as it's been too long)

Could be your clairvoyance developing?
Weird hallucinations? Like bad/good?

[Catalincata94]

To me, it seems like you are giving these 'voices' too much attention and power. If these are infact astral entities pestering you, the best thing to do is banish them. Have you performed a banishing ritual before? It is quite simple and easy.
[url]https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Banishing.html[url]
Vibrate 'Vinasa” (VEE-NAH-SAH) 9 times, and affirm “You are no more' once.
Because this ritual destroys entities, it is important to discern what the astral entity actually is. So you don't harm a deceased person etc. Making sure its actually the enemy. And you are alone physically also.

I don't think medication is going to help you much here. But if you've started taking it and want to stop, make sure you gradually reduce dosages before completing stopping. Abruptly stopping medication can be very harmful.

Before I came to Satanism, I almost went schizophrenic from drug use. I used to hear voices and the like. It is important to put yourself at a distance from these 'voices' and affirm in yourself that they have no power over you. And frankly, ignore it. Eventually it will go away. Negative entities feed of fear and attention. Ignoring them is an excellent and easy strategy to get rid of them. There is nothing for you to be scared of. Be calm, be strong and empower yourself. Do you clean and strengthen your aura every morning and night? This is crucial!
[url]https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html[url]

Hail Satan Forever

I did vinasa two times from full moon to new moon but it still kept going. And im doing my aura of protection and aura cleaning daily. When i was with some one and talked alot and when i came home i barely heard the voices. i feelt so bad and that i keept repalying to it even if i didnt wanted just like an impulse, when i was first time on medication i didnt heard them but when i quit witch was also spontaneous widout reducing the dosage because i coudnt because it was an injection type and my psychiatrist said if i dont take my tratement then i should leave so i intrerupted that injection that had an effect for 3 months.... then now almost a year later I felt really bad with my mind that it still kept talking and that I was afraid of anything that it may say, now that I take the medicine I hear it still but I'm not afraid any more maybe that was the side effect of that injection (the constant fear, insecurity) not sure what to do I just thought that If I do now Satanama will help me. I had a clear indication that it is really an enemy but I don't remember right now...

Yeah it definitely sounds like an enemy entity.... although at the same time it could be a thoughtform you've created out of insecurities and fear/ a mixture of both....but more sounds like an enemy entity that you keep feeding because you mentally go back it...
These mental institutions are not going to help you! I've got no idea why'd you even think about admitting yourself there!
Have you talked to Satan or your Guardian Demons about this? I'm sure if you ask for help they will answer....
Focus on Satan's sigil and let him know about it?
Another piece of advice would be to work on the way you see this entity/voice. Don't make yourself so impressionable, intimidated by it. You're only scared because your astral sight/hearing isn't properly developed. From the sounds of it... Relax and just ignore it, honestly.

To correct it, i was scared of it because of the nasty fucking side effects of the treatement that i got rid of and now that i'm taking another one it doesnt bother me and it rarely talks to me. When i got rid of the treatement I didn't reduced it gradualy (the injection) because my psychiatrist said if i don't take it as she gives it to me then i should leave and i also tried to search for another psychiatrist but she didn't wanted becaue she was to tired that day... And i asked for Satan's help and it dissapeared for a while but it reapeared and these fucking psychiatrist keep fuking with me that it is an illness and can't be healel and i told them that it isn't true it can be healed but they are so closed minded and ignorant that they keep repeating the same thing. I ignored it but why did my mind speak back to it, i remembered when i was at someones house (a guy) and talked to him when i got home i barely heard the voice. what happend was that i coudnt stand it and i got a strong intention that he wants to kill me by making me kill my self and i did my meditations it dissapeared moust of it but i got a sing from Satan and the gods that i'm on the right path there is an egyptian story and what i understood was that story will hapen to me but not literraly of course so things hapened and realized them like in the story as i see it, it stil goes but de good part it's a happy and successful ending and a reunion with my family and the one that did something against me will be dead.

Now i have the chance to gradualy reduce the treatement because i take pills now, for now said the psycho xtian psychiatrist. I'm using Satanama for now to get completely healed.

[Stormblood]

I did vinasa two times from full moon to new moon but it still kept going. And im doing my aura of protection and aura cleaning daily. When i was with some one and talked alot and when i came home i barely heard the voices. i feelt so bad and that i keept repalying to it even if i didnt wanted just like an impulse, when i was first time on medication i didnt heard them but when i quit witch was also spontaneous widout reducing the dosage because i coudnt because it was an injection type and my psychiatrist said if i dont take my tratement then i should leave so i intrerupted that injection that had an effect for 3 months.... then now almost a year later I felt really bad with my mind that it still kept talking and that I was afraid of anything that it may say, now that I take the medicine I hear it still but I'm not afraid any more maybe that was the side effect of that injection (the constant fear, insecurity) not sure what to do I just thought that If I do now Satanama will help me. I had a clear indication that it is really an enemy but I don't remember right now...

Yeah it definitely sounds like an enemy entity.... although at the same time it could be a thoughtform you've created out of insecurities and fear/ a mixture of both....but more sounds like an enemy entity that you keep feeding because you mentally go back it...
These mental institutions are not going to help you! I've got no idea why'd you even think about admitting yourself there!
Have you talked to Satan or your Guardian Demons about this? I'm sure if you ask for help they will answer....
Focus on Satan's sigil and let him know about it?
Another piece of advice would be to work on the way you see this entity/voice. Don't make yourself so impressionable, intimidated by it. You're only scared because your astral sight/hearing isn't properly developed. From the sounds of it... Relax and just ignore it, honestly.

To correct it, i was scared of it because of the nasty fucking side effects of the treatement that i got rid of and now that i'm taking another one it doesnt bother me and it rarely talks to me. When i got rid of the treatement I didn't reduced it gradualy (the injection) because my psychiatrist said if i don't take it as she gives it to me then i should leave and i also tried to search for another psychiatrist but she didn't wanted becaue she was to tired that day... And i asked for Satan's help and it dissapeared for a while but it reapeared and these fucking psychiatrist keep fuking with me that it is an illness and can't be healel and i told them that it isn't true it can be healed but they are so closed minded and ignorant that they keep repeating the same thing. I ignored it but why did my mind speak back to it, i remembered when i was at someones house (a guy) and talked to him when i got home i barely heard the voice. what happend was that i coudnt stand it and i got a strong intention that he wants to kill me by making me kill my self and i did my meditations it dissapeared moust of it but i got a sing from Satan and the gods that i'm on the right path there is an egyptian story and what i understood was that story will hapen to me but not literraly of course so things hapened and realized them like in the story as i see it, it stil goes but de good part it's a happy and successful ending and a reunion with my family and the one that did something against me will be dead.

Now i have the chance to gradualy reduce the treatement because i take pills now, for now said the psycho xtian psychiatrist. I'm using Satanama for now to get completely healed.

Bind them. Psychiatrists aren't needed as they know nothing true about how the mind works.

[Pudro4]

Good morning Fellow Brothers and Sisters in Satan

Will a shoe lace also work perfect when making my own pendulum ?

[Pudro4]

Good morning Fellow Brothers and Sisters in Satan

Will a shoe lace also work perfect when making my own pendulum ?

[Catalincata94]

Yeah it definitely sounds like an enemy entity.... although at the same time it could be a thoughtform you've created out of insecurities and fear/ a mixture of both....but more sounds like an enemy entity that you keep feeding because you mentally go back it...
These mental institutions are not going to help you! I've got no idea why'd you even think about admitting yourself there!
Have you talked to Satan or your Guardian Demons about this? I'm sure if you ask for help they will answer....
Focus on Satan's sigil and let him know about it?
Another piece of advice would be to work on the way you see this entity/voice. Don't make yourself so impressionable, intimidated by it. You're only scared because your astral sight/hearing isn't properly developed. From the sounds of it... Relax and just ignore it, honestly.

To correct it, i was scared of it because of the nasty fucking side effects of the treatement that i got rid of and now that i'm taking another one it doesnt bother me and it rarely talks to me. When i got rid of the treatement I didn't reduced it gradualy (the injection) because my psychiatrist said if i don't take it as she gives it to me then i should leave and i also tried to search for another psychiatrist but she didn't wanted becaue she was to tired that day... And i asked for Satan's help and it dissapeared for a while but it reapeared and these fucking psychiatrist keep fuking with me that it is an illness and can't be healel and i told them that it isn't true it can be healed but they are so closed minded and ignorant that they keep repeating the same thing. I ignored it but why did my mind speak back to it, i remembered when i was at someones house (a guy) and talked to him when i got home i barely heard the voice. what happend was that i coudnt stand it and i got a strong intention that he wants to kill me by making me kill my self and i did my meditations it dissapeared moust of it but i got a sing from Satan and the gods that i'm on the right path there is an egyptian story and what i understood was that story will hapen to me but not literraly of course so things hapened and realized them like in the story as i see it, it stil goes but de good part it's a happy and successful ending and a reunion with my family and the one that did something against me will be dead.

Now i have the chance to gradualy reduce the treatement because i take pills now, for now said the psycho xtian psychiatrist. I'm using Satanama for now to get completely healed.

Bind them. Psychiatrists aren't needed as they know nothing true about how the mind works.

Good idea, yeah they just know the effects of the antipsyhotics over the brain, the rest they just suppose.