Kieith666 wrote: Rook wrote:
Lmao nah, he hates me and wants nothing to do with me. For everyone thinking it was an enemy messing with me, no. He showed up during the ritual I did when I first asked Satan for an incubus. I know the energy. He’s legit.
He just said he hates me. Which is whatever, since I’m used to it. I have to admit I’m NOT fond of him either. I really don’t have anything nice to say about him.
lol, how does this prove legitimacy, just because it appeared during the ritual means it's legit?
I've always found that the enemy are the 1st to respond to anything i inquire about
Do you really think an enemy entity would show up in the middle of a Satanic ritual? With Satan’s energy everywhere?
you can't be serious with these questions, surely you jest?
because these would be the most opportune time for an enemy to show up and try to interrupt you, if you're doing an RTR for example our enemies are obviously gonna try to stop or impede the RTR as best they can.
I know you all don’t believe I was with an incubus.
of course i don't, it's blatantly obvious to a point where even i can tell you that you're not ready for one, so why would Satan send one to you?
Based on the things you said about the gods in past were pure delusions, it's obvious you've got a lot to work out before you're ready for one.
Kieith666 wrote:My question is why didn’t he ever intervene?
Why would they? how're you supposed to learn then?
Kieith666 wrote:Even one word of encouragement or praise would of meant the world to me. Why let me suffer for so long? It’s just not fair, especially considering the amount of warfare I did at the time. I was hit with so much shit I couldn’t handle on my own. Why just leave me like that?
When i was a new SS, there's a lot of things that i experienced and most of it i didn't understand until after a few years where i was able to put it all together and make sense of it, i felt both proud and confident in myself as i was able to use the knowledge and experience i had gained to deduce things.
Satan and my GD obviously guided me by their own unseen means, but for the most part i took action, saw my problems came up with my own plans and figured them out, although i ""suffered"" for the few years back i'm more knowledgeable and experienced now, and as a result of the things that happened in the past and me confronting it, i am now much more stronger and competent.
Kieith666 wrote:Why just leave me like that?
No one left you, it's called warfare for a reason, what did you expect? breakfast in bed?
Do you know how muscles grow? it's common knowledge at this point, at the very basic level it requires a bit of stress applied on your muscles these causes very small tears at a micro level, the body then reinforces these fibers so it doesn't happen again.
here's a another great example, i'll quote the whole thing:
The Role of Wind in a Tree’s Life wrote:
BY ANUPUM PANT
Remember the biosphere 2? In short, it’s a miniature version of our planet, now owned by the university of Arizona, constructed for scientists to study how the planet’s living systems actually work. Learnings from this tiny planet enabled scientists to innovate and come up with new ideas related to growth of plants etc. Or that is what they thought when they planned to make this biosphere.
The major discovery from it was something they had never expected. The most interesting thing they learnt from it was the importance of wind in a plant’s life. Who’d have thought!
In the biosphere 2, they had trees growing faster than they would grow in the wild. Also, they found that these trees wouldn’t completely mature. Before they could, they used to collapse. Later it was found that this was caused by the lack of wind in the biosphere. And it turns out, wind plays a major role in a trees life. The presence of wind makes a tree stronger, it is thus able to mature and not fall down due to its own weight.
When plants and trees grow in the wild, the wind constantly keeps them moving. This causes a stress in the wooden load bearing structure of the tree. So, to compensate, the tree manages to grow something called the reaction wood (or stress wood). This stress wood usually has a different structure (in terms of cellulose or lignin content and more) and is able to position the tree where it’d get the best light, or other optimum resources. This is the reason why trees are able to contort towards best light and still survive loads in even awkward shapes. A contorted building like that would easily fall. The tree is able to grow in a more solid manner – thanks to the reaction wood.
If there’s no wind, like in the biosphere 2, the trees end up being much weaker and aren’t able to survive for long. This happens in homes too. Plants grown indoors, without any kind of wind hitting them on a regular basis tend to become weak. So, before they are planted outside in the wild conditions, their structure has to be strengthened by causing stress.
Remember, stress is what makes a tree strong enough to sustain the wear and tear that it’d face later in life.
in short, facing the challenges in life instead of running away from it or depending on others will make you stronger and prevent these things from being a problem in the future.
just don't take what i said to an extreme level, balance is key in all things, to much stress is obviously detrimental but so is non, some things in life you do need others to assist you and there's strength in unity, but at the same time to much reliance on others is also detrimental to you, as for what you're facing here as an SS, Satan and your GD are always there for you and they work in ways that for the most part you'll be unaware of, you should have a sense of reassurance knowing that.